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2003 12 June :: 6.06am
6:06. Goodnight.
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2003 12 June :: 6.01am
6 am, I'm still up and ready for more being awake.
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2003 12 June :: 5.12am
Why look, it's 5:12 in the morning.
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2003 11 June :: 3.12pm
:: Music: Red Hot Chili Peppers - Can't Stop
I smell fruity with a hint of roses
Today I used shampoo called Creamy Citrus, conditioner called Pear Mango Passion, this perfume crap called Apple Fantasy and Body wash that smelled like roses.
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2003 10 June :: 11.47pm
Conversation with my mom
Mom: Will you please go through those clothes?
Me: Okay.
Mom: Because Becka's coming in the morning-
Me: Okay
Mom: -and I don't want her to have to wait for you.
Me: Okay
Mom: Just do it tonight.
Me: Okay
Later conversation with my mom:
Mom: *holds up Aeropostal sweater*Do you want this?
Me: No.
Mom: Are you sure?
Me: Yes.
Mom: Is it just cuz it says Aeropostate?
Me: Yes, Mom, because it says AeroposTATE.
Mom: Well what's that word? Can't you give this to Neilee or someone?
Me: No.
Mom: How about Courtney or one of your other friends?
Me: No.
Mom: C'mon, just give it to someone, I'm sure they'll like it.
Me: No.
Mom: Fine, I'll give it to one of them. *walks away*
dumbass.
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2003 10 June :: 10.02pm
Conversation with my dad
Dad: Hey Kate, what's that show you were downloading?
Me: Invader Zim?
Dad: Peterson?
Me: No, Invader Zim.
Dad: Invaders.
Me: Innnnvaaaaadeeeerrrr Zzzzziiimmm
Dad: Ok, Invader Zin.
Me: No, Invader. Ok? Invader Zimmm. Z-I-M. With an M.
Dad: Zim. Okay. Invader Zim. *walks away mumbling 'Zim. Invader Zim. Zim.'
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2003 9 June :: 4.01pm
yum
serpents, fire, swords, dragons, sex
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2003 8 June :: 10.37pm
Today I got some red chuck taylors. They're nice. They're backless though, which I don't like. They were cheap though! so that's a plus. heh. Invader Zim is great. I was up until like 3 last night watching episodes I downloaded. The one where Zim is afraid of germs, what's that called? I want to download it. doot do doo.. um.. I hate having short entries, but I don't know what else to say. I have a doctors appointment tomorrow. It's to figure out why I'm so nocturnal. *sigh* it's the end.
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2003 7 June :: 9.38pm
:: Music: Bush - Mouth
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The all-nighter was alright. It was pretty damn boring. Better than being at home though. I met some people and got to know some others. Well, actually I met um, 2 people. Mitch and Eric. And I sort of got to know Mitch and Joe. More than I knew before anyway. After I got home, I watched a movie before I went to bed. Then I slept until around 4:30. I'm not gonna go to sleep tonight probably. Probably wont be able to. I didn't do much today. I haven't much of a today either though so... ah, fuck my excuses. I'm just a lazy bum, doomed in this world. I'm glad school is over. I think. I want to go to high school. I'm gonna take a shower now.
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2003 7 June :: 9.29pm
:: Mood: alittle frustrated with myself
:: Music: the doom song
My Dream
My parents were having another kid, but they would have to get an abortion if they didn't kill 2 of the kids they already had. So my parents decided to kill the 2 kids instead of the baby that they would have. Sam (Putt) was my brother and Audreanna was my sister, I don't know why. My parents killed them. I couldn't stop crying and when I tried to talk to my dad about it, he ignored me. Somehow, I got trapped in a dream within my dream. It was a dream Audreanna was having.. even though she was dead.. At first I didn't know I was in her dream and I saw a van, a bunch of people were in it like Mama Putt's van, except the van was green. Sam was about to get in it and I ran up to him with tears in my eyes and hugged him so tight. I remember saying over and over, "this is too good, I have to be in a dream, there's no way this can be real. It's too good to not be a dream," because I was so happy they were alive. Audreanna was sitting in the front seat of the van. Then, I found out it was a dream, and I woke up.
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2003 31 May :: 11.02pm
I got to go to David's party for awhile. It was good, the small portion I was there for. I smell like the fire, I need a shower. *yawn* I'm really sleepy. Joe and I are the losers and aren't at the party right now. I'm so lost for words..
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2003 31 May :: 5.33pm
Well, I went to Cedar Point yesterday for the 8th grade trip. I had fun. It wasn't great, but was worth going.
I don't know if I can go to David's party. I hope I can.
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2003 27 May :: 4.24pm
The sky is deep, the sky is dark.
The light of the stars is so damn stark.
When I look up, I fill with fear.
If all we have is what lies here,
this lonely world, this troubled place,
then cold dead stars and empty space...
Well, I see no reason to persevere,
no reason to laugh or shed a tear,
no reason to sleep or ever to wake,
no promises to keep, and none to make.
And so at night I still raise my eyes
to study the clear but mysterious skies
that arch above us, as cold as stone.
Are you there, God? Are we alone?
-THE BOOK OF COUNTED SORROWS
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2003 26 May :: 10.08pm
the morning birds sung me to sleep last night. No actually, they annoyed me, but I fell asleep eventually.
Haven't talked to Justin all day today. Apparently he was on around 4, one of the few times I wasn't. I miss him.
I hate sleep dammit. Burdens. I always dream too. I had this dream last night that my parents took me to a restaurant that only allowed guys but nobody cared that i was there even though I was a girl. The restaurant was called "Cataway Away" What do you think that means? I don't know.
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2003 26 May :: 9.10pm
my favorite line from In The Arms of Sleep by The Smashing Pumpkins is "but you just can't tell, who you'll love and who you won't." I was reading the song in Jay's journal and that line made me stop.
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