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:: 2003 28 December :: 4.01 pm
:: Music: Be - Jessica Simpson

i worked today. 8-3pm.

normal day... not. maria, 20 yrs. old, and i talked... about like everything, and even though she has a boyfriend and one baby... she wuz still checking out guys. but i give her props cuz she is cool, i mean we just talked about crap.... RON! lol.

ummm then when ryan (not the one livin' down the street from me) came in... he started makin' fun of the retarded kid... and ended up having to listen to the retarded kid screaming cuz he hadda take him out. sum weird disorder the kid had that caused him to scream every 5 seconds in the store... so his parents left him outside while they shopped =/ poor guy. but then me and ryan begged my mom to let us go to the retirement home and roam around. it wuz funnnnnn. we took carts. played sum mini golf... wow that wuz funny... and roamed around. the security didn't even care. we went on the roof top and walked around. that wuz funny. he wuz spittin' off the sides tryin to hit ppl. TARGET SET! lol... man and then michael the troublemaker... aka RON ha ha.... tryin' to get me and ryan in trouble. man tho.... that boy michael kept starin' at me... i wuz like WHOA buddi back up. not good. usually its me him and walter... but michael is usually shy... today... tho.... he wuzn't. but idk i g2g cuz i only have like 10 minutes left and i hafta finish burning CDs. xoxo ttyl muahz.

are oUT rAge OuS


:: 2003 28 December :: 12.45 am

gotta type quietly cuz daddy might hear... so i won't type a lot tonight.

i worked... 9-4pm.
came home... tried on clothes. took a shower. did nothin. hung out w/ brittany, jb, and ryan. went to wendys. annoyed the old ppl behind us. i gotta pic of them with my handy dandy diggy cam. woosh, then jb me n ryan chilled on my porch w/ my blanket.


+++EDiT+++
Daddy woke up last night while i wuz on the phone with jonah... so i hadda get offline altho he didn't catch me on the phone... but now i am going to make a new entry of wut happened today =)

are oUT rAge OuS


:: 2003 26 December :: 10.13 pm
:: Mood: sexii. i wanna go 2 the pool jonah lol
:: Music: breathe - michelle branch

wow wutta day. MayBe CuZ i DiD NuTn!

woke around 6am. fell back asleep until 9am. woke up... watched sum discovery channel with my bro... um... sat on the computer. started talkin' to jonah around 2pm. cleaned the house. continued to talk to jonah..... whoa i lov him... wut if i told him... i wuz starting... to "love" him... idk wut he wud do... i know he wants me to. but its just... not that easy, anyone who knows wut it feels like... wud know that its not easy like that. grrr.... hmmm but then... i talked to him over the phone... and thats about it.
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dad: "i'm gettin' wendy's for tommy n emily for dinner, wut do u want."
bri: "just get me sum chicken nuggets."
dad: "how about sumthin else."
bri: "fine... gimme a spicy chicken thingy that tommy is gettin'."
dad: "why don't u just have a salad?"
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who... wud think of their kid to b fat? i mean... he always mentions it... but grrrr, i don't think i am. n i know others agree with me.

the pain 4 beauty. <3

are oUT rAge OuS


:: 2003 25 December :: 2.39 pm

UNDA CONSTRUCTiON MAJOR

**EDiT**
aLL d0nE. thank u 4 the compliment vanessa. anyone else wanna comment? b my guest. speak the words of the unspoken. <3

4 sEx DriVEs | are oUT rAge OuS


:: 2003 25 December :: 10.51 am
:: Mood: grateful
:: Music: life for rent - dido

MeRRy ChrisTmas!

this is wut i got:
+kodak 3.1 megapixel easyshare digital camera. (grandpa said the 3.1 wuz important... idk)
+Escada Sentiment perfume (yummy)
+pjs
+shirts, pants, buncha clothes.
+hair curler thingy (kinda neat)
+purse
+cute necklace.
+flat panel screen monitor (family thing)

hope everyone else has a good christmas. don't lose ur spirit, and don't forget the real reason of christmas. <3

i love all.

are oUT rAge OuS


:: 2003 24 December :: 11.15 am
:: Mood: working
:: Music: Feliz Navidad - Celine Dion

its approximately 11:15 a.m. on December 24th, 2003.

Happy Merry Eve oF Christmas.

ok... yesterday i shopped at the mall for presents for the family. got sum good stuff. daddy got a paintball jersey, mommy got clinque happy perfume (which she is going to kill me for spending that much money on her), emily (my lil' sis) got a limited too purse and a shirt.... she is going to love b/c i picked it out and i feel like sucha big sis, and my bro got sum sean john shirts. o yeah!

when i got home i met this kid... online... that went to Atlantic and graduated... iB, he wuz cool, we talked about sum stuff like iB and wut not.

um... pretty much i just cleaned the house and showered and did nothing after that. i ate sum dinner.... and from then i wuz talkin to jonah online til about 10:30pm... then he decided to call me

we were on the phone from... 10:40pm til like... 5a.m. then both of our dads got up and we hadda go. but... tiny toons, lol, ur a goat!, x- g/f and b/f's, friends, school, family, i mean we covered... everything. but the tiny toons... that wuz precious...

"u end up sitting on the phone singing the tiny toons theme with ur girlfriend after she remembered it for u."

but now, i can't sleep anymore cuz my bro and sis are running around the house. grrr

i <3 my boyfriend.


Ryan:

volcomstoned56: i found were my mom hide the presants
LiLsHorTcaKe2315: lol
LiLsHorTcaKe2315: so do i but i can't reach them

good day sirs and sir-ettes.

are oUT rAge OuS


:: 2003 22 December :: 11.41 pm
:: Music: touch of my hand - britney spears

woke up at 7am.
got plans for the mall set and then we headed there... around like 1ish, 2ish. had much fun. ally n the fish outfit lol. runnin' around not knowin' where we were goin'. lol. and all the jammin' to britney spears.

hema and i went to see cat in the hat after the movies. omg... dirty hoe! lol gimme a high five.... four! lol afterwards, we ran to best buy and talked to jonah on the phone for a lil' bit. then went to matt's house.

we hadda run to her house tho and put together a bunk bed! SLACKER! the jew is the slacker! lol great.

matt: "all my friends wanna holla." lol i think that wuz the first thing u ever said to me today. we had fun! lol... are we EVER gonna make it outta here? lets give the bear.... plastic surgery.

i learned how hema n matt met... lol BLONDE!
WHOOSH!

i'm gonna go finish talking to my baby.... like i do every night now, so bub byes

thank u for the gift hema n ally! awww how adorable. FURBALLS!

are oUT rAge OuS


:: 2003 20 December :: 6.23 pm
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: white flag - dido

ookkkk

my internet connection and TV cable has been down since thursday and if finally got fixed like a few hours ago which means... saturday around 4pm. gosh stupid ppl.

friday: Exam. Art Hist. not bad... i didn't mind it. i did however have a hard time getting to school. my dad.... is still pissed. w/e. u gain sum u loose sum, its a part of life. over.

friday night: hema got her license! ooooo shoot! lol so we went out, went to spanky's and met up with anthony and josh from "my last words" which are hema's friends. and then we went to taco bell which wuz fun. and then we headed to anthony's house. he lives like five minutes away from me. umm... but we raced him.... 95 mph! oooo shit! lol... they thought we were crazy. but ha! omg, the nigger at taco bell hema! ha! and then all the jammin' to britney spears in the car. sweet! can't wait til sunday night and all day monday.

saturday: WALTER! aHHH! it wuz cool cuz he hasn't been working with me on saturdays but today he wuz there again and he made fun of me as usual but um... it wuz the nastiest thing cuz we saw this fat girl that had these jeans on that showed her crack and then she also had this shirt on that wuz skin tight and like u could see all the cellulite shit on her stomach and like her boobs were barely in her shirt. gosh. BARF! donell and i both agree that ppl like that should be forbidden to wear shit like that

ummmm now i am about to go to tims house for a "family" christmas party i mean they arent really my family u know but like they are sooooo close that i might as well call them family yup yup

i havent talked to jonah since lord knows when / i know i talked to him for five seconds on friday / but gosh... i gotta get goin' ttyl <3

i need a tune-up, can u get me a mechanic plz?


bitch, we're on va - K. yippy!


muah!

1 sEx DriVE | are oUT rAge OuS


:: 2003 17 December :: 6.33 pm
:: Mood: peaceful
:: Music: WHERE IS MY CHARMBRACELET CD???

"let's runaway to LA and get married" - Jonah.

like tina said.... nobody really updated last night... i thought about that too... so much studying. its kinda hard, but i attempted to write the other night at.... around 1 a.m. =)

:::::::2morrow:::::::
i hafta take the make up for epstein's ch. 8 & 9 test..... alllllll i hafta do is get a 50! alllllll i hafta do. but then after i finish that test, i have his exam.... which reminds me, i hafta call ally.

alright homie i love u all.

hmmmm wut to wear tomorrow?!

are oUT rAge OuS


:: 2003 16 December :: 12.58 am
:: Mood: artistic

lets let her tell her side of the story.

ok... folks.... so far i'm not leaving atlantic. fathers suck. i wuz happy and cheerful during school all day and then when it came time to come home... mommy wuz about to call the counselor to talk.... but she suggest til i wait til my dad gets home... i didnt want that, but of course... i had no choice. i did sum chem hw, talked to tina, jonah, hema, and carlos... then ate sum dinner. dinner time.... wuzn't sooo pleasant.

dealt with my dad yelling at me about how i didnt know anything and how i wuz just a child and wuzn't capable of understanding everything that life can offer..... and who is to say that he does? now in the long run i would hafta say that he did have sum good points but most of it wuz just bullshit that i had already heard* so i just argued my points and i confessed of cheating on statz which kinda made him see that i cant do this so he said "well if u feel this strongly we will talk about it sum more but i am not happy about ur decision" however he didnt say it as calmy as it sounded he yelled it and everything so i ran to my room quite frustrated and in tears so i grabbed the phone and dialed the first seven digits that my hands could which wuz jonahs number

the moment i got on the phone with him i couldnt stop smiling i mean him and i just have this connection that no matter which one of us is mad or sad or crying we just start making each other laugh

bri: "jonah cant u just come to atlantic i mean there is this kid that got into ib and hes really dumb and so is everyone else because he seems to be convincing ppl that one day he went to school in egypt and the next day he is talking about going to school in africa"

jonah: "bri........ egypt... is in africa"
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jonah: "in order to love me, u hafta love my dog too, we are one."
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jonah: "bri, i wanna grow up to be just like u."
bri: "u know.... u don't hafta grow.... UP"
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jonah: "my mom thinks she is sooo cute trying to watch kelly clarkson and hilary duff on tv. she keeps asking me to come watch it with her"
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acc hole.... lol ur mommy. i wish i just coulda been there. and neil's parents and ur relatives and like wow.
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chill outttttttttt
i feel soooo sexy i wanna go to the pool.
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jonah: "u sound like... a guy during puberty, with all that squeaking."
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gosh i wanna marry u. <3 take my heart but plz don't break it. love wuz made 4 me and u.
--lil' rascals.

ashleigh: "bri thats it, ur NOT leaving! i cant take u AND pete leaving, i'm stuffing u both in closets in my house."
bri: "u don't need to do that, just stuff me in ur smallest cabinet...."

bri: "ok ally, me and hema are going to 3-way u"
ally: "i've never done that before"
bri: "all u hafta do... is pick up the phone"
ally: "pick it up? or are u guys going to call first?"

hema - ally - bri <3
spent hours on the phone til 12:30 a.m. actually studying for chemistry. thank u tina for the help. ha ha <-- she's a funny girl, i love having convos with her. <3

poor danielle got beat up by the evil boys joey and adam..... AHHH! i tried saving my friend!

anyways i hafta go now cuz its getting late and my computer is being stupid and doing everything backwards like when i hit the caps button everything is lowercase and when i move my cursor one way it goes the other soooooo it may b a virus? idk? who knows


all this wuz written to say that there is no official notice on leaving ib or not

i heart all of u

are oUT rAge OuS


:: 2003 14 December :: 9.58 pm
:: Mood: cheerful

are we all victims of opportunity?
today wuzzzzzzzzzz plentyful.

slept, slept, ate, and slept. studied. slept.

yes... it has been confirmed. i am able to leave atlantic. its not any of u, i love you all dearly. its just... the work and the atmosphere that is adding filth to my aura.
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Dmx504boyz: i lov the wisdom teeth out of u lol
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LiLsHorTcaKe2315: did i tell u, i love when ppl call me bri and u n my english teacher are the only ones who do
Dmx504boyz: so u love ur english teacher?!
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Dmx504boyz: that is it! cus i lov u and i will always lov and i lov u and i lov u sumore and phew i lov u and sumore again!
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Dmx504boyz: damnit we're gonna last 4ever bri!!!!!!!!!! i lov u!
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SmilingChica2006: all you really need is a simple, "i love you" every now and then
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LiLsHorTcaKe2315: i'm like so happy, but i can't smile cuz my cheeks will start to hurt
SmilingChica2006: lol
LiLsHorTcaKe2315: chipmunk
SmilingChica2006: i hope you still look like it.
LiLsHorTcaKe2315: lmao
SmilingChica2006: and tuesday
SmilingChica2006: and wednesday
LiLsHorTcaKe2315: not really that much
SmilingChica2006: and thursday
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LiLsHorTcaKe2315: danielle, would u marry me if i looked like this
LiLsHorTcaKe2315: lol
SmilingChica2006: oh briana... you know i have always had a thing for chipmunks
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FallenNGAngel: i wanna see u eat like a chipmunk
LiLsHorTcaKe2315: lol
FallenNGAngel: like... carry nuts in your cheeks
FallenNGAngel: thatd be awesome
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LiLsHorTcaKe2315: where can i get sum nuts
FallenNGAngel: and then like... whenever someone had the munchies... just go to brianas secret stash of nuts
LiLsHorTcaKe2315: lol
LiLsHorTcaKe2315: hmmm i should bring nuts to school
LiLsHorTcaKe2315: that would b great

happy joy merry christmas and other holidays to all and to all, a goodnight.

1 sEx DriVE | are oUT rAge OuS


:: 2003 13 December :: 9.22 pm
:: Mood: listless
:: Music: Fallen Interlude - Blink 182

omg this song is awsum. its like.... beautiful.

but um anyways i dont look so much like a chipmunk today. i talked to my girlies... hema n ally =D i miss them, and everyone else. i'll c u guys on monday tho

my stitches are starting to come out, i can feel them like pulling out. fun fun. um... parents are trying to get me to eat but i dont wanna. nothin new =) i'm taking care of ppl's daily problems and i don't mind one bit because there isn't anyone else out there to do it because lately so many ppl have been caught up in their own problems and everything that they seem to forget about all the other ppl that need help around them... so, i've been helping those ppl without anyone to look to, because i've been there... and i know that hurtful feeling.

on a better note. carol came over today =) she is all better, i missed her. she wuz sick with the flu um... but yeah and it wuz all gravy. now junior is sick... get better buddi, much luv 2 ya!

hmmmm how's everything goin for everyone else? i hope ur doing as dandy as i am. if not, u better be doin' better!

o goodness.... this talk about santaluces is coming up again... but this time i am ready to leave.... if not more than ready than before. i wuz thinkin bout leaving ATL ... after i get my braces off? idk i've been talking to a few ppl from santaluces, and evidentally, jonah is tellin me that i'd be like "popular" over there cuz everyone knows me and remembers me. w/e thats not why i wanna go there tho. i just want out. i'm done with things there. school work. i love the ppl there... like i said before, ur never gonna find a better group of ppl because all of ib and sum others are special. but i just have gotten sick of the work and everything.... and now 2 of my best friends are leaving. i'm gone. just.... poof.

LiLsHorTcaKe2315: any1 ever tell u that ur the greatest lol
Tennischic2188: lol maybe once ortwice

lol whitney ur like.... really the best ha ha

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:: 2003 13 December :: 9.00 am

[ x ] Spell your first name backwards- irb
[ x ] The story behind your user name – woohu username: wanna b a playmate for playboy lol, and for aim: i like strawberry shortcakes.
[ x ] Are you a lesbian – ummm no.
[ x ] Where do you live – L Dub (w)
[ x ] 4 words that sum you up – ---------
[ x ] Wallet – my american eagle one.
[ x ] Hairbrush – I have like 3.
[ x ] Toothbrush - its purple.
[ x ] Jewelry worn daily- my LOS bracelet n earrings in all 4 holes.
[ x ] Pillow covers - i have like a million pillows... umm i have a light blue one a dark blue one and a pillow cover with stars.
[ x ] Blanket - dark blu with stars, clouds, n moons.
[ x ] Coffee cup – dont like coffee
[ x ] Sunglasses – dont use em
[ x ] CD in stereo right now – Blink182
[ x ] Tattoos – no
[ x ] Piercings – 2 holes in each ear.
[ x ] What you are wearing now – a tank top and those boy shorts from victoria secret.
[ x ] hair – medium length, blonde/brown
[ x ] Makeup – none

WHO or WHAT (was/is/are)

[ x ] In my mouth – my tongue, teeth w.o my wisdom teeth, and sum stitches
[ x ] In my head - air
[ x ] Wishing – 4 jonah
[ x ] After this – prolly gonna go lay back down
[ x ] Talking to – junior
[ x ] Eating – nothing.
[ x ] Person you wish you could see right now - jonah! hema! ally!
[ x ] Is next to you – +checks both sides+ no1 =/
[ x ] Something you're looking forward to in the upcoming month – christmas
[ x ] The last thing you ate – um..... jello... like yesterday morning
[ x ] Something that you are deathly afraid of – um... idk
[ x ] Do you like candles – yes
[ x ] Do you like hot wax – kinky lol
[ x ] Do you like incense – whoa i thought that said incest yuck. i do like INCENSE
[ x ] Do you like the taste of blood – no, i've tasted it too much the past 3 days
[ x ] Do you believe in love – yes
[ x ] Do you believe in soul mates – yes
[ x ] Do you believe in love at first sight – yes
[ x ] Do you believe in Heaven –yep
[ x ] Do you believe in forgiveness – yes
[ x ] Do you believe in God – DEFiNiTeLY

[ x ] What do you want done with your body when you die – barried
[ x ] Who is your worst enemy – ...no1
[ x ] If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be – monkey
[ x ] What is the latest you've ever stayed up – maybe like a full day er so
[ x ] Ever been to Belgium – ....no
[ x ] Can you eat with chopsticks – i think
[ x ] What's your favorite coin – dollar coins
[ x ] What are some of your favorite candy – hmmm... milky ways, starbursts, all the fruity stuff.
[ x ] What's something that you wish people would understand – its easy to b happy.
[ x ] What's something you wish you could understand better - can't member at the moment
[ x ] What's one thing you want to make happen for tomorrow – my cheeks back to normal lol

i n f o r m a t i o n

1. name: bri
2. single or taken: taken by jonah
3. sex: girl
4. bday: Mar. o1 88
5. sign: Pisces
6. siblings: Emily n' Tommy
7. hair color: brown/ blonde
8. eye color: Hazel
9. shoe size: 6
10. height: 4'11'' 'git

r e l a t i o n s h i p s

1. who are your best friends?: hema, ally, danielle b, danielle g, brittany, jb, sherman
2. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: yes
3. did you send this to your crush?: ..no
4. are you a virgin? yes


f a s h i o n | s t u f f

1. where is your favorite place to shop: A&E
2. any tattoos or piercings: ears


s p e c i f i c s

1. do you do drugs?: Nope
2. what kind of shampoo do you use?: herbal essences and pantene pro-v
3. what are you most scared of?: death
4. what are you listening to right now?: the radio - baby boy- beyonce and sean da paul lol hema
5. who is the last person that called you? Jonah
6. where do you want to get married? on a beach
7. how many buddies are online right now?: 18
8. what would you change about yourself?: scars. braces.


h a v e | y o u | e v e r

1. given anyone a bath?: ...no
2. smoked?: no
3. bungee jumped?: i want to
4. made yourself throw up?: no
5. skinny dipped?: i've been naked in a pool lol
6: ever been in love?: think i'm getting there for the first time
7. made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: hell yea!!
8. pictured your crush naked?: lmao yeah
9. actually seen your crush naked?: nope
10. cried when someone died?: no1 has died that i loved... but my dad's mom did when i wuz like 2 yrs. old and i have always wondered how my life woulda been if she wuz here because my parents always said that she loved me more than anything.
11. lied: who hasnt
12. fallen for your best friend?: no
13. been rejected?: dunno i think so
14. rejected someone?: yep
15. used someone?: not for anything big
16. done something you regret?: no. i don't live to regret.

1. clothes: i love cltohes
2. music: anything i can dance or sing to
3. make-up: none.
4. annoyance: stupid people
5. smell: good stuff
6. favorite artist: christina aguilera, mandy moore, eminem, blink182, britney spears, jessica simpson
favorite group: theres 2 many
8. desktop picture: sunflower
9. book you're reading: none
10. cd in player: blink182
11. dvd in player: bruce almighty
12. color of toenails: clear

are oUT rAge OuS


:: 2003 12 December :: 6.36 pm

THE OSBOURNE FAMILY CHRISTMAS SPECIAL! goody
guess who called to see if i wuz doin ok?
grandma, mommy, daddy, and brittany =)

daddy called me sweetheart, which is sumthin he hasnt done since i wuz.... like 5 years old. last night tho... when daddy got home he didnt bother to check up on me. my mom made him come in my room n check on me at like 12am last night. wutta jerk. i feel no love there.

but um.... i slept all day. i think i am sooooo skinny now... omg. but my cheeks look like a chipmunk lol its funny as hell. they are swollen and i am waiting for them to go down. but until then.... i need sum nuts. danielle told the bus driver about my teeth lol. i wont ask why. but ok. um.... hopefully i will be able to eat soon. i havent eaten much in 2 days. i ate 3 things of jello and a carnation breakfast drink and water. thats all since like thursday morning. its hard to eat. i have the taste of salt water and blood in my mouth which is rather nasty. but thats pretty much all i can do. umm... i also took my medicine... its all good. anyways i am out. kinda dizzy again.

<3

p.s.
Jonah -n- Bri
..2 months..



[the sweetest thing, he called me and wuz like... guess wut date it is?! the 12th!]

are oUT rAge OuS


:: 2003 11 December :: 9.40 pm

longggg day.
mmmm the taste of blood.

i got the wisdom teeth pulled. it didn't hurt. just tons of blood. hasn't stopped bleeding since like 11am today and it is now 9:30pm. i am very dizzy and light headed tho. so i gotta go. i cant sit here any longer.

p.s. i got the blink182 cd today <3

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