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2003 6 August :: 1.37am
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: ride wit me
Hullo. i was outside for like an hour n 15 mins. n gotta really nice tan. yay! i got nothinto do today!!!!! tomorrow is the open house for ftmyers! i cant wait to go. itll be lots of fun! pappy is gunna take me to subway then takin me to the thing since both of my parents are working. i talked to alexa!!!!!!! ihavnt talked to her for like a month or so. we caught up! lol. lenny came hoem yesturday. i gotta call him but i think i forget his phn # haha! well im out! ~MuAh!~
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2003 5 August :: 7.54am
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: only hope
well today was different. my friend got arrested. i cant say who but i mean the lady was such a bitch,they accidenly walked out of the store after they carried the thing around for 20 mins then lied and said she had to chase after us. this happened at the mall. im in just a blah mood. i juss feel like crying. i dont know why either. its a stupid feeling... i dont even kno why im bothering about it. i got a cute swim suit @ american eagle today. i guess thats a good thing. i want to move so bad, i wanna be closer to my friends. ashley is really mad @ me tho... i lied to her about something that i didnt want her to kno so i told her something else and now shes mad because i didnt tell her what really happened. i have no classes with anyone i know, im juss having a bad day ever since i got home i guess. jake got back from the keys today. he called me it was nice to talk to him after over a month. here lemme show u the words to the song im listenig to
There's a song that's inside of my soul
Its the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I will wake in the end when it calls
But you sing to me over and over and over again
Chorus:
So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope
Sing to me the song of the stars
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again
So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope
I give you my destiny
I'm giving you all of me
I want your symphony
Singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs
I'm giving you all
So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours i pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope
i wanna cry so bad right now... i dont know what im thinking... i dont know anymore.. i just dont kno...
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2003 31 July :: 2.42am
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: wake me up
Hey!!! i might getta cell phone this week! im sooo happy. my mom is finally giving in! yay! this is like the best! im so hpapy that im gettin one!!! ill have to let evry1 know of the #!!!!!!! i want long dist. all the time but hey a cell phn is a cell phn and is better than none right??? i decorated a n/b for school with magazine stuff earlier.. it loox prittttttttty cool. im @ the library right now incase you needed to know and the guy like 2 seats down keeps loking at me.. did i tellyou i got my hair cut?? it is waaaaay too short. i cant stand it. i wanna like put hair extensions on. i like broke a pair of my pants today.i liked them too.. i jus shave to sew a button on i guess to fix them. ok well im out!
i love carlos!
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2003 29 July :: 9.46am
:: Mood: satisfied
:: Music: Miss independant
im finally home. YAY!!!!!!!!! im so happy. im soo tired of someone elses house. i dunno if u get that but lol still. i got my hair cute today. it was cute when i got it cut but im not sure abot it now. lol ohhh well. im watching a movie about some online perverts. i neva wanna talk to strangers. lol they are scary.... i have to pee!!!!! lol i lvoe being home!!! i talked to carlos last night.. he was supposed to clal me tonight but he.. didnt. im havin moni n ash sleep over ifthey can. that'll be fun! oh yeah! guess waht! the bottom floor of my new house has cement in it now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lucky my hosue! i cant wait to move in!1 oh yeah other big news!! my house will hopefull be do0ne by halloween cuz they are ahead of schedule!!!!!! school starts in less then 2 weeks. im not looking forward to it considering i have to wake up @ 6 10 in the mornin. ok well, im out
love yah much muah!
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2003 25 July :: 6.55am
:: Mood: excited
:: Music: magik stick
omg libs is on my nerves! specially all the shit about her period! no one cares! im going to emilys party soon! ima go get ready!
i wanna ride in Alex's car!! ahhhh hes hott. ok im done! love yah much1
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2003 22 July :: 3.43am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Always
HeY! i WeNt To LuNcH wItH mY mOm N lIbByS mOm ToDaY! i GoT tHiS rEaLlY gOoD pAsTa StUfF. MoMmY iS tAkInG mE n LiB tO tHe MaLl ToMoRrOw. I aM gOiNg To BuY mOrE cLoThEs ThAt I dOnT nEeD. ok that is taking too long to type like that. i loev carlos sooo much. i dunno why i do. libby is on the phone with amy i think. im not sure. were prolyl gunna do stuff wit her today.. i hope so i havnt seen her in forever and a day! my mom is like... i dunno... diffrent...for some reason shes mean on this trip kinda... OH GUESS WHAT! i finally got my steeler jersey ive been wanting. i got bettis. id rather have maddox but i got the running back so i guess thats good right??? maddox is bttter i think lol. i kinda wnana go home because i wanna juss lay in my bed n look @ muh pupster n talk on the phn with NO interuptions.. i guess its hard to understand that. i like the chaos of my sisters i cant believe i said that lol!!! i gave myself a french manicre yesturdya. it looks pretty damn good. i also got sum clothes. the khaki pants ar really tyte on my ass but well.. they fit the waist n that sreally what i care about cuz i got 3s in the other thing and they still have ALOT of room for me in the waist lol but my ass is squished in those too!! i cant win lol. im size like.. 2 lol.. my moms wedding dress was a size 4.. she was reall small so i wanna fit into her dress so i gotta watch how big i am cuz i LOVED hers n she said tha first to get married can have her dress if they fit into it.. itll be a passa down the dress sort of ordeal.. i like my journal thing.. im hapyp i read kimmis!!!! i havnt really talked to her tho... i dunno if she wants to tlak to me @ all.. oooh well whn i get back to florida ill find out.
My ass if liek wo
my bodys like wo
my kis sis like wo
my touch is like wo
my sex is like wo
why does everyone think im a slut??? some one one other day told me that!! HEY ITS AMANDA BANE!!! again lol. aaand ashley! SLUTS!! well not amanda but ashley.. she periced her nose! ahhit looks like a zit. but hey im out! bye!
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2003 19 July :: 7.58am
:: Mood: silly
:: Music: are you happy now
heyhey! im at bobbys house right now! him n his friend helped me cook! lol that was an experience! but hes my lil bro~~ were going on go carts pritty soon for bob and dianes bday that wer eboth this week~ ijuss saw some guy get busted for speeding, pritty sweet lol! undercover cop!! oh yeha! but anyway.,... i find out carlos is tellin ppl he broke up with me n hes telling ali he loves her... again! when will this shyt end???oh well.. last night sucked @ the movies even tho i got hit on by college guys. one of which was really fine.. im mad @ alex cuz he was spost to pick us up n shit but nooo he didnt bcuas his plans changed!!!!! this week has been pritty good tho! hehe... hummmm i wanna go home but then again i dont. i love it here in pa! but i think thats all i had to say for now. me and wyatt are friends agn along wit me and tiffany i think.. i also found that ben gold thinks im fugly. but hey im out
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2003 15 July :: 4.17am
:: Mood: giggly
:: Music: Oooohhhweeee
Yo! omg im having a bast in pa!! emily izzo juss spent the night then we went to gabes n shopped. it was great. we wealked like 2 miles today up to the shopes.. yesturday was dianes bday!!! kenny wood was alot of fun too!! i dont kno if talked abu it yet but i cant to go again!!! im going back out with carlos. im so happy about that too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok but back to kennywood.... we went on the phantoms revenge 3 times with bobby. it was fun!!! it was me lib her brothe rn his friend my dads hole family practically.. bobby n his ffriend mommy daddy amadna courtney diane and me!! it was soo fun funfun!!!!! then we saw em @ her softball game so she slept over n then i already told u about my day today so far. i wanna live here again, i love pa so much. i never realizeed how much i love greensburg. i miss all the old buildings and all the people.. its alot diff tho.. liekall my old friernd dont talk eachother n e more n ppl turned alot bitchier.. i love the weather its in the 80s n @ night in the 60s i miss it soooooooooo much!! but lets see.. me n lib hav bin wakn up early. lol its odd i mean we do stuff till forever but then wake up early.. oh w/e right?????? hehehe im n the bestest mood i have been in for a long time.. so i think ima go even tho libbysstill on the phone!!!
ILOVEYOU!! ~BuH bIa~
***MuAh***
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2003 10 July :: 6.44am
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: wait a minute
I GO TO PITTSBURGH TOMORRO!!!!!!! im sooo excited!!!!!! i really juss cant wait.. ive been home alone all day long.. i got up @ 12 lol.... ive only been up almost 7 hrs..! lol ive been downloading songs and messin with aim most of the time lol. we lost our game last night. oh well.. i gotta cool bat bag tho.. im so happy it has my # and "san carlos allstars 2003" on it. it looks really good. ill take it to the ft myrs stuff. that should be pretty fun??? amy bayura n emily n amanda have already told me they wanna see me when i get up there. im soo excioted. there is no way im going to sleep tonight.
ahh i cant believe im soo bored!!! theres nothing to do. i kno what im wearing to kennywood!!!!!! ahh dog barking hold on. kk someone took a flier.. its getting read to rain!!!!!! i wanna go play in it. lol.. wait a minute!!!! i like this song.. hey hey lol. i finally changed my password on aim.. im so happy cuz now no1 can get on it.. well mindy wants to play so ima go for now!!! ill talk when i get to pa @ libbys!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MUAH!
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2003 9 July :: 9.38am
:: Mood: peaceful
:: Music: swing swing
libby left yesturday. i think by that last day i started to get tired of her... but hey! i know she got tired fo me... i hope she had fun... im going to her house on friday. i cant wait to get away from florida. but im gunna miss my pup!! oh well... i just got up 40 mins ago... so tired... i cant sleep till like 11 anymore its weird... usually im up by 830 now... its kinda getting anooying cuz im exausted when i wake up but i cant go back to sleep... its weird sorta.. lol... i feel really bad.. i told carlos i hated him last night... i was in such a bitchy mood n he pissed me off with his away message
Auto response from BaseballPr3: i love jolee sooooooo much!!!!
i didnt kno that was still in my copy n paste thing lol. he always told me he "loved" me when we went out.. but i guess that was totally fake.. oh well at least i got back at him by making out with someone else... i feel really guilty about that still but its not like we were gunna get married or anything right??/
~moving on~
diane broke her elbow riding bikes with bobby. bobby is muh lil bro ive knon him since he was lil.. diane is his mom... my mom is gunna be staying with them while i stay with libby n her family... haha i cant wait to see robbys face again. i always seem to change a lil or alot anytime i go to visit them.. its really kinda funny. but bobby is gunna go to kennywood with us now. i cant wait!!! kennywood is going to be so much fun. hopefully i dont loose my visor thing on the pit fall again lol... ihave an allstar game tonight. i might be pitching cuz i did really good at practice 2 days ago n me n my dad went practicing lastn ight... im sooo bored right now.. no one is online well they are but away... i talked to carson again!!! ooo i love that boy hes like the best but ill prolly neva see himagain :'( i keep tellin him he needs to come to ft myers but i dont think he will since hes in the orlando area kinda. but i think ive written enough.. maybe if i get anymore thought about stuff ill write it down.. !
muah!
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2003 5 July :: 10.23am
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: drift away
well... yesturday started out perfect. i spent the whole day on the beach, went out for lunch and got the best tan in the world... then we went outside at like 10 n watched fireworks... people were letting them off all over the place... it felt sooo wonderful.. ive never seen anything like that in my life. we had 40 mins to go up the street n look @ it.. on the way home me court n libby all wanted to cross the street n go home that way to see what was going on over there since i alraedy saw my street. but amanda had to go and turn around and say it was unsafe to cross the street. i mean i have eyes n ears im nto a complete idiot... then i come home 4 mins late.. n mommy n daddy didnt even notice... so they told me to do what i wanna do so i went online... amanda has to say.. "she didnt ask!!!!" and then mommy came inside and she said.."shes still on" like it was a really big deal.. so my mom said.. "for every min. that u stay on its a week that your groudned." so i got offline. n ran into my room cuz i didnt do shit. so then, she HAD to fallow me into my room and i was trying to write in my lil diary thing and she wouldnt leave me alone. then, i started crying because amanda had to pull her bullshit once again. n so i wanted my mom to jus get out of my room so i started yelling@ her to get out n that i didnt wanna talk to her. so once again! im grounded for doing nothing!!!!
im always the one getting in troble.. i mean cant people get overit.... amanda doesnt do anything because shes not daring enough and she doesnt wanna get introuble or shes juss like really quiet n isnt that social... courtney doesnt do something unless i do it first.. like when i was on the phn with carlos @ 10:30 i got grounded for 2 weeks... i mean its not fair... most normal people are allowed on the phn after 9 o clock. my sisters are allowed half hours at a time and im allowed 10 mins... online, i get 30 mins the whole day... amanda cn go on 50 mins at a time 3 times a day... its juss not fair... nothing is fair in my house.. i cant wait until i go up north.. i juss wanna get out of my house.. i cant stand it here sometimes... im having an open house since my house is for sale on sunday... from like 1-4. and i getta listen to my dad bitch about everything and anything again... he always bitches about shit... my mom tries to be a mom but i mean she was out of my life for a couple years..cuz she never asked what was going on n stuff so im used to it.. im happy not talking to her about stuff cuz i solve it by myself. my friends are better then any adult i have to talk to... ahh i juss cant stand this shit.... its sooo.. confusing i guess... my mom is sooo tempted to take my diary thing ive been writing in since october n read it to evry1 in my family... it talks about how much i hate them and the shit i get into so if she takes it ill never see any of my frends evr again.... it kinda sux if u ask me... btu well your a computer so yer nto... i think ive written alot already.. soon aamanda will see what im doing os im out. peace
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2003 30 June :: 10.04am
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: Dont let me get me
Heeeey! i havnt talked ina while! Libby is here! we spent the night ina hotel in captiva right on the beach! it was sooo xpensive lol less school clothes for me!!!!!! oh well!!!! it bin kinda boring but we'll eventually get over it... we've done something every night! i think hahha i have to go to the ft myers fields tomorrow to meet the highschool softball coach. i really wanna go cuz i wanna be on the team reaaaaaaaaly bad.... i have prractice VEYERynight again... lol it gets sooo annoying specially when yer bff is here.. i odnt kno if i like carlos as much as i did because i dnoo hes bin actin diff since he n ali broke up enless they didnt brek up.. ikissed him at the movies on friday.... i kinda left lib so i felt bad but yeah a lil peck.. nothing bad
my next door neighbor reaaaally likes libby alot. its sooo annoying we were over his hosue lst night doing fireworks and stuff... and then he had the nerve to wake me up @ 8 30 this morning when i wasnt supposed to even be seeing him till 9 but he got tooo horny so he had to come over sooner. i got real mad.. but i mean hes nice but god get over it.. she lives 1300 miles away n shes here to visit me not him!!!!!!!!!!!
soo bored.. but i mean im content i think.. my mom is watchin csi n so is libby. courtney is pouting daddy is going threw odl boxes getting ready to move still.... oh yeah!!! we have a wall behind our new hosue!!
n e way... im kinda not talking to people online!!
love yah much! ~*Muah*~
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2003 25 June :: 1.08am
:: Mood: flirty
:: Music: Wanna Fuck?
~Heeeeeeeey~
~its another boring day in my life! I love my friend Bens car~its so great~i luv it~ humm... nothing much to do today~libby comes tomorrow~yay~~~i like the lil "~"s lol they look so cute~ but besides that, i wanna talk on the phn wit people~ omg~ this lil girl at VBS came up to me after i was finished dancing infront of them~n then shes like "your pretty"~ my heart about died~ okay well courtney is yeling at me to get off i'll write later~ byes~
*~*~Lauren~*~*
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2003 24 June :: 9.27am
:: Mood: calm
ahh!! its another day!!!!!!
i had sooo much fun at the movies friday night!! i went to see the Halk with alexa.! her n ryan are going out!!! how cute right????
anyways!!!! i had a blast!!
i finally gotta see people from school. it was sooo wonderful.. tiffany hates me but whats new??? -lol-... anywayz, all this news about terrorism is juss a joke. im watchin the news... nothin ever happens.. the terrorist are gunna wait until we are not expecting.! how stupid can people get??/
anyway!!!!!!!!!
im doing this thing called VBS with my church.
and i kinda like this guy jake... but i also like carlos again thanks to friday night.. ima mess... cuz im also going out with a guy named ryan but dont get me started about him because hes not the best kinda boyfriend in the whole world!
im so bored n hungry
i played in the rain alll day toady
it was soo much fun. i was with my neighbor chris n his lil bro n my lil sis. we went surfing and my whole street was flooded. i t was great. libby comes to live with me on thursday!! i found my baby book too!! this week has been soo bizy.. ima try to make it a lil more... better. lol... so ill juss talk later
love yah much
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2003 20 June :: 11.47am
:: Mood: bored
im trying to figure out how to work this thing! i saw this woohu thing on kimmis book.. maybe itll be easier then the blurty thing. lol i hope. i have softball practice today.. at 3:30... i dont wanna go. it's kinda getting boring i guess. I juss wanna pitch cuz i hate doin everything else.. The poison oak that i got in north carolina is kind of going away but not really. i'm soo itchy :'(
im really messing shit up for me. i don't know. i juss feel like... blah! when im around people. Alexa said that she wants me to go to the movies tonight. i really wanna go. havnt seen anyone from school since it let out. i neeeeeeeeeed to see people! or im going to explode... here @ home is soo boring sitting on my ass all day long.
Well, i really need to change the color of my book thing, i might write a little more later.
love yah much
MUAH!
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