Find the end, let us start again
Feelings lost now surge as oceans
So grey she rises to the world
And her name shattered years ago
Scattered with the northern snow
Fragments hidden well within our minds

Till the rains fall no more
Till the nights no longer find us here alone
Till the rains fall no more
Till the night no longer finds us here alone

In death's eyes sorrow lingered once
Seeing her life torn apart
The shackles fell to see her free to walk the earth
In her eyes life is present still
Through the day I watch her sleeping
I hold her close forever more



Bella Morte my new favourite band

Please read the entire thing before thinking I'm going off on you.
I don't argue anymore, whatever you wish to spit out of your decaying ignorant mouth, I accept it. If you expect me to drop down to your level and bitch right back, forget it.
"The harsh cold winds fade away eventually, and so do you." Anyone who wishes to start something with me, take that into consideration first.

Now if you happen to be wondering what all of this means, it means as follows:
I love my friends dearly, they should all know that.
I still respect you even if you don't feel the same.
I apologize for anything I may have done to upset anyone or impose on anyone.
I will not carry on and uncivilized conversation. So if you plan to, just save it. (Not directed toward any one person....just a forewarning)



Also, since there would not be enough room to explain my mood, you get to read it here. I am in a mood in which most people would pull the trigger. But, taking into consideration that I apparently am not capable of taking my own life, I just throw all of this back into my cold little black heart and keep it there until it manages to escape, or kills me.

If I'm not already dead.


I thought I was once someone reasonable. But I've turned into the walking dead overnight.


Farewell.

[8:12 am]
At last things are finally beginning to make sense although the world still sees it as insanity. It only gets worse for them from here. It becomes less painful from this side. It can't get that much worse. I'm sure they can try but it just pointless. I feel a smile but it's not in happiness...it's in a feeling I've never felt before. I have planned out my future once more (I'll regret doing that later) and it's looking quite interesting. The only thing missing, is that other shadow.