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:: 2004 1 March :: 6.30 pm
:: Mood: ecstatic
:: Music: Are you Gonna Be My Girl:: Jet

and i've never seen a down moment of my brightest day.
u know when u turn another year older & u don't feel like u did? ha... i definitely feel 16.

Birthday Calls from Grandma, Papa, Neil, Jonah, Sahphiere, Brittany.
Birthday wishes from like everyone at atlantic & LUAN: Thank you especially to ashley p, jackie & carlos. <3

Took stats test... failed.. who cares, i'm ending up with a D in Chem. Took econ, i knew the stuff but i didn't. um... mommy picked me up... i got my belly pierced. we went to the mall & bought out victoria's secret. shopped w/ good memories from me & mommy. "this is the one", "saggy bra" & etc. but now we are at home goin' thru all the stuff we got... waiting for "family" aka carol & rick, tim & melanie & all of those kids to come over & have cake and open more presents. so it should be a good night. <3

i'll find the time to come back later, but now i hafta go wait up for jonah. muah! i'm in love. hehe

are oUT rAge OuS


:: 2004 29 February :: 5.39 pm
:: Mood: anxious

la fiesta de Valerie.
good night, good memories. i miss valerie so much now.

all in all, it turned out good. i know sum people were a bit surprised by simple actions. lets get things straight:

+ danielle isn't on crack.
+ jessica can take care of herself & is able to do what she pleases.
+ valerie doesn't go to atlantic & it makes everyone so sad.
+ neil & hema have now called truths.
+ danielle & adam aren't a couple... yet.
+ briana & jonah are cute 2gether, lol, hadda throw that one in because that's all everyone talks about with him & i.
+ i miss hema.
+ ally was hot stuff.

i bet there's more that i think people should get straight but i can't think of it right now. um.....

++++++++++++++++++++++++++

LESS THAN 12 HOURS UNTIL MY 16TH BIRTHDAY. 5:18 A.M.

o how i love those calls from grandma at 5:18 A.M. to wish me a happy birthday.

are oUT rAge OuS


:: 2004 27 February :: 11.33 pm

honey got me hooked on you.
i just updated livejournal, so i don't know why i am updating here... i guess that entry was about my day, and here i guess i'll write about my feelings.

i'm kinda in a slumby [¿is that even a word?] mood. just tiredsome & quiet. but today, i felt so out of place in school. there's like 2 circles in the morning right. the one where the guys [avi, jb, carlos, britt, logan, anand, pretam, sunil, & lawrence] are. also, sometimes ashley treu is in there, as well as amanda, but i am the only girl that is ALWAYS there... and for some reason it bothers me. like sometimes amanda will hang out with sam & kaila, and ashley will hang out with heather, danielle, ashley c, christina & everyone else... and i will talk to jackie the last five minutes before the bell rings... but it just irritates me like i am one of the guys idk what it is. ugh. like everyday when i'm feeling pretty & cute, everyone is in a big circle... but when i am normal... i'm aparted with the guys, & all the girls are hanging out in another circle. if there's any reasoning or symbolism in that.... idk, i am missing it. i can always explain what is happening i just can never quite figure out what it is.
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SoWhatIfImBrown: i think u underestimate how pretty u really r
SoWhatIfImBrown: and i am telling u
SoWhatIfImBrown: right now
SoWhatIfImBrown: u r beautiful k
SoWhatIfImBrown: drill THAT in ur fuckin mind lol
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now that all these people are IMing me & jackie, jonah, dominic, & carlos are making me laugh so hard that i'm going to piss my pants, i'mma go. xoxo good night <3

are oUT rAge OuS


:: 2004 25 February :: 6.58 pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: mesmerize:: Ja Rule -N- Ashanti

things seem to be getting better around the home... haven't fought with daddy in awhile, in fact, he took me driving outta his own will today... mommy & i have been getting along well, nothing new. and my bro & sis just get the idea of when to stay out of my way. (ex. while i'm doing hw, or on the phone)

school is no different tho. tomorrow is a half day. Wee. surprises. lotsa ppl that don't belong there want to show up. yes!

seniors made their "juvenile deliquent prank" today. how dumb... spray painted words of "c/o '04", missing tires off golf carts, & goo-ey door handles & locks. nothing special. nice try, but try again.

i didn't whiz the chem test... o well, i didn't want to, i was expecting a failure. even people smarter than i couldn't do it, meaning i most definitely couldn't. spanish went by smoothly tho, although ms. french insisted that last class she tried calming kristie down with the wasp on her leg. except, ms. french really didn't calm anyone down, she just kept teaching the lesson & didn't care about the wasp. english class is getting old. but i like the interesting conversations that we seem to have <3 in bio, everyone was ready to grab the umbrellas & go to the scrubs... only mr. murnan was joking. darn. s0o we played games against mr. dickhead's morone's class. o0o how we had fun.

now i'm sitting here.... procrastinating on statistics homework. o how i need an A on her test. but darn, why must i work for it? stupid question, i know, i know. <3 well, here we g0o0o, i'mma give it a try.

hopefully tomorrow will be a day of surprises & enjoyment.

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:: 2004 24 February :: 10.53 pm
:: Music: Short People:: Randy Newman

if u can't download this song, read these lyrics... <3
Short People got no reason
Short People got no reason
Short People got no reason
To live

They got little hands
And little eyes
And they walk around
Tellin' great big lies
They got little noses
And tiny little teeth
They wear platform shoes
On their nasty little feet

Well I don't want no Short People
Don't want no Short People
Don't want no Short People
Round here

Short People are just the same
As you and I
(A Fool Such As I)
All men are brothers
Until the day they die
(It's A Wonderful World)

Short People got nobody
Short People got nobody
Short People got nobody
To love

They got little baby legs
And they stand so low
You got to pick 'em up
Just to say hello
They got little cars
That got beep, beep, beep
They got little voices
Goin' peep, peep, peep
They got grubby little fingers
And dirty little minds
They're gonna get you every time
Well, I don't want no Short People
Don't want no Short People
Don't want no Short People
'Round here

are oUT rAge OuS


:: 2004 23 February :: 8.33 pm
:: Mood: jubilant
:: Music: no better love = young guns

"you look extra pretty today"
i've got most of the rap for this song down. wut now. lol, but when u hear me rapping to it on the bus... cover ur ears =)

school sux. chem test tomorrow, & the rest of the day will be boring. grr. however... today...

+ curled my hair. everyone loved. thank you for the compliments.
+ those in english that heard me say, "if i was a guy, i'd stare @ my own booty all the time," i was only kidding.
+ the talk of my butt wuz the highlight of lunch... grr.
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LiLsHorTcaKe2315: but no... today... i got many compliments... it wuz awsum. & i wuz like... haaaa all them guys trying to hit on me.... i'm like nah u cant have this i've got jonah's name written all overrrr.
Dmx504boyz: yah ok sure u said that lol
Dmx504boyz: no i did!
LiLsHorTcaKe2315: lol yeah ur right... i wuz like... "come here u sexy haitian & do me"
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i hate chemistry. but bio was fun today. mexicans looking for dirt lol. put it in. lol. wow.. freshmen aren't bad at all... if u find the good ones =)

yeah, and mr. cody daniels is back. o man is that good news, too bad he doesn't go to atlantic. i miss him. +sighs+ those were the good days. i even talked to manny today. how kewl. cuz... usually i would just say hi to him in the hallway. <3

i'm waiting to talk to jonah again... i love him, seeing him makes me miss him more. and his lil' teases hurt because its just not fair. grr. lol... i betcha $5 danielle... $5. from the way it looks like. o man i think i've fallen for good.

time for studying... chem test 2morrow... i should be good on the multiple choice... but as far as the written... o hell nah.

2 sEx DriVEs | are oUT rAge OuS


:: 2004 22 February :: 10.26 pm
:: Mood: hot
:: Music: i'm lost without you - blink182

as the scent of his cologne still lingers.
today turned out b-e-a-utiful.
hung out by the pool with MY best friend danielle. what more could a girl ask for? we got hot lil' tans. +sweatin' us now <3 +

had a hard time with jonah for a lil', but in the end it turned out ok. i saw him... maybe only for an hour. but he looked s0o hawt. i wanted to bite his ear, & whoa... bad girl. all those people were around. damn them. but he looked s0o darn hawt. i couldnt control my hormones... yes, i am a girl, psh... who cares. and all thank you to brittany... i got to see him. i love brittany. and my friends, and my boyfriend.

can't explain what a wonderful feeling i get when i am with him... its just... speechless. <3

are oUT rAge OuS


:: 2004 21 February :: 8.59 pm
:: Mood: i feel... chubby

the world is my stage, and i'm its performer.
work was cool. i * jay. (lol i got the star from kayli, thats s0o her thing)
i got into work and it sucked cuz all these new ppl are there, and they just... are annoying. but michael came in. thank goodness. but he has a real problem with keeping his body parts to himself. dragging me around forcing me to go with him to get carts. attempting to trip me, mimicking me, trying to give me a back rub (i got his hands off like a good girl). but anyways, yes, jay was working and i walked up to him, gave him a hug, (the guy is so tall that i'm like only up 2 his waste) but he gently kissed the top of my head, u know those kisses that fathers are supposed to give u... thats wut it was, and it just made me feel good. <3 but then i came home and fell asleep oops. jonah n i were going to make plans, but when i woke up, it wuz too late. i didn't mean to, i wish i could see him. i wanna car so badly. o well. now i am sitting here, i just figured out how 2 work livejournal s0o... go and visit. <3
CLiCK hErE 2 ViSiT!

alrighty, i'm out. ttyl xoxo

are oUT rAge OuS


:: 2004 19 February :: 10.57 pm
:: Mood: cynical
:: Music: Thru the Rain - Mariah Carey

the old guy at the stop light with the awsum scooter. w00t!
once again, i have typed in [woohu.com] without realizing it. lol danielle. while i'm here, i might as well update.

so, i'm thinking twice about this whole IB thing, its really not for me.

Chem- F
Spanish- D
English- A
Bio- B
Stats- D
Econ- B
Art Hist- B

the saddest thing is, i've studied my ass off. yet i can't seem to do anything right here in getting these grades. i just studied for chem... all thats running in my head right now is a bunch of formulas and theories

kinetic energy theory of gas particles-- they are always moving staying in a straight line until they collide with something and the particles are always exerted because the higher the kinetic energy the pressure, effusion is when u have particles leaking out of a container, diffusion is when 2 gases are mixed and in random motion, boyle's law (pressure ^, volume down P&V), gay lussac's law (P&T), charles law(V&T), ideal law(PV=nRT), combined gas law(PV/T), find mass= mass X r X temp over pressure & volume, if T2 is greater than T1 the average will shift to the right, rate of effusion A over rate of effusion B.

that wuz all from memory. be proud. now for art history... i must go back and study.

to save those of u from looking this up:
Jimmy Carter - 1st pres. born in a hospital.
Gerald Ford - aka Leslie Lynch King Jr.

i hate IB. i love pink lemonade, my friends, my family & my boyfriend. hmmm... i wanna learn how to work livejournal so i can switch there. <3 goodnight, sweet dreams and good luck.

3 sEx DriVEs | are oUT rAge OuS


:: 2004 18 February :: 11.23 pm
:: Mood: amazing.
:: Music: cupid - 112

Dmx504boyz: bri u know i love u rite?
LiLsHorTcaKe2315: always know & never forget
Dmx504boyz: cus i do i love u with all my heart and ill never stop loving u for as long as i live

are oUT rAge OuS


:: 2004 16 February :: 7.02 pm
:: Mood: coming clean
:: Music: i'm really really hot -

ahh. who's that sexii girl walkin' down the hallway?
[for once, its gonna b me]

perfect outfit planned for 2morrow. if it doesn't look cute... idk wut will.

hold up my song is on. (i'm really really hot.)

damn... i love dancing to that song, i almost have all the dance moves from that video down pat. that's how i've been getting toned again... i realized, i've been dancing since the age of like 3. sitting in my room, listening to music, bustin' out in front of the mirror. don't get me wrong, i still do that... all the time, but now, i work, do cheerleading, have homework, friends and a boyfriend. therefore, i dance less, and dancing less causes weight gain.... plus... u also begin to grow. and because of jonah... i think i finally made the connection. i dont have to be perfect. because... i've made all the perfections i can on myself... the next step would be to get surgery, which i dont have the money for. so for now, i'm done. obsessing over my weight, my image, myself. i'm cleaning myself out... and going back to the way i used to be. sounds easier said than done... but i always seem to get through things easily. <3

are oUT rAge OuS


:: 2004 15 February :: 11.51 pm
:: Music: Come On - Ben Jelen

Please sing in my fairytale. o plz, will y0o?
i'm so happy. i want to cry of joy.
i slept until 2pm. watched Uptown Girls & then, since no1 wuz home... i sung all around the house. it wuz beautiful.

and then, i just... feel so good, about... myself. like, i actually feel beautiful.

Dmx504boyz:
lol i juss dumped all my feelings out to alexie bout u lol
Dmx504boyz: Dmx504boyz: well i got there and it was lyk we were running through a prairie in slow motion and we kissed and hugged and then we played football and i was tackling her and everything and then it started getting dark so we went in the water and wow ...........great!
Dmx504boyz: not done
Dmx504boyz: then we came out and lyk a gentleman i gave her my towel and freezed my ass off and then we layed down and fell asleep with eachother and we cuddled and the water looked so pretty and the moon and omg it was the greatest thing ever!
Dmx504boyz: Dmx504boyz: alexie!..................i no its kinda messed up to be tellin u this but i mean.................ur juss a friend now and we shud be able to talk bout eachothers love life rite?
fUnKiEmUnKiE214: yes jonah
Dmx504boyz: k thanx lol
LiLsHorTcaKe2315: u... rubbed that in so badly.
LiLsHorTcaKe2315: but i loved the way it sounds.
Dmx504boyz: it doesnt matter we're juss friends
LiLsHorTcaKe2315: did i ever tell u how.... lucky... i am?
Dmx504boyz: lol no tell me lol
LiLsHorTcaKe2315: lol... the luckiest girl. i have this guy... who is better than amazing. who... doesnt take advantage of anything... and like.. makes everything seem so wonderful. idk how else to say it.... i love u!
Dmx504boyz: aaaaawwww lol hahahahaahha muah i love u so much!
LiLsHorTcaKe2315: u know... the way u mentioned that to alexie... sounds exactly like a movie.

wut he wuz explaining... wuz our first valentine's day... to his... ex - girlfriend. him... yes... ladies and gentlemen... he is my boyfriend. i simply.... love him!

i had a hard time sleeping... because of the thoughts of him i wuz having.

ordering pizza should be a crime. especially when u get the pizza guy scared after u say to him, "hey pedro, long time, long time." and he replies with, "5 dollar. goodnight."

<3 --- <3 --- <3 --- <3 --- <3 --- <3 --- <3

are oUT rAge OuS


:: 2004 14 February :: 10.38 pm
:: Mood: calm

everyday is the fourteenth.

awsum day.
went shopping and got my bathing suit in the welly mall... 4 advice on a bathing suit, shop at AQUA SWiMWEAR. they tell u wut looks good and wut doesn't (on u), and then they have u model the suits. its so cute.

but after the mall, i ran home, changed, and headed to the beach. spent about 5 hours with jonah, which i couldnt have asked for anything better for this v-day. also i met sum new ppl... and recognized sum others. but jonah n i took a nap on the beach... n i kissed him after he drank that goo-ey seasoning stuff... but... yucky! ppl seemed to think that wuz gross but it wuz funny... omg it wuz a good time. nothing like spending time with ur boyfriend and meeting new ppl. i wish i could do that everyday.

o and ellen... i liked those shoes... if u read this, u gotta tell me where u got them, because they're definitely hot.

good news, a man lost his dog yesterday and he had his car with a bunch of lost dog signs and he wuz sitting outside his car kinda crying. so at the stop light, i rolled down the window and said "good luck sir, i hope u find him, and i will pray 4 u" well.. today... i didn't see the man out there. and i prayed for him last night, maybe the dog wuz found <3

i wanna go take a shower and get all the sandy stuff off me. xoxo. hope u enjoyed ur day, and may u always be showered for love, and never take it for granted.

are oUT rAge OuS


:: 2004 14 February :: 3.33 pm
:: Mood: ecstatic
:: Music: hey mama - black eyed peas

hey mama.
its that shit that make u move.
get on the floor and move ur booty mama.

i would so do Fergie.
and who can forget mS. Britney Spears?!

i got a new bathing suit, and now i'm about to head my booty over to the beach n have sum fun. <3

xoxo.

are oUT rAge OuS


:: 2004 14 February :: 12.00 am

so its midnight on the dot, and i'd just like to say...

HaPPY VaLENTiNE'S DaY!

nothin' like sayin' it right on time. especially to the ones u love.

journal is complete.

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