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2003 14 April :: 2.57pm
:: Mood: empty
:: Music: wheatus-teenage dirtbag
wow...
I duno what to say, My girl friend just asked me if she could go to prom with some other guy, that is just her friend, it just makes me feel all empty inside and stuff.... I feel like i'm going to cry...
damnit.....what did i do wrong?
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2003 11 April :: 12.35am
today she came over, we just hung out and stuff, did nothing sexual, i'm wondering why we don't anymore, its kinda strange, hmm....
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2003 27 March :: 4.42pm
why do i try? I will fail anyways, With everything i do, I just want to be good at somthing for once, I just want to be good at somthing, Thats all..... I even fuck relationships up.... I mean come on why do i have to be so fucked up....
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2003 23 March :: 8.19pm
she says she's scared and unsure.
I don't know what to do, this makes me very scared, I don't want to lose her at all, Somone please help me
If there is a god, Help me, I've doubted religion for a long time, I think it might be time to go to church and pray for this... If anything is worth praying over it would be this
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2003 23 March :: 8.06pm
:: Music: NIN Hurt
Right now, I'm talking with allison about the past, She is worried that i don't love her, When in truth she wouldn't be more wrong, I miss her so much its not even funny, She is getting the wrong impression... I love her
love is not just another 4 letter word
it actually means somthing to me
I waited to say that i love her because i wanted to be sure of it, I will love her until the end.
Don't think about the future allison, Tomorrow is always a day away
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2003 3 March :: 8.19pm
She said she loves me YAYA! i'm so happy, I miss her so much though, Why do i have to miss her so much?, Everything would be perfect if she lived closer, I'll lover her till the end.
I missed her on the way home from her house... Am i a stalker or am i just in love?
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2003 17 February :: 9.20am
well, i went to the belding swirl this weekend, I was kinda bored there because i felt alone, Heh, my friends wern't all there, I met that suzy girl that is a friend of robbies, She was waay hyper, I danced alot with ally(slowly) HA! i can't dance fast, They played my song (aerosmith - don't wanna miss a thing) And not everyone was there dancing too it that made me kidna of miss them more, Heh, Yesterday at rachels house me and ally had some fun, heh, We were upstairs in rachels room and the only people that were home were me rachel brad and ally, hehe and brad and rachel were downstairs :D well i'm off now, No school, i'm gonna waste my day
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2003 6 January :: 3.04pm
she said yes.....WOOHU!!
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