ya ya ya
i've been tryin to get my mom into letting me go back to bentworth.. u dont understand how much i miss my friends. i want to see them, i need to laugh and be around them.. ugh ::sigh::
Hey. I haven’t wrote in here in a while. I haven’t been online in like a week and a half but I don’t really have a reason to anymore. Things are pretty good. School started yesterday (obviously).
First hour I have math with Modisher. It’s pretty dumb if you ask me. Cohen is in my class and he sits right next to me ;) We have five Ashley’s in this class. Three of us sit at one table too so whenever he calls on us we all get confused and so now April said she is going to change her name to Ashley so we all can be Ashley’s. She was joking. If you didn’t get that.
Second hour I have US History. It’s really boring but I have Elyse in my class. Of course, the one person we can’t stand, "Samantha" is in there. Ugh. This year should be interesting.
Third hour I have Spanish Two which also will be boring. Mrs. Ryan is crazy and I established that last year. I sit by this boy and he talks to himself. He scares me but Luke and Aaron sit behind me so I guess that makes everything alright. Mrs. Ryan wont let me change my spanish name. It was Preciosa last year and now she insists that I keep it since she can't let go of it. Why I don't know, thats just what she said and plus Matt and Bruce would always call be Precious so I guess I'm keeping that name. Not that it really matters.
Fourth hour I have Advanced Drama. It is going to be really awesome this year since I know most of the people in it. I’m excited for that.
Fifth hour I have English with Eilola. She is weird and I don’t think I like her. Who knows.
Sixth hour I have Anatomy. This will be a really fun year because Bruce, Sam Ballew, Amanda, Megan, Tyler, Jewski, Logan C, Ashley, Austin, etc are all in there and it’s fun. I sit by Megan, Jewski, and Logan.
Seminar is actually cool. Kourtney is in there which is cool since we don’t have any classes together.
I seriously have like 4 classes with my cousins. Everywhere I look Travis is sitting next to me or behind me and then theres Tyler there too. It’s crazy.
School is fun. I have had a lot of homework in these past two nights but it’s alright.
Things are that much better without you at school. I don’t have to deal with your drama and neither does she. I’m so glad your out of school and off to college.
All I wanted was my life back and that’s what I got.
Lisa is at my house every morning and after school. Were always hanging out now and somebody has a problem with that. Oh well they can get over it. We’ve been friends for a long time and we always will be!
My grandpa is flying in from Oklahoma this weekend. I haven’t seen him in like, I don’t know, five years maybe. I miss him and he’s coming up to see us since we haven’t seen him, duh!!
I’ve been busy lately with shopping, hanging out with friends, school, modeling, homework, everything you can imagine.
My mom seen my old fourth grade teacher yesterday (Mrs. Underwood) and she asked her if she remembered me and she was like “Ashley, Ashley Sonego” and then she went on telling my mom how she would love for me to come in and see her and how she hasn’t forgot about me and how she’s definitely coming to our graduation since we were her first class and that she misses me. It’s good to know that I can’t be forgotten.
Oh, and OF COURSE she would like him. Why wouldn’t she, because I LIKE HIM and here she tells me that nothing is going to happen anyways. I can’t help but like him even if I try not to. He’s just him.
It’s pretty clear that your obsessed so I’m going to stop wasting my time liking him and like the other person that I’ve liked for a while now.
Yeah well I have to get going. I need to do my US History homework and my drama homework.
This weekend-Matts with my pie!! I loooovee you. And thank you for helping me with (boy) haha.
Alright this is long but I just feel like I should update since I haven’t in a while.
Oh and The O.C. Season Three is on tomorrow!! I'm so excited I've been waiting my whole life for it. J/k but I've waited all summer so I think I should celebrate it and have a party with Brianna!!
I want to go on msn messenger but I just can't. I don't want to even see your online because I'm so disapointed in you and we'll probably start fighting over something so I'm just not going to go on it for a while. A loong while.
I just love how I keep typing even though I said I was going to go five minutes ago.
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2005 5 September :: 5.46pm
:: Mood: okay..
:: Music: The killers - on top
well i havent updated in this forever. but i will fill u in on some things. school is okay, better every day i guess, but its just school. i went to ambers yesterday, we went to the mall and met up with derrick it was great. i miss all my bentworth friends.. it just isnt the same but i guess i will make it through i wouldnt say im depressed but it sucks.. i dont hate ringgold, (i do hate school in general though) but i miss everyone, gosh this sucks. i try to make the best of things..
Lies will come back to hunt you
Bulletproof your limosine
Lies will come back to haunt you
Hit and run, a broken dream
I guess this is what friends do. It doesn't even matter now. You missed the whole point. I really need to stop caring, that could be a start. Why even have feelings for you? Why even have friends?
Anyways I just got home from the mall or malls we could say. Lisa and I went to The Lakes mall just so we could go to Hollister. We had to bring Brina with us and she was horriable. She made me carry her the whole time and when she actually did walk she would run away from us and then I would just ignore her and she would scream "Ashie, Ashie hold me". It's sorta funny how she can't say my name right. Oh well shes cute anyways. Then we went to Olive Garden and she kept talking to the people directly behind us. I thought they were going to get mad at us but they actually liked her. We wanted to go to Woodland mall so it tooks us forever to get from The Lakes mall to Woodland mall. We got lost and then when we were on the freeway I accidently made Lisas car go into Neutral and we didn't know what happend until ten minutes later. It was fun but we suck at directions. Seriously.
I got The O.C. Season Two today in the mail so that makes me happy. It definately made my day. I'm going to stay up all night watching it.
Thats all for now I guess. I've got too much on my mind.
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2005 30 August :: 9.41pm
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: MSI - I'm your problem now
day number too. today was my second day! it was okay i suppose i wasnt so left out at lunch today, i sat with my friend jon so it was cool, people seem to be talking to me more. and im like so happy! but tomorrow is another day blah!!!! but i could never forget or let anything take place of my old friends, ever!
TODAYS DERRICKS BIRTHDAY! i wish i could see him. but i no hes having fun! i just hope i get to talk to him b4 i go to bed. hehe so special D! LoL
I was fine with everything. I accepted the fact that things were always going to be this way and I moved on until something happened that shouldn't have. I do not need a reason to be mad. I shouldn't have to feel like this anymore when two weeks ago I could care less about you or what happened but it looks like im not fine with everything now does it!? I'm back in the place where I promised myself I'd never be again. Cleary, it's my problem now.
Hey! I'm really tired so I'm not sure why I'm even on the computer lol. Nothing really is new. I went to Brittney Themms yesterday and at like 11:30 we made these things over the fire called doughboys and then she felt like roasting hotdogs lol what a weirdo but it was fun and then today we had to get up at the crack of dawn for dumb orientation. We talk about the same things every year but I wont get into that. I think my pictures turned out okay. I hope. Then Emily, Me, Brittney, Megan, and Ashley all went to Big Boys after that. After that Brittney and I went and developed her pictures. They were interesting. I swear I'm always there developing pictures or with someone who is *cough Andrea cough* lol. I don't remember what we did after that but my dad and I had to go to Detroit to get my two year old cousin Brina. I'm watching her for a week. She is laying in my bed right now watching Finding Nemo, she was watching Laguna Beach with me but it's over now. Wednesday I'm going to The Lakes mall with Lisa and then after that we are probably going to both of the other malls. Of course Brina has to come. Everyone will probably think shes my baby or something haha oh well. Thursday I'm going to the football game with Brittney and Kourtney. Brittney is making me bring Brina to the game so that should be intresting. She'll probably be bad. Then Friday I'm going to Micahs. For the rest of the weekend I'll probably hang out with Kevin.
I changed my mind. I don't miss him or care right now. Screw that. You'll just walk away like you always do.
first day
today went ok, it was my first day at Ringgold.. i met some new ppl some were very nice;others where snobby.. just like anywhere else.. everything seems to be okay though, i mean i just dont like sittin in lunch cause the ppl i DO know dont have lunch 10 with me.. ya lunch 10 ITS A BIG ASS SCHOOL ugh im not used to that shit. but ya my schedule isnt that bad at all like i i thought i was and complained bout, haha. heres my day and what i have to look forward to everyday,. ugh
Fine Art 1.
Bio2
English 11
Gym
American Cultures
American Civics
LUNCH , my oh so fav class
Refresher math (LoL)
Consumer math (lmao)
WOO..
TOMORROW. hopefully is better i mean were gettin assigned seats in most classes.. well the ones we didnt do today anyways also books.. WTF more books blah! I COULDNT FIND MY LOCKER FOR THE LONGEST TIME! lmao!!!!!!!!!!!!! 665, one more & it woulda been 666. wooooo omfg.
Hey! I'll update this really quick since I don't really go online much anymore. Last night I hung out with Lisa and then we went to the football game which was alright--I never pay attention to it anyways and then Andrea, Lisa, and I went over to this guys bonfire and then we left at like 2am and went to Nicks house and we just ended up staying the night. It was a blast and then in the morning we went to chinese and to get her pictures developed and then after that I went home and slept for a while. After that we went to Aarons house and now were here at GVSU and I only came on here too update but I will be home from GVSU tomorrow and Im probably going to Brittney's, But I g2g I have better things to do. <33 Ashley
can u see right through me?
SOo yeah, i havent updated in awhile to keep everyone posted, so heres what i have to say --
i got my schedule done for school monday (yikes) & i hate it... also i got my hair dyed a light brown no more blonde highlights THANK GOSH! hehe.. i went to the mall with this kid named josh, it was pretty rad.. hes a cool kidd-o!, ohhh i'm done with all my school clothes shoppin for atleast a month, LMAO; ATLEAST! LoL.i've been going to work with my mom to try 'n' make some tips for school. tim is TRYING to talk to me again, well was i kinda told him to fuck off! woowee. i'm still nervous bout this school type deal, ugh! but i have to get brave! PIISHH. im such a wimp. =]. and yeah thats basically it cause im a fuck. <3
I'd love to be,
The shoulder that you cry on.
I'd love to be,
The friend you call when things are great.
You're the dream that hasn't ended,
And I'm still anxious for rest.
Your words they seem to hang above my head.
You're the bud before the flower,
Unfurls into full bloom.
Captivating beauty,
But it maybe all too soon.
You're the song that writes a story,
But leaves a lot to read.
The closest thing to perfect,
But the farthest thing from me.
And like I really deserve a chance to,
Sit across the table,
And tell you that I think you're wonderful.
And I think you're something special.
I guess this is my only chance to,
Say I wish I knew you,
Because I'm sure you're wonderful,
If I'd get to know you.
Who are you to tell me
That I'm less than what I should be?
Who are you? Who are you?
I don't need to listen
To the list of things I should do
I won't try, I won't try