All in a days work

All in a days work

:: 2004 22 March :: 7.44 pm
:: Mood: tired

i broke my kitty's tooth today! :( i didn't mean to, he was wrestling my arm(he's a kitten) and something fell out of his mouth. i checked it out and his mouth was bleeding and the tooth was on the floor. but i think that his tooth was loose to begin with. do cat's teeth fall out when they're young? i dunno. well, i'm kind of bored. i ate dinner and that was good. i did my homework and that was boring. i learned news about germany today. some chick can't go cuz her parents decided she couldn't for some reason and now they have an opening and i think it'd be really cool to go to germany for 3 weeks. i told my mom about it and asked her about it and she said maybe. we'd have to come up with the money and that would be difficult, but i could get sponsored, and i don't want to live with a german family, i'd miss my mommy too much. but i could live with my brother for that amount of time, he lives in germany, and should be home at that point. he's coming home to visit on june 9th! it will be the 1st time i've seen him (in person, i've seen him on web cam) in 2 years! the most that i've gone without seeing him, including web cam is 4 years. damn army! and i get to see my Jaden and Gabriella!!!! yay for me being an Aunt! can you see that Aunt Pamela, Aunt Pammy, Aunt Pam, Auntie Pamela, Auntie Pammy, Auntie Pam? i can't, they can just call me Pamela! i miss them so much. except they are like neat freaks, so we have to clean alot. we have this joke about jaden sitting in the corner rocking back and forth going "mommy! it's so dirty, i'm so dirty, help me mommy". he's 2, he was born on my momma's birthday. on my mom's birthday, jaden's b-day we learned he was born and that jake had a wife. we had no clue he was married, let alone his wife was pregnant! but hey, it's his 3 time being married and so far it's working out. we like tania, she's cool. she rode all the rollercoasters at cedar point with me while my brothers played games and won stuffed animals. so yeah, this is a long entry about nothing, ok, talk to ya later!

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:: 2004 20 March :: 11.18 am
:: Mood: dunno

well i just woke up and it's 10:59. hey i woke up before 11! yay. wow, i just woke up and i'm already bored. yeah..well i have really bad updating skills cuz i haven't updated since either last saturday or last sunday. whatever. so...today i was thinking about going to the belmont carnival, jess wanted to know if i wanted to go and i do, but don't feel like calling her to see when she'll be there and where so, if she doesn't call me i don't think i'm going to go. i'm strange like that. this weekend should be pretty boring...i don't have any plans. i wanted my friend sam to spend the night, but the house is a mess and there's no way people are coming into my house with it looking like this. but! my room is perfectly clean, i cleaned it the other day. vaccumed it and cleaned off the counters, almost cleaned the rat cage and figured it's not so dirty. phone! it's my dad...damn. oh well okay. yeah well since it's now eleven o' three i think i'll take a shower and be lazy. maybe talk to ya later..if i'm not being an antisocial, avoiding weirdo! lol

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:: 2004 14 March :: 1.29 pm
:: Mood: scared/happy

well i had a really good time last night at kyle's house. i learned how to play uchure and played some poker. twice if i wouldn't have folded i would have won a shit load of pocker chips. ah well, i had fun. yeah so i'm scared. i called my mom at 1:30 last night to tell her holly would take me home and i'd be home later. so i told her not to wait up and go to bed. i came home at 4am! when i came up the stairs my mom was "sleeping" on the couch and said "we'll talk later" and she went to bed. the funniest thing is my dad went in 2 hours early for work today and as soon as i got into bed he left for work. lol my mom didn't say much to me today except "you have a curfew of 1:30am", so i now know i can be out that late. she just gave me a curfew. i didn't have one before, before it was just come home whenever you feel like it, and ususally that was early, not anymore! mauhahahahaha! but she left to go to my aunts house this morning, well 12:30, that's before i got up. lol, well i'm hungry and after a long day trying to find my japanese food yesterday, i shall go eat some!

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:: 2004 13 March :: 6.36 pm
:: Mood: good

i was gone almost all day today! i woke up at 12:30, i love sleeping in! so after that i took a shower and got ready. then my mom and i went food shopping. after that we went to the pet store to get some pet stuff and there were girl scout cookies there! i bought some thin mints and caramel delights! yummy! then we went back home and put everything away about 20 minutes later we left again. this time we went to the library. then went nearby to d&w looking for japanese noodle thingys. didn't find them. so we went far away to an asain food store. i was happy there! all the asian candy there, yummy. so we found the noodles, 75 cents each and we got 3 packages...yay. we also got 2 bottles of memmi, its a noodle soup base and is very yum. there was another asian food store across the street, so i went in there and bought some more candy. wow, it is really good. i tried one of the plum candies and it didnt' taste like plum, but is still really good. then about 5:20 we got home and i made some of the noodles in soup base and cleaned up some of the kitchen. and in a little bit i'm going to kyle ingstrum's house with some other people. that should be fun. i know everyone who's going and eli is going, so at the party i can hang with her if everyone else is boring. well, my mom's being a dork so i'm gonna sneak away before she makes me clean more..mauhahhaahhaha!

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:: 2004 11 March :: 7.19 pm
:: Mood: fine
:: Music: this love-maroon 5

i have had this song stuck in my head for over a week now, and i absolutly love it! everytime i turn the radio on, it's playing, i go to watch mtv, and it's playing. sweet..i just thought i'd share it will ya'll and get it stuck in your heads!!

I was so high I did not recognize
The fire burning in her eyes
The chaos that controlled my mind
Whispered goodbye as she got on a plane
Never to return again
But always in my heart

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many time before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
And I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

I tried my best to feed her appetite
Keep her coming every night
So hard to keep her satisfied
Kept playing love like it was just a game
Pretending to feel the same
Then turn around and leave again

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many time before
And her heart is breaking in front of me
And I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

I'll fix these broken things
Repair your broken wings
And make sure everything's alright
My pressure on your hips
Sinking my fingertips
Into every inch of you
Cause I know that's what you want me to do

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many time before
Her heart is breaking in front of me
And I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many time before
And my heart is breaking in front of me
She said Goodbye too many times before

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many time before
Her her her (Yeah) breaking in front of me
And I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

This love has taken its toll on me
She said Goodbye too many time before
Her heart is breaking in front of me
And I have no choice cause I won't say goodbye anymore

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:: 2004 9 March :: 9.25 pm
:: Mood: bored

wow, i'm bored. i don't feel like talking to anyone though, there are like 10 people online that i know, but i always have thought if they don't talk to you first, you're not going to start up a conversation. well, surprisngly i haven't been unhappy all week. i'm so proud. i haven't even gone into one of my super pissed off mood swings, except with me mum, and that's only cuz she pisses me off sometimes. yeah..(sigh)..i'm happy :D yay...well, since nothing is new with me and nobody leaves me messages then, well i'll end this entry. so i think i'm going to be or maybe i'll do my homework. well whatever i do, i'll do it. yeah i know i'm weird, okay-night-pamela-

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:: 2004 8 March :: 3.58 pm
:: Mood: super

well, i'm a very happy today!yay! wow, just since everything that went on this weekend, i've felt different. like some of my friends i don't really want to be friends with. i just don't think some people appreaciate me. ya know? i feel like telling the whole world to screw itself. but for some odd reason thinking about this makes me happy...strange, no? it's nobody in perticular, i know some people may read this and be like are you mad at me. but i'm not angry at anyone, i just want more out of my friendships. right now, i can't trust a single soul with anything. and that frustrates me, cuz i may not act like it, but i do have feelings and stuff that i cant' hold in, but have to because there is nobody i trust enough to tell, and i don't want anyone to think what i'm saying is stupid and silly, so i stick away from people. but this weekend i've started to share with some people. like eli, holly, and audrey. it was the 1st time in a long time i told people what i actually felt about a certain person. although i didn't say much about her, just that i well, never mind. yeah, but saying all this is making me feel so much better. i got to know this girl grace better that night too. we talked quite a bit that night. i understand her better. i never thought she was very bright or smart, but now knowing the circumstances i know that it must have been hard growing up in an orphanage in the phillipenes and being adopted when she was 11. i know why now she didn't know bufflo wings were made from chicken. so i'm on better terms with people. wow, this is like the 1st journal entry that i've actually wrote something you would find in my real journal in my backpack. well, i just wanted to say i've been really happy lately and oh yeah! today my teacher, r. feeley, the guy who does everything involving yearbook, asked me to fill out a form to take the class yearbook next year. sweetness! i bet colleges would love that! so i'm hopeing to take....ap us history, honors english 11, german 3, yearbook, algerbra II, and chemistry I next year. 6 full year classes. fun fun! well this is a tad long so i'll talk to ya later and if your are interested in hearing more about my happiness, i'm sure i'll write another journal or you can call me! pamela-

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:: 2004 6 March :: 6.08 pm
:: Mood: you could never know how tired i really am...

well i just got back from a long weekend at state finals...wow, amazingly fun, not the state finals cuz we were out after the 1st round because we played last years state winners. i had the best weekend ever! on thursday i spent the night at holly's house with like 10 other people. the guys came over too, they took us to 7-11 at like 1am. that was funny, especially with daryll's shity truck with a stove pipe for exsaust. wow. fun. then holly, audrey, eli, and i stayed up till 3am talking, fun stuff. then we woke up at 9am and lynn picked us up 15 minutes later. then we left for utica/warren(not really sure where, i think the hotel was in warren and the alley was in utica). then we got to the hotel, went swimmming. that was bad. i swam for like 5 minutes then went into the hot tub for like 3 minutes and almost fainted. i started getting really sick. april told me there was no color in my face, so i went back to the hotel room, and was sick for the rest of the weekend, well i still am sick, but not as bad. then at like 6pm we had practice and i sucked (128, 180, 125) then we ate dinner and then we hung out at the hotel room. i got bored when everybody was trying to sleep(eli) or watching tv.we kept getting prank phone calls from the guys' room and grace and i couldn't sleep so we went to on of the boys' room. wow......absolutly amazing. they were/are so funny. anthony and billy were "under the covers", lol.they were playing around but it was wrong, funny yet wrong. when brandon prank called me he was all like "what are you wearing" and knowing me i laughed and said omg you fag and hung up. he called right back and said " i don't appreaciate being hung up on while trying to have phone sex" LOL! it was great and that's when we went over to their room. the while billy, anthony, and umm...someone else..rick! yeah thats it, well when they were joking around on the bed (by the way, billy is grace's boyfriend for like 2 years now) brandon is hitting on me and joking around and stuff. so when he tried to stroke my arm i kratae chopped his arm, and he started being all like, well if there isn't anything physical going on in this relationship, then its over. i'm laughing my ass off, cuz i don't know this kid that well, just from bowling, but he's great. so funny. oh and kyle, kyle, kyle, kyle....he wore a spedeo in the pool. dear dear dear. that boy is small, lol. he's hilarous. he was running on the treadmill in his spedeo and almost fell down, that would have really hurt. but he is soo funny. i used to think he was a stuck up ass, but he started to open up and have fun with us, and no not that kind of fun if thats what you're thinking. i have had the most perverted mind this weekend, maybe it's all the guys hanging around. yah, this is getting long, so ta ta!

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:: 2004 4 March :: 3.25 pm
:: Mood: great

well, i'm going to holly's at 8 30 so i'll be able to talk y'all on like sunday. if ya needed to talk to me, do it before 8 00, cya!

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:: 2004 3 March :: 7.18 pm
:: Mood: i have a headache, but don't i always but otherwis

well...lets see, my week has been really good so far...this morning got off to a bad start, but the simple things in life make things soo much better, like seeing someone you wanted to see or german class. german class can my any horrible day fantasmic! (sigh) yeahhhh....lol. soo tomorrow at 8:30 i'm going to go to holly's house for a little shin'dig. then friday morning we're leaving to warren, mi for state finals. then when we get there we check in at the hotel, practice a little and spend the rest of the day relaxing at the hotel. is it a michigander thing to be really excited to be going to a hotel with a pool, cuz all the girls on the team are quite excited for the pool. then saturday we have state finals at 7am in the morning and it all could be over by 9am, mostlikely it will be, cuz all the teams on the east side of the state are really good, we're good but they are better. i'm thinking about bowling after school to get some practice in, i'll ask eli. so that's my weekend, sunday is my relaxing/homework day. tomorrow we have a food day for german and this time the class just gave me money and i went and bought food for the class, about $50 of food, mmmmmm! yay! it'll actually be a food day. well i have to get going on the cookies!

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:: 2004 28 February :: 9.55 pm
:: Mood: i'm alright

well, today was to see which top 4 teams in gr go to state finals in detroit. well...we did alright i guess. we got 1st place baby! oh yeah, we beat every team in gr that was there. it was great. i played in the bakers but as soon as he put me in a game, i sucked it up real bad....aka-127. but we won. then we wen t to a place called Cabbellas and had some dinner. Holly, my favorite person on the team, well her brothers work there. lol, he he he, wow, they're quite good looking. really tall too, well she is taller than i am and i'm quite tall. yeah so we go to detroit this friday and we're staying in a really nice hotel, a merriot or something. yeah, so i get to do some shopping tomorrow. oh and wow, lynn's house was so much fun. it was kind of weird staying at our coaches house, but it was really fun. we did some vandelizing of cars. we wrote all over carl's and lynn's cars, the 2 coaches. then we went to kristen's house and tp-ed and sarran wrapped her car. and her boyfriends car. she decided to hang out with her boyfriend instead of the team so ve had fun with her car. she was a good sport about it. she said she was pissed the night before because it was like midnight and she had to move her car to get her boyfriends car out of the driveway so he could leave and it may have taken a bit to get it all off. so they took all the stuff off her car and put it in her sister's room, cuz her sister helped and is on the bowling team and spent the night with the team. so yeah i'm having a good weekend. although i've been feeling really lonely lately cuz i haven't really hung out with any on my friends and it was really nice being able to hang out with some fun people and having lots of fun with new friends. yeah so i've been pretty good lately i guess. well it's almost ten and we stayed up till 2am and got up a 8am at lynn's house so i'm pretty tired. night!

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