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2005 11 October :: 5.19pm
Ugh
It's so boring right now. And cold out. I have class in about 25 minutes. I was thinking about really having the wedding at Charlie's Grandma Caldwell's. It would be so pretty there and nice. At first I wanted it to be by water, but that's kind of hard... Anyway. I'm not feeling too great right now. I am so tired.
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2005 10 October :: 3.36am
GAHHH
Tonight has sucked. Well, after I left Charlie's that is. Parents are gone for awhile. So when Charlie had to go to work I went home and took care of the puppies. But I'm supposed to pull an all-nighter so when he comes here after work we can just sleep all day. He'll be here in about 5 1/2 hours. I need to sleep!
Guess what!? It's really crappy. I told my mom earlier that I really need a new bed. I'm sick of my futon. And I want a real mattress. But really I'm okay with my futon, it'll do. So I decided to clean my room today. Just totally rearrange everything and mess everything up. And I have this HUGE dresser that I had to move by myself, and I wanted to move my bed to the other wall. Long story short: I BROKE MY FUTON! BOO HOO. What luck. And the worst part was, it was about 1:30 am and I really wanted to just finish cleaning my room and sleep. But I had to move EVERYTHING around and then I didn't know what to do w/my bed frame so I put it in the yard. hahaha.
CRAPPY. So now we have to sleep on my big futon mattress on the floor. Eh. I'm tired it doesn't matter. I am so rambling right now. I'm exhausted. I went shopping today for a long time. GBAKHJANJAdahKDJ
G'night. Oh yeah, next saturday lissa, char and i are going for tattoos! mine shall be on my foot. awesome. it's going to hurt though. good thing i bought new shoes today!
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2005 3 October :: 4.40pm
:: Music: Still Remains- White Walls
Yipppeeee finally 18.
hooray.
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2005 2 October :: 11.03pm
So are the yearbooks out yet?
And does anyone know if I can pick up the senior dvd at school?
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2005 2 October :: 10.42pm
:: Music: Grey's Anatomy
Holy fuck'n crap. That was a fun birthday. Even though it's not truly my birthday until tomorrow. Only now am I getting excited. Even though it's not a huge deal or anything.
We went to Sand's tonight and played pool and stuff and it was fun. I got a really....well....that gift was CRAZY ! ! ! hm...and funny.
Tonight has been fun. Woo.
I'm going to apply at Sam's Club. Probably on Thursday. I'm really hoping I can work there. Robby said I could get a raise already just for having food experience. That's cool. And Becca works there too! And it's close to el apartmento. :-) home. That's also cool.
Anyway. goodnight. tomorrow i have to work on a crappy english test. blahhhh.
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2005 2 October :: 12.45pm
Gahhhh. 18 tomorrow. I'm buyin lottery tickets. bahahaha. whatever. This weekend i'm getting tattoos. I have to go w/my friends and w/Char and his family so I suppose that means I get a couple. hehehe. ooooh welll. His mommy made me birthday dinner and his dad brought him into a room and shook his hand and told him congratulations. It's really cool. I have to leave in a second if Charlie will ever get here. I may be going to the Bayside concert tonight at el intersecto. We'll see. GAHHH Where is he?!?
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2005 29 September :: 11.36pm
:: Music: Senses Fail- You're Cute When You Scream
"All I know is revenge is sweet when you know that you are worthless..."
And all I know is you're cute when you scream...
I'll take you
Up to the top
Of this building and just push you off...
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AHHHHH
Charlie got a ring the other night!!!! It's on layaway right now.
I'm just excited to get our married lives started. Even though it won't happen for a little while and what not.
I'm sitting here curled up in my comforter because it is soooo cold in here. Lalalala. I don't really have much else to say I just felt like posting. I had my nutrition presentation today. I think it went okay. . . eh.
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2005 27 September :: 10.48pm
Man, I am doing pretty damn well in my classes, I must say. Today went kind of fast for being a longer day... I guess....if that makes sense. I'm going to try to get a new job...somewhere...
We'll see.
I'll tell you what I do know though... There are a lot of ellipses in this entry, and I love Charlie.
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2005 27 September :: 12.27am
:: Music: Still Remains- Stare and Wonder
whoop whoop
I'm on my lil bitty computer. it's fun. it's the first time i've gotten on the internet on it. hehe.
Sooo... WE FOUND A HOUSE!!!!! Yipppeeeee
It's near John Ball and Millenium Park. It's got 4 bedrooms and a huge yard. But we'll see, we're going to try to check it out on Sunday. Yay. I'm excited.
I totally forgot about my own birthday. It's next monday but I forgot!
Anyway, I'm going to check out the Heritage tomorrow. Long day. At least I finished my BA 101 paper. yuck.
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2005 25 September :: 2.55pm
Hey here it is...
This is the band, the diamond will probably be princess cut on a compass angle. <> <--- kind of like that I suppose. But it looks so cool.
Here's a picture I painted of a vacation we went on. I painted it last year I think.
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2005 25 September :: 2.29pm
:: Music: Social D
wooo. This weekend has gone pretty fast. Friday I didn't end up going to the unemployment office. We'll see how it goes tomorrow.
Char and I went to Jared later on to look at rings. It was so much fun. I seriously love that store. We got drinks and Char picked out the perfect ring. I may post what the band looks like on here. They knew exactly what I wanted. I told them I liked princess cut and they brought out this gorgeous diamond. It was 3/4 carat and $4,600 by itself! hahaha. Along with the band we picked it would have been almost $6000. $1,000 more than my car! But it was so beautiful. So yeah, surprises surprises I love surprises.
Yesterday I had class and got out an hour and a half early. Yippee. All I wanted to do was sleep.
I may be working at the Heritage at CC. Either that or I'd like to try to work at Maly's w/Lissa. Or Charlie. :-)
We went to Rivertown afterwards and looked at Helzburg but I did NOT like that store at all! Jared is definitely superior. :-)
But I love Charlie and the ring doesn't matter.
Today I am baking cookies and some apple pie cheesecake. yummy.
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2005 23 September :: 1.48pm
oh I really should be going now...
I have to go to the unemployment office thingy crap. I drove the TRUCK today!!! It was awesome! It sits up so high.
I may be working at Maly's which would be really really cool. But who the heck knows. Woohu distracts me. I need to go now. haha.
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2005 22 September :: 12.07am
OH my gosh! I am so very energetic right this very moment. I need to get to sleep. Starbucks ice-cream is very yummy but probably not a good choice.
CHARLIE we're going to go to Jared the galleria of jewelry this weeeeeeekeeeeend. YES. WE ARE. I want to look! It'll be fun! Okay, it's up to you, I'm leaving you knowing that you'll make the right decision. hahaha
I got my hair done today and Angie and I were talking about the wedding. How she's going to do my hair, how we were thinking about it being in April, but fall might be nice. Just for fun though we were joking and planning it around when she could wear her red dress and wouldn't be fully preggers. haha. She told me she wanted to have a baby in April. Then I said that's when we wanted the wedding. But she HAS to go... She NEEDs to wear that red dress. This is all really funny.
My dad is driving the harley up north tomorrow and I need to pick him up. Then I have Nutrition which we have a test in.
Anyway, g'night!
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2005 20 September :: 11.47pm
So so so so so so so
SO
Excited.
Charlie leaves me wondering like he always does :-D
He's going to PROPOSE! But I don't know when, and that's what makes it so incredibly exciting. Mom is excited too.
I am just so incredibly happy and in love. <3
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2005 18 September :: 11.36pm
Well, in seven months, on April 29th I will oficially be announced as Mrs. Kuhnle. It was beautiful. It will be beautiful.
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2005 18 September :: 11.26pm
:: Music: Cursive- Sierra
This song is so sad.
In the desert where the cities are made of gold
There's a girl playing hopscotch, with pink ribbon pigtails
And her mom calls out from an apartment balcony
"C'mon baby, your bath is ready, it's almost time for sleep"
And I wonder who's the father
And I wonder what they call him
Ohhh
Sierra
Does her mother smoke or does she jog every morning?
Does she drink when she thinks about me
Or doesn't she need to drink?
Does she have a man who works from 9 til 5?
Does he come home to kiss that young Sierra, tuck her in, and say goodnight?
And an extra kiss for momma
Ohh...
I want that kiss that kid that apartment.
I'm ready to settle down now
To get that man out of my bed
I want my daughter back now
I want to kiss her tuck her in and say
"Goodnight my baby"
Sierra...Sierra...Sierra...Sierra
I'll never know, now who you are, and I don't deserve to.
Sierra...Sierra...Sierra...Sierra
My little girl, we would've been so...
oh, nevermind.
But I'm ready to settle down now
Yeah I'm ready to leave that wrecking ball behind
I could be your carpenter
And you could be my twinkle in the sky
On that desert sky...
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2005 18 September :: 11.16pm
:: Music: UnderOath- I'm Content With Losing
"I'm leavin you the way I think it should be..."
-I love this song. AHHH
-I'm addicted to Laguna Beach. I can't wait till Season 2 is out to buy. I will get it.
-I'm going to learn how to play this song. Argh I love it.
-My ex-boss is really annoying. She didn't have my check on Friday and she says "Well I don't have your check ready and I don't have the checkbook or anything..." blah blah blah so I says:
"Well you should have had it ready. I'll be in on Monday."
All stern and such. I'm really cool. Kinda.
-My mom agrees that I will be married soon. It's AWESOME!
-Charlie and I looked at houses in GR Saturday it was fun. :-)
-Maybe baby.
-Classes on Tuesday.
-Tomorrow I'm going to try to get my flippin' check again.
-The whole unemployment thing sucks and I wouldn't even do it if it wasn't just to totally screw her over.
-I get my hair done on Wednesday yay!
That's it for right now.
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2005 15 September :: 10.12pm
Oh my gosh you're right! I DO have a glow.
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2005 14 September :: 1.05am
Alright. So I don't have a job anymore. How abouts one last "screw you"! Yeah. I'm filing for unemployment. Not so much for the money though you know...but it might be nice. I don't think anyone really cares what my artwork looks like but I'm going to post one anyway because I think it's cool. I drew this a long time ago...
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2005 13 September :: 3.02pm
I'm in nutrition class right now.
Kathy called today. Hmm...
She's taking me off the schedule permanently because I am in class during the day.
Yeah I don't like her.
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2005 12 September :: 11.53pm
:: Music: Bleed the Dream- Solace
Side aches. Ugh. Class tomorrow. 2-9. It's pathetic I take the long way home every time because I would get lost any other way. My back hurts. I'm tired. And complaining a lot. I hope there isn't something going on again. . .
Dad comes home at 4 am. From work. He left around noon today. He works his butt off. Dang. He's so awesome.
Charlie and I hung out today and went to Steak n Shake. Yummmm. I haven't had one of their shakes in forever! And it was so good. I may post some pics on here but I have to read some chaps for english tomorrow. I put it off long enough. Ugh. Boring...
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2005 11 September :: 10.07pm
:: Music: Driftwood: A Fairy Tale- Cursive
My arms, my legs, my heart, my face...
I saw my grandparents today. At dinner my grandma asked me how old I was going to be. I felt bad. She only has 2 grandkids. My grandpa hugged me extra hard :-)
It's just sad to watch people get older.
We're pretty sure my mom's cancer came back. They really don't know what it is, but it was a large tumor on the side of her head. She goes for a ct scan tomorrow morning. When Kathy was telling me about how her mom died, and she started crying, i just couldn't hold up. I started crying. I don't want to lose her. She's had this once. Now she started getting headaches again and she's tired all the time. I don't want to lose her. I can't.
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2005 11 September :: 2.50am
:: Music: Irony of Dying On Your Birthday- Senses Fail
I tried to make these smaller
Here's the cutie. I fed her ice cream today. She loved it, it was so cute. No brain freeze though, that's good.
And here's my boy!
Here's Katriana in her totally stylish sunglasses!
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2005 11 September :: 1.51am
I'm doing good for barely any sleep. Exorcism of Emily Rose is pretty okay. It can't be really really really scary obviously because it was based on a true story so they can't add too much. Which actually makes it good/scary because you know it's happened. It was scarier afterwards too because there were cats in the movie and when we got home the cats were making noises. The lights were all off and Elvis sounded like a little kid screaming. I guess there was a racoon outside though. But still.
Today I got up at 6 to go to class and it was good and all. My stomach growled like a stupid moron though. It was annoying. Then I got out earlier and slept like an hour at Char's. Then his fam started showing up because they all got to go to the ZOO. Not fair at all. I had to leave for work. Which wasn't bad at all today. Then I went back home and they were still GONE. So I went to Wal-Mart and bought a bunch of cleaning supplies and cleaned for a couple hours. Just went crazy. Then everyone came home and we went out to eat. I have a cute picture of Katriana so I think I may post it. I am totally staying home tomorrow. All freakin' day. I ran my car into concrete today...a little. (in a parking ramp) hahaha. How stupid. G'night.
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2005 9 September :: 12.02pm
Yeahhh. That last entry was so long I just deleted it. I only work for 3.5 hours today. holy crap. That's kind of awesome, just because it's Friday and it's payday and tomorrow I have to get up at 6 for class.
I want to just have one day where I'm not always counting hours. I'm so crazy! I'm going to write my granny a letter now. teehee. :-)
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2005 8 September :: 10.34pm
:: Music: The Recluse- Cursive
THIS SONG IS AWESOME
How'd I end up here to begin with?
I don't know.
And why do I start what I can't finish?
Oh please don't barrage me with the questions
To all those lovely answers
My ego's like my stomach, it keeps
Shitting what I feed it
But maybe I don't wanna finish anything
Anymore.
Maybe I can wait in bed till [he] comes home and whispers...
*You're in my web now,
I've come to wrap you up tight
Till it's time to bite down.*
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I can't believe this cd had to grow on me. It's like a euphoric moment. Every song sounds good to me now. Hm.
Slept in, went to class, went pretty good, went to Char's, went to McD's to see Jess, went home and I am so energetic right now...it's crazy. Tomorrow I have to work then I'm going to go see The Exorcism of Emily Rose and maybe go to Friday's. And I have to go grocery shopping!
TOMORROW IS PAYDAY! It's funny, I only have enough gas paycheck-to-paycheck. I'm running low but I have enough to get to work. Then I need to cash my check. Haha. I have class Sat. morning @ 7:45 then work. blahshshshs.
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2005 8 September :: 3.00am
:: Music: From First To Last- Note To Self.
This is probably the most I've ever updated. So I'm looking at tattoos right now...and I can't believe what some people get. Not to mention the creepy guy that used to stop in at the cafe who had pooh bear characters on his arms.....ekkk.
I think I'm going to just get a plain star on my ankle or foot. What about on my ribcage? hm? Nah... Wait. I think I want some on my foot. Ugh. I have to go to class tomorrow. Er. Today. In about 11 hours. I'm going to bed now. No more of this journal stuff! ha
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2005 8 September :: 1.57am
:: Music: PURGING
GET UP
GET DRESSED
GO TO WORK
they all know who you are...
They can't believe you'd show up here
BUT THAT'S JUST WHO THEY ARE
SHUT UP
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I miss you.
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2005 8 September :: 1.13am
:: Music: The Honorary Title- Everything I Once Had
This song is so good. I can't get to sleep. I am going to play some guitar. Hopefully I won't wake anyone up. bwahaha.
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2005 7 September :: 10.59pm
Gahhhhh my heart. Yikes.
El interneto hasnt' been working very well so I never updated anything. The weekend was fun.
I had an interview at Applause Catering that I don't think went too well. Saturday Char and I went to Riverside to grill out w/his folks/sis/bro-in-law/baby. Yummy. Then we went to Lare-bear/Liz's new house in GR and it is cute! Jeff was there too! haha. And we played poker until 2 am and I won money! whoooo! Then I stayed the night at Char's and Sunday we went to see The 40-year Old Virgin which was slightly funny. Sunday I cooked out with my parents and Tuesday my classes started.
After a minor parking set-back that didn't seem too minor at the time, everything went fine. Nutrition was semi-okay but Bus. Eng. was boring and I met a girl that I already knew because we hung out/drank together before. We just didn't remember at first. It's Casey's friend Randi. So yeah, at least I know one person. My teacher reminds me of the 40-year old virgin/Eugene Levy/someone from Office Space. hooh. Since the class is over 3 hours long we got a 25 minute break so Randi and I went to the bookstore to get her book and the line was really long so we were late getting back to class and the door was closed so we walked in with chips and other stuff and had to walk all the way to the back and everyone was quiet so I don't think he likes us at all. But oh well.
Man I go on a whole heck of a lot. Anyway, I worked today at el cafe and it went fine. Tomorrow I have Nutrition from 2-3:30 then I see Char :-) hooooray.
G'night (for now)
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