:: 2005 25 February :: 3.01 pm

I love how people will change to try to fit in. It's amusing how people care about majorities opinion to tell them how they should look or what they should like. Drones...
Why change yourself, simply because you think others will accept you then. In my opinion (which means naught, by the way) that should earn you less respect than whatever, if any, you had to begin with.
I feel like I have just been awakened from a dream. I see things that apparently many people can not. I'm not stupid. I see many things, but refuse to speak of them. I've not much of a voice, but given the chance, I can tell you some things that would open your eyes, your mind...and just shut you the fuck up and stop whining. (Not that I'm much better)
I can not open a world's close-mind, but I can, make a few people see it.
Diversity...it seems to be fading away.
Sheep...

Run away...

:: 2005 23 February :: 3.34 pm

I wait....eternally for that shadow.

It will never appear.

Love, it's bullshit, all of it.
All I ever wanted, I've given up on it. Dead...not physically, but emotionally. I feel nothing. Nor will I ever.
Smiles are nothing but fake symbols to cover up the lies that we are killing ourselves to tell.
All of it...bullshit.
No wonder I trust no one.

4 Left without goodbye. | Run away...

:: 2005 21 February :: 5.47 pm

"It's like a dramatic movie without a happy ending..."

My phrase that describes o-so much.
Because if you will open your eyes, you'll discover, that nothing truly is "happily-ever-after"

I have suicidal thoughts....
Excuse me.

2 Left without goodbye. | Run away...

:: 2005 21 February :: 2.19 pm

"I remember when I said "Everyone else" it used to piss you off. Apologies were always flying with those words said. But somehow I lost feeling when the same words escaped from you.

Amazing how much pain you can cause someone without realizing it...or maybe you do."

Excerpt from a short story.

Experience is not so fictional though.

So much that could have been done another way.

I'm not dwelling on it anymore though.

2 Left without goodbye. | Run away...

:: 2005 21 February :: 9.15 am

Just for you Jessica.
Well, another appointment, with another doctor. Not much to be excited about. But anyway, I think I shall work on a few thing I've been procrastinating.
My mother and I have been arguing over who's Batman and who's Robin. I'm Batman....(Batgirl I suppose) She bought me a Hotwheels Batmobile...haha. Okay, well, Zoloft still sucks, I hate it. I've been running around parking lots in my long coat yelling "I'm Batman!"

So yeah, I've been off.
Later.

2 Left without goodbye. | Run away...