We've no time for later now

:: 2003 27 November :: 1.30am
:: Mood: in pain

i dont feel well...my head relaly hurts nad its in my ears now too.....my mum thinks i have menegitis or some shit and wants to take me to condell....but i hate medicine...not so much doctors, but the medicine they always prescribe. i used to always get sick when i got meds.....am allergic to penicillin, amoxicillian (which contains penicillin), suprex, and codine. yup...i always used to throw up so even advil i hesitate to take. yea. my head realllllly hurts...it has all day.

2 Pirates | X marks the spot

:: 2003 26 November :: 9.18pm

hey guys, i found this persons journal...somehow...i dont quite remember, but i liekd the picture so i saved the link and i just read this story they wrote, i think...lol it doesnt seem real, unless its based, you know...but anyways, tisnt myn, do remember, the link and credit is at the bottom.

bye
6:41 p.m. -- 2003-11-26

andy beast: you have a big mouth, you know it? Rachel blew me off at the prom, giving me some bullshit story about how I raped you. You know thats a lie. I never raped anybody. I don't have to. You wanted it just as bad as I did. But your feelings got hurt, so you started spreading lies, and now every girl in school is talking about me like i'm some kind of pervert. You've been spreading that bullshit story for weeks. Whats wrong, ugly, you jealous? Can't get a date?"

The words fall like nails on the floor,hard,pointed. I try to walk around him. He blocks my way. "Oh no. you're not going anywhere. You really screwed things up for me." he reaches behind and locks the door. click.

me:*silence*

"you are one strange bitch, know that? A freak. I can't believe anyone listened to you." He grabs my wrists. I try to pull them back and he squeezes so tight it feels like my bones are slintering. He pins me against the closed door. Maya Angelou looks at me. She tells me to make some noise. I open my mouth and take a deep breath.

Beast: "you're not going to scream. You didnt scream before. You liked it. You're jealous that I took out your friend and not you. I think I know what you want."

His mouth is on my face. I twist my head. His lips are wet, his teeth knock against my cheekbone. I pull my arms again and he slams his body against mine. I have no legs. My heart wobbles. His teeth are on my neck. The only sound I can make is a whimper. He fumbles to hold both my wrists in one hand. He wants a free hand. I remember I remember. Metal hands, hot knife hands.

No.

A sound explodes from me

"NNNOOO!!!"

I follow the sound, pushing off the wall, pushing andy evans off-balance, stumbling into the broken sink. He curses and turns, his fist coming, coming. An explosion in my head and blood in my mouth. He hit me. I scream, scream. Why aren't the walls falling? I'm screaming loud enough to make the whole school crumble. I grab for anything, my potpourri bowl- I throw it at him, it bounces to the floor. My books. He swears again. The door is locked the door is locked. HE grabs me, pulls me away from the door, one hand over my mouth, one hand around my throat. He leans me against the sink. My fists mean nothing to him, little rabbit paws thumping harmlessly. His body crushes me.

My fingers wave overhead, looking for a branch, a limb, something to hang on to. A block of wood-the base of my turkey bone skulpture. I slam it against Maya's poster. IT doesnt hear. IT breathes like a dragon. ITs hand leaves my throat, attacks my body. I hit the wood against the poster and the mirror under it, again.

Shards of glass slip down the wall into the sink. IT pulls away from me, puzzled. I reach in and wrap my fingers around a triangle of glass. I hold it to andy evans neck. He freezes. I push just hard enough to raise one drop of blood. He raises his arms over his head. My hand quivers. I want to insert the glass all the way through his throat, I want to hear him scream. I look up. I see the stubble on his chin, a fleck of white in the corner of his mouth. His lips are paralyzed. He cannot speak. thats good enough.

Me: "I said no."

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Im going away for a while. Im not over it yet...Im just not.

-nikki-

i will miss you all.

BYE, Journal: Don't piss me off

4 Pirates | X marks the spot

:: 2003 26 November :: 8.33pm
:: Mood: infuriated
:: Music: classical radio station

complaints anyone?
so am drawing my art project. the radio is on classical music. no one is home or online. i dont want to read, parents are obnoxious, tv is annoying, dad is on tv; cant watch a movie, which jen has most of them, and blockbuster is closed. tmro is thanksgiving. im getting a 51 in history and something low in algebra, and my head hurts...i have to pee, forgot to call kate, almost got in an accident/stopped by cop, the hum of the computer is driving me nuts, i want go out but am too tired, i still have to pee, its nine thirty, i want to sleep, i really have to pee...i want better music.......::starts peeing:: oh crap! well, that adds to the list...lol jk...brb...my shoulder hurts, im complaining too much, im bored, am thirsty, my head still really hurts, im pathetic, the noise is irritating, i wish i could drive, am scared to drive, my ear hurts, am a ice-box in the heart department, my walls are strenuously plain, jen has my brushes at her house, jill seems to be mad at me, and hasnt said otherwise so i still think she is, my dad is aggravating, my surrealism sucks, am worried about jen, this is so unlike me in my opinion, my shoulder is hurting worse sitting like this ::moves::, my rooms a mess, this is getting long, im failing gym, i have mertz, i didnt get to finish the crucible, it isnt at blockbuster, blockbuster is closed, library is closed, my head is breaking, i want another jthm book, i dont have money, i need to babysit, i miss my girls, this is too long for complaints, i wanna go for a walk, its cold and not snowing, my head is murdering me, am still relaly thirsty, my dad is slamming cabinets and it hurts worse, gerbils wheel is squeaking, gerbil is still alive, i want orange juice, i have no license, am scared to drive, dad is confusing, my throat has now begun to itch, im still bored, i want to draw a tiger with a wine glass in its mouth for surrealism, i dont hve a picture to draw from, i really fucking hate my dad, i hate deals, i hate money, i hate tears, the tears are making my head throb, the washer is making it worse, my nose is running, my back now hurts cuz am hunched over so much, i cant think of any more good things, i am going to fail in school, my throat now hurts more, ive just yelled, my dad has come back three times, i dont have a lock on my door, i am not going to get into college, am not getting a job, am going to be Hester-ish wihtout the baby, ive changed too much, i hurt people very badly iwht no remorse, i dont help people i just pretend, i dont believe am strong like people say, and my head still hurts like fuck!

now heres good stuff...my gerbils alive, im not hungry, i have an 84 in lit, im doing homework, my room smells good and isnt cold. i actualy miss neil ::sigh::, music is on, i painted spongebob with jen, sort of watched nemo and had fun with a little girl by chasing her around, we came up with a plan to get mum out of the house, but ^(i forgot to call kate)^, i have pajamas, my hair looked good today, no ones here, i dont have to pee anymore, im getting my art project done, cerstan just came on, we finsihed spongebob, mr. carl sam plant is still alive, mia's really cute, i laughed at nemo, hul won best eyes, i got another idea for surrealism, i dont have bauer, dads gone to bed (hopefully for good-nevermind), its cold, i want to think of more good things but ^(i cant)^, i know how to do html, ive changed a load, i dont relaly regret things, i listen ^(but dont help)^, ive been told twice in the last two days that am strong, ^(too bad i didnt believe them)^, i just burped.

yup...if you care to ask about anything, then say so, otherwise gnight to all am going to sleep~its nine fifty three pm

:: 2003 26 November :: 8.50pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: Norah Jones~ Shoot The Moon

Blaaahh
Why did you all have to go see The Producers?? I hate you, lol. Well, I'm loaded with stories today. Not really I got two actually I think. Or three. Well, I went to Bauer's class twice today ::kicks self:: Oh well, it was Jillian's class. So it was funish. :-)

And ummm...Oh, So I had Jackie's pink goo thing and I so was planning on giving it back to her after 8th...but I had Jill hold it for me while I was fixing my book load(since my damn bag broke... ) and Hul ran up behind her and stole it. So yeah, after, she comes up and is all "Where is it?!" And I figured Benton was in on it too, so I told her he had it. So she was all "where is it?!" And I guess he wasn't cuz he didn't know about it. Then I was getting blamed and I saw Hul and I'm like HE HAS IT! But he stupid kid denied it, oh but he ahs it. So jackie was all GRRR and I'm all GAH! HE HAS IT! Damn him...I'm so sorry Jackie!! I swear i do not know what Hul did with it! :-(

Oh and my other story, so in band today, me and this froshie were joking around about making this culb of people who laugh at poms(Don't ask...lol) So, I was all "Ok, next year we'll do it" and he's like "ok, and we'll get all these other cool pple in it" Blah blah blah...so as I had to go, i said "I'll call you about it.." Like hehe we're joking..I'm joking again, So i turn to walk out of the band room and he goes "do u have the cougar caller?" and I'm all...ummm..noo..and he's all "Oh, don't worry, I'll give u my number" I was just like "ok...umm I gotta put this away." Omg...I dunno if he was kidding, but I didn't mean it like that...and wow...it's weird...So yes, my stories. Enjoy. :-D

2 Pirates | X marks the spot

:: 2003 26 November :: 11.17am
:: Mood: headachy!
:: Music: ::whisper:: ::swish:: ::rustle:: ::tap::

am hungry...
you know, loads more people know about squee and such than we all think...its like the crazy underground comic... yup

bored? Dexterity Test

:: 2003 26 November :: 7.37am
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: :hummm:: ::sniff:: ::cough:: ::type, type, type::

language lab
yup hello...am in the vernon hills high school language lab...tis a joy to be looking up shit on norse mythology. o well...i like latin! yup. and spanish....jackei and i have to get together to finish that...::sigh:: at least am done with lit and history. um...i have loads of math to do but i left it in the room! arg...i took jens hmwk to the office cuz her knee hurts...um...last night...katherine if you want me to un-post this tell me. but yesterday charlie and i went out to find a present for katherine so that he could ask her out. yup twas adorable. so we ended up at build-a-bear and got her a bear wiht a pink shirt that we wrote "k, go out w/ me?" on the front and "::heart:: charlie" on the back...yup...and we drove to her house cuz he didnt want to go alone...and gave it to her! yup...then an hour followed of nervous, con-fuse-ed-ness...yes'm! but they solved it, cuz katherine only thought of him as a friend and obviously charlie didnt think of her that way...so yup! um...tmro is thanksgiving! woo...then saturday is my mums party so after school ama take jen some caribou coffee and then ama go shopping with my dad for party supplies...we already bought her a tv to screw with her brain and we are going to be like "we wish you'd let us have a party! we really wanted to but we didnt want to piss you off!" yup...twill work...wont suspect a thing. yup. la la la. i dont like the lady in here.. although shes okie right now...

la la la am not doing anything...i shud go...do norsey stuff...byedy

:: 2003 25 November :: 4.06am
:: Mood: awake

Sleep( A long entry )
So, I can't sleep. So you get another crazy early morning entry. I know, don't try to hide your excitment. You know what I realized? When i say you...I mean everyone, but technically I'm talking to no one. So everyone is no one. O.o;; I'm so confuzzled. there's freggin nothing to do. Dooom Dooom Dooooooommmm....I dont want to sleep but I might have to force myself to if I dont find something soon.

So do u know whats sad? Have you ever heard of The Sisterhood Of The Pants?? Well, its a series about a group of friends. I don't know what age group its meant for but the first tiem I read both of the books I was like Booo Hoo Hoo crying. And I reread the end of the 2nd one tonight and woosh...I mean it's like.."wow...thats sad...he died" then next minute full on crying. Then...doom doom doom "She's playing soccer" then Cry then "Shes talking to her mom"....CRYY..Lol...Yes if you understand that you know me too well.

"Full Review
Today I finished reading "The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants" by Ann Brashares, which is probably one of the best books I've read in a long time.

This book is about four girls who have been friends since before they were born (really!). The four girls are going to be apart for the first summer ever and they're all worried about being "friendless." They decide to share a pair of "magic" pants between the four of them to help keep their friendship intact. This book shares the unique stories of each of the four girls' summer activities, problems, and experiences.

I enjoyed this book because I can relate to almost everything that happens in the book. Topics range from a first love to the death of a friend to the remarriage of a family member, as well as many other things. Brashares makes this novel unique by telling a few pages worth of each girl�s activities, separating each incident with a short letter from one girl to another. The letters are how the girls communicated their summer lives with each other while they were apart. They also send the pants back and forth a few times between the four of them, sending with the pants their own experiences they had while wearing them, often along with some advice. Whenever one of the girls' segments ended, I was disappointed that it didn't continue, but excited to move on to the next girl. Each girl�s story was very interesting and unique, and can be compared to incidents that we all experience in our own lives. One of the rules of the sisterhood of the traveling pants was that the girls had to write about experiences they had while wearing the pants inside the legs of the pants when they all were reunited. When the girls get back together at the end of the summer they have all changed but their friendship has definitely survived.

The only thing I really found wrong with this book was that a few of the things that happened seemed unrealistic. For example, one of the girls ends up running away from one parent's house to go back to the other parent. In reality, I don't think parents would react the way they did in the book.

I enjoyed this book immensely and I think this is a fantastic first novel from the author. I feel this is a book many people should read because the characters are so well developed that it gives the reader a good idea of how different even the best of friends can be, as well as how different kinds of people deal with different things. This book has made me realize the true value of having �girlfriends,� and it left me craving a sisterhood and magic pants of my own. I cannot wait to read the sequel, "The Second Summer of the Sisterhood."
(A book review..I told you i was bored)

I dunno, I like the books cuz there's 4 girls I think. Carmen, Tibby, Bee, and Lena. And all of them have been best friends forever. But all their lives are so different and they're all going through something different in the books, and you can relate to each girl atleast six times throughout the books. I mean, it's not some deep psycological thing like National Hawthorne or anything, it's an easy read. But I reccomend them. So yes, go read them!!! Or you can borrow them. If you have time and just want a good book that's nott to headache causing, go for it. ::wink:: And that was my book reccomendation of the week...Enjoy.

Grrrr to you all. Not being online at 3:00?!?!?! I'll just eat your livers. Yuuuumm....::ar ar ar::

You know what band I hate? Tatu..that stupid russian band. I mean, they aren't even a band! It's so stupid. I mean, come on, some people think they honestly are lesbians. Well, it could be, but unlikely. it's just a bunch of P U B L I C I T Y...damn publicity.

What to do what to do?
My library book is 32 years overdue!
Should I admit that its mine and pay the fine?
(forgot this line)
Oh what should I do? What should I do?

I am Nobody, who are you?
Are you Nobody too?
Then there's two of us, don't tell
They'd banish us you know
How dreary to be somebody
How public like a frog
To live your life the livelong day
By some admiring bog
(Kinda shaky on the last line..I had to memorize it in 5th grade...lol)

you know was looking through my documents on the computer and I found this random thing I had written about the good things about all my friends and I was all...woooahhh...lol...Like how we can talk for hours and never run out of things to say and when we do, we just make up stupid inside jokes. I love all you guys...lol all my friends are great people. Don't ever change. (Lizzie McGuire quote...::sigh:: Gordo) :-)

I wasted almost an hour typing this damn thing up. I'm proud of myself. Well, I see you're all bored enough...so I'm outtie...off to look up random movie quotes online..weee!
~patrice

6 Pirates | X marks the spot

:: 2003 24 November :: 7.51pm

My life is rated PG-13.
What is your life rated?

neil is...

My life is rated R.
What is your life rated?

1 Pirate | X marks the spot

:: 2003 24 November :: 6.16pm
:: Mood: infuriated
:: Music: chevelle, radio

BRRRR!!!
so this morning i woke everyone up by jumping around saying "its snowing its snowing its snowing!" that was the first thing i checked and it made my day...then it only got better wehn i walked outside of the hotel to hear the town bells, which ive always wanted to hear church bells in the morning, so it was beautiful to me. yea, too bad we dont have church bells around here. yup, i was in peoria for the IDEA confrence. it was loads of fun. i relaly liked the speakers and running around wiht sandy and jen was fun, and thankies sandy for our talk. yup... two of the speakers i really liked, one of which i thought was awesome, or amazing in sandys words. he made me cry because so much of it came so close to home that it was in the room next door. yup. and then on top of it, you know so many people who you can say have been effected by one of the things he said, and you can tell the person next to you, and they could relate...but he had nearly everyone, save about twenty people standing, saying that they knew soemone who had been affected by alcohol in that way. then there was this other guy, and he gave straight facts...and pictures...his speech was long but informative. yes...i liked them...the other lady was...eh...yea...

but i come home, and again my dad starts talking about my mums fucking party. i havent written much in here about it, but i hear about it every night. granted, hes excited and its getting close, but theres only so many times you can discuss the same thing, so i told him so and he wasnt happy about that...o well, ::tear tear:: then my mum came home...from elaines. "oo lets talk and cuddle and be best friends, something i normally cant tear myself away from my tv or anything else for" she tells me to tell her about it. so i do...well if you all know my mum, she is the epitome of an advocate for what idea was against... just in case youre clueless, idea stands for Illinois Drug Education Alliance. yup...so...i start telling her, and i go in order. well i start telling her abot uthe factual guy, and telling her info...well in the middle of it she gets up and walks away...in a very sullen, pissed off voice "i have to go make dinner" o joy...you arent pissed off atme at all...she replies im not i have to make dinner so wahteer....then dad comes up.."whatd you do to piss her off now?" i told him just what i told you, that she asked and i told. and hes like you know im no saint either and we all do things we shouldnt like my skydiving. am like whats your point? that its dangerous and could klll me...am like so? he was trying to tell me that his skydiving and go cart racing and shit is just as dangerous as drinking. i dont even knwo why he started this, its not like i was lecturing him or anything...and am like, no it isnt cuz you dont hurt me wehn you go skydiving. i dont want to hear his bullshit...am supposed to listen to him trying to reason the things that they dont want me to do? arrrrrrgggg it doesnt make sense to me...they dont understand my side of it. but oh well right...ill be gone in a few years, and my mumll most likely die before she gets a chance to see my kids at an age where they can realise who she is and miss her wehn she dies. it sounds mean, but its so true. am supposed to write my paper now...but i dont wnat to...i want to sleep its relaly cold in here. my fingertips are numb. sorry sandy and jen for annoying you guys on the bus...i wanted to talk so bad...i was hyper and wanted to do stuff and everyone wanted to sleep...ama go read...::sigh:: g'night.

:: 2003 24 November :: 5.59pm
:: Mood: worried
:: Music: Beatles~ Revolution

I HATE THE WORLLDD!!! GRRRRRR!! Lol, Okay, had to get that out. I'm ok now. Well, not really, as of right nwo I'm getting a 58.7% in algebra and my grade in history just dropped 16 percent cuz of one damn assignment. And I haven't made up my chem test yet and I'm gonna get a zero if I don't do it by Wednesday. So that's where I'll be during lunch tomorrow. Woo ::rolls eyes:: Oh and to further my joy..gabbie just got straight A's again. So now, again, I will be told how stupid I am because my 8th grade sister is getting better grades. GAH! I'm so pissed too cuz I had such good grades gor me. Now I'm not getting an A in anything. I had a fucking a+ in three classes, now its an F, B+, B, B- in my main classes. I am so screwed. Can I die for just the week the midterms come home? You have no idea how terrified I am of this. My dad is gonna kill me. :'( Damn grades!

(Oh, and mel, don't worry, its official. The scouring of the shire was never even filmed for the movie...peter jackson said he never liked the scene...and teh house of healing scenes were cut out too..but they'll be on the DVD..Bah peter jackson)

6 Pirates | X marks the spot

:: 2003 23 November :: 3.27pm
:: Mood: exanimate

You don't understand the power of your actions. No one does. One sentence uttered under one's breath can spark an entire world war. Seriously think about what you're about to say or do before you do it. If you have any doubts at all in your mind, Just keep your mouth shut. The negatives will undoubtibly overrule the positive and you'll just want to kick yourself.

I apoligize here to anyone who I have made worry or cry or rethink things by things I say. Don't listen to me. Or others. You can only listen to yourself. It's your life. People may know alot about it, but you're the one who has to live it. You're the one who has to live with the consequences, not the person who's feeding you the information. They can give advice but only you can know what the right thing to do is.

That is the only advice I have that I think should be followed. Everything else is more of a suggestion. Please, just do this one thing for me.

Listen to yourself.
Follow your heart.
Trust yourself.

The only person who truely knows you is yourself.

(And for pple out there..I'm not gonna tell you specifics. I'm not telling anyone, so please, know enough that this isn't your place and don't ask.)

1 Pirate | X marks the spot

:: 2003 23 November :: 2.54am

5th entry
Woo I'm bored...

** basics **
Name:: Patrice
Nickname:: Tree, Trixie, Paty Ice Melt, Pippin, Pat Rice...
Location:: My cold dark dungeon in the basement
Gender:: I'm a girl
Birthplace:: Pennslyvania...where they have the place where they put fries on your sandwich
Birthstone:: Emerald
Birthday:: May the 6th
Sign:: Taurus
Righty or Lefty:: Righty
Screenname:: SneakySeaMonkey usually
** your looks **
Height:: 4'11"
Weight:: :-( I don't wish to share
Shoe size:: 5.5-6
Hair Color:: Poop brown
Hair Length:: Long for me
Eye Color:: Mud Brown
Size:: of eyes?? I shall assume..Well, Big eyes..like a deer in headlights
Glasses:: sometimes..they're all blue and such
Braces:: :-\ yes'm...I'm such a dork
Piercings:: used to, but I got too annoyed with them
Tattoos:: Nope
** fashion **
Where do you shop:: Kohls...and Kohls..and wherever the school gets our show shirts
What do you usually wear:: Jeans or my green armyish pants and a shirt..whatever's comfortable
What kind of shoes do you wear:: My tennis shoes from 7th grade...hells yeah!
Do you wear a watch:: Nope, I should though. Even if I can't read one.
Color you never wear:: umm? I dont wear pink often
Color you wear at least once a week:: Blue
Something you wear everyday:: Hair ties on my wrist
Do you wear make up everyday:: Nope, almost never
Make up essential:: Chapped lip stuff right now
Most cherished piece of clothing:: My green pants
You wouldn't be caught dead wearing:: Super slutty clothing of any kind
Do you wear belts:: On my green pants...or they'll fall..and my khakis too..and I'm sure you don't wanna see that
Do you wear hats:: When I can. I love hats!
How many pairs of shoes do you have:: two...yeah...my tennis shoes and my bowlingesque shoes
** music **
Favorite kind of music:: Classical and Beatles type music
Least Favorite:: Rap
How many CD's do you have:: Too many
Last CD you bought:: I don't remember. The last CD I burned was goo goo dolls
Whats in your CD player right now:: My sister's mix
Do you download music:: Used to, until the stupid kazaa thng happened
** Favorites **
Color:: Orange/yellow/red
Number:: 5, i dont know why
Season:: Winter and fall..I like being cold
Ice cream:: Peanut butter chocolate kinds..oo and apple pie is good too
Website:: woohu.com....and xanga...and Elfwood
Quote:: "Dream as if you'll live forever, Live as if you'll die today" ~James Dean
Store:: Pac Sun or Barnes and Noble
Band:: Beatles
Singer:: i dont know
Rapper:: I HATE rap!!
Group:: umm..group??
Song:: Iris by ze GooGoo dolls
Movie:: Too many to count...
Actor:: Johnny Depp
Actress:: ::shrugs::
Kind of movies:: All except gross humor
Place to be:: the auditorium...I love it in there..in the world though...I'd have to say NC
Time of day:: Night, I'm a night person
Clothing Brand:: I'm not much of a brand person
Animal:: Cats! and ferrets! i want a ferret.
Food:: Citrusy things
Holiday:: My bday :-D and halloween and xmas
Shape:: ...?
Restaraunt:: Pimani's...i think it's called..the sandwich place in PA
Fast food place:: Portillo's
Boy's name:: Tobey
Girl's name:: I dunno...
Word::
Month:: May..hehe
Candy:: Reese's
** love and relationships **
Sexual Preference:: I like boys
Boyfriend or Girlfriend:: I'm all alooone
Crush:: Ummm...well there's a difference between crushing and liking..so I'd have to say yes to crush
Do you believe in love at first sight:: Maybe attractedness...but not love..love can't be based on one look
What do you look for in a guy/girl:: Sense of humor, someone who I'm comfortable around and is a good talker
Best physical feature:: Red Hair. Red Hair. Red hair. Ummm...and then eyes. Like deep blue..if you get that..then big brown eyes
Best hair color:: Red..red...red...red...Red..red..red..umm...red? Yeah! red!
Best eye color:: Blue...not light light blue...but like real blue
** randoms **
Do you paint your nails:: Not really
What color is your tooth brush:: Seafoam green and white with blue and white bristels
What's on your desktop:: Johnny Depp
Do you like roller coasters:: I'm scared of them, but once I'm off it I'm like WOO! THAT WAS GREAT!
Do you do drugs:: Nope. not patrice. Im a good girl.
Are you a virgin:: Yes'm. Haven't even been kissed yet...yeah, pretty sure I'm a virgin
Do you have any pets:: YeP! 3 cats a doggie and a lizard
What time do you go to sleep:: either 10:30, 2:20, or 4:30

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