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2004 15 February :: 8.35pm
*sigh* Well, he called. We talked for a bit. I found out that one of his good friends likes him. But He doesn't want to try anything because he likes me and not them...heh :) Makes me very happy. Hopefully I'll see him tomorrow. My parents like him a lot. They trust him too which is very good. Maybe I'll actually be able to go upstairs with him.
He makes me feel so good. I laugh all the time with him. We.. are quite alike. It's great. I really wish I had slow danced with him at swirl. O~well.. Hopefully some other time.
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2004 15 February :: 9.52am
:: Mood: happy
I'm soo Not used to this.. It's CrAzY!
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2003 29 August :: 2.20pm
me and james are friends again, its cool, he spent the night last night and we stayed up all night and played Dr mario
it kicked asss
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2003 23 August :: 12.09am
Robbed again! of another friend this time
That fucking girl has got to go
She fucked chris' summer up
she fucked james' mind up
she's got to go
she keeps jumping between them
She's played with james before
she's played with chris before
all fucking head games
they would both give their lives for her
what would she do for them?
it just gets to me that james would give up us being friends since 5th grade... 6 years of friend ship for a fucking girlfriend that cheated on him and chris..............
I only want my friends back is that too much to ask?
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2003 20 August :: 12.03am
this is the part of the story i fear
"She bent over and kissed him gently. She felt the life leave him as her lips did."
it made me shed a few tears
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justyn
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2003 19 August :: 3.00pm
good luck in finding this kate
you'll need it
hopefully
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2003 19 August :: 9.48am
ugh
the most horrriable dream last night,
Okay i was driving a ford escort or some small car like that, james and kate were with me, and then kate and james were all making out in the dream, it was a hurtful dream
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2003 18 August :: 2.30pm
wow, after me and kate went to school so i could show her around and such and get our fucked up scedual's changed... she had the nerve to ask me to stop at magnus to see joe
there goes the hope i had
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2003 17 August :: 11.47pm
"And I can fight only for something that I love, love only what I respect, and respect only what I at least know."
Adolf Hitler (1889 - 1945
I've come to far to give up
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2003 16 August :: 1.04am
She spreads her love
She burns me up
I can't let go
I can't get out
I've said enough
Enough by now
I can't let go
I can't get out
It makes me wonder if kate knows about this journal... it makes me wonder actually who does, i know ally and jay do, but thats all i know, It makes me wonder who i can trust
i know i can trust jay and chris not to tell anything
james i don't know about
rach wont tell anything
kate wont tell a soul, I wont tell kate though, its about her
I guess its all a big game of trust from here on you know?
i guess my current best friends are jay box kate and rachel (all measured in amounts of trust)
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2003 15 August :: 1.33pm
"Pain and pleasure are separated only by perception"
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2003 14 August :: 5.04am
okay, i've been up all night talking to kate, I really think i could get back with her, Seriously, Things are great... for now
I hope this work out i really hope so
doo dee dumm
my dad just got up
he had to be to work in 9 minutes
wikkey huh?
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2003 14 August :: 4.01am
she knows i found it now, no more secrets there
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2003 14 August :: 3.33am
Wow, its been awhile since i updated this journal hasn't it?, I guess i'll be putting all my Semi-private stuff in here, few people know about it, Ally i would appericate it if you didn't tell anyone about this....
wow things are weird right now
Our family has littel to no money
I still love kate
julie likes me
I'm just really confused on what to do right now.....
wouldn't it be really easy if somone just gave me a magic 8ball that told me what i need to do? what would make me happy?
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2003 26 July :: 7.00pm
Kissing, a language unknown
So many words in such calming silence
Both know by sight and touch
Using all the senses to be one
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