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2005 4 May :: 12.14am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Lynyrd Skynyrd- Mississippi Queen
well sunday night i stayed the night at Keshia's home and so did Shaina and Tabby but tabby dont like us to well cause she went to bed really early.... then we got up the next day (monday) and went to Roberts viewing it was really sad.... and i felt like i was gonna cry the whole but it was like i dont have any tears left anymore... if that makes any since at all.... well then we went to the truck stop after the veiwing and got some chips cause i was really hungery and so was Keshia so basically we just ate Chips..... but yeah at the truck stop Aaron (my cousin) attacked my shiny shoes and said he could cause hes always mean to me anyways..... Mean ol Aaron lol.... well then we droped Tabby off and then went back to Keshia's and Shaina left shortly after we got there....... then me and Keshia ate beans........ and was watching some gay movie with Kenny.. then we went to Keshia's room and was watching the same gay movie and i was trying to sleep while she was talking to Jacob but it didnt work out to well cause mom came to get me..... so then mom tryed talking to me on the way home but i still didnt really want to talk about it.... so i was quiet most of the time and she talked.... then when i got home all i wanted to do was go to my room and think..... so i did and i ended up going to sleep... and woke up at like 11 and was really hungry so i ate something Grace had fixed which wasnt as nasty as it looked lol.... then i got on here for a while a fought with Chris cause he is Gay and feels the need to lie to me about dating Rae Rae..... i mean it dont bug me that he is dating her so he dont have to lie and say they are "just talking" cause i know better......... im guessing he dont care about her all to much or he would have actually told me they was still dating... but hey what do i know......... well then he got mad at me so i went to bed cause i was tired of it......... welped i ended up sleeping in moms room cause i was bored and wasnt tired yet so i figured i could wake her up and talk for a bit lol.......well then as i was talking i feel asleep..... Then this morning i didnt want to get up at all........ even tho i slept all day monday i was still tired lol......... but yeah i ended up getin up and going to school and in 1st we did nothing really a Test which i got a 100% on by the way i was proud lol..... then in 2nd we didnt do much..... we got told to stop talking about Robert that we should move on or something like that..... ticked me off Cause Mrs Shaw had no right to say it........ wel then at lunch we all had to stand outside and Keshia Price made a new friend lol cause i thru her shoe cause she tryed to Kick me and her friend brought it back to her lol then asked Mel for gum later.......... hes gonna be a life long friend.............. then in 3rd i actually did my work.... once again i was proud of myself today lol.... then in 4th Mama Pyles yelled at me and told me she was calling mom .... she never did but oh she said she was lol......... welps then after i got home i watched some tv and took a small nap and got up at like 4:30 or so cause mom called and i had to talk to her and then i almost was comfy and Grace called so i said screw it and got up and went down to the pigs and they was being as lazy as ever........ welps then i came back up to the home and got back to the couch and mom walked in the door and then Grace came.... and Grace sat on me.. Mean grace.... and she was yelling at me cause i was touching her... it was funny cuase i was just touching her cause it was getin on her nerves welps then i went out on the 4wheeler to help mom with a fire thing which didnt burn i might add..... then me and her went for a walk to that old house and she STOLE some flowers from there and coal on the way back........ shes a theif lol......... then i watched a movie on lifetime called "A mothers worse fear" or something like that it was pretty good.... then i came in here and talked to Meat and now i actually know what im doing on the day of prom YAY lol and then i went to shower and now here i am updating at 12:14am lol..... but now im going to bed so Much love and God Bless
Kimberly Dawn
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2005 3 May :: 1.33am
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: Sarah McLachlan - I Will Remember You
Sad!!!!
friday after i updated i went to church cause i had to be around someone i couldnt stand staying at the home no more cause all i was doing was crying....... so i went down to the church and hung out with patty and tater tot..... and tater tot made me braclet (spelled wrong) thing that says in memory of Robert J. 4/27/05 but i think im gonna go have actual braclets made that say........... in loving memory of Robert A. Jeffers 4/27/05.......... if anyone wants one you have to tell me so i can know how many to order...... after i find out how much they will be i will put that on here too.................. anyhoo..... me and Patty left the church at like 9 something and came to my home cause i needed cheering up.... he actually made me a little happy till he left..........then after he left i looked at the paper... it made me soo mad........... later i tryed going to sleep in my room but with it dark it made me soo scared..... i have never been scared of the dark but like now my heart starts racing and i feel like someone is there.... please tell me there is others thats feeling that way? and im having the worse dreams of my life it makes me not want to sleep at all...................today nothing really happend i cryed alot and mom yelled at me for not feeding the dogs and then Grace went off on her.... she took up for me i was soo proud ...... then Grace came in my room and i made her cry cause i was talking about the good times with Robert and everything...... i broke down i couldnt take it anymore it was soo bad..... then mom came in my room adn told me she was sorry and told me she knew what i was going thru...... even tho she has no clue no one does Cept the 10th graders finally i left with Grace and went to point thinking i could get all this off my mind... it didnt work i went to Walmart and started crying while talking to Reane cause she asked me how school was................ i really cant take this anymore............... welps thats all i can say.... Much love and God Bless!!
Eric- thanks soooooo much for always being there for me you always seem to help you dont even know how much it means to me for you to be there.......love ya lots!
has anyone even noticed in life when you are extreemly sad it rains?...... or at least in my life it does... anytime i am like really really depressed it rains
Kimmy!!
Friday, April 29, 2005
monday nothing besides taking Grace to the ER in the middle of the night.... tuesday slept cause i didnt get home from the ER till like noon or so... Wendsday Went to Marshall and toured it .. it was dumb but at least we all had fun..... then i had band and then went to Church with Tater tot... then stayed the night at her home....... Thursday i had to get up way to early cause she has to get on the buss at 6:30. and things was boring as usual at Hannan then at lunch there was the biggest Shock of my life...... i didnt believe it till about 3rd sometime.... i was told Robert Jeffers Died.. i really didnt want to believe it at all i wanted to think it was just people saying Horable things..... but then i realized it was true........ im not going in to details of what happend but i will say him and lucy are both gone............ in 3rd and 4th all i could do was cry... cause our graduating class is soo close i mean we will not even date anyone in our class cause we are like brothers and sisters....... we would do anything for any of us....... and Robert was one of the nicest i knew..... he was always there for you no matter what.......... me and robert didnt talk alot this year but we always have b4........... its not only we lost a friend yesterday but we also lost a brother... one of the best there was too.............. it was just soo unreal the way things happened..... big will showed up and told some people and then it was just awful after that.......... ....... i seen the CSI crew go down the road during 4th and i lost it i couldnt take it anymore..... last night all i did was Cry and Cry i couldnt help it.... i didnt want to talk to anyone i just couldnt do it..... i would much rather be with friends but i couldnt go.............. last night i had the worst dream of my life..... i dreamed i was there it was soo scary i woke up screaming at like 3:30 this morning.... today at school was just as bad..... i couldnt take it i was fine till Mr hughes talked to us.. hes not good at talking about it at all...... there was alot of conclers there too.......... well i cant talk no more im going to church ill update later maybe..... Much love and God Bless!!!!!
Kimberly Dawn
R.I.P Robert & Lucy Jeffers!!!!!!!!!
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2005 3 May :: 1.31am
01. who are you, what's our relationship:
02. how and where did we meet:
03. what's my middle name:
04. how long have you known me:
05. tell me one good thing about myself:
06. when you first saw me what was your impression:
07. my age:
08. birthday:
09. my favorite band at the moment:
10. color of eyes:
11. do i have any siblings:
12. have you ever had a crush on me:
13. what's one of my favorite things to do:
14. do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you:
15. describe me in 3 words:
16. name 5 things i love:
17. do you think i'm good looking:
18. how would you describe me to someone:
19. would you ever date me:
20. tell me one thing you've always wanted to say but never did:
21: what do you like most about me:
22: if we could spend a day together what would we do:
23: have we ever gotten in a fight:
24: do you think we will be friends for at least 3 or 4 more years:
25. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
26. What do you think my weakness is?
27. Do you think I'll get married?
28. What makes me happy?
29. What makes me sad?
30. What reminds you of me?
31. If you could give me anything what would it be?
32. When's the last time you saw me?
33. Do you think our ...friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
34. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
35. Are you going to put this on your xanga and see what I say about you?
36. If I was an ice cream flavor, which would I be and why?
37. What song (if any) reminds you of me?
38. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?
39. Would you make a move on me?
40. Do I cross your mind at least 1 time a day?
What Would You Do If:
I cried?
I said I liked you?
I kissed you?
I stole something?
I was hospitalized?
I ran away from home?
I got in a fight and you
were there?
What Do You Think of My:
Personality?
Eyes?
Face?
Hair?
Voice?
Humor?
Choice of Music?
Mannerisms?
Family?
Would You:
Tell me the truth, no matter what?
Lie to me to make me feel better?
Spread rumors about me?
Keep a secret that i told you?
Tell me if someone was talking bad about me?
Loan me some cash?
Hold my hand?
Take a bullet for me?
Keep in touch?
Try and solve my problems?
Love me?
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