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2005 15 February :: 3.06 pm
If anyone is by chance reading this....do you think he still knew I loved him?
Life is no more....he was life....
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2005 14 February :: 8.32 pm
Forever yours.....
Forever...
Forever.
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2005 14 February :: 8.21 pm
:: Music: Nightwish - Ghost Love Score
....It can't be true....I will not accept it!
...it's not anything from me means anything anyway.
THIS CAN'T BE FUCKING HAPPENING!!!!
You may not have thought I cared....how wrong...how so sorrowfully wrong.
A lonely tear, that fall with the rain, into the darkness of oblivion.
I'll fade away...
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2005 13 February :: 9.33 am
:: Mood: annoyed
:: Music: Zeraphine
After a while...it doesn't hurt anymore.
Still going to the psychiatrist on Wednesday.
I'm going to biotechnology next year...I'd be learning the same chemistry in my junoir year in high school, as sophomores in college are learning. Then physics my senior year plus other chemistry courses.
Wooo I can become a pharmacist after 6 more years of school. Also I shall be doing interior designing for people and other odds and ends for the mass majority of stupid people's better living.
Now all of this is possible if I get accepted to biotech and college later down the road.
I despise the human race...specifically, my family, anyone living in Cortland, and various other people.
Oh yeah and my internet was being a piece of shit, not like you care, but if you were wondering why I wasn't here...which I doubt you were.
Why?
Hey, they're your reasons not mine....
2 Left without goodbye. |
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2005 8 February :: 7.20 pm
:: Mood: content
I woke up....welcome to reality hun, you'll be disappointed, you'll be a dissapoint-ment- but that's life, get over it, slap on a fake smile and go out into the world with the thought "You all suck, I rock...go to hell" Yeah! I'm better, sorry about the last few days, I've been on the verge of skitzophrenia (?) Luckily I have an appointment with a psychologist on the 16th By that time I shall have minipulated the minds of those around me and probably the shrink, to convince them I am fine. Which I am....stop judging me!!! I'm fine, really. Erm, yeah so anyway. I'm fine, hope everyone else is good...or at least okay....I'm over it, I grew up, I poped back into reality. I shall be off to school again tomorrow with a straight face and the thought that I rock...they all suck....hahaha.
Later
"I'm so goth, everytime I knock on someone's door, they give me candy." OBVIOUSLY not my quote.
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