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2008 13 March :: 1.44 am
BEN BREKKE
I MISS YOU
I CALLED YOU
BUT YOU NO LONGER HAVE A WOOHU
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2006 4 June :: 4.21 am
:: Mood: upset
accident on I96
if you hear about a bad accident involving one death on eastbound I96 on the news, i can tell you what i saw
in a car accident tonight, around 2.20am
on I96 headed home from my friend's in hudsonville
a man(possibly drunk) was standing in the road, i think he may have hit a guard rail or something, well he was hit by car (also driver possibly drunk)
so im driving like 60mph and see cars stopped in the road like they had just gotten into an accident, i swerve to miss the cars, and a mass lying in the ground. after that i dont remember much, i dont know if i too hit the body on the ground, they're gonna lift my front end up to check to clear me from being the fatal hit, but i sure did hit a guard rail pretty damn hard. car is ruined, and i'd like to stay in my room with my cat for the rest of my life. this has to be one of the scariest things that have ever happened to me in my life.
there's no way in hell i'm sleeping well tonight
but b/c i know i dont say it enough, and things like this make you think about it......
i love you all soo much
<333333333333333
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2006 25 April :: 2.52 pm
so i got a job like 2 weeks ago
and i already hate it, so much
i guess cuz i'm new they feel they must work me on the most inconvient days like friday and saturday night (this weekend it'll be 3 times since i've worked there i've had to work both those days)
i work @ the red hot inn on alpine
i only like one person there, she's only been there a week more than me
so now that i have a job, i've been trying harder to find a new better job than the effort put forth to get this one.
crazy, who would have thought i'd get a job? but i think we all know i'd hate it as soon as i got it. :D
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2005 5 December :: 9.20 pm
:: Mood: surprised
my brother has feelings
checking out my brother's xanga, and i wonder if he knows i read it cuz he posted a poem, and i went...dude, my brother...wrote a poem...strange, but i'll post it cuz i liked it
Truth by mike
You said you'd push
And you pushed...
You said I'd give
And I gave...
You said I'd break
And I broke...
You said I would leave
And now I am leaving...
You said you were sorry
And your not...
You said you were bad for me
And you were right....
Why did you have to be so right?.....
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2005 22 June :: 10.45 am
:: Mood: excited
woah....i'm in germany....lol i've been here for like eight days. it's freaking amazing, i wanna stay forever, but i'll settle for 3 more weeks with my brother, nephew, neices, and sister in law. ciao!
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2005 4 May :: 9.58 pm
for those of you who came tonight:
thank you all so much for being there tonight. Jess and I really appreciated it. I love you all so very much!
*hugs*
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2005 26 March :: 11.37 pm
:: Mood: happy
so tonight was great! jess and i called ben like 10 times during his church's easter play thingy, and decided to put lipstick on nick and ben's cars. it was fun, we tp-ed nick's car too. and i'm really dumb, we put this big clown punching thingy in the back of ben's car, and i checked to see if nick's car was open, so i do a back seat door, which was locked, but the other doors weren't locked. it's a thing called stu-pid-ity...lol. it was fun though. :D and tomorrow my mom brother and i are going to brunch with the family...oh joy. but maybe after i'll hang with jess and do stuff. we so thought nick was gonna kill us, we knew ben would think it was funny, but we didn't know what nick's reaction would be. he told jess and i that we had to wash his car, and that jess would have the hose to wash it and i'd have a hair dryer to dry it....and ben said something along the lines 'i bet she was thinking that the car wouldn't get dry' which is soo funny cuz for a split second i thought that, but then knew that we'd get electrocuted....ha ha ha, i'm dumb. well talk to y'all later!
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2005 15 February :: 4.18 pm
:: Mood: annoyed
Oh my...ever nice to someone out of politeness, and then they think they are like your really good friend? and then you can't be mean to them, because then it'd be mean, and all that crap, and they are really really annoying! guess i'll live with it, just try harder to be nice and what not. so what's everybody been up to lately? anyone done anything interesting lately? i haven't, i'm just a boring loser... yay! =P
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2005 6 February :: 8.40 pm
:: Mood: content
I love the Beatles. That was my favorite superbowl half time show. I feel like getting dressed to buy one of the beatles cds i don't have. It would have been great it ringo was there playing the drums with paul. that would have made me the happiest girl in the world. i miss john and george, george is my favorite beatle.
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2005 24 January :: 9.33 pm
:: Mood: meh
gosh, stupid phone people. we got our long distance bill the other day, and my cell phone number came up on it. the idiots who gave me my number made it long distance to my land line. frustrating! gahhhh, but if any of you have my old cell number, kill it, cuz i've got a new crappy number 560-0832. alrighty then, talk to you kiddies later! ;)
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2005 15 January :: 9.40 pm
:: Mood: happy
i'm happy! My mommy let me get 3 ity bity mice today! it makes me happy! :D one is tan and white, another is black and white, and my favorite is tan, black, and white! We thought it'd be cute to name them after the 3 mustketeers, but i didn't like those names. So i decided to name them after the main three guys in the anne rice vampire chronicles- Lestat, Louie, and Armand. The tan, black, and white one is Lestat, because it's my favorite and so is Lestat, the black and white one is Louie because he's kind of a scardy mouse, and the tan and white one is Armand cuz he's quite calm. :D I'm super happy! I love my mice and rats!
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2005 13 January :: 8.51 pm
:: Mood: wonderful
I must be bipolar
I'm in such a good mood, it's scary. I could just sing my little heart out! I don't know why either. I just am happy! Wow, this is strange! hehe! I feel all ditzy and blonde! I streached and did some exercises and wow, it was so relaxing. I barely feel stressed for exams. :D I'm just soo happy! :P alright, hope everybody is doing like totally awesome! Tell me what's up, cuz i really am in a talkative mood! Everyone have a good night, tomorrow, and a very merry weekend! loads of love! :mauh:
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2005 8 January :: 8.11 pm
Essay Writing
Does anyone know where i can find useful information on how the way people faced death was addressed through literature from the Puritan and Romantic eras? Cuz i have to do and honors english essay on it...due wed, and i can't find any helpful information, and this essay is real hard to bullshit my way through cuz it's a research paper. tomorrow i'm gonna work on this and a project with some friends with the same class. fun fun i'm sure.
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2005 3 January :: 10.48 pm
:: Mood: distresssed
I really doubt I'll be at school tomorrow.
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2004 29 December :: 3.26 pm
:: Mood: poohy
Never let me dye my hair again...ever, stop me if i try! put a gun to my head if you must! ahhhhhhh! lol
so well...me dying my hair was not a good idea at all. i want to go blonde again, i hate my hair how it is now. but...because i went soooo dark from my blonde, a color in a box will only lighten it, it'll never cover it up. so! i either home strip the color or have it professionally done, which is like loads of money. but my parents are like totally awesome and i guess are going to pay for my hair to be normal again. they're awesome, so i have to call my buddy jenny at ponapolus and see what she can do! woohoo! on a better note, tonight i get to go to a bowling party at the coaches house and get to lose all my money gambling and playing poker! ow ow! plus like my best buddy bethy is going too! woot woot! today has be a pretty good day! yay!
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