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2005 7 May :: 12.04 pm
:: Mood: anxious/nervous
Today is prom! YAY! Less than 8 hours away. That is flippin awesome =] Got my nails done Thursday, Me, Tabi, Brad & Cody went out to eat at The Outback last nite. Bradley bout had an orgasm cuz he got a 20 oz. steak. When I say that i'm not jokin the least bit, lol. I got a 12 oz. Tabi got a 9 oz. and Cody got a 16 I think. They were really good! Other than that I had to pick up some last minute stuff so...glad that's all done. I didn't get up till 11:30 and I just got outa the shower. I'm leavin at 12:30-1ish to go get my hair done. I am soooooo excited to see everyone lookin all pretty. I'm praying prom isn't boring! I hope we have some VERY good DJ's! Well I gotta get outta here and go dry my hair. See y'all tonight!
<3~Shamarie
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2005 2 May :: 6.57 pm
:: Mood: thoughtful
:: Music: [Diamond Rio ... One Believer]
In Loving Memory - Robert Allen Jeffers
So....today was the viewing and funeral. It was pretty harsh. I cried much worse than I thought I would. There were sooo may people there and everyone was just soo emotionally torn. It was terrible to see everyone like that. It went the same way most do, he didn't look anything like himself. They didn't even put his glasses on him. Ugh...I just keep thinking of the way he looked walking down the hallways and the smile on his face when he would laugh. I had Art and Health with him last year and when I think hard about things I can hear his voice and his laugh. That cheers me up a little. When we were drawing the big house in Art, he always got mad cause I begged him to help me cause him and Lance were just about the only ones who could do it half way right...lol. Alotta people cheered me up today, so i'm really thankful to have friends and family who are there for me through the good and bad times. I have had a headache all evening, I suppose from thinking about all this so much. I guess you never know how much you will miss someone until they're gone. We were gonna go to the cemetery after the funeral but we got mixed up in traffic and couldn't find it.
A little advice for everyone - Love with all your heart, don't hold grudges, and live life for all it's worth because it can be gone in the blink of an eye.......He was only sixteen.....
There are some roads you must walk yourself,
Just you and your own Faith: nothing else.
And on those dark days you're bound to go through,
Here's something to hold on to.
You got one believer,
One whose Faith goes deeper.
When someone loves you as much as me,
One believer is all you need.
This world's gonna try to bring you down,
But don't you let it: you just stand your ground.
Whatever happens, never forget:
Wherever you are, as long as I live.
You got one believer,
One whose Faith goes deeper.
When someone loves you as much as me,
One believer is all you need.
When someone loves you as much as me,
One believer is all you need.
One
Believer,
One whose Faith goes deeper.
When someone loves you as much as me,
One believer is all you need.
Oh One
Believer.
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2005 30 April :: 6.03 pm
:: Mood: amused
Hey everyone...i'm sittin here in the office at Embassy Suites with Jenn. It's pretty awkward...lol. Weird people keep comin in and out usin the phones. We have been at the mall almost all afternoon...all mom would let me buy was 2 shirts. It was pretty depressing!!! Oh well...some funny things have happened since we've been here. Literally, lmbo. Yeah...my butt fell off. haha. Jenn lost her cell for a minute, she spilled garlic for pizza all over her shirt and PJ pants and had to sleep in jeans, and then the elevator incident. If you wanna kno, just ask. LoL. There have been two different proms here since we got here and it's cool to see everyone all dressed up and pretty =] I can't wait till next weekend! Hopefully it'll be fun.
This weekend I was just really happy to get away from Ashton. Something really bad happened last week (Murder/Suicide) and it really upset and caused a big uproar for our community. I feel really bad for their family. Ugh..they lived on my dads property and rented his trailer, and that's where it happened. That's really freaky...I dunno. I have done really good at trying to get it off my mind this weekend, so. Hopefully I keep at it. RIP Robert...
Also, some bad things happened at school yesterday with my friends. It's really upsetting and I wish I wasn't in the middle of it. Blah!!
Well I think i'm gonna go get some h'ordervs, or however you spell it. LoL.
<3~Shamarie
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