Happy Valentine's Day Eve. I'd like to say that i love you, and i'd like to thank those that have done the deed of loving me. xoxo.
so, i went home early today, and ever since then i have been working non-stop on homework. this is my first break yippy. i've completed art history hw and 2 pages of bio bullets. good job. and right before this, i was choreographing a dance to "Bounce" by Sarah Connor. now, i'm simply listening to the CD Christina made for V-day. thank u sweetheart, awsum choice of songs. and Ashley & Carlos, thank you for the flowers. everyone else... i enjoyed the chocolate. Danielle i appreciate the borrowing of the mariah CD. gosh, what would i do... without u?! =)

"today feels like a cheaper version of christmas." <3

now, i am in the mood to finish up my journal, since i said that it would be finished this week. once i finish that... jonah should be home. and from there... +sighs+ who knows what feeling i will be in at the end of today. <3

its just that day where i felt so good.


another day where u don't try to look cute and ppl are commenting you left and right... and u get hit on quite a few times.


where's the kid i met in the lunch line last week that i ran into and said, "sup shorty?" i wanna be friends with him... he's not shy at all.


i'm buying a cloud... on cloud nine... where u -N- i can stay.


Dmx504boyz: eiungwobsruybsoryjubosyb omg i love u
Dmx504boyz: i want my baby...........
LiLsHorTcaKe2315: baby back ribs
Dmx504boyz: back baby back baby back.............chilis baby back ribs lol


u make my days worthwhile. i love u. wut other guy would remember that ur 4 month anniversary is in 3 days, that says dudette when he is super hyper, and gets the shivers when he thinks about u n him spending time together?!


if i c him on saturday.... 2gether on the beach on the most lovable day of the year. xo--ox

s0o friday night: danielle n i did sum talkin' -N- walkin'. loved that.

Saturday: worked. phone with jonah, met up with britt n jb, then later danielle. had the best time, like danielle n i always do +cough+, walked with the boys home and talked to jonah on my way home. talked again from 10:30-3am. <3 him. strap on, lil rascals, lol

sunday: worked. sat around... all my hw has been done.. with the exception of chemistry. which i refuse to do cause i work all the problems and get the wrong answer anyway. damn. now... i'm talkin to jonah.


Dmx504boyz: omg im gonna die everytime i say i love u i get mad and sad
LiLsHorTcaKe2315: then don't say it... 4 ur safety
Dmx504boyz: no i want to cus i do


Dmx504boyz: i still love my short white chubby cheeked strap on loving munchkin! muah! that goes right on that big fat ass that i own lol
Dmx504boyz: wow
LiLsHorTcaKe2315: wow lol wut am i gonna do with u?
Dmx504boyz: make love to me everynite the rough way lol
LiLsHorTcaKe2315: boy i knew that wuz comin
Dmx504boyz: with chains and whips and tickle me elmos lol
LiLsHorTcaKe2315: l0l
Dmx504boyz: u didnt know that was comin lol


LiLsHorTcaKe2315: i love u
Dmx504boyz: woo! score one for the j-squad! woop woop



things to look forward to this week:
+ 2o min of espanol on tuesday.
+ should see jonah.
+ 4 month anniversary 2.12.o3
+ easy week. <3

ttyL... this week i should have my JouRNaL reDOnE, siNce i DonT liKE thE Way THiS TUrnEd ouT.

i think... coming home afterschool, and staying inside after spending my last days of being grounded.... has been more fun than this week of school.


nothing bad happened in school... i'm just, well, done.
(u know, i wuz a total bum today, and i think i got more compliments about how cute i looked today, than i have when i actually get dressed -n- ready)

chem: great. another class where i hafta work hard. must do hw over the weekend. pretam n mitchel n the piggy back ride, and adam n jb fighting.


spanish: the fight for the goldfish... kinda scary when a lotta the freshmen watch the sophomores. i wonder if they look at us like i looked at shire, kristen, and clinton, and them.... u know when u look at wut a good friendship they all had -n- how i wanted to be like them at one point. well when u look at me, vanessa, britt, jimmy, ashley c, ashley t, and jb, its kinda the same thing in that class.


lunch: so sick of these immature guys. i hafta admit... its funny, but s0o0o immature.


english: i remember that we read... and morone looked at me funny because of the position i wuz sitting in today. but that class... eh.


bio: we hadda sub, and me and elise kept makin fun of her. the test wuz alright. sick of ppl talkin about how i failed it... who honestly cares? thats where the immaturity shows... again.


afterschool: came home, napped. ate sum pizza, talked to jonah (i love u) and we had sum funny conversations, and then danced around my room to britney spears in my panties... good stuff, and um... did sum art history homework. that is such an IB FRIDAY NIGHT. but... next weekend... i won't be grounded anymore! FUCK YEAH! <3 i'm out.

skip to my loo my darling.

damn where is that stinking Mariah CD?! i wish... it wud just pop up in front of me so i can stick it into the CD player and listen to her wonderful voice.

i'm so lucky to have u in my life. thank u for making me smile.

today wuz payday... thank goodness. i wanna shop!! TOMORROW IS FREAKING FRIDAY! YESSSS! and tomorrow is so easy too, just a bio test, which i can pass, cause i have.... FAITH! weeee! sooo happy.


chem: good stuff, i know if i had it for 2 hours i wud hate it... but i love it for the one hour we have. <3 2 those who make it fun... danielle, christina, jb, and adam.


Stats: hella boring... but pj said the funniest thing and i laughed soooooo hard.... i just cant remember wut he said.


econ: i actually participated.... and enjoyed it. it wuz cool... kinda geeky, but i lived.


art hist: i did sum good sleeping. but i wuz listening to stecker at the same time, so i'm sure i will do good. <3


i love u. maybe i will edit later, but me and danielle are going to go for a walk and follow the yellow brick road.

Daddy: ur legs have gotten wider... that's all i'm saying.


Danielle: Those make u look skinnier.
Ashley T: It's just cause the bottom of her pants aren't big.


Sterling: Aren't those pants a little tight for you?


Sterling: Hey, hey... Peter called you ugly.


i don't know wut state of mind i'm in. i'm not down... or discouraged... i'm just wondering how ppl can be like that. i mean it might not have been intentional but... grr.


and the worst part of it all... Barbizon, a modeling company, sent sumthin to me, and my mom noticed it and thought it would be somethin 4 me to try... of course my first thought wuz.... similar to the thought that i am not pretty enuff to do that... but it wuz nice for sum1 to think that... u know?


even as i look at these pictures of my friends... i just sit and think... why can't i look as cute -N- hott as that? and i mean if missy elliott can lose that weight -N- start lookin' hot now.... o idk... wut i'm saying.


school today:::::::::
chem- short, and i can do the math work! YES!
spanish- failed that test, but the class went by in like 10 minutes! its about time!
lunch- boring, yet funny.
english- very stressful. i strongly dislike sterling. and... avi, ur the best bud. lol
bio- kayli n i had fun, as usual, she's awsum, i swear if i hadda take bio with any freshmen, it would be her, we get along 2 well. <3 2 ya girl


.................goodbye
i love u jonah. and i love everyone else too, especially those who took the time to read this.

idk why i feel... like this. i feel like i am slumped. in the pits. ever since sum1 hit me with sumthin i thought he wud never say "i felt like slapping u" .... ouch.

but on other notes, my boys are growing up damn it. its funny... but avi n i... great stuff <3 ..... always gonna b there.

chem = gay.
spanish = the drill wuz the only good part.
lunch = i'm sick of jb hitting me, i'm about to take sum action.
english = thank goodness lord ol' mighty, but i read the book all night for nutn.
bio = kayli -n- i... laughed so hard. 1st ones done tho. ghetto foot. <3 damn finding the right foot in the end.
bus home = boring as a mutha. thats sumthin new, at least jb wuzn't abusing me... i swear, i can't take it anymore. asshole.


did my running, ran into mrs. florscher. interesting. now i am studying for chem... a pain in my rear.


i still feel s0o0o hurt after wut he said. i'm so imperfect.... to think that he wanted to slap me. sick of being abused.


yesterday tho, i had the greatest feeling for him... lyk my heart wuz in the best place... his name wuz everywhere. it hit me... this is love. and i enjoy it... s0o much. but then again... love is also... lyk today. ouch.

i dont know why there is a purpose for updating today. i feel very pampered and relaxed. i slept til' around noon, woke up and laid out til' 2pm. watched my soaps [passions] then mommy came home. i took a shower, and then got all pretty by doin' my nails and hair and light make up. boy i looked so famous. i ate sum din din and then mommy n i went to blockbuster. rented underworld and a league of extraordinary gentlemen. i haven't watched underworld yet, but the other one wuz good. now i am awaiting a phone call or online arrival from prince charming. i need sumthin to complete the night. but perhaps... i won't get that tonight because he might not show. however, i am talking to giggles, and that is keeping me content and is a rather better replacement for prince charming =)

everyone loves those of the happiest in society, but she, whom is also happy, seems to feel as though she is among others who find her of an annoyance.

lots of words for a simplistic meaning. <3

i love all of u. and miss u dearly.

bri -N- jonah 1o.12.o3

[if u own hilary duff's cd, listen to it closely. note how many different background singers u hear, especially during the choruses and the higher notes.]

slap happy.

i have no other way of putting it. i'm just insane in the membrane today.

i <3 jonah.
{smackin' my own booty over the phone always gets a laugh... lmao}

no escuela para mi manana. 3 days of school is enough for me =)

school wuz hilarious today. jokes galore. there is proof of stupid indians. just use avi as ur example.

HaPPy biRtHdAy 2 ARi! <3

this... is my song!
LyK 2 SaY ThiS JouRnAL iS UnDErGoiNG suM PLasTiC SuRgERy....

<3
--Toxic


EDIT!!!!!
*MiSSioN ACCOmPLiSHEd*
....hate on the innocence. thank u for making my day... worth while.

[STriPPEd] literally.

if u cud,
wud u hold this moment in ur heart 4ever?
if we said goodbye,
wud it make u cry
wud it turn ur eyes
into the color of a pale blue sky?
if u lost me 4ever...
--LoSe Me: Bri

today wuz the best:
+did my running.
+hema, ally and i met up with...
jonah, felipe, ellen, whitney, neil, andrew, zil, tim, morgan.
+saw Ashley P. and Danielle G.
+spent time with jonah... <3 i give props to the cutest couple.

highlights:
+the first attack when the guy took that pic at the gate.
+the hook up dude with ally.
+the mirrors in the house thingy.
+the 7 yr. old checkin out ally.
+hema changin' in the car.
+meeting a buncha new ppl.
+spending all the time with jonah.
+the banana covered chocolate.
+layin' on jonah in the swingy thing, "u look very comfortable"
+the girl with the eminem poster... ORGASM... +jonah lets go+ lol

i'm still a lil' wacked out about the accident... live everyday like its ur last... i reassured everyone that i loved them today. goodness. u just never know anymore. i love u all! <3333

anyways, i gotta go call those ppl that wanted my wonderful imput on the accident because i am a witness. so, <3!