<i>maybe this year will be better than the last.</i>

maybe this year will be better than the last.

spud	:: 2019 19 March :: 11.15pm recorded on 3.19.19 POD 13 Happy hostful super-mega-ultra-blood-oath-moon-equinox thing. Enjoy a podcast. Links to stuff I mentioned: meeting guide app "demo" site - sandbox mode engage! current (i.e. lame) site You passed by...

spud	:: 2019 12 March :: 8.20am :: Mood: Woo 3 Looked down. \| You passed by...

spud	:: 2019 10 March :: 10.26pm Recorded on 3.6.19 POD 12.2 Jess came back! And we talked for so long, I decided to split it into two episodes. Here's the big cliffhanger! We mostly talk about god, or the potential lack thereof. You passed by...

spud	:: 2019 8 March :: 11.13am recorded on 3.6.19 POD 12.1 Jess came back! And we talked for so long, I decided to split it into two episodes! Get ready for a big cliffhanger. Or don't. Whatever. We won't judge your level of preparedness. You passed by...

jedibumblebee

:: 2019 8 March :: 11.06am
:: Music: twenty one pilots- Cut My Lip

Lean on my pride/ I'm a lion
I'll keep on trying
Might as well
If you decide
All is well
I'll keep on trying
Might as well
If you decide
All is well (all is well)
Though I am bruised
Face of contusions
Know I'll keep moving
Though I am bruised
Face of contusions
Know I'll keep moving
Know I'll keep moving
Rust around the rim
Drink it anyway
I cut my lip
Isn't what I want
Blood is on my tongue
I cut my lip
I keep on going back
Even though it's me I abuse
I'll keep on going back
Even
Though I am bruised
Face of contusions
Know I'll keep moving
Though I am bruised
Face of contusions
Know I'll keep moving
Know I'll keep moving
Rust around the rim
Drink it anyway
I cut my lip
Isn't what I want
Blood is on my tongue
I cut my lip
Oh, oh, yeah
I cut my lip
Oh, oh, yeah
I don't mind at all
Lean on my pride
Lean on my pride
I'm a lion
I don't mind at all
Lean on my pride
Lean on my pride
I'm a lion
I don't mind at all
Lean on my pride
Lean on my pride
I'm a lion
I don't mind at all
Lean on my pride
Lean on my pride
I'm a lion
Though I am bruised
Face of contusions
Know I'll keep moving
Know I'll keep moving
Rust around the rim
Drink it anyway
I cut my lip
Isn't what I want
Blood is on my tongue
I cut my lip
I cut my lip
I don't mind at all
Lean on my pride
Lean on my pride
I'm a lion
I don't mind at all
Lean on my pride
Lean on my pride
I'm a lion

You passed by...

spud	:: 2019 2 March :: 1.01pm Recorded on 2.26.19 POD 11 Thanks to Jessica (not Jess) for joining me on this episode, in which smartphones, will smith, sharknado, and student loans are discussed. You passed by...

spud	:: 2019 22 February :: 2.41pm READY FOR SPRING. You passed by...

spud	:: 2019 17 February :: 1.20pm Recorded on 2.14.19 POD 10 Special thanks to JESS for joining me on a special valentine's edition, in which valentine's day is hardly mentioned at all. You passed by...

spud

:: 2019 13 February :: 10.41pm
:: Music: fuckin' ... me

hang on-

DRUM BREAK

BET YOU THOUGHT I FORGOT ABOUT THE PODCAST ALREADY.

well, you thought wrong. but shit happens. life gets busy. i'll post another one when i'm damn good and ready, and you're just going to have to deal with it!

in the immortal words of Tim Urban: "New post every sometimes"

You passed by...

spud	:: 2019 4 February :: 11.11pm Recorded on 2.3.19 POD 9 Spoilers and sads, but don't worry, it's okay :) 2 Looked down. \| You passed by...

spud	:: 2019 1 February :: 7.24pm :: Mood: FUNKY :: Music: Marc Rebillet recorded on 1.29.19 POD 8 got a little vulnerable for this one. probably oversharing. oh well. this is turning out to be good therapy for me. You passed by...

spud	:: 2019 28 January :: 11.59pm Recorded on 1.27.19 Flying solo for the snow day! POD 7 You passed by...

spud	:: 2019 23 January :: 10.32pm :: Music: papa vegas - gravity wars recorded on 1.16.19 Featuring Brian and Lena! We were all pretty tired, tbh. I was getting sick, but didn't know it yet. POD 5 1 Looked down. \| You passed by...

spud	:: 2019 16 January :: 5.03pm :: Mood: happy recorded on 1.13.19 groupcast! ryan, libby, and lena all came to visit and join in on the fun. lots of talk about food and bodily functions. POD 4 ENJOY! You passed by...

sugarjackj

:: 2019 5 January :: 10.59am
:: Music: Bikini Kill - Feels Blind

Going through my journal is always strange. I get so many mixed feelings. It's interesting to read where I've been, what I've done, how I felt.
Some spots are incredibly cringe worthy.
Found an old Photobucket with pictures I thought I'd lost when my old laptop was stolen.
It's neat looking through a timeline of my life expressed in my own words.
It's also painful. Looking back at the relationships and friendships I trashed. All of the horrible and tragic decisions I made. Time lost and people I've hurt.

I fell so far down the rabbit hole. I'm surprised I ever made it out.

Although sometimes it makes me sad to go through my old journal, it does remind me of where I've come from.
There has been much progress and personal growth.
So much more to go.

It's good.

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