:: 2004 5 February :: 5.43 pm
:: Mood: meh

oh this morning was absolutley fablous....not! ok my mom yells for me to get up, so of course i sleep in for 10 more minutes. then i look at the clock....it said 7:20, our alarms didn't go off and my parent's clocks were an hour early...great, so i got to school about 8, i missed a little of geography, but i don't like that class so who cares. but this morning was bad, but i don't know when it got better. it just did all by itself. maybe when it was when i looked at my shoes and saw that i still had karli's shoes on and she had mine on. sigh, that was funny. karli puts me in a good mood, she's just fun to be around. i had lots of fun last night at youth group. it was kind of noisy when paster bob was speaking but as soon as he stopped it got all quiet, so naturally i had to say something. well i had grounded myself from the computer and tv, but not the phone...mauhahahahaha, lol. i have about 20 more note cards to make for english. *smiles* love yas!

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:: 2004 2 February :: 7.18 pm
:: Mood: cheerful and stuff
:: Music: i like dirt by the red hot chili peppers

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:: 2004 1 February :: 9.32 pm
:: Mood: distant

does this really seem like me???

Lonliness dominates you. You can hide it well, but
its there, and your friends can see it. You
constantly feel alone, and need to do things to
fill your time. Your afraid to tell people
this, but sooner or later it gets out in a bad
way, and you think you screwed up everything.
And when you are in love is when you are sad
the most. (Please Vote)


What Emotion Dominates you?
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:: 2004 1 February :: 6.42 pm
:: Mood: different

well, i have had a pretty fun weekend, but i've been feeling kind of down lately...i dunno just....everything has been getting to me, maybe next weekend i should just stay home and rest and think....i dunno if i'm gonna go to youth group or not on wed, depends if bowling goes okay. today was alright. jess and i went to visit stephen at like 3 or so, that was pretty fun....jess and stephen fighting over the bugels and his dad comes downstairs, wow, that was funny. the hole in the wall is gone now, stephen got to spend the rest of his saturday night fixing it...that was great, well my saturday was okay, i think jess and i spent like 3-4 hours talking about stuff, nothing about me of course cuz i don't trust nobody with things that go on in my brain, ya'll would be scared if you went in to my stange mind, lol. well yeah i'm gonna go watch the superbowl, don't worry i'll be on later...again.
pamela~

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:: 2004 29 January :: 6.46 pm

I'm finally getting to see big fish!!!! yahoooo.....i believe that i'm going to see it saturday with jessie! and tomorrow after my bowling match i'm gonna maybe go to the basketball game if someone goes with me...i got my hair cut, no you can't tell, i spend 25.50 and you can't even tell oh well it's thinner and a tad bit shorter. speaking of tad, i really want to see win a date with tad hamilton, but big fish first. hey chris do you want to go to the movie saturday, jess probably already invited you. i think i might also be able to make her go to the basketball game too. i really love basketball. name a number of a basketball player and i'll tell ya their name. i personally like #12, but jess likes #3(mike steinbach) so yeah!! i'm hyper and need to eat chicken....mmmmmm chicken! and biskets!!!

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:: 2004 27 January :: 9.02 pm
:: Mood: annoyed

I wish i could make people explode! sometimes people really bug me. today is just one of those days where someone says something that you may have or might not have misinterpted, but still you feel pissed, maybe i just think too much, but i dunno this person has been on my last nerve for like ever. i mean come on, get over yourself, not everybody feels the same way about you that you do. i hate narcissts or however you spell it. and if someone likes you more than you do which is a shock to me, don't rub it in my face. whoa....i am complaining quite a bit and not just complaining but....better go before i get on anyones nerves or my own...see ya

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:: 2004 26 January :: 6.28 pm
:: Mood: annoyed

I just debated with my father for 20 minutes about what i want for dinner. he and my brother are going out to get toco bell and wanted to know what i wanted, i said i don't really like toco bell and i'll just make myself a hamburger. so for 20 minutes i said i don't want fast food, i want a home made hamburger so now i think they decided to get me a bean and cheese burrito and a itailan sub from arbys. that really bugs me when people don't listen to me, when i say something they just brush if off like what i said didn't matter, damn i hate that. well if you can tell my me complaining i'm in an angry mood again, oh well it'll pass. today my horoscope was weird, here read:
You're bright and beautiful. You can move fast when the occasion demands it. Before you know it, you're coming to the rescue of someone in desperate need of your expertise. Even if the problem isn't generally in your department, you're the only one close enough to do anything about it. Needless to say, you do a better than average job. What seems confusing to others just seems so obvious to you. Imagine what would happen if you put all this extra brainpower into some effort about which you felt truly passionate. Nobody could stop you then.
see, it's sooo strange. dun dun dun....it's that time again kiddies, time to do our homework! cya later peoples

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:: 2004 25 January :: 9.10 pm
:: Mood: meh

report cards came yesterday....bah. so my brother did pretty bad as usual, and any normal person would have loved to have my grades, a 3.789 gpa...it keeps going down. but i'll be happy with it for now. but it's weighted, un weighted it would be like a 3.589, that would be my lowest gpa, but it's weighted so i'm alright with it. Saturday night about 10:30 my friend sam calls and she's like "sorry to call so late but do you want to go bowling" i'm like sure, when do you want to go tomorrow? and she's like "no, tonight" so we planned to go bowling with brad, but my parents and her parents weren't gonna take and after brad's parents said yes they decided that there might be drunks at the bowling alley at 11pm, so we just hung out at sam's house. brad stayed to about 1:30 in the morning, sam's parents went to be at like 12am, my parents would never let me have guys over that late, well my parents dont really let people into our house. we played air hockey, and i really suck at that game. i had lots of fun at sam's house. today kind of sucked though, i came home, showered, ate lunch and did nothing, worked on a little homework, started making a rug, and that's about it. i think i want to see Win a date with tad hamilton. i kind of like chick flicks...but i also want to see big fish, butterfly affect(i heard that it was really really really depressing though so maybe not) and there are a few more i want to see. maybe this weekend i'll clean my house and have a bunch of people over....it may just happen...if i can get into super duper clean mode...oh well, i just keep talking and talking and talking...well i must study for a honors bio test tomorrow....okay i'm not gonna study, so shoot me. :D well nighty night!

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:: 2004 20 January :: 3.05 pm
:: Mood: i dunno

i dunno....today started off bad, me being all bitchy as usual in the morning but usually when i get to school i'm fine, but today was different. I wasn't happy and just listened to Delia talk about how we should got sledding this weekend. I realized then, i had made too many plans for the weekend. sam=movie beth=bowling delia=sledding. i need a break. well any rate. so at school i was all out of it, and it got a little better at 3rd hour, i see people in the hallway and they smile and wave, that makes me feel soo much better, but i'm still unhappy. lunch was good though, i love that my bethy is in my lunch now. we never get to hang out and we're always busy. but now i get to see her every day! that also makes me feel better. friends make me happy, i love seeing the closer friends every day, the people who really know me. jess and i seem like we're really close friends, but i just don't think so. i need my bethy, my bestest friend in the whole wide world! i think i'm going to the rockford varsity basketball game tonight....i love basketball. i can't play it very well, but i love to watch it. Then again, i might not go.
*hugs*
pamela~

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:: 2004 15 January :: 9.18 pm

2 of my boy kitties lost their manlyhood....ha ha ha...dameion is all better but my fuzzy wuzzy is not very happy. oh well he should be fine tomorrow. i bowl tomorrow after school, then i have nothing planned, sat is bowling, and sunday is a movie, hopefully. well i must bake my fare well cake for ambrosia. i can't believe she has to leave us for tri-county. i'm gonna miss my little math buddy. hopefully we'll keep in touch, well talk to ya later!

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:: 2004 14 January :: 7.34 pm
:: Mood: hmm?

if anybody wants a kitty but can only have one if it's fixed do you want one? were're getting all our kitties fixed, even the kittens we don't plan on keeping...so sometime in the near future if you want a fixed kitten ask me!!!

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:: 2004 14 January :: 6.12 pm
:: Mood: happy as can be!!!!

I am the happiest person right now! This is the time where you all want to be around me...i'm happy, upbeat, and even though youth group was canceled i'm still happy. Today exams went very well!!! Last night i studied for geography, but not honors bio....to me that seems a little messed up. Oh well, i think i did very well on my geography exam. Then after school i had my bowling thingy! yay me! i did very well cuz i did't get substituted!!! Yeah, but I think I did so well because Kristen is the T.A for honors bio and she corrected my exam and told me i got like 140-145 out of 170 which is really good for honors biology. woooooohuuuuu!!! alright so i'm like super happy!!! right....soo talk to ya'll later!!! Ta ta!

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:: 2004 13 January :: 4.00 pm
:: Mood: i've got a headache, but i'm good

I hate exams....at least there are only 3 days of them. Tomorrow I have Honors Bio and Geography exams. I don't really need to study for geo but honors bio is another situation. I have a C+!!!! A 79%...sweetness. I had a b- the last marking peroid so it evens out to a b-, but if i do well on my exam....i could get a b or b+!!! I have a 95% in geo and had a 96% last marking peroid, so no worries there. But I should probably study sometime tonight.....maybe. have fun on exams!

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:: 2004 12 January :: 6.10 pm
:: Mood: not too happy

I feel really sick...blah. I was having such a good day even though i was gonna stay home this morning, i felt really sick this morning too. I didn't get any sleep last night. I did my math after i got off the computer then saw it was 9:15 and decided to go to bed early. I couldn't sleep, it was like my brain wouldn't turn off, i just kept thinking and thinking about things i really don't know why i was thinking about. It was 1am and i almost fell asleep and if i did the next time i woke up it was 4am and i fell back asleep in 1/2 an hour. blah, i think i'll be able to sleep tonight. I would stay home tomorrow but we have exams this week and tomorrow i need to be at school, i feel like i can't miss school. i just start thinking about the what ifs of things i missed in the day, so talk to y'all later! Ta!

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:: 2004 11 January :: 5.56 pm
:: Mood: pleased

Phenomenal! absolutley phenomenal! that was the best movie i've seen all year, even if it is the only movie i've seen all year, still the best! It was a "pretty" movie, ya know? all the scenery was beautiful. I had so much fun, Delia is hilarious....all the things she accidently did in the movie was soo funny. I need to hang out with chris and delia more often. hopefully i'll get to see her when we have that day off during the week, we never get to hang out. its soo depressing, but i still had a shit load of fun! :D

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