heyhey! im at bobbys house right now! him n his friend helped me cook! lol that was an experience! but hes my lil bro~~ were going on go carts pritty soon for bob and dianes bday that wer eboth this week~ ijuss saw some guy get busted for speeding, pritty sweet lol! undercover cop!! oh yeha! but anyway.,... i find out carlos is tellin ppl he broke up with me n hes telling ali he loves her... again! when will this shyt end???oh well.. last night sucked @ the movies even tho i got hit on by college guys. one of which was really fine.. im mad @ alex cuz he was spost to pick us up n shit but nooo he didnt bcuas his plans changed!!!!! this week has been pritty good tho! hehe... hummmm i wanna go home but then again i dont. i love it here in pa! but i think thats all i had to say for now. me and wyatt are friends agn along wit me and tiffany i think.. i also found that ben gold thinks im fugly. but hey im out

Yo! omg im having a bast in pa!! emily izzo juss spent the night then we went to gabes n shopped. it was great. we wealked like 2 miles today up to the shopes.. yesturday was dianes bday!!! kenny wood was alot of fun too!! i dont kno if talked abu it yet but i cant to go again!!! im going back out with carlos. im so happy about that too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok but back to kennywood.... we went on the phantoms revenge 3 times with bobby. it was fun!!! it was me lib her brothe rn his friend my dads hole family practically.. bobby n his ffriend mommy daddy amadna courtney diane and me!! it was soo fun funfun!!!!! then we saw em @ her softball game so she slept over n then i already told u about my day today so far. i wanna live here again, i love pa so much. i never realizeed how much i love greensburg. i miss all the old buildings and all the people.. its alot diff tho.. liekall my old friernd dont talk eachother n e more n ppl turned alot bitchier.. i love the weather its in the 80s n @ night in the 60s i miss it soooooooooo much!! but lets see.. me n lib hav bin wakn up early. lol its odd i mean we do stuff till forever but then wake up early.. oh w/e right?????? hehehe im n the bestest mood i have been in for a long time.. so i think ima go even tho libbysstill on the phone!!!

ILOVEYOU!! ~BuH bIa~
***MuAh***

I GO TO PITTSBURGH TOMORRO!!!!!!! im sooo excited!!!!!! i really juss cant wait.. ive been home alone all day long.. i got up @ 12 lol.... ive only been up almost 7 hrs..! lol ive been downloading songs and messin with aim most of the time lol. we lost our game last night. oh well.. i gotta cool bat bag tho.. im so happy it has my # and "san carlos allstars 2003" on it. it looks really good. ill take it to the ft myrs stuff. that should be pretty fun??? amy bayura n emily n amanda have already told me they wanna see me when i get up there. im soo excioted. there is no way im going to sleep tonight.
ahh i cant believe im soo bored!!! theres nothing to do. i kno what im wearing to kennywood!!!!!! ahh dog barking hold on. kk someone took a flier.. its getting read to rain!!!!!! i wanna go play in it. lol.. wait a minute!!!! i like this song.. hey hey lol. i finally changed my password on aim.. im so happy cuz now no1 can get on it.. well mindy wants to play so ima go for now!!! ill talk when i get to pa @ libbys!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MUAH!

libby left yesturday. i think by that last day i started to get tired of her... but hey! i know she got tired fo me... i hope she had fun... im going to her house on friday. i cant wait to get away from florida. but im gunna miss my pup!! oh well... i just got up 40 mins ago... so tired... i cant sleep till like 11 anymore its weird... usually im up by 830 now... its kinda getting anooying cuz im exausted when i wake up but i cant go back to sleep... its weird sorta.. lol... i feel really bad.. i told carlos i hated him last night... i was in such a bitchy mood n he pissed me off with his away message

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i didnt kno that was still in my copy n paste thing lol. he always told me he "loved" me when we went out.. but i guess that was totally fake.. oh well at least i got back at him by making out with someone else... i feel really guilty about that still but its not like we were gunna get married or anything right??/
~moving on~
diane broke her elbow riding bikes with bobby. bobby is muh lil bro ive knon him since he was lil.. diane is his mom... my mom is gunna be staying with them while i stay with libby n her family... haha i cant wait to see robbys face again. i always seem to change a lil or alot anytime i go to visit them.. its really kinda funny. but bobby is gunna go to kennywood with us now. i cant wait!!! kennywood is going to be so much fun. hopefully i dont loose my visor thing on the pit fall again lol... ihave an allstar game tonight. i might be pitching cuz i did really good at practice 2 days ago n me n my dad went practicing lastn ight... im sooo bored right now.. no one is online well they are but away... i talked to carson again!!! ooo i love that boy hes like the best but ill prolly neva see himagain :'( i keep tellin him he needs to come to ft myers but i dont think he will since hes in the orlando area kinda. but i think ive written enough.. maybe if i get anymore thought about stuff ill write it down.. !
muah!

well... yesturday started out perfect. i spent the whole day on the beach, went out for lunch and got the best tan in the world... then we went outside at like 10 n watched fireworks... people were letting them off all over the place... it felt sooo wonderful.. ive never seen anything like that in my life. we had 40 mins to go up the street n look @ it.. on the way home me court n libby all wanted to cross the street n go home that way to see what was going on over there since i alraedy saw my street. but amanda had to go and turn around and say it was unsafe to cross the street. i mean i have eyes n ears im nto a complete idiot... then i come home 4 mins late.. n mommy n daddy didnt even notice... so they told me to do what i wanna do so i went online... amanda has to say.. "she didnt ask!!!!" and then mommy came inside and she said.."shes still on" like it was a really big deal.. so my mom said.. "for every min. that u stay on its a week that your groudned." so i got offline. n ran into my room cuz i didnt do shit. so then, she HAD to fallow me into my room and i was trying to write in my lil diary thing and she wouldnt leave me alone. then, i started crying because amanda had to pull her bullshit once again. n so i wanted my mom to jus get out of my room so i started yelling@ her to get out n that i didnt wanna talk to her. so once again! im grounded for doing nothing!!!!

im always the one getting in troble.. i mean cant people get overit.... amanda doesnt do anything because shes not daring enough and she doesnt wanna get introuble or shes juss like really quiet n isnt that social... courtney doesnt do something unless i do it first.. like when i was on the phn with carlos @ 10:30 i got grounded for 2 weeks... i mean its not fair... most normal people are allowed on the phn after 9 o clock. my sisters are allowed half hours at a time and im allowed 10 mins... online, i get 30 mins the whole day... amanda cn go on 50 mins at a time 3 times a day... its juss not fair... nothing is fair in my house.. i cant wait until i go up north.. i juss wanna get out of my house.. i cant stand it here sometimes... im having an open house since my house is for sale on sunday... from like 1-4. and i getta listen to my dad bitch about everything and anything again... he always bitches about shit... my mom tries to be a mom but i mean she was out of my life for a couple years..cuz she never asked what was going on n stuff so im used to it.. im happy not talking to her about stuff cuz i solve it by myself. my friends are better then any adult i have to talk to... ahh i juss cant stand this shit.... its sooo.. confusing i guess... my mom is sooo tempted to take my diary thing ive been writing in since october n read it to evry1 in my family... it talks about how much i hate them and the shit i get into so if she takes it ill never see any of my frends evr again.... it kinda sux if u ask me... btu well your a computer so yer nto... i think ive written alot already.. soon aamanda will see what im doing os im out. peace

Heeeey! i havnt talked ina while! Libby is here! we spent the night ina hotel in captiva right on the beach! it was sooo xpensive lol less school clothes for me!!!!!! oh well!!!! it bin kinda boring but we'll eventually get over it... we've done something every night! i think hahha i have to go to the ft myers fields tomorrow to meet the highschool softball coach. i really wanna go cuz i wanna be on the team reaaaaaaaaly bad.... i have prractice VEYERynight again... lol it gets sooo annoying specially when yer bff is here.. i odnt kno if i like carlos as much as i did because i dnoo hes bin actin diff since he n ali broke up enless they didnt brek up.. ikissed him at the movies on friday.... i kinda left lib so i felt bad but yeah a lil peck.. nothing bad

my next door neighbor reaaaally likes libby alot. its sooo annoying we were over his hosue lst night doing fireworks and stuff... and then he had the nerve to wake me up @ 8 30 this morning when i wasnt supposed to even be seeing him till 9 but he got tooo horny so he had to come over sooner. i got real mad.. but i mean hes nice but god get over it.. she lives 1300 miles away n shes here to visit me not him!!!!!!!!!!!

soo bored.. but i mean im content i think.. my mom is watchin csi n so is libby. courtney is pouting daddy is going threw odl boxes getting ready to move still.... oh yeah!!! we have a wall behind our new hosue!!
n e way... im kinda not talking to people online!!

love yah much! ~*Muah*~

~Heeeeeeeey~

~its another boring day in my life! I love my friend Bens car~its so great~i luv it~ humm... nothing much to do today~libby comes tomorrow~yay~~~i like the lil "~"s lol they look so cute~ but besides that, i wanna talk on the phn wit people~ omg~ this lil girl at VBS came up to me after i was finished dancing infront of them~n then shes like "your pretty"~ my heart about died~ okay well courtney is yeling at me to get off i'll write later~ byes~
*~*~Lauren~*~*