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I just found out that Emerson Drives newest CD is enhanced. OMG I can't believe i've had it since July 27-the day it came out and I just figured it out! It has a clip of the making of Last one standing on it, an interview they all did, and the little comedy hour thing they made up, which is hilarious! They all talked a lot but, Brad talked more than any of em, and I mean he just said some stuff about the band that like made my heart jump...and ofcourse, it brought a few tears down my cheek. It was those happy but so sad that I can't have him tears. I can't help it!!! Seriously, this isn't healthy for me, I like him wayyy too much! I dunno how i've kept myself so calm the last 3 times i've met him...? Oh well...If ya have the CD, ChEcK iT oUt!

Fits your life as it is currently the most?: What if?, Emerson Drive.
Reminds you to be grateful for the little things?: If Tomorrow Never Comes, Garth Brooks // God's been good to me , Keith Urban.
Makes you wanna get up and dance?: Save a horse, ride a cowboy, Big N Rich. // LaLa, Ashlee Simpson.
Makes you reach for a box of kleenex?: Skin, Rascal Flatts. // Come home soon, SheDaisy.
Reminds you of something you've lost?: Lemonade, Emerson Drive.
Is the one you secretly like but would NEVER admit?: Haha...i'm not really sure...if I like somethin i'll tell ya!
Reminds you of your crush/current b/f g/f?: My better half, Keith Urban. // Bless the broken road, Rascal Flatts.
Is the most depressing?: I wish that wasn't all, Joe Nichols. // God's Will, Martina McBride.
Can put you in a horribly depressing mood?: Stay gone, Jimmy Wayne. // Tonight I wanna cry, Keith Urban.
Can put you in a hyperily happy mood?: This love, Maroon 5. // It's all about you, Emerson Drive. // Party for two, Shania & Billy.
Causes your imagination to soar?: I could fly, Keith Urban. // No one needs to know, Shania Twain.
Makes you want things you can think you can never have?: Fall into me & Only God, Emerson Drive.
Inspires you?: I'm movin on, Rascal Flatts.
Makes you kinda horny?: If you were my girl, Emerson Drive. (Cause I imagine Brad singin it to me. HAHA) No, I dunno?
Is your all-time favorite?: She will be loved, Maroon 5. // Your everything, Keith Urban. // I can't take you anywhere, Scotty Emerick
Makes you calm and rather content?: I melt, Rascal Flatts.
Has personal meaning to you?: The river & If tommorow never comes, Garth Brooks.

WoW! Today has been awesomely boring. I slept until 3 something. It was very nice...I love sleeping late! All day i've been thinking about yesterday...it depresses me. I wanna go back to that dag'on Ariel Theatre + The bands. lol. Also been thinking about some other stuff today. Don't ask. Ugh. Sometimes I hate my brain, I think WaY too much about stuff.
I saw Martina McBrides video, God's will, it's very sad...I had tears in my eyes...and then, I FiNaLlY saw Keith Urbans new video. I can't believe it's not against the law to be that hot. Although, i'm glad it's not. =) That would totally suck! HaHa...I think up some of the craziest things, but I guess that's one of my trademarks.
Dad finally got a truck...it's a '94 Chevy. It's black and silver. Looks perty good! I hope we go to town tommorow...I really want my pictures developed!!! Tommorow is the Christmas ply at Church..we have practice from 4 until then. Oh yeah! The boys lost their game to Van...Dillon fouled out and Dustin got hurt somehow =( Better luck to em next time! Ugh, for real i'm so sad this is sihtty! I miss Brad. HAHA <~ I just had to put that in there for Cody. Well i'm gonna go, peace.

It's the sweet love that you give to me
It makes me believe that we can make it through anything
Cause when it all comes down
I'm feelin like i'll never last
I just lean on you
Cause baby, you're my better half

1 week til Christmas!
I think it's pretty safe to say that LaSt night, was one of the best nights of my life...so far, that is. Jenn came home with me on the bus, and almost went through the winshield when the (subsitute) bus driver stopped. Pretty funny! Then Cody came over here and got me & Jenn and we went to eat at The Olive Garden...yum-yum! We got back here around 6 I think...and left at about 7 to go to Wal-Mart to get Jenn a camera then we ventured off the the concert scene...
If ya didn't know it was an Emerson Drive (MY favorite band ever! But I think ya all know i'm obsessed!) and Blue County concert. Pretty much, I had a boner the whole time...haha. There was so much hottness at that place tonight it coulda caught fire! I had soooo much fun. That is the 4th time i've see ED and that was by far the best performance, simply because I sang and yelled my lungs out and danced like no one was watchin lol. We were in the 8th row/floor. Which I hated at first, then as the show went on we realized these chiks right behind us (that by the way were crazy...had on Santa hats and silver garland around their necks) well, anyway...they'd been standing up for a little while so the whole 2nd part of the concert me and Jenn pretty much stood up and all of us girls were like the only ones, it was fun! This guy with a camera kept takin pictures of us...I guess for the paper or sumthin, and everytime the groups would point out to the audience or sumthin he'd point at us cuz we were the only craziez standin up, but that's alright! We're dedicated fans! =] The concert wasn't even over til 12am! but waited a lil bit for autographs =O and we didn't even get back here til like 1:30 but yeah.
After the performance we went out and got stuff signed and took a few pictures of just Emerson Drive cuz Blue County...well the line was WAYYYY to long and it was like kinda during the ED show and I was NO WAY, NO HOW...missing that! But we did get to see the BC guys up close cause we were standing right by them when we were out in the hallway.
We saw Crystal G., Allison, Amanda D., Maria & Mr.Dewhurst tonight (haha...Dewhurst is an obsessed fan like me, he saw em last time when I was there too! haha!)...lol as soon as he saw us he like hugged us n was like "I'm comin back to Hannan Monday girls!" It was sweet, lol him and Maria was like givin us paper n stuff to get signed by the band =] Me and Jenn watched him throughout the show cuz he was jus a few seats away and i'm serious he was like really gettin into it...it was this headbanging, chickenish lookin thing...but that's always cool. I'm so glad he's comin back, but =[ i'm gonna miss Mr.Vanmatre <~ yes, I spelled it right. lol. Well...I took many pictures tonight, and I can't wait to get them back! They should be lovely cuz we had good seats. I can't hardly talk, my voice hurts. lol! I got an ED shirt, and a BC shirt. Both beautiful.
Hmm...okay enough of that I miss it already! On Thursday evening me and mom went to the mall and Wal-Mart shopping. I got the resta my Cody's shopping done, and got Jenn & Tabi a lil sumthin...I guess i'm done with Christmas shoppin this year...thank the LoRd! Mom did a little shoppin for the family too. I can't wait til Christmas day=] It'll be here before we know it. Well i'm gonna leave y'all now! I'm sleepy! Nite y'all! God Bless! <33333

I still can feel the softness of her hair
Fallin on my face
My arms all around her
There's always somethin bout this time of year
That takes me to that place
And I remember...November

Yay!
Hey...I got a new journal. Hopefully people don't find this one and start their little rumors, and spread them around like, in a split second. =] I always love it when that happens, liars!...lol! This week has been pretty sucky. Not much happened at school Monday except hall decorating. That's always fun though.
There was a little snow storm on Tuesday. That was cool...the snow is just staring to melt off here at my house. I heard there's supposed to be a big one Sunday night...Tuesday was sooo boring...there was hardly anyone at school til like 9 or after cause a few buses got delayed, then people were gone cause they were getting ready for the play. (By the way, I loved it!!) Hmm, at least we didn't do A LOT in any of my classes.
Wednesday...today or yesterday whatever I choose to call it I skipped school and went to Hoops Classic with Cody. Hannan didn't do very good but they were nervous and it was their first game plus it was at the Civic Center, lotsa people watching...they played Cross Lanes Christian and I think it was 47 to 74. But I think we will prevail. The basketball team rocks! Tonight I went to Church and we just practiced for the play then we got pizza and stuff afterwards. That play is gonna be crazy!! We only have 1 more practice. It's not like it's hard or anything but yeah...well I don't know, lol. It should be good!
Hopefully we get our yearbooks tommorow. If we do we are supposta have a signing party thing. I hope so, it getz ya outta class. LoL. Friday...I will be going to see the dream love of my life (Brad Mates) with the reality love of my life (Cody) haha. Emerson Drive, woooohwee. This is the 4th time!...it'll be my first time seein Blue County tho, and they're hot so that's cool! Very excited, if you can't tell! =] ...I really have to go shopping this weekend, maybe Saturday. That's all there is to it! Still gotta shop for a few people!
Well y'all i'm gettin outta here, I need to go to bed! I'll update when something interesting happens. <3-Shamarie

Have yourself a merry little Christmas
Let your heart be light
From now on our troubles will be out of sight
Have yourself a merry little Christmas
Make the yuletide gay
From now on our troubles will be far away