let the days drag by because i don't want school to come.
today was a fine loving day.
woke up early, went to the orthodontist. <3 -ed that visit. came home... went to the beach. very windy. came home, cleaned off, went back to the orthodontist. drove some more, and then came home. from then... i talked to jonah, ate dinner and cleaned OUT (not UP, but OUT) my room. now i'm having my long conversation with neil. damn i miss him. thank god i'm still friends with him tho. never really did want to lose him. i don't really understand why he is suddenly IMing me everyday and talking to me... but i like it, because i feel like... we're friends like we used to be. and u could never have too much neil, jonah, sherman or luan. <3

anyways... i wanted to write a lil' story thingy sorta, but i'm not in the mood because i'm more interested in talking to jonah & neil.. so peace <3
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MoFo1788: whiskey is the color of iced tea

boo ya... bahama mamas.
sup ladies my name is slim shady.... please marshall please let me suck your cock!!

omg jack & i are here chillin at the holidae inn. slept over here last night with alicia, quinn, and ally. baller! umm... we had super fun. beagan and cody came over... fucked up... o well. i talked to mommy last night. and also my lover jonah. boo ya! sucker. i am gonna miss him and everyone for like the almost 4 days we're gone. <3 woosh. damn my tummu hurts so imma take some meds and bounce baby out the door i ain't gonna take this mnore more... thats s0-o sarah connor. anyways peace out homie.... iweescreem. xOx

it's days like ToDAY ThAT i REMeMBeR Y i <3 2 LiVE.
no school 4 me 2day, like i said, mama ducks said i could stay home. we showered & went shopping. started at old navy.. getting tanks & a cute lil' white purse. ran to ross, YUCK, but i did find some dresses for the cruise. {check out livejournal} went to wellington mall... MY HOME. AEROPOSTALE iS COMiNG 2 WeLLY!!!! i can't wait! mommy & i had lunch from panda express, my treat, i recommend orange chicken, s0-o delicious. then, we shopped... hollister, pac sun, burdines, claire's, penny's, hot topic {gasp}, wet seal, etc. but i didn't even STOP in AE {BiG GasP}. +tear+ then, we headed to pick up my bro, i drove all day! w00t, although, mommy was GRASPiNG onto the door handle... she's s0-o chicken.

i finally get home, & my sis gets home, i offered to take her & her friend to the pool. how sweet. there wasn't much sun tho. but i did get VERY LiTTLE. s0-o around 3:30 we headed back home cuz the girls started to complain. & i then... talked to jonah. but then i left again to publix & then i picked up my bro from SKATEusa. i s0-o wanna chill there with all the hot sk8ter boyz. when they were outside, i got funny looks... like "that girl looks to lil' to be driving." hawtness. came home, ate dinner. then, i'm informed that i'm going to COLDSTONE's & JJ MUGGS with the WHOLE family. and when i say whole... this includes:
tim, melanie, mckensie, santos, dave, my dad, my mom, emily, tommy, me, carol (who was busy working @ JJ's), rick, natalie, brittany, daniel, booty girl, & her boyfriend.

that's not literally my family once again, but it's like... exactly my family. ok but anyways, i guess someone brought a friend, and this guy is a 16 year old HOT cheerleader. s0-o booty girl is talkin' to him... ABOUT ME! omg. lol, s0-o he starts talking to me, & then i get a call from jackie... COURTNEY BAILS OUT ON THE CRUISE. s0-o we replaced her with ally!!!! thank goodness. <3. s0-o after that is figured out, i come back & the cheerleader dude is gone. damn. but reminder... i HAVE A BOYFRiEND, but booty girl didn't know. s0-o i get back in, and she is talking to the guy that is behind the bar who hadda be like 18 to work behind there in the first place & he works with carol & looks like a cross between matt o'brien & colin farrell. HOLY SHiZZLE was he HOT! & i hear booty girl talking about me... TO HIM. now realize... i can't even go up to the hollister cashier because the guy is too damn hot & i'm not! but yeah... s0-o i talked to this colin farrell look alike. pretty cool i guess. but, then he hadda get back to work. HELLO! BRiANA HAS A BOYFRiEND WHO iS HOT AS HELL & i CAN'T ASK FOR MORE... but there was no harm in meeting 2 new hot guys. yeah. s0-o booty girl gave me her # & told me to holla. we talked about dr. weigel. considering she used to go to Atlantic. (she's only 22) she wants 2 go shopping w/ me, & she wants my butt, but she has one too. <3 she's s0-o like a sister. w00t. anyways, i'm out. peace. xOx

i have my woohu open in another window, just to listen to this song. it makes me want to PaRTay.

s0-o BRi isn't attending school tomorrow... not quite sure why.
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mommy duCks: "ur not going to school tomorrow... RIGHT?"
me: "whu?! if ur insisting i stay home... i will take your offer. thank u."
mommy duCks: "good. i don't hafta make ur lunch now."
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ToDaY:
morning: i love those guys. found out all my grades now.. and i'm not a happy camper. but i vow to get A's this nine weeks.

Chem: D
Spanish: C
English: A
Bio: C
Stats: C
Econ: B
Art Hist: B

still a 2.7GPA... i am such a ConstanT student. thats the same GPA i have had all year. just... the grades vary in all my class.

CHEM: boring. i'm remembering why i hate this class. after FCAT i missed it... but i see more of what pisses me off, and now i suddenly understand. but i love the work. i'm understanding that.

SPANISH: Damn. Don Juan. i think he was seducing me thru the t.v. not him literally but the script, the words he said, it made s0-o much sense.

English: s0-o many laughs. <3 4 pretam, mason, sterling, anand, avi, & logan. those are the guys. w00t.

Bio: it was a lecture day. but i was awake the WHOLE time. and it was dandy. i love learning about human evolution... s0-o interesting.

apparently ashley pasion was talking to one of the freshmen in our bio class.... somehow i'm popular? all the "popular" kids sit next to me? uMm... and i've got the kid scared to where he doesn't want to talk to me because i'm... "popular". and then to top that off... jackie's friend quinn knows who i am... and has seen me, but i have no clue who that girl is. wow.

quinn, lycia, jackie & courtney all smoke. do i? no. but i am going on this cruise with them. and i bet thursday night they plan to smoke out. do i? no. i am scared. because i don't want to drink, in fear of those BADDD hangovers i get, and i don't want to smoke because i find it unattractively repulsive. what do i plan to do? crawl in a corner and sleep.

when i arrived home afterschool... i slept. 4-7:15pm. woke up sick as hell. but talked with jonah on the phone. <3 irascreem. haha. muah! marry me please? i do. dude, do me. s0-o in Love.

o, i re-did my woohu. sexii, sweet, smooth & cool. nice work. +pat on back+ enjoy. xOx

[....and andy is talking about shutting down woohu. +cries+ i love this journal & all my entries. all <3 & soul. maybe when he makes it official i will copy & paste all my journals to like... WORD or LIVEJOURNAL. o how i hate livejournal tho.]

friday was yesterday. damn it was long, and not a good one at that.

chem: work. i survived.

spanish: ms. french really doesn't favor me.

english: did my recitation & had morone impressed. turned in my daybook & he laughed at my funny pictures. pretam was pooping out books. i got love for pretam & anand. we laugh like hell in that class. w00t. i went to the bathroom during english too & as i was pulling out the toilet paper in the bathroom of the 700 hall... the metal cover of the toilet paper came off and chucked me in the lip. damn it. but of course, when i told anand, we laughed s0-o hard about it when i got back.

bio: murnan is accusing people of cheating. however, i took the whole damn class to finish that test, and not only that but when carrington offered to help me i turned him down. i sat there through the class while people were playing cards and talking as loud as they fucking were... and earned a good grade. if morone put my name on that list of cheaters.... maybe if he was looking through the door when i was the only one with the test talking to lindsay, telling her about tellin people to be quiet cause i wasn't done... then i'm gonna have to have a talk about it to murnan. because morone isn't gonna fail me again this year. i'm going for a B and damn... i'm going to get it.

as for friday night.... fell asleep afterschool, woke up, went roaming around jb's car with neil, jb, britt, danielle, & some kid chris... yes it was stupid... but it kept me from sitting here. s0-o i have no complaints.

10-12-03 ::: friday was also the 5 month anniversary of jonah & i. "... love is when u can't live without them." i love u.

xOx {sry 4 the Lo0o0ong EnTrY}

.*update on livejournal. cha-cha-check it*.

3, to da 2, to da 1.
where my homiez at?

today wuz a day that was surely worthwhile.
danielle and i laughed s0o much today. goodness. and this time... i don't think it wuz slap happy. well.. sorta lol. <3

stats test: easy. i knew how to do it. w00t. like... i did the short answers and the AP question without a problem. damn straight.

econ: epstein gave me a zero for falling asleep after in his class after i did the work he asked... he said not to even bother turning my paper in... but you know wut i turned it in... just to prove that i did the shit. wutta bubble-butt-ed asshole licker he is.

art hist test: o gosh that test was a killer. i guess i will just make it up with a buncha extra credits... ugh.

hema and i are trying to figure out whether to go to scott's house 2morrow night or not. its not anything big, just old friends... hanging out. scott, neil, me, jb, hema, danielle, britt, dom, ally, cassie.... all invited but yeah... who knows if anyone is really going? idk. <3

s0-o. i took a nap, and jonah called me like... twice. um.. but then i couldn't go back to sleep the second time, so i walked my happy bottom over to carol's house (my 2nd mother) talked to her for a lil'. shared the love life stories... the school stories... she even began to cry talking about her husband. poor her. i love her, she's never done anything wrong to me, and she called me her daughter today... i felt so... loved. the "daughter she wish she had"... close to heart. like... i talk about anything with her.. and its nice. just like i do with my mom... only carol & i can share clothes too.

guess what tomorrow is. yes... it is friday duh! but... there's something even more special about it. jonah & i.... 5 months. this month took so long to go by. but damn, i've loved this boy for 5 whole months... its somethin' else buddi. not one fight. all love. no hurt. nor sorrow.

alrighty, i'm out... <3 xOx

i could do more updating now... but one hand is holdng a cup of sea salt & water over my belly button to clean it, & i can't type fast enough with one hand 2 write what i want to. so for now... toodles.

<3 the first short white girl rapper. i promise.

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LiLsHorTcaKe2315: i do love u... i love u.... more than my heart allows me to. love u til it hurts. muah!
Dmx504boyz: well.............i love u past when it hurts lol
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2 more days. 10.12.03

where's my honey. i love him.
school days have become dull and plain. NOTHING, literally becomes exciting anymore. its like... all a part of life now, going there and coming home everyday. i can't wait til' i work mondays. maybe then there will be some more excitment in my life.

school, life, love, family, friends.. everything is s0o adequent that... i don't know what to do with myself. i have no worries... no stress. just to go to school and come home talk to my loved ones, and go to bed. i guess when u only keep the ones u love in your life and don't worry about anyone else... u have less problems. and especially since IB is one family and u love everyone that u talk to everyday... u never have a worry... except who's gonna help u ace ur next hour's test. lol and we all get along in that category. or... well... most of us anyways.

anyways... i miss a close one. hema. reminiscing made us cry today. so sad. haven't done that in awhile. and yes, thank you for the happy birthday... lol, i love how you said it five million times... and it never got old once, but a girl in bio kept saying it and i wuz like.... u can shut the fuck up already lmao. i guess thats what best friends do to ya. but damn... it all started with stealing a damn car and yelling at giorgio when we were TiPSY! WHOA! and the bed... whoa whoa wut the hell is goin on there?! never again! but hey at least it wuznt someone that would care right?! i mean i dont care... shit happens lol, hell, i bet it will happen to me... u there... accidentally when jonah & i... o yeah lmao. damn i miss the atlantic days with u in them. <3 daytona... here we come.

anyways, jackie is back from competition, muah! missed ya! how we can't wait for that spring break getaway to the bahamas. forget all ur worries and leave that shit at home.

then... hopefully... hema and i will get to go to daytona and we can escape some more... just to get away. damn. and then come home, see my boyfriend and be refreshed for school... that is... if there is no fucking god damn shitlessly pointless, bitch fucking teachers assigning homework. o how i will be angry. excuse the cursing above... but i will soooooo be mad. D-E-N-I-E-D! <3 hema lol

geesh, i miss jonah.... and i'm going to miss him more over spring break. goodness. i honestly... need to find a bigger word than love. it doesnt even describe our relationship.... if i ever lose him... or am stupid enough to do something to hurt him or break up with him even if he has hurt me... smack me... because i know there's not a guy better out there for me. although... none of the above would ever happen... with love.
bri -N- jonah:: 10.12.03. 3 more days.
50 days 'til School is OuT & SUmmER STaRtS!!!!
i'm out xOx. love.

play something these hoes'll like....

i rap better than ur average white girl. <3

haven't updated since monday. probably because either i have been busy or the fact that everyone keeps asking me if something is wrong, when there isnt and it just makes me to sad to bother writing.

all in all.... this week was slow, tuesday felt like monday, wed. felt like tues., thurs. felt like wed. and friday feels like thursday.

don't let a brotha pimp you +singing+

i don't feel like sitting here any longer... intending on going to bed and dreaming of absolutely nothing but a white and perfect life.... xOx.