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2006 15 October :: 11.27pm
c'est pathetique je sais
mais j'ai besoin de quelqu'un adorer
je suis tout seule et triste
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2006 10 September :: 1.29am
I don't know why that bothered me so much, but it just did.
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2006 4 September :: 12.23am
So long sweet summer
I stumbled upon you and gratefully basked in your rays
So long sweet summer
I fell into you
Now you're gracefully falling away
Hey thanks
Thanks for that summer
It's cold where you're going
I hope that your heart's always warm
I gave you the best
Gave you the best that I have
So, so long sweet summer
I stumbled upon you and gratefully basked in your rays
So long sweet summer
I fell into you
Now you're gracefully falling away
I hate the winter, in Lexington
I hate the winter, in Lexington
In Lexington, Lexington, Lexington.
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2006 24 July :: 6.04pm
I'm in Washington D.C. right now at our hotel. This place is definitely beautiful. Our flight was at 6:30 am this morning and we were an hour away from the airport so my cousins and I have been up since 3:00am. I barely slept on the plane either. Tomorrow we are going to Virginia Beach for the rest of the week. *Smiles*.
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2006 19 July :: 8.31pm
:: Mood: Happy
Off the coast of somewhere beautiful.
Hey. I guess it's about time I updated.
Last weekend on Friday I hung out with Elyse. We stayed the night at my dad's new house. I really like my new room. We went to Olive Garden and then my cousins Brooklyn, Kyla, Kaylie, and the new baby Briley came over. I love her, she is so cute.
Saturday I went out on the boat. It was definitely interesting to say the least. Haieligh and I went tubing with Casey and Chad. We had some pretty fun times.
Sunday I went to Holland to watch Luke's basketball games.
I can't remember when, but I went and saw Pirates of The Caribbean 2 with Luke and The Devil Wears Prada with Elyse.
This week I've just been hanging out with Luke and my friends. Our power went out on Monday. We just got it back yesterday. That definitely sucked.
Friday I'm going to Champion with Elyse in the morning and then later on my family is going to Grand Haven for the weekend and we are staying at a hotel on the beach.
I just found out a few days ago that on Monday I'm going to Washington D.C. and then we are going to Virginia Beach. I'm going with my dad, my uncle Mike, and my cousins Rachel and Sarah. I'm pretty stoaked for that. Our plane leaves from Detroit on Monday morning. I think I'll be gone for a week. I honestly don't really know the details since my mom just informed me of all this. It will be fun though, except I'll be missing Luke, a lot.
I guess that is about it. Much love.
Ashley
When you whisper you want this, your eyes tell the same. Picking up speed, I can barely breathe, 'cause I'm caught in suspension.
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2006 7 July :: 1.07am
:: Mood: sad
My world almost just fell apart.
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2006 16 June :: 3.19pm
:: Mood: Happy
:: Music: Broken-Seether
So Stacy decided that I should update this, so here I am. I love Stacy so I guess this is only for her. She's pretty much the best.
I've been really busy. My weeks consist of a lot of shopping, hanging out with Luke, and hanging out with my friends.
Yesterday I went swimming at Luke's and he pushed me in the pool and when we were racing to my car he hit me with the door on acciden't and he almost knocked me out. I thought that was pretty rude! Haha j/k.
Today I hung out with Lisa and then later on tonight my cousins from Los Angeles are flying in so my family is all going out to dinner. I'm so excited to see them. I <3 them.
This weekend I have a lot of open houses to go to like always. Pretty soon they are almost over with. I have like five to go to every Saturday and they get really boring after a while.
Next week I'll be with my cousins.
The weekend after that is Emily's baby shower and my grandma from Florida is flying in.
In July we are going on vacation. We haven't decided where we are going. Last year we went to NY, but this year we are going somewhere else.
In August I'm going to California for a few weeks. I'm really stoaked about that. I'm definitely a California girl at heart.
I miss Luke. He's gone today and tomorrow for basketball. He's always gone for basketball, but I'm gone for most of the summer so it's pretty much even. I feel bad about that, but I'm always gone for the summer, and that's the way it's been for my whole life.
Oh yeah, my dad is buying a new house. It's pretty sweet and it has an alarm system in it so for all the times when he's gone for work and me and whoever stay there, we don't have to worry about being killed. That's always a plus.
So I guess that's about it.
It's weird when you think nothing's changed, but really everything has.
<3 Ashley
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2006 14 June :: 12.42am
:: Mood: Confused
sitting all alone inside your head.
delusional1fish: Sunday i got a texted from you sayin "hey roach".. it was weird..
absent x dreams: hmm.. odd! i dont recall texting you! sorry
delusional1fish: yeah you were probably drunk
delusional1fish: would never have crossed my mind to think that
delusional1fish: always
absent x dreams: always!?
delusional1fish: fucking drunk
delusional1fish: most of the time
absent x dreams: no im not!
delusional1fish: seems like it
absent x dreams: err im not always drunk.
absent x dreams: but whatever.
Yeah.. i don't know anymore
i guess my friend is trying to tell me something
like..
i need to slow down..
yeah...
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2006 11 June :: 6.42pm
And that's what I get for trying to be nice to you....
Some things will never change.
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2006 7 June :: 1.03pm
Seriously just shut up.
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2006 5 June :: 12.11am
Weekend
Friday I went to Luke's house and then I went to Veronica's open house and then I went back to Luke's.
Saturday I went to Elyse's house and then we went to Annalise's and Stacy's open houses. This old guy at Stacy's was trying to hook up with my mom, until I told him she was married. Hmm. Later on we went to the Kenny Chesney/Dierks Bentley/Carrie Underwood concert. It was pretty awesome. It's always fun being surrounded by drunk people who are either stripping or hitting on you. There were limo's parked outside so Elyse and I went into one that was unlocked, but it turns out there was someone in there. I have no idea who it was.
Today I went out to breakfast with my sisters and then I went to Luke's for a while, went to the mall with Elyse, bought a pretty sweet Dior bracelet and got my new iPod since my old one had something wrong with the battery, and then I went back to Luke's and hung out with him and Ryan.
I'm pretty stoaked that it's Summer. Who wouldn't be?
Ashley<3
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2006 2 June :: 6.40pm
:: Mood: all mixed up.
:: Music: marilyn manson - lunchbox
kill me.....
everything sucks anymore
i try so hard for people but nothing ever turns out right.
we fight, we love..we hate.. its just a fucking cycle.
theres just alot of shit going on that i cant quite explain.
i just want everything to be alright.. and it never will be.
i want to be happy. for the 43903 time!!! im so done.
i.. i dont know
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2006 29 May :: 10.51pm
This weekend was pretty good.
Friday I went out to dinner with my dad, Stacy, Luke, Mandy, and Danielle. Afterwards we went to Cold Stone and then Luke came over. We sat on my roof and looked at the stars! It was pretty cute.
Saturday Luke came over and we also had a cook out with some of our family. My little cousins all came over. They are so cute. Later I went to Mikki's bonfire. We played this game with April and her boyfriend against me and Elyse. I don't know what it was called, but it was really fun. They lost both times haha. Afterwards Elyse spent the night.
Sunday we went up to Brower and up on the Muskegon River on my uncles boat. It was pretty awesome. There was so many people from school there and we got chased by this crazy lady on the sandbar. Good times.
Today I had to babysit Kamie's baby Kelsie. She's so cute! Afterwards I went to Lukes and that is pretty much my weekend.
I'm pretty excited because my dad is getting a boat now! We used to have a house boat and we would stay in it almost every night at the marina, but I don't think he wants that big of a boat anymore. I don't know. We'll see, but I'm pretty stoaked about that.
Four more days left of school. Yesss!!
Ashley----<3
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2006 21 May :: 7.06pm
This weekend was pretty fun. Friday I went over to Lukes and had dinner and I stayed the night. Saturday we woke up at like 5:30am and we had to leave for Three Rivers because that's where his AAU tournament was. They won all three games and they won against one of the best teams in Michigan so that was really exciting. He claims that I'm his good luck charm because if he's thinking about me then he'll do good and if I'm there then they win and since they haven't been winning at all these last few weekends and this was the first one I went to then I guess that is true haha. We went out to eat a lot since there was a huge gap in between games and then Saturday night I stayed the night at his house again and on Sunday he had more games so we went back, but this time we didn't have to wake up so early. They did really good this weekend and I'm really happy.
Our friends would all make fun of us and we'll just laugh along because we know that none of them have felt this way.
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2006 18 May :: 10.32pm
Omg.
I can't believe Marissa died on The O.C.
That pretty much ruined the whole entire show.
She was my favorite person, ever.
*cries*
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