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2006 15 February :: 8.06pm
I feel overloaded.
I want more time.
But time doesn't wait for anyone.
Not even me.
I want to draw for people.
I want to be able to understand everything I do, and why I do it that way.
I want to be able to find cures for diseases.
But I also want to be able to learn and remember all that I'm taking in.
Somehow, I don't think I'll be able to juggle future wants, to present time interests.
You'd think it'd be easy to choose which to drop..
but it isn't.
Pretty lame.
3 took it as a sign. |
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2006 11 February :: 11.12pm
Goodbye Toast icon. It's been fun watching you being smeared with jelly and spilt on by ... let's hope, milk.
Hel-OOOH Yogurt icon! -snug-
5 took it as a sign. |
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mieko
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2006 10 February :: 7.27pm
:: Mood: worried
Okay Brandon. I freaking MISS YOU. Where have you been? The last time I texted you, was about 4-5 weeks ago, and you practically lived online!
I'm sorry if I never really returned your emotions... but just when I was in full bloom of it, you moved on.
I need to know what happened.
But you never talk about it.
I hate that you say you love me, but you don't really act like it...
We're just "friends with benefits".
Well... we were. Before you disappeared.
2 took it as a sign. |
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mieko
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2006 3 February :: 8.54pm
Wow so... amazingly, Woohu isn't letting me comment either. o_O
Sharu- Aww. I love you Sharu! You're the best! < 333
Kitsune- ROFL.
THAT'S SO FUNNY.
Go ride it. =o >:DD
Shiori- I've had a mood like that sometimes. It annoyed me. XD
Mimiru- Roflmao. Maybe he wants to lick your picturein the comfort of his own home? =o
Kikyou- YEAH, YOU GET OVER THAT POO STICK.
Whenever you see him.
Imagine he's this stick.
With poo. :D
Kanna- ROFL. I wanna try sooommmee~ < D
3 took it as a sign. |
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mieko
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2006 3 February :: 8.07pm
So..
Tristan actually went, "Hey, it's the asian girl!" And semi-waved yesterday.
I was so surprised, I responded the way he does, kind of.
This sort of "Half-way Spirit Fingers while shrugging your shoulders".
That's how I describe it anyway.
And.. Mary ( a 17-year old girl from LJ) thinks he has the same feelings I do, but blah.
If he does, why did he ask that other girl out? =/
Anyway.
Algebra 2A quiz on Monday.
I'm so not ready.
All we've been doing in that class so far is reviewing Algebra 1!
And I'm drowning fast.
Shitshitshit.
Grow up Rebecca.
Forget Tristan.
Forget being kind and courteous.
Forget trying to network yourself.
Forget those feelings.
If I said that I hated emotions... and I wished I didn't have them, I'd be a shell of a human. Since emotions make up a lot of a person's psyche and thought patterns..
"It doesn't seem enough to just glance at you.
I want to be with you, always.
But..
Wishes and hopes don't seem to be stable enough for me.
Only you're there in my mind when I want you the most,
It's a shame these affections don't just wither away."
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2006 1 February :: 5.12pm
:: Music: Birthday// Taproot
My house smells like steroids.
:D
Gaby called my pretty.
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
So maybe I should STOP acting like sucha emo. 8D
...
.__. I don't know what to write to you Kitsune.
2 took it as a sign. |
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mieko
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2006 31 January :: 3.42pm
A junior came into my Algebra 2A class today..
HE LOOKED JUST LIKE SCOTT MECHLOWICZ FROM 'EUROTRIP'!
Homghomg.
That's what I mainly did.
Glance at him.
I think he looks kind of cute.
Not as handsome as Scott of course.
But kind of cute.
He totally sucks at algebra though, roffles.
He didn't understand ANYTHING on the review packet for Algebra 1A/1B. It was craaaazy.
Oh uh..
Didn't see Tristan today at lunch. Boohoo. =[
I haven't seen Brandon online either. Wtfuxever.
OHAND.
This one kid.
I think his name's Chris..
He's pretty cute too.
WOW.
SPRING MUST BE HERE.
x[
4 took it as a sign. |
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eclipsedsky
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2006 27 January :: 4.58pm
:: Mood: happy
:: Music: Move// Thousand Foot Krutch
:DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
In case I stretch your friends page...
Read more..
1 took it as a sign. |
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mieko
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2006 16 January :: 4.30pm
I'm On my mom's computer while she is taking a nap.. >.>
I had the worst dream ever, last night.
I dreamed that I was in first period, but Tristan was sitting beside Niki (a girl I knew in 7th grade Choir who had the snottiest atitude I have ever known, then moved) and paid every single bit of attention to her. He didn't pay attention to Mr. Enders, nothing. Just whispering back and forth and.. augh.
I felt horrible all morning.
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mieko
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2006 13 January :: 4.56pm
My wireless isn't working.
I was able to post this on my mom's computer because I said I needed to look up something for school.
Ahh, here she comes~
I dunno when it'll get fixed. =[
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mieko
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2006 9 January :: 8.43pm
God I'm pissed.
This thirteen year old girl online has been bitching me out and being on my case for the last about twenty minutes, just because I told her I couldn't chat with her because I had homework.
And she goes off thinking I'm jealous that she and her friend are smarter and younger.
I'm just like, "Wtf?"
So I finally blocked her after I told her that she can IM me back when she's done being such a headcase.
Fucking bitch. God I hate people so much.
6 took it as a sign. |
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mieko
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2006 5 January :: 8.56pm
I got a cold after standing outside in the rain for about 40 minutes because someone pulled the fire alarm when there wasn't an actual fire.
Yep. A slightly runny nose, a slightly sore throat..
Thanks a lot, asshole. :[
2 took it as a sign. |
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shiori
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2006 5 January :: 12.35pm
new sign. credit goes to.. whoever made it.
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eclipsedsky
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2006 1 January :: 9.53pm
:: Mood: cynical
:: Music: Faggot// Mindless Self Indulgence
xec5rtv67by*UN(IK
(:
'tsa 'bout time I made one too.
14 took it as a sign. |
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2005 31 December :: 3.54pm
Scarves.
I did not know scarves were SO FREAKIN' EXPENSIVE. Holy hell!
All of them, and I mean aaalll of them were like, $20-$50!!
But I found one that looked like it was gonna be really warm (it was a Paul something, and it was a bright blue on one side, black on the other) that was about $10.00... so that wasn't too bad.
Happy New Years' guys.
We made it through another year.
< 33333333333
2 took it as a sign. |
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mieko
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2005 30 December :: 4.19pm
:: Mood: restless
:: Music: Once Upon a December://:Deana Carter
The plan..
To Do List:
1. Study Geometry [Review of Sections 11.1-11.2 ; Polyhedrons, Prisms, and Pyramids & Solids With Curved Surfaces]
2. Review all Geometry note cards
3. Reread Macbeth & take notes
4. Finish another section of History Book Review Questions
5. Worry about getting my grades up Redo Geometry problems [that I'm not sure how to do at all] until I know how to do them.
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Belated Christmas Gifts List:
1. Nasya ; Scarf- yellow
2. Stephanie ; Japanese fan I made
3. Kathryn ; ?- something related to anime preferably
4. Melodea ; small bag of assorted bracelets/rings/gum
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2005 26 December :: 8.15pm
Damn.
I shouldn't've made my last two entires FO.
Damn.
Oh well.
1 and a half of my book reports left to finish!
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"And you kinda just.. tell them to fuck off.
But in an olde age way.
'Begone ye faggertots.'"
I dunno why but I find this incredibly funny. xD
2 took it as a sign. |
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mieko
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2005 21 December :: 10.38am
...
I still haven't done those book reports.
Goddamnit.
I'm not self-productive. :[
2 took it as a sign. |
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mieko
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2005 20 December :: 2.09pm
o.o
For some reason, I can't view my Friend's Page. >:[
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mieko
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2005 15 December :: 8.00pm
...
Hannah told me she didn't want to talk about Brandon, and she wanted our discussion not to stay on him.
Well.. that was a month ago at least, and I didn't talk to her about him. But today I really wanted her perspective (she'd be a great psychologist, honestly...) and when Brandon got on well...
xXAnimeOutlawXx: SCORE!
sedative03: ?
xXAnimeOutlawXx: HE FINALLY BLOCKED ME!
xXAnimeOutlawXx: MWAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
xXAnimeOutlawXx: Now..
xXAnimeOutlawXx: For the convo
sedative03: Yes, because I have no clue what happened. XDDD
xXAnimeOutlawXx: xXAnimeOutlawXx: Hey
HeartSeedOrchird: Hi.
xXAnimeOutlawXx: No? ok, fine
xXAnimeOutlawXx: Ttyl
HeartSeedOrchird: Wtf.
HeartSeedOrchird: You're so quick to jump the fuckin' gun.
xXAnimeOutlawXx: Oh,. whoops sorry.. Not used to you replying so quickly ^^*
HeartSeedOrchird: Yeah, I'm sick of it.
HeartSeedOrchird: Bye.
xXAnimeOutlawXx: You're just sick of everything, aren't you?
HeartSeedOrchird: Yah, 'cause you know me so well.
xXAnimeOutlawXx: Remember when you said you loved me..?
HeartSeedOrchird: Yeah, I regret it.
xXAnimeOutlawXx: Hmmm.. Well that makes two of us..
xXAnimeOutlawXx: So, who DO you love?
xXAnimeOutlawXx: If it's even possible for you
xXAnimeOutlawXx: Is it Rebecca?
xXAnimeOutlawXx: I know you're there, and I know You're pissed at me.
xXAnimeOutlawXx: So?
xXAnimeOutlawXx: Block me.
HeartSeedOrchird: Hm?
HeartSeedOrchird: No.
HeartSeedOrchird: Oh.
xXAnimeOutlawXx: Why not?
HeartSeedOrchird: Yeah.
HeartSeedOrchird: Not to the block me.
HeartSeedOrchird: To the Rebecca question.
HeartSeedOrchird: Bye freak.
sedative03: Wait, WHICH was to the Rebecca question? O_O
xXAnimeOutlawXx: "Yeah"
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Just so you guys know.. Hannah pretty much hates Brandon, and he finds her incredibly annoying, as you can see.. But it's not out of spite, I'm sure. She has a great boyfriend now and he's coming to visit her sometime.
Anyway.. I don't know. I just don't know. He says he loves me but..
I'm just not sure about him anymore. I still really enjoy 'being' with him and everything..
Ah well. I'm almost ready to let it all go past me, and to just enjoy being with him and Demetria while I can.
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I hope I got a good grade on that last test in geometry.. I probably failed. >.>
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