:: 2005 2 May :: 7.29 pm

Hello again.
It has been a while, I can not say that the time I have spent away has been easy. So many things have changed. I recieved a rather shocking surprise a little earlier, but I'm glad I did. My sincerest apologies to all for all that I have done in the past. I do sincerely hope that things get better as time passes. However quickly or slowly.

Farewell for now.

Run away...

:: 2005 1 March :: 3.06 pm

Two words...

I Died

Run away...

:: 2005 28 February :: 8.12 pm

Jenna is amusing, one of the best people alive. I hate saying that I admire people, but I really do admire her. She's a great person. Luckily I'm open-minded because apparently I'm her "Sex goddess" despite that we live a few thousand miles away. Yeah, we start all of the time. She made me laugh....only Adam could do that....but she did.
Eric was not online today, nor did he update. I hope he is alright. He's probably crushing on his new cuddle-buddy. It's nice to see him so happy with someone again. He's too affectionate for being so lonely most of the time.
I go back to see Nabila on the seventh. I'm explaining what her plan has done to my life! But she's really nice, so I won't go homicidal.
I have to protect Anisha now. If anyone goes after her I'm to kick their ass. Now granted, Anisha and I aren't friends, but we don't hate each other. So, I'll gladly get suspended for the protection of a respected person, against her, now racist, ignorant, pathetic, bitchy, ex-best friends, who decide to call her house at two in the morning and tell her and her family to go back to India because "They aren't welcome in America anymore." Well, then fuck America.
I depise people who shun others because of petty things. Somewhat like bible-banging fuckwits who are so uptight about homosexual marrigaes, interracial relationships, different religions comming together, and age differences. Love is love, get over it. I don't hate everyone, just a few select people who I'd love to see shot. Very...very few people. Probably not you.

"The only safe place anymore, is our minds."

Run away...

:: 2005 27 February :: 4.59 pm

...I've nothing to say....farewell

2 Left without goodbye. | Run away...

:: 2005 26 February :: 8.39 am

Eric is so...I don't know. He loves a girl, is dedicated, when she disappears it's not long until he's with another one. He's a definate cuddler though, and incredibly sweet. But I fear for him. He's been hurt so many times.
He is the Jack Skellington of Hot Topic at the mall though, so nearly everyone loves him. I don't think he sees that...:( so sad. Eric is a "must" to get with for most of the tramps who set foot in that store. He even has several stalkers who follow him home. They don't even see him for who he is. I see that Eric is a self sacrificing, and self-destructive, but very sweet and caring person. He's about as traditional gothic as it gets. Uber goth... He referred me to some awesome bands. Nick Cave (from the Bauhaus) kicks ass with "Murder Ballads"!
I care for him, greatly. I know he thinks he has it all under control and he probably does, but, it still worries me...

"If only once I could show you what I see in you."
I thought that about someone else too.

Run away...