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Hey everyone...ahh! Where to start? Things have changed since the last time I actually updated and rambled on, and on and onnnn! Yeah....sorry about that. Hmm I don't really remember much other than Sarah's birthday party was last Saturday. Bad day other than the fact that I got to hang out with a group of my friends, which was wayyy over due. I love you all!!! Sunday morning I went to Church then later that day Cody and I went to town cause I had to take some pants back. We were only gone like 2 hours...pretty boring.
School has went by extremely slow this week. I can't stand it. There's like 35 days of school left...well 25 for me, which is the bestest =] Only that many cause I have a few appts. and there's some field trips sooo.
Yea, this weekend gotta take care of some prom stuff and Jenn might come over and hang out if she wants to. It's gonna be pretty boring. Mom n dad are like leavin me basically all weekend. Blah...I hate when they do that, cause i'm a wuss and I hate bein here alone at night. I'll probably go somewhere though. There's a field trip Monday but I don't get to go....long story! Grr I hate her! BLAH! Anyway...we're going to a ball game at the new field Wednesday then the next Wednesday, I believe it is...we're gonna go check out Marshall University. Sooo that's good, since i'll prolly end up goin there.
Yeah things are definetly different, for now anyway....that makes me happy. Ahh some things are still driving me a lil crazy cause I got a bunch on my mind but yeah...I really love my friends...ahh! Oh yeah...Nadia left last night on American Idol. I didn't like her, but I still woulda liked to have Scott go before her. And, Bo was in the bottom three....WTF. Uggggh! The show is startin to really tick me off, but I can't help but watch it. I got something to post later, that I got from someone elses journal. I thought it was kinda neat...but it's gonna take me a lil while. I'll edit later if I finish it. If not you'll get it over the weekend. =]
Well i'm outta here! Talk to y'all later! <3~Shamarie

Come Back Kid!
Nikko was on Jay Leno tonight...He basically complimented Nikko the whole time and agreed with the fact that he got screwed. I say this because as Nikko was leaving, Jay said 'Ladies and gentlemen, Nikko Smith...screwed over, once again!' Then they hugged and he left. Jay ROCKS! He gave him a free dinner at 'Acapulco' and it showed him eating there, during the show...but theres a little skit behind that. Everyone is so ticked about this. It's annoying. Some girl found a tally of tuesday nights votes and Scott Savol was actually the one dead last. I dunno if that's real but if I find out it is...I really won't wanna watch American Idol ever again! Err...I'm listenin to Nikko and it makes me happy and sad at the same time. It's weird and confusing I luff him! Since him and Bo were really close throughout his time there, I think Bo's gonna get my votes now. =]
Well I went shopping tonight and got a bunch of stuff. I'm happy! Tommorow I guess we're goin to the Youth Expo again. Fun Fun! haha. Yeah...Bobbi and Jenn are so lucky. They're going to a Taking Back Sunday concert tommorow night...well I guess you'd say it's tonight now. Wowzers. I'm gettin outta here!

One last comment to Nikko (well, for the day...at least! haha) Huni, you do whatever your sweet lil heart tells ya to do, so that you can make it to the top, where you belong! <3

Next time you come my way
I know just what to say
Can we talk, for a minute?
Girl I want to know your name
One more chance with you again
I will not let it go
Oh babe, give me just one more chance
At love, love, love, love

Ughh...today has been sooo sucky!
Well...to start out we went to the college fair thingy at the vocational school. Saw a few people I know...bizatch from the fair, Lions sister...ugh, and other people from Wahama. Pretty interesting. There wasn't much to look at this year so, it was boring!
When we came back to school...we basically did nothing. Lunch was great because the simple fact that it was 80 degrees out and...ahh I dunno it just feels really awesome =] Hahaha Jenn...'Springs almost over and the summers comin, the days are gettin long!' haha. Don't forget our little dance! It's awesome!
Someone who's supposta be one of my 'good friends' has been making me majorly angry lately. It was a decision I had to make...Lord, you don't have to treat me like crap and humiliate me in front of everyone. I wish everyone could be forgiving, well in the right cases. It makes me sad when they act this way to me when I haven't even done anything. At the time, I thought I was being forgiven because...well just because, but I guess I thought wrong. Oh well, i'll just let things play out...we'll see.
This evening I went to the tanning bed again. Shannon gave me new lotion to try out, and I like it a lot. It smells like tropical, mixed with a warm kind of scent. It smells awesome...I have another appointment Friday evening.
AHHH. Tonight....American Idol. I don't even feel like talking about it but yea, that's what my life has revolved around since 9:30. Nikko got kicked off tonight =[ I truly don't see how...if you knew the whole story you'd understand what i'm saying! Scott is such a fat, faggit! I can't stand him...he's probably gone next week though so, oh well. The idol message board is terrible...everyone is MAD I mean I have never seen it like this. The word 'rigged' was banned on there tonight. Craziness. Aww, Nikko was so humble when they told him he had the lowest number of votes...he smiled and took it like a man. Bobbi called me as it was happening, when they were playing the video and I was like bawling. It was hard to talk! Ehhh. He said some good stuff and one thing that really stuck was 'This won't be the last y'all see of me' or something to that effect. That made me smile a little. I think he will get a record deal and i'll be one of the first in line to get his CD! =] As for now, I dunno who i'm gonna vote for. I guess I will decide next Tuesday. Good Luck Nikko! I love you to deffers and I miss you already...=] Wouldn't that be awesome if he played Mr.Come Back Kid, again? Uhuhuhuh! haha.
Tommorow is the MCYouth Expo. I don't really wanna go, but it gets me out of school. We have to wear stupid official dress...ahhh it's gonna be rainin and stuff. That's gonna bl0w! OH WELL. Mommy decided we're gonna go shopping tommorow evening. YAY! Shopping is AwEsOmE! Hopefully that'll cheer me up. Welp! see ya later! lmao.
<3~Shamarie

Scott Savol="ebonic" speakin, wife beatin, no-eyed, Fat Joe wanna-be, sweating, moaning, overweight, nasty, PIG!