Singletary Road

:: 2005 13 February :: 10.41pm

this charming man

"I do maintain that if your hair is wrong, your entire life is wrong, and you could never possibly have a serious job." - Morrissey

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:: 2005 13 February :: 7.13pm

In trying to come up with an explaination of how i've been feeling the last week or so, i couldnt think of words...hence the "afafhlafihopaihfp..." post. i've still got not much more, but this is what i've got.....

Boxcar Racer "i feel so"

Sometimes, I wish I was brave
I wish I was stronger,
wish i could feel no pain,
I wish I was young,
I wish I was shy,
I wish I was Honest,
Wish I was you not I,

'Cause,
I feel so mad,
I feel so angry,
Feel so callused,
So lost confused, again,
Feel so cheap,
So used unfaithful,
Lets start over
Lets start over,

Sometimes,
I wish I was smart,
I wish I made cures for,
How people are,
I wish I had power,
i wish I could lead,
I wish I could change the world for you and me,

'Cause,
I feel so mad,
I feel so angry,
Feel so callused,
So lost confused, again,
Feel so cheap,
So used unfaithful,
Lets start over
Lets start over,

:: 2005 11 February :: 3.13pm

i had a scary dream last night
we (me, uncle andy, aunt alice, and grandma) had got a house in the woods on a lake. and there was a boat house on the lake that was shaped like a U and had two doors that are set up the same way as the doors at my house where there is the garage door and the front door. and this house the people who lived there before, their daughter who was like 8 was murdered and so they left. so me and uncle andy notice that the boat is like out in the middle of the lake, and so we go to the boat house to pull it back in because its still tied to the dock, its just on a really long rope. so we go in there and the water is really shallow, and there is only doors on one side, like you cant get to the other side unless there is a boat there to step on. so uncle andy somehow gets to the other side magically and when i look down to see where im going to step the body of the dead girl is down in the water (which is only like 2 feet) and its in a row boat. my uncle doesnt see that the body is there and i dont say anything about it. so i step in the rowboat to get across and slip and touch the slimey dead body, and just keep going. we pull the boat in, go back across, and i go out the door that would be the equivaliant to my front door (the one on the brick patio) and my uncle is like wait i heard something, so i stop in the doorway and he goes toward the other door. as he gets to the door this big dude arm with a red and black flannel shirt and a garden glove reaches in and grabs uncle andy's face and pulled him out the door and i woke up. so it was like 4 am, and i was so scared that i didnt fall back asleep till like 430, and then woke up every about half hour till 930. and as i look back on the dream its really not that scary sounding, but when it was happening i was scared out of my mind, it was weird.

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:: 2005 8 February :: 11.30pm

can anyone within 60 miles cut thick, wavy hair? like... mine? i need a haircut and i'm through with borics.

:: 2005 7 February :: 1.50pm

what you see is human.

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:: 2005 7 February :: 9.42am

weekend
kick ass weekend, hung out with meghan and alex.

friday drove to msu, hung out with hilary, then janet and mel, picked up meaghan and went to gvsu. traded cars with craig and drove to ludington. saw hide and seek (kinda didnt watch it all bc it was scary, more so the noises than anything). hung out at alex's for a while. went back to meghans and went to bed.

saturday, woke up at 9 am :-D took meghan and alex to their tennis thing, went snowboarding at crystal mountain, had lots of fun, hit my head on the ground kinda hard, now my neck is stiff. but it was still fun. rented dodgeball and watched it and went to bed.

sunday, went to church, ate some breakfast, went to alex's, drove to gvsu, traded cars back with craig, went to state, watched the superbowl with janet, mel, hilary and deanna...sucked bc the eagles lost, i hate the pats. made some awesome phone calls that consisted of yelling songs like "you are my sunshine" "happy birthday" "john jacob jingleheimer schmidt" "twinkle twinkle little star" random britney spears songs, and a few others. these were all left as voicemails, and when the person we were calling (mostly just ryan and stein) picked up the phone we would hang up untill it went to voicemail. we also left stein some awesome stories haha. then went to hilary's and went to sleep, now im back at school, and i have to go to class in 7 minutes.

i will leave you with this:
while driving home from crystal debating weather we missed a turn "no i remember those trees"

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:: 2005 4 February :: 9.50am

weekend
well if im not online this weekend....i didnt die (danielle)
im going to ludington this weekend to see some friends and snowboard. its gonna be lots of fun, and i cant wait!

:: 2005 2 February :: 11.51pm

who wants to make a bet that danielles next post has to do with her complaining about bush's speech??

:: 2005 1 February :: 4.21pm

truth is beauty. whoever coined the phrase, "the ugly truth," was, most certainly, a liar.

:: 2005 31 January :: 9.28am

recap of the weekend
it was definatly fun!

fun: sledding, building a ramp and snowboarding off of it, the special delivery that i gave hilary, picking targets and having people bombard them with snowballs, the car ride, being at camp in general, skipping ALL of my friday classes :-/ , broom hockey, basketball in the lodge, "sandwiches" leading songs sunday and having both mine and hilary's voice crack when we were the only two singing lol, team win!

not fun: having our room be scorching the first night, having everyone pile on hilary and having my crotch ending up on her face (through like 4 layers of clothing of course, but still), not really sleeping too much on the way home then having to drive to state (where i passed out the second i hit the bed, craig not being there.

pictures will soon be posted, so be sure to look bc they are fricken awesome

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:: 2005 31 January :: 12.02am

i'm starting to taste this phenomenon called "life." just a drop on my tongue, but it's amazing.

:: 2005 30 January :: 12.10am

and now my heart is full
roses don't have to be red
violets could be brown
not much matters to me
as long as you're around

happy 6 months, lovely ;-)

:: 2005 26 January :: 2.26pm

im so excited right now! my class with my prof Roop was cancelled today...but no one knew, like we all showed up and he wasnt there, and there was no email or anything.

this dude is such a hard ass teacher and so for that to happen its outta control, some people were so happy that they were throwing each other in the snow lol

:: 2005 25 January :: 10.04pm

IM Basketball baby!
had the first game tonight, and of course we won. it was only like 35-28 but still. everyone on my team except one person played bball here though...but so did some of the other team, and there are 2 other teams made of x-bball girls. so whatever. i had fun....in the post hahahaha. my friend sally who is on the other team had to play post, and i was matched up with her, but it was fun, she only got 2 points whilei was guarding her, and no rebounds, i got them all, woot!. but i am wayyyyy out of shape, after like 2 minutes i was dying. but thats all for now, shower time!

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