hi. im sick. im going into school late today because i hada test. i went to disney over the weekend.. it sucked because well... all my family dose is fiite and i was sick asa dog.oooh well. i have no voice. its kindacool. k well imgunna go take a shower... i need to feel clean. riite now i feel like a ... i dunno my heads going to explode. Rarrh... this sucks.! oh yeah, today thursday n friday i hafta go to school, go to practice, then do some GAY ass band shit. it suxs, i cant wait till nxt yr when ima quit. ok n e ways
im out
call
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love
Laur

last niite was my first softball game for fort myers!! it was soo great, i was really happy because i did REALLY good despite the fact that we lost. the score ended up being 6-1 against barren collier. i am at school, and im in yearbook i juss finished all my homework that has to do with to kill a mocking bird... fun fun! i have an american govt test today and i think i should study for it..
back to the game
i was 3 for3 and i was the 2nd batter. i dont think its THAT bad... anyway
i bunted the one down and was safe, then the other 2 i hit in the gap between short n third and was the only one to actually get the ball into the outfield not ona fly! lucky me! haha.... i playd 2nd, im starter at second base and janna is at short. Ooooh its fun
im out
Love always
Laur
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Honestly, i have a Question...


Do i portray mysself as a slut...

Comment...

~Lauren

Hi. okay well i gotta tell yah about last nights game! omg it was sooo graet! i first hit a triple that knocked 2 people in. then amanda bruno hit a homer on error (it should bin a triple) and knocked me in.. then my next time i got up i hit a single, nothing special there, and then, i got up again and hit a double that knocked a girl in. then amanda came up and got a single that hit me in! it was like the best game ever. so her and i really kinda like..."hit" all the points. but it was one of the best games ive ever played cuz i also had this wonderful throw down to uhh home cuz the girl dropped it and the other teams best girl was running and i had th eball low and right to the catcher so she was out. omg it was osoo graet! but then today it pisses me off because ok, we hada scrimmage JV against Vasrsity, i played 2 whole innings outta 7! 22!!!! TWO!!! too! to1 TWO two two two! i was like what the fuck. they stuck kaitlyn in who hadnt been to half the practice because she was also in basketball and shes juss as good if not worse than me. she even forgot to cover first when they needed her and plus she struck out EVERY time she was up to bat... wahtever. hmmph ohhh well
for some reason mrs wheeler was looking at my grades today, i think shes worried about how im doing... i guess what works works.. riiite? anyway
im going to go, my momma is makin sum good Food! MMMmmmmm
Love always
Laur
Call the celly
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FUCK JV! GO LITTLELEAGUE!!!

well hey! i juss changed the backrund music.,.. again, i can only do that at school now because well my computer at home still has no volume lol.. i wonder when were actualyl going to get a new one!! who knows my parents are sooo damn cheap sometimes. im in yearbook! again! lol... gess what??? im kicked out of the class next year because i dont do naything... well i mean i do but only when its due... hahaha oh well... whatever works, next yr ill be an aid and also take drivers ed, so its no problem i already kno what im going to do... im juss going to miss having this period to do my homeowrk. i would ttake study hall but well yoiu dont get any credit for that so i dont think im going to take that... its kinda funny you actually get credit for being an aid. that book, to kill amocking bird, is sooo boring in the verty bginning, i have to read it for english since whell it has to do with prejudice agaist black people n all.. but whatever works...
i have sofball pracice today and then ihave a little league game riite after. amanda elliot is now playing in 3 oaks but shes on the yankees, the last thing carson needs is another pitcher/highschool player. i mean he tried to get amanda bruno off my team and thats just fukn messed up.last year my team only had 10 players and he had 11 before amanada and then he complainedand called amanda perssonally at her house to get her to play.. its so gay. hmph oh well
this class is so fucking boring and half the poeple in heere are sooo dumb... anyways
i think im gunna go... i wwanna i dunno.. rest a bit before next period
Love Always
Lauren
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WiSh Me LuCk!!!

I feel soo.. out of it i guess... who knows maybe its juss PMS or something quite like it.
went to the mall today
wasnt thrilled
didnt want to buy anything cept for a $20 skirt i wanted but my mom wa slike.."its too expensive" and of course i havnt asked for a new skirt in ages, but i still didnt get it.. 20 damn dollars. hm... i guess im poor now... whatever.... 350.000 houdse and i still cant get a damn 20 dollar skirt. oooh well
i did my prejudice project, mines a lil different than everyone elses... i did like a collage thinggy but not. its weird.
i wish i couild draw.. i have this pic of what i wanna draw but i dont got that skill...
whatever..
im soo.. blah.. i dont kno..
juss wanna sleep
im out call
you kno the number
Laur
theres more but...
I can't tell anyone everything anymore. As much as I wish that I could. It's just too much tied up together .. and I can't do it.

Well i got games at 3oaks today then im babysittin lil people at muh church... hey $10 an hour! W00t!!
n e way
i awnted ashiee over but of course shes at monicas...

hes so fragiIe: i spent the night at monis last night (im here now)..we went to a carnival. remind me NEVER to ever go again. ive never liked them. actually i hate them. and i always end up feeling sick ha. tonight im going to a party(matts<3 hehehehe) well his band is playin there. a whole bunch of ppl are goin. im excited. im goin with monica and lauren then monicas spending the night.... what are you doing?
TasteZLykECherrY: hm nevermind.

we used to be soo tight too... wonder what happened..
i dont kno should let it get to me... i mean shes alllowed to hang out with her EVERYWEEKEND!!!
right?
whatever
call
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HI. im not at school today....
n e ways
im bored and i dunno got the worst headache in the world... hmmm wonder why.... my mouth is bleedin... wonder why...
whoa i wonder lots of things i sould be in biology riite now doing a lab about peppered moths, but i did it last niiite! gooooo lauren!!
k n e ways
i got sum stuff
look

where was i when god had shown
how to make a happy home

Lie in bed and sleep don't come
have some place then give me some
and i know the reason why you hold me down
i wont let this fear loss make me drown

In my bed i lie alone
scraped together bone to bone
again i have become my first enemy
i will survive this instability

I'll stay just a step away

where was i when god had shown
how to make a happy home
and i have become my worst enemy
i will survive this instability

in my bed i lie alone
scraped together bone to bone
again ive become my worsed enemy
i will survive this instability


i need to breathe the breath of life
you constantly drain my life
why can't you see the breath in me
i constantly need your feed
my butterfly don't fly away

if i could just take this simple breath of life from me
you couldnt take it motherfuker eternity
if i could take this breath of life and come inside of me

i am your pill
tell me how you feel today
tell me all your problems
let me try to mend your wounds
let me try to help
i'm here for you today
i'm here for you tomorrow
i've always been here for you
i'll always be here for you
no matter what happens
i love you
i care about you
you hurt me
but i still care
no matter what you do
please tell me if i hurt you
i will try to change
please tell me when i disappoint you
i'll be the best i can
i love you more than words can say
you've told me you hate me
you've made me cry
yet i still love and forgive you
because i know you love me too
i am your friend
and i will always be here for you
i will be your doctor
i will be your pill
i will fix the problem
any way i can
but if i can't
and you're still upset
i apologize
i can only do so much
but i will do all i can

Heres to muh friends that ive hurt in some way...
Far too many secrets .. and even more deceptions still. All the same I tell no lies .. but the secrets I hold within might as well be just that. Because it's killing me far worse than any kind of lie could. This has to be worse than anything else.

I can't tell anyone everything anymore. As much as I wish that I could. It's just too much tied up together .. and I can't do it.

If you ever find out about this .. if you ever see this here .. forgive me. Please forgive me now and ahead of time for everything I've done, am doing, and will do. Because it's all so wrong .. and I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry.

I never wanted anything more than you.

Love always
Lauren
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i can only go so faar until i reach the end

Livin life is so hard
Every day I pray to God
Tell Him to send me light so I can touch my soul
And always know right from wrong
Livin life is so hard
Every day I pray to God
Tell Him to touch my heart so He can ease the pain
Anything to hide the scars..

Thank you God, I appreciate every blessin
Happiness to heartaches, take it as a lesson
I learned a lot in this year
Got a life that keeps me stressin
Facin criticism, answerin questions
And you still keep me happy and healthy
Blessed with a mind to play the cards that life has dealt me
No doubt I struggle, I cry at times
Sometimes I wish I could live in a bubble
And it gets hard not to stray from trouble
I'm proud of me, got a family that holds me down
Real friends 'cause the other ones claim they don't know me now
Life is crazy, people never cease to amaze me
Stay with stories by how they made me or raised me

Been through a lot
Still gotta watch my back 'cause people plot
Closest to you do you dirty just so they can take away your spot
Some days I feel like I wanna quit
But I pray too long and dreamed and worked too hard for it
Wouldn't trade my life none, even a little bit
Cause it could be worse for real, I could be turnin tricks
Might bitch and whine but always just in the back of my mind
I could be livin on the streets, nothin to eat without a dime
So I thank God, and I think why 'cause life's hard
Meet a lot of people but always I'm puttin up my guard
Cause you never know, some people are snakes
Some people give a lot but mostly not, most people take
A lot of smilin, claimin realness but most people fake
Still gotta smile, 'cause that's what it takes
Sometimes it's lonely
I feel like people see me but don't really know me

Livin life is so hard
Every day I pray to God
Tell Him to send me light so I can touch my soul
And always know right from wrong
Livin life is so hard
Every day I pray to God
Tell Him to touch my heart so He can ease the pain
Anything to hide the scars..


well, thats the song i wanted that kimmi wont tell me what its called, so if anyone else knows, please tell me because i wanna hear what it sounds like,
take a peek at the post someone gave me on the entry from janurary 31... its soooo wrong. i mean c'mon, accusing me of lying about being a sophmoreis pretty pathetic. oohw ell
im at school riite now, im yearbook, we're not doing anything and i have a test next period that i should be studying for but i really don't want to so i dont tink i will... im not loking forward to softball today i think its going to be really boring... ohhh well... we had a game lat niiite for little leage and of course we lost, we always lose, lol its our bad luck all over again. i played pitcher and short... me and lindsey kept switchin n and out.. omg i hit someone lol... it was riiite at her kneees and the reason it hit her was being she was riite up against the plate and i threw the ball on the inside corner riite at her kneees... hahahahaha. mitch is going to write some dumb shit on my notebook and if he does ima laugh athim.. lol because that'd juss be stupid.. whoa i can type really faast on this key board .. thats pretty damn cool... ok anways
im kinda sick of school... well i kno i say that now but seriously, i don't kno... its sooooo dumb sometimes.. weskeeps saying hi to me... i dunno maybe hes not as mad or w/e at me anymore... who knows, whocares. hmmmm

do i really look for attetion that often. i really dont think i do..... i think im starting to beeileive what everyone says about me and what i do... who knows i shouldnt let it get to me.
reid called me last niiite at like 11 o clock because he was horny.. i was like... im tired and he kept calling bac n got pissd because i wouldnt uhmm..."help him" lol if you get what i mean,...

oooh this english test is on my mind i think i should go study again.. cept i kno like everything on the test review except for the map... i need to find to kkill a mocking bitrd to.. it hink its in my locker.. and im hungry as hell riite now.. jamie gave me some of her pretzels so i think im good until 5th period. once again i had to bring my bat abad go tschoo. im kinda sick of bringing it all over.... i get teeth pulled soon... im dreading that, its going to hurt like a bitch...
hmmmmmmmm bord bored boredf... everyone says i hava hangover today.. well no not that i kno of....lol.. oh well..
nothing else has gone in my life i dont think
ok well the news is comoing on soon so i should go, ill write when i get home if anything else interesting happens.. i doubt it will enless i get hit by a ball or seomthing in practice,
love always
Lauren'
call me
jus snot now since im in school! lol
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Muah!

oh yeah, send me a comment with your name next time. thanks! -Laur

Hi!
i just had the best day with my mom.
no fighting, no yelling, no nothing. it was sooo nice. it was juss me and her all day, we ran errands. it was great
we founda flower that smells exactly likea lilac. oooh its soo prety. today was such a beautiful day outside too!! oh i had such a good day.. a really good day actually. havnt had one of these fora while... im happy my mom took me out. i needed out of things. then we went to lunch n stuff. i was gunna get a cherry swimsuit but i decided against it. ohhh well..
i slept in.. i got like 13 hrs of sleep. lol... my sisters arent here so theres no one ot fiite with, this is so great... i dont kno why, but i loved today.
Call me
Love always
Lauren
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TasteZLykECherrY: ?
MyHeartToYours09: and im here for you...whenever u need me
MyHeartToYours09: i dont like seeing you like this
TasteZLykECherrY: :-Dthanks hunnie
MyHeartToYours09: and unlike other people...I do care
MyHeartToYours09: i care about you
MyHeartToYours09: and i care about all my other friends
TasteZLykECherrY: :-):-):-):-):-):-):-):-):-):-):-):-):-):-):-):-):-):-):-):-):-):-):-):-):-):-):-):-):-):-):-):-):-):-):-):-):-)
MyHeartToYours09: and i dont want to see them hurting

i love people like nicola! they make me feeel SOOOOOO much better, they let me kno someone actually cares!!
Thank you hunnie!! i gotta smile on riiite now
Love always
Laur
call
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Well, now, alexa seems to tell people that i told her she cant talk to them. thats so bullshit! i could personally not care! i mean yeah its wes, but fuck, if she wants to talk to him, she can. it was her boyfriend who said that i guess. i dont kno. who knows, shell end up going out with him anyways, so WHO GIVES A FUCK! paul juss needs to drop her because her n wes are really close and hes obsessed. i mean thats all i hear from people is about him with alexa now! im like... whoa now! this fuckin suxs.. oh well
i cant wait to get outtaft myers. i said this a while ago near SGA election time, an di htought things got better but damn was i wrong....
Ac3rGam3r: so you gonna tell all your friend that they aren't allowed to talk to me
Ac3rGam3r: are are you juss going to talk shit to them
TasteZLykECherrY: huh'

see.. what an assshole
anyway
on a lighter note....
i go tmusic for my page...
call me
Lauren
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hi.. guess wha carlos juss said to me
BaseballPr3: when it rains it always means someone wants to cry
TasteZLykECherrY: oh does it/

itsmakin me think.. today was practice.. again.. n i was practing pitchin cuz i was gunna pitch but it pourred!

k well im off... tired...
Luv
Laur
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Hi. Weston is of course being....i dunno.
but i duno, he claims im "very annoying" because i tell him he should get offa drugs n stuff...
here... looky

TasteZLykECherrY: hi
TasteZLykECherrY: helllllllllllllo
Ac3rGam3r: hi
TasteZLykECherrY: how are yah1

Auto response from Ac3rGam3r: I am away from my computer right now.

TasteZLykECherrY: !!
Ac3rGam3r: si?
TasteZLykECherrY: huh? lol
Ac3rGam3r: what do you wamt?
TasteZLykECherrY: wut cha mean
TasteZLykECherrY: lalalalalalalalalalalala
TasteZLykECherrY: hello!


i kno im annoying there but hell dont fukn ignore me.!
RARRRG! softball is sooo gay! i hate being a pticher because thats i practice now adays! its ssooooo... no. lol... jannas sooogood! its so great! her neighbor aked her out today! she had the biggest smile on her face all day1 i love to see muh friends when there really happy!
i like this song thats playing on this one clock... do do do doooo.. lol sry
i wish u could here it, i like it tho.
alexa n wes are like bestfriends now! he juss wants in her pants, like all other girls. i juss!!! i dont kno. i hada quiz today in bio, gotta test in english, math, n american government tomorro. cant wait to study for that! hopefully ill have a better day tomorro.
oh did i tell you reid like sme again?
he misses me
but i said to fuck guys n there gay. lo lso he kinda got mad! ohhhh well
Well guys im out
im hungry
i still havnt eaten today... or ytesurday.. im down to one meal aday..if im lucky... i dont thin kits healthy ohhhh well fuck health
COMMENT ME
Love always
Lauren
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Hi. Wes Hates me. Wow, how fun is that. .... **yawn** im so tired. whoa i havnt dont one of those.. ** things in forever
anways
softball is ok
ummm janna hasa squeeze!
her neighbor! lol..
ive juss been havin a couple o issues in head... oh well im out
call me
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laur

Well, lesbianism here i come. god damnit i cant stnad guys! now im too fucking annoying for wes. RARrrg! i wanna scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

ok that really didnt help, but anyways,
i just don't get stuff anymore, im soo tired out becuase of softball, i should be at estero riite now practicing but, well, no. kev took me home today... i learned lots about him. i love having guys as friends, but to even think about going out with one... juss sucks.
but whatever... reid blows me off to talk to nikki.... GRRRRR whatever! i mean, RArrr! i cant stand it ! i wanna beat sum body, but i wont cuz im nice like that. well im out... PLEASE SOMEONE COMMENT OR CALL ME!!!!!!
Laur
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adams lullaby

baby dont u cry
mommy made u this lullaby
i will love you as long as im alive
oh baby dont u cry
oh baby dont u cry
oh baby close your eyes
in the starry sky
you will fly
oh baby go take your flight
in a world of dreams
a world of peace
i see the magic in your eyes
look at the moon
see how it shines
oh baby say good night
dream about sweet seas
filled with mermaids
of aquamarine
oh baby close your eyes
you might see daddy pass u by
you might feel him hug u tight
oh baby rest your smile
ill see u again in a little while
give me a kiss good night
oh baby sleep tight

This is for Him... Him who makes me feel like im a worthless piece of shit somtimes...
I want him to be the one and only, i want to love him forever, i dont want to go on useless dates for useless pleasure that only lasts for a while. when you love someone its like all the stars come out at night, and even if your day was horrible, you only remember the good, and once you talk him, that conversation runs over and over again, and it makes you smile, its like it sounds even better everytime. and you just feel like your on cloud nine, and like you can fly without wings. every second, no matter what your doing, you think of him, and that makes you love him more, and just one hug from him can make your day complete, jus hearing his voice once can make you the happiest person alive, and when everything is turning black, that little shine of light he gives makes you realize thats all you ever wanted, it was him.



feel my voice when im saying nothing at all, hush me tender hush me sweet.

A confused girl walks down the street. A beautiful confused sweet sixteener, with more then shell ever realize she has. A boy, whos willing to rip his heart out and let this girl walk on it, he slips his young fingers around her tiny waist, and she snuggles her head into his neck and kisses it , and they stand under the silver moon and starlit canopy, enjoying the moment, not knowing what comes next, wanting to stand there in eachothers arms forever...and ever..and ever...


this song brings me to tears

Hush little baby
Don't say a word
Mommas gonna buy you a mocking bird.
And if that mocking bird don't sing
Mommas gonna buy you a diamond ring
And if that diamond ring don't shine
..... whatever i don't need to think about lullabys... i mean... i don't kno what i mean!
im so confused anymore... it juss like BLAH
i dont kno.. i really just dont kno

Hush little baby
dont say a word
mommas gonna buy you a mocking bird
and if that mocking bird dont sing
mommas gonna buy you a diamond ring
And if that diamond ring turns brass,
Momma's gonna buy you a looking glass.

And if that looking glass should break,
Momma's gonna bake you a birthday cake.

And if that birthday cake's too tart,
Momma's gonna buy you a horse and cart.

And if that horse and cart don't go,
Momma's gonna buy you a boat to row.

And if that rowing boat don't float,
Momma's gonna buy you a billy goat.

Hush little baby don't say a word,
Momma's gonna buy you a mocking bird.
i just wanna get away.....im saving all ur bull shit 4 another day

As you walked away, I whispered everything

school... dumb
softball.... dumb too
my ankle... hurts like a fucker
reid.... i wanna kill
life... odd
friends...good
janna.... seems like shes mad at me
family.... alright
mind... outta control
softball... confusing
love... lol thats funny

thats my life so far. hmmmmm great new year.
i might as well juss turn lesbian

i kinda miss reid.. but then again.. i kinda dont... softball try outs have been going on...i did pretty well until today when i messed up my ankle again. it hurts and its swelled again.. i got straight as on my report card.. go lauren!! oh yeha1 hailey is the one who fixed my journal!! everybody should tlel her thankyou!!! put a comment in mine and im sure to tell her to read it cuz she dida good job... hahahaha i couldnt be that smart... hummm i actually got rid of the one icon att the top too!! hahaha... i kinda want it bak but then again i dunno.. it needed a chage... i hurt like likea mofo!!! oh... wes is ALL voer this one girl.. im just like.. i dunno.. i mean i dont like him that way but it ticks me off... i dont kno why.. juss everytime he talks abotu this chick and some mcdonald chick.. i juss wannt to rip his dick off so he cant do anything.. lol sry im juss in not such ag ood mood riite now..
anyway, i dunt kno.. lots of stuff going in my life.. i mean i got alot on my mind that i cant sort out. im just happy i did good on my port card.. only 10 other people in 9th grade ib got straight as... YAY
im out
call me
Lauren
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me and reid are over.... have been i guess.... i dont kno.. can't stop crying.. "we shoudl just be friends".... and hes at his ex's house... it figures. you love someone and POOF. it all goes..
callme please..
i need someone
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Lauren

hey... today kkinda sucked.. went bowling.. robert saafeld talked to me just to get heathers #... ahsley spent the weekened.. AGAIN with monica.. it kinda sucks when u lose one of your best freinds.. i mean we dont even talk anymore.. seh doesnt call me.. it juss... i dunno maybe i juss got reid on my mind a lil too much... he got drunk again lat nite... i just want to see him... i feel like crying.. i dont kno.. i wanna see him.. havnt seen him.... need to see him.... i got my celly back... finally. oh well.. its kinda dumb.. wes got his phn broken..i dont feel like calling alot of people actually.. i htink its poinless... try outs start tomorro.. im not sycked anymore.. dont kno why either... i think i juss need some sleep. i dont kno.. i feel so..
BLAH!
anyway, i got straight As on my report card.. again... As for the quarters.. ABABABA for my tests and As for the semester... haha thats the pattern the tests grades were too. lol i thought that was funy. well.. i gues sima go... wish me luck
love always
Laur.
560-2738 i needa talk to someone

Basics
Name:: Lauren
Birthplace:: Pittsburgh
Birthdate:: 12*8
Current City of Residence:: Fort Myers
Family Members:: 2 sistas, momma, ddadd, nna puppy
Favorites
Color:: pink, blue,
Beverage:: *pop*
Movie:: gone with the wind
Musical:: ?
Board Game:: monopoly
Computer Game:: Alice
Game to Roleplay:: ?
Animal:: horse
Sport:: baseball
Book:: Go Ask Alice
A Day In The Life..
School:: Boring
Typical Mood:: it depends
Usually Found?:: Doin sumpfin *wink wink*
Collects:: Dollz
Have You Ever
Been kissed:: yes
Done drugs:: noope believe it err not
Eaten an entire box of Oreos: nope.
Eaten sushi:: its grose
Been on stage:: yeah
Been in a car accident:: no
This or That
Cold or Hot:: cold
Blue or Red:: blue
Rain or Snow:: snow
Wool or Cotton:: wool
Private or Public School:: public
Chocolate or Plain Milk:: chocolate
Celsius or Farenheit:: farenheit
Spring or Fall:: fall
Science or History:: science
Math or English:: english
"Love Life"
Do you like somebody?:: yeah
Do they know?:: yeah
Do you want them?:: yeah
Are they hot?:: yeah
Random
Who do you e-mail the most?: no one
Who do you IM the most?: Wes.
Who are you talking to now?:: Nick
Are you currently in love?:: i think so.
Is this survey lame?:: no, bored tho.
Isn't bzoink! nifty? =) :: lol nifty isa cool word
In 24 hours have you...
...Showered?:: youd hope so
...Had a serious talk?:: yessum
...Hugged someone?:: yup! im the "lunch whore" lol
...Gotten along with your parents?:: sortA
...Fought with a friend?:: no
...Done something kind for someone?: Yup, I didnt kick him when he threw me in tha trash
Do You Like To...
Give hugs?:: yeah
Give back rubs?:: lol i like to get them
Take walks in the rain?:: yeah when im sad or with ashiee
Cook?:: yeah
Eat?:: yup.
Sleep?:: juss woke up
Who..?
..Knows you the best?:: Libby, n Ashiee
..Have you known the longest?:: Libby
..Do you know the most about?:: Libby
..Do you consider your friend?:: anybody who dont talk shit!
..Is most likely to end up in jail?:: let me not get into that...
..Can you go to with your problems?:: Wes, reid, a bunch o people
..Do you want to get to know better?:: reid
..Do you spend the most time with?:: Janna Pajama!
Have You...
..Been to a concert?:: yeah!! GO backstreet boys
..Loved someone so much it made you cry?:: yeah...
..Cheated on a test?:: yeah
..Ever stalked someone?:: no
..Done something you regret?:: YES big time
..Been in an online relationship?:: no
Random Questions
Single or Hooked?:: To Muh Boi!
What is your worst habit?:: talking back
Scariest moment?:: dunno..
Do you swear too much?:: not really
How do you feel about homosexuality?:: let them do what they want its their life not anyone elses.
Where are you right now?:: in my house
Are you sitting by anyone?:: no
What song are you listening to?:: what dreams are made of.. my sis is watchin lizzy mcguire
What is the last thing you said? shut up mindy
What's on your mousepad?:: some church thing
What are the last four digits of your phone number?:: 1828 n 2738
What was the last thing you ate?:: candies!
If you were a crayon, what color would you be?:: Purple
How many buddies do you have on your list?:: like 180
What's the weather like right now?:: nice
What do you feel like doing?:: eating
What is your favorite quote?:: true happiness is made of lies

Whooooaa! school was dumb. nuffin happened. messed up all my labs!!! go lauren!! i getta see reid tonight!! HOOORAY!!! he said he'd drive by after work. oh i nseed to see him i NNEED to its sooo importnant... i feel likea lil butterfly riight now. i coul djuss fly!! into the sky!!

I ran up the door, closed the stairs, said my pajamas, and put on my prayers. Turned off the bed, and hopped into the light, all because you kissed me good night!
I LOVE YOU GUYS!! muah MUAH!
~Laur
oh yeah! i gotta get sum teeth pulled! i got 6 braces off!! 2 on the teeth that well are getting putlled out, and then 2 molars on each side totallying 4!! then 4+2=6 teeth w/o braces for now!! if this doesnt work, then i gotta get a surgery... dun dun dun.. lol ok im done love yah MUAH!

i like these lyrics...... but before i put them, i went to the mall today. it was great. the one in naples. i went to abercrombie... lol nothing like what i expected. anyway here goes

Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
Do you think i'm wasting my time
Doing things I wanna do?
'Cuz it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that I'm all right
and you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing last for ever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard just to talk to you
'Cuz you don't understand


Love Always
Laur

560-2738