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2003 8 March :: 2.50 am
what an excellent night <3
Jenns party: fun stuff, <3 my girls! + Brian came w/me sooo it was that much more wonderfulness <3<3
The whole enitre night was wonderful, thank you.
<3<3<3<3<3
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PICS FROM THE NIGHT!!
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2003 6 March :: 11.54 pm
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Kudos to alllll the thespians!! you guys were great!!!
Jenn Ds bday in 7min weeeee!!!!
<3 for all...
<3 for you...
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2003 5 March :: 9.13 pm
:: Mood: euphoric <3
beach + Brian + kisses = Euphoria <3
...then again, anything + Brian would make me the happiest camper en el mundo!!!
<3<3<3<3<3
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2003 3 March :: 8.44 pm
:: Mood: how quickly you fall from the top of the world...
:: Music: From Autumn to Ashes - Short Stories with Tragic Endings
i hate people. really.
Here you stand seething with guilt.
Silence only justifies this act of cowardice.
The look stapled on your face cries out for forgiveness,
the one thing that I cannot give you.
Did you ever see that one person
and the way they do these things
and it hurts so much it's like choking.. choking?
I can give you freedom from your guilt,
with a flick of my wrist onto yours.
I can give you peace of mind with a forced smile.
I can give you death with the look upon my face.
This is your freedom in a life of fallacy,
with no last kiss & no regrets;
you don't deserve good bye.
This is your freedom in a life of fallacy,
with no last kiss & no good bye.
Here you stand seething with guilt.
Silence only justifies this act of cowardice.
With a short story, the one you add to daily, you are the tragic loss.
No story book ending for this fairy tale of you.
Just the one composed with blood taken from your pen that you hold in your lifeless hand.
Cry for you. Shed tears. Mourn. Wish the end.
Did you ever look, did you ever see that one person,
and the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much?
So much it's like choking down the embers of a great blaze.
It's that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersions
and to scream confessions at the insipid sky parting clouds.
You let this one person come down on the most perfect moment.
And it breaks my heart to know the only reason you are here now is a reminder of what I'll never have..
I'll never have.. I'll never...
Standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in..
standing so close knowing that it kills me to breathe you in.
But this table for one has become bearable.
I now take comfort in this, and for this, I cherish you.
Did you ever look, did you ever see that one person
and the subtle way that they do these things and it hurts so much?
So much it's like choking down the embers of a great place.
It's that moment when your eyes seem to spread aspersions
and to scream confessions at the insipidsky parting clouds.
And you let this one person come down.. come down. I cherish you.. I cherish you.
Just say that you would do the same for me..
just say you would do the same..
just say you would do the same for me.
For as much as I love Autumn,
I'm giving myself to Ashes...
why are people so merciless?
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2003 3 March :: 4.45 pm
i am the luckiest girl in the world <3
heh thats how I have been feeling lately, just wonderful! (thanks to certain beary special persons :0P)
Well.. to clarify, I honestly have no idea whats going on... seems like everyone else knows more about me & my love life then i do lol but thats okay, things are really good now...
heh okay Drew, enough of my rant :0P
Atlantic band = worthless.
oOo. guess who sooo go their Used & Coheed tickets as well as TBS & FATA!!!!! envy me :0)
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2003 2 March :: 6.22 pm
who wants to run away with me... anywhere, i don't care.
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2003 2 March :: 11.27 am
resentment. confusion.hurt.
i wish i knew something... anything.
the.end.
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2003 27 February :: 7.46 pm
today was soo wonderful...
the break down:
9:10 met at Megan's house (me, Ash, Megan, Brian, Paul, Sharif, Chris)
~went to the beach & met up w/Matt
~ Brian and I laid out while everyone else went in
~haha we're smart.. there was a blue/yellow flag due to man o war
~ everyone went to the Marriott to go in the pool but I didn't feel like going so Brian stayed with me.. it was nice, really.
~ everyone got kicked out so they came back
~ off to Docs but it was closed so went 2 Dunkin Donuts
~ Sharif went back to school & Matt disappeared
~ rest of us went back to Megans where Chris and Paul went back to school
~ Brian, Ash, Megan & I went to Veterans park where we swung on the midget swings & just chilled
~ they went back to school.. Ash and I decided to not go :0P ( i know we're bad...)
~ Ash & I drove to Deerfield beach where we ate at the Kahuna then went to IWS - no beach parking
~ went back to boca where we chilled at her clubhouse (its sooo nice!)
~ went in the pool and laid out & napped for an hour (vivis all tan!)
~ bumped into Mike and Betty
~ went back to Ashleys
and now i'm home & talking to Brian :0)
so yes, today was a very beautiful day <3
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2003 27 February :: 12.58 am
today is going to be a beautiful day <3
(i really hope so anyways...)
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2003 26 February :: 8.06 pm
URGENT MESSAGE!!!!
Date Sara B.!
The.End.
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2003 24 February :: 6.28 pm
vivi = too tired :0( spent half the night writing my stupid world lit but its okay, I had Brian pseudo keeping me company telling me about his cartoons and such :0P
in response to the poem he wrote about me:
Brian E.,
why can't you see,
falling on your balls
won't make your children tall.
You are very cute
but you choose to refute
We all know its true
so don't be so blue.
Brian + Vivi + Drew + Sara B. = a bunch of sexy bitches. The End.
everyone still loves my hair!!! its really nice getting complemented all the time :0) and lots of people came up to me and were like "we're sooo cutting our hair now too!" I really don't know if I honestly do look hotter but I think I feel hotter haha
<3<3
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2003 22 February :: 10.52 pm
So yeah. my hair is 14" shorter and pure sexiness haha... actually my mom says I have to wait and see what everyone says but I really don't care, I love it!
The show was great! ADASTRA won the battle of the bands!!!! take that Fallen from the sky haha nooo Adastra played soooo good tonight though, great great show followed by Dennys @ Linton & Federal.. good times cept 4 the damn bitches there. Got to see the twins <3 and everyone else. good times. oh yeah, Ben looked really hot in his atire tonight :0P ahh everyone looked really hot tonight :0P im me for pics if you want them
goodnight<3
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2003 19 February :: 7.39 pm
APRIL 21st TAKING BACK SUNDAY, FROM AUTUMN TO ASHES, RECOVER, COUNT THE STARS!!!!!!!!!
whos sooooo there!
Also, COHEED AND CAMBRIA IS COMING!!! as well as THE ATARIS and THE JULIANA THEORY and BRIGHT EYES and CURSIVE!!!!
ohhh and MUSTARD PLUG on March 1st!!!! <- THE KNOW HOW will be there tooooooo!
i forgot. The Juliana Theory canceled for the show tonight :0( (Feb 20th) so Sara B & I sold our tickets... o well... i'll see them when they come w/the Ataris in April :0P
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2003 16 February :: 12.29 am
so yeah. Tonight was ... fun? lol
Nicole picked me up and we were going to kiss to sell tickets but everyone there had already bought from the Fallen from the sky kids & Pipe Clay Rut. Umm it was fun seeing loads of people, some i haven't seen in a bazillion years ie: twins, Myra & Elsa <3, Nicole, Amy etc. I also met 3 people who i've been talking online with or know from woohu, Zac (justanotherkid), Haley (HaleySidelsucks), and Selma (who i apparently used to know.)The show was okay... Pipe Clay Rut was umm well they had a really hot guitarist and I talked to Sara's Mike & got loads of pics for her... then Angels without wings who were AWESOME!!! Really aspiring hardcore band w/ a SUPER hot singer (who looks like Elijah Wood!) Then Fallen from the sky.. eh. Then Adastra. It definately wasn't their best show... i'll leave it at that but the only pseudo pit of the night was during their set so it was okay.
By the end, Nicole and Sharif were making out and it was kind of weird. Ironic considering the whole entire Chris situation... whatever.
Brian Egan is a really cute kid, really. Wish he'd believe it cuz I bet he'd be a lot happier if he could think positively.
Dennys: Ben, Drew, Whits , Sara B. & I. We had the most kick ass waiter named Jon. We gave him a 35% tip lol
Thats it.
ehh. i really missed Chris tonight...should i have?
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2003 14 February :: 6.15 am
HAPPPPPY 18th BIRTHDAY TROY!!!!!!!
<3<3
and a happy valentines day to everyone else i suppose.
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