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angel_bob

:: 2005 28 April :: 10.01pm

Happy birthday, Jackie. I was going to call you but it's late and I'm lame.

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viper15

:: 2005 28 April :: 6.11pm

"i went to the pizza shop the other day and the fucker gave me the smallest slice there, if the pizza was a pie chart for what people would do if they one a million dollars, he gave me the donate to charity....

.... i want to exchange this for the KEEP IT...."

i love this guy

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KTHPKC

:: 2005 28 April :: 4.58pm

It still amazes me totally that Dragostea din tei is so popular in the U.S. now.

A couple of people asked me if I'd ever heard of it, and I gave them the "you've got to be kidding me" look. Hell, that song was played all the time in Germany last year. How could I not hear it?

But, thanks to the growing popularity, I've been craving to hear it and dance along to it and mock it. Too bad it's lost *sigh* perhaps that's a good thing, though.

It looks like I'll be kinda busy this weekend. Babysitting on Friday and Saturday. Yay, I can earn some money for my college books!

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threshershark

:: 2005 28 April :: 3.21pm
:: Music: Ohio // Dan Deacon

Sooo many things are ticking me off... *takes deep breath*

*lets it out slowly*

I guess none of it matters. None of it affects me personally and there's nothing I can do that will make any of it better so I shouludn't worry about it. Don't things like that suck though? Man...

I should really clean my room... it's a mess...

[edit]

My former rage is nothing compaired to the wrath my computer has just incurred for randomly sending out an email I was half finished with. D:<

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shinigami

:: 2005 27 April :: 10.44pm

I can't believe I have to be here for my birthday...

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kthpkc

:: 2005 26 April :: 7.16pm

Ack! I'm in a total Cat Stevens mood, and I don't have any Cat Stevens music files or CDs or tapes to listen to!!!!!! Dad has a record, but we don't have a functional record player. *screams in rage*

Today's been an okay day, sorry if I was out of it yesterday. There are the good days, then there are the bad.

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threshershark

:: 2005 26 April :: 6.44pm
:: Music: BORING LATIN LOUNGE CRAP

Mother of Mercy, people! It's "whet" your appetite, not "wet"!! Whet as in "too sharpen"! It makes a ton more sense to sharpen your appetite than to drench it!

[update 7:43]

Now playing: Harold Stern, The Jewish Cowboy

MUCH better

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Shinigami

:: 2005 24 April :: 11.53pm

It's so easy to be sad. So why be it?

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threshershark

:: 2005 24 April :: 6.39pm
:: Music: band organs

You whippersnappers don't know what good music is.

I had an awesome weekend, I'll tell you all about it later in full. Basically I went to see Flatfoot 56 at Skelletones and they were awesome. So were the Offbeats and the other band.

PS I heart demo tapes.

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shinigami

:: 2005 23 April :: 10.35am

I just found this out
Final Fantasy "Dear Friends" is a consert put on by local orchestras and choirs. Apperently, they are in Detroit on July 23-24 at the Orchestra Hall and it's being played by the Detroit Symphony Orchestra! Now for those of you that knew about this ahead of time, shame on you for not telling. And for everyone else, who wants to go with me? Anyone?

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shinigami

:: 2005 23 April :: 9.52am

It's snowing.

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shinigami

:: 2005 21 April :: 11.49pm

I'm bored...

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threshershark

:: 2005 20 April :: 10.04pm
:: Music: Absolution // Muse

sooo

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t-

....
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TIred...


.........

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viper15

:: 2005 20 April :: 4.20pm

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HITLER!!!

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sike-a-delic_grasshopper

:: 2005 20 April :: 3.39pm

Hi. I am bored and have to pee. So somehow that leads to me updating my journal....

I am so incredibly sick of school. I want it to be done now. Honestly, what do they think they're going to teach us between now and graduation?

Intense nerdiness follows. Proceed with caution...

Read more..

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threshershark

:: 2005 19 April :: 10.09pm
:: Music: Fields Of Athenry // The Dropkick Murphys

Guess what? I am going to Jenison's prom! Bwa ha ha, I am a rebel.

Other than that I'm trying to spice up my creative writing. We are doing those sickening "I am..." poems in that class. I'm sure you all have done at least one a year like I have. Here is a sample if you have forgotten.

I am
A flower with blue legs
A starving child in Los Angeles
A bee of sickening cutesy porportions
I am
YOUR MOM

See, it is gross. Well, this year my "I am..." poem is entitled "I am a shark that likes blood" and it's pretty much awesome. I'd write it out here but it's so awesome I'd know you'd steal it, wouldn't you. That's right. If this were the future you'd be tossed in the Prison City for even wanting to plagerize.

I cutted the lawn this afternoon when there was no lawn to cut! Bwa ha ha I am insane!!! Bwa ha ha ha haaaaaaa.

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Shinigami

:: 2005 19 April :: 9.34pm

I need a good title for my presentation. It's powerpoint and I suppose I could use one for my paper as well. It's about Western influence in Japan since the Meiji restoration until now. Any suggestions?

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Shinigami

:: 2005 19 April :: 8.50pm
:: Music: Hamasaki Ayumi - 30th Consert Tour

I look out my window at the pond and see all kinds of people out there. There are some playing out in the grass, there are others walking along side the banks, and there are couples sitting on blankets watching the sun set. As I watch them sitting at my computer I want to be able to join them. I want to be able to go down, meet my friends and have a good time for a change. I want to go down and be with Mat, just be with him without having to worry about a time limit or when I'll have to return to school. I don't want to be cooped up in my room anymore.

I had a terrible dream this morning that Mat had died. I got to see him one last time in the dream, and then he told me to move on. Then I woke up. I started crying, and I couldn't stop. I was crying so hard I started to hyperventilate. I tried to calm down, but I couldn't. I kept thinking about the dream. Eventually though I was able to calm down enough to try and call Mat. He didn't answer, so I started to hyperventilate again. I either passed out or calmed down again and feel asleep.

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viper15

:: 2005 19 April :: 8.16pm

Yeah
I know sometimes things may not always make sense to you right now
But hey, what daddy always tell you?
Straighten up little soldier
Stiffen up that upper lip
What you crying about?
You got me

Hailie I know you miss your mom and I know you miss your dad
When I'm gone but I'm trying to give you the life that I never had
I can see you're sad, even when you smile, even when you laugh
I can see it in your eyes, deep inside you want to cry
Cuz you're scared, I ain't there?
Daddy's with you in your prayers
No more crying, wipe them tears
Daddy's here, no more nightmares
We gon' pull together through it, we gon' do it
Laney uncles crazy, aint he?
Yeah but he loves you girl and you better know it
We're all we got in this world
When it spins, when it swirls
When it whirls, when it twirls
Two little beautiful girls
Lookin' puzzled, in a daze
I know it's confusing you
Daddy's always on the move, mamma's always on the news
I try to keep you sheltered from it but somehow it seems
The harder that I try to do that, the more it backfires on me
All the things growing up his daddy that he had to see
Daddy don't want you to see but you see just as much as he did
We did not plan it to be this way, your mother and me
But things have gotten so bad between us
I don't see us ever being together ever again
Like we used to be when we was teenagers
But then of course everything always happens for a reason
I guess it was never meant to be
But it's just something we have no control over and that's what destiny is
But no more worries, rest your head and go to sleep
Maybe one day we'll wake up and this will all just be a dream

[Chorus]
Now hush little baby, don't you cry
Everything's gonna be alright
Stiffen that upperlip up little lady, i told ya
Daddy's here to hold ya through the night
I know mommy's not here right now and we don't know why
We fear how we feel inside
It may seem a little crazy, pretty baby
But i promise momma's gon' be alright

It's funny
I remember back one year when daddy had no money
Mommy wrapped the Christmas presents up
And stuck 'em under the tree and said some of 'em were from me
Cuz daddy couldn't buy 'em
I'll never forget that Christmas I sat up the whole night crying
Cuz daddy felt like a bum, see daddy had a job
But his job was to keep the food on the table for you and mom
And at the time every house that we lived in
Either kept getting broke into and robbed
Or shot up on the block and your mom was saving money for you in a jar
Tryna start a piggy bank for you so you could go to college
Almost had a thousand dollars till someone broke in and stole it
And I know it hurt so bad it broke your momma's heart
And it seemed like everything was just startin' to fall apart
Mom and dad was arguin' a lot so momma moved back
On the Chalmers in the flat one bedroom apartment
And dad moved back to the other side of 8 Mile on Novara
And that's when daddy went to California with his CD and met Dr. Dre
And flew you and momma out to see me
But daddy had to work, you and momma had to leave me
Then you started seeing daddy on the T.V. and momma didn't like it
And you and Laney were to young to understand it
Papa was a rollin' stone, momma developed a habit
And it all happened too fast for either one of us to grab it
I'm just sorry you were there and had to witness it first hand
Cuz all I ever wanted to do was just make you proud
Now I'm sittin in this empty house, just reminiscing
Lookin' at your baby pictures, it just trips me out
To see how much you both have grown, it's almost like you're sisters now
Wow, guess you pretty much are and daddy's still here
Laney I'm talkin' to you too, daddy's still here
I like the sound of that, yeah
It's got a ring to it don't it?
Shh, momma's only gone for the moment

[Chorus]

And if you ask me too
Daddy's gonna buy you a mockingbird
I'mma give you the world
I'mma buy a diamond ring for you
I'mma sing for you
I'll do anything for you to see you smile
And if that mockingbird don't sing and that ring don't shine
I'mma break that birdies neck
I'd go back to the jewler who sold it to ya
And make him eat every carat don't fuck with dad (haha

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kthpkc

:: 2005 17 April :: 12.47pm

The weather today [thus far] is smurfing awesome! I'm actually contemplating leaving the house and walking downtown...if I feel like it. Hmm, maybe I'll go to the park and sit underneath the tree and read. Or write. Or draw. Or listen to music.

Andy has informed me that Demon Hunter and a couple other bands are going to be playing at the Intersection sometime in July [I think]. Kyle, do you know anything about that?

Mum and dad'll be going to a Steven Curtis Chapman concert later on this evening. So Andy and I will have the house to ourselves for a few hours...mwahahaha!

Oh, and this is for all you treehuggers: The city wants to clear-cut some (meaning alot) of the trees in the neighborhood to make a park. When they had said 9 years ago that they'd never do anything like that. Just imagine it, the last few acres of undeveloped land. Home to birds and rodents and deer and other animals. They want to turn that land into a park, when Rockford already has enough parks to kill a cow. There will be a meeting on Tuesday in some random public/governmental place in down town Rockford. Many neighbors are going to come and protest. My dad being one of them. The official government persons of Rockford hate my dad already because he's being very vocal about the issue. A direct quote from him is, "Do you guys have money burning a hole in your pockets or something?"

So yeah, anyways, SAVE THE TREES!!

Edit 18.04.2005 21.09

The meeting is tomorrow at 7 at the City Hall. We want as many people to come, even though the damn city will probably get its way.

Hug a tree!

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