wut more can she want?
this girl...
i am telling u she has everything. love, energy, happiness, strength, confidence, beauty, intelligence, great personality. everything. it makes her feel so... satisified, like there is nothing more to life, like there is nothing more to experience, so she always yearns for change. yet, there's nothing she can do. she sees the same people, the same home, the same school, the same family, the same bus, feels the same way everyday.

the only thing that keeps her sane is her friends. yeah she sees them everyday, but they are the only ones who make everyday different.

i heart u guys.

one way or another.
i love life as much as i hate it right now.

i mean school is gay, but i think i realized that hema n i are like exactly alike. shit, no1 sees it, but like.... we've been thro the sames shit, n o my u have no idea. her n i could be like related er something lol.

THiS iS THE COSTUME ME, ALLY -n- HEMA WERE GONNA GET, BUT THEY R LEAViNG THiS WEEKEND.

Halloween is gonna b so lonely. i'm not doin' nuffin'. i got work this weekend too... sometime. i am going to see jonah this weekend, wutever i do, i mean i wanna c him so badly. sooooo bad. i wanna beach it. late @ night. so sweet. o so sweet.

hema... nothin wuz wrong with her ppl. shit she wuz fine no matter wut shit u gotta say, n besides me n da home fry made it home iight right lol?!

reason why i love my life? that my dear is not to be spoken.

*n now i know spanish harlem are not just pretty words to say, i thought i knew, but now i know that rose trees never grow in NY city*

it wuz a partay
we had fun.

our night wuz grand.

hema.... ha ha ur da shizzle dizzle.
(PARTNERS IN CRIME 4 ever)
...hey if it stalls, we'll just jump out n run to Egypt.

the pool wuz tight too. i feel like i am getting outta a lifesaver lmao.
ally, u cant jump the fence? wutta white girl!

ooooooo6 o6 oooooooo6 o6 lol.

adam n his sexay dance lol.

damn life is gr8 especially when u spend it with ur best friends.

tummy is growlin'
1, 2, 3, 4, 5 senses working over time.

atl lost by one point. 13 to 14. dwyer is going to the playoffs. our boys were throwing their helmets. they were so sad. ebony, our boys were sad... ='(

i got my lib today kinda right before the game. i tried it for the first time and nailed it. i did it a second time during the game n nailed it. i did it three more times n practically got killed cuz i didnt nail it... well the third time i did. but i didnt like... craddle i just fell. um... got some interesting comments while walking to my car alone.

"thats the lil white girl who fell. +laughs+"
"o shit i'd roll with that sexy thang"

the bus ride home today wuz fun... but annoying at the same time. how do u get a guy away that likes u but u dont like them?

but anywayz i got work tomorrow... 8-2pm then i gotta hit the road n get readii for some fun at the homecoming dance =D woop woop!

the pep rally wuz today. it wuz rather gay. um... cheerleaders sucked. we had so many things changed.

luan i did forget to mention u... i do miss u rather muches. its just that i wuz talking to neil n sherman at the time... u know i am very narrow minded =) but i love ya.

have fun. sleep tight.... i'll be dreaming of jonah. n u can dream of me.

<3 bri n jonah <3

awww.

2day has been the best day in awhile. school wuz alright. i mean it wuz a 1/2 day n it wuz short.

the ride home wuz lonely. where's jonah? it woulda felt so right having him there. but no instead i hadda deal with that asshole who totally ruined my mood. (BRITT) lol

SmilingChica2006: you are my lil two year old
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SmilingChica2006: you're so cute. like really... sitting in the back seat today. reminded me of a two year old
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Dmx504boyz: its true ur juss so.................adorable ur lyk a telletubby lol
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well that wuz nice. i went to the mall.... got my nails done, got the mandy moore cd, got my dress n shizzles, n um... a nice.... massage. wow... wutta therapy day.

went to the gardens mall with brittany. she kinda forced me to eat.... i didnt wanna but then i told her that i would only eat if it wuz donuts so we got dunkin donuts later. we spent the whole time in GNC talking to robert. he is really cool, but i am not getting into that story. anyways i have hw to do so ttyl xoxo peace out

** i talked to neil n jonah n sherman today**
made my day...

byes <3 bri n jonah <3

i wanna be home, where my heart is.
it felt like home.

ATL vs SANTALUCES (FINAL JV GAME)
25 to 0, we won woo!

it felt like home. i saw mandy, shantel, courtney, n emerson. they all were like omg HEY BRI, i wuz like... wow it felt so good.

emerson came up n jumped on me, n he goes... MS. BRIANA EVENSON. i wuz like.... WHO THE HELL? EMERSON!! woo! good times.

skool, wuz boring. didn't go to chem. failed statz test. econ wuz boring... epstein=biatch, art hist test = 72 C! yippy!

practice wuz lonnnnngggg i have never heard ppl complain like today. i wuz like... come on i know i can do it so shut the fuck up. wutever. n then meika... omg i wuz just gonna kill her. wutever.

but then.... brings us back to the game. *it wuz a warming feeling inside this soul.* just... u don't understand. everyone from there wuz like BRIANA?! is that really u?!

mandy moore is soooo awsum.

<3i luv jonah<3

step step step step
me, carlos, n patrick. i wanna learn R KELLY!
pj, i will thank u, n give u all the credit in the world!

PSATs wuz today... AHHH!

2day wuz 80's day, i think ally, ashley c, ashley t, mary ellen n the pink ladiez covered it!

maryellen: WE SHOULD BE DEAD CHEERLEADERS!

jonah.... babii papa. lol muahhhhh! i luv u!

u know wut? listening to all of mandy moore's cover songs make me feel sooo good. mandy moore, jessica simpson, christina aguilera, britney spears, n madonna have it all. i want it. i could die listening to their music, kinda like pj n carlos w. r kelly, but i like r kelly 2 now.

did all my hw.

bout 2 go jump in the shower n then come out so i can go watch MAKING THE VIDEO w. britney n madonna. ttyl home fries

i fucking love u. <3 do u fucking love me?

AWWW SHiT, HERE WE GO!
round n round we go, round n round we go.
heyyyyyyyyyy yaaaaaaaaaaa nigga!
ain't nobody home, so dance naked.

Can't StoP ThiNkiN bOuT hiM.

givin' a lil lovin' 2 u. MuAHz! <33333333
ta, ta

THIS MESSAGE IS ONLY FOR CHRISTINA, DANIELLE, VALERIE, HEMA, ALLY, JESSICA, ASHLEY C, ASHLEY T, N GIORGIO!


HOMECOMING DEAL LISTEN UP!

#1: EVERYONE HAVE $22 FOR THIS WEEKEND, I NEED IT BEFORE THE WEEKEND IS OVER SO GET IN TOUCH WITH ME SO I CAN GET IT!

#2: YOU ARE ALSO PAYING $22 MORE ON THE 25TH, WHICH IS THE DANCE.

#3: MEET AT MY HOUSE (BRIANA), THE LIMO GETS HERE AT 7PM! BE HERE BY.... I'D SAY 6PM SHARP!

#4: WE ARE GOING 2 CARRABA'S FOR DINNER!

#5: EVERYONE WHO IS ABLE TO, IS SLEEPING OVER HEMA'S HOUSE AFTER THE DANCE.

#6: AFTER IT IS OVER, WE ARE ALL GOING TO THE BEACH, MAD FUN, BRING BATHING SUITS MAYBE?! LOL

#7: THE LIMO RIDE ENDS AT 1AM...

thats all the info u need for now, more may come up so check back =)

hoppin' in da g 5 wagon?!
ok...

my mom isnt taking me to the hospital on friday because she doesnt believe it is necessary... wut if something is wrong with me u ask? my mom said... nature will just take its course... wut kinda b.s. is that lol... nature will take its course and i will end up in the hospital in a week from now in the same pain as before. eh wut can i do ya know?

skool... wuz normal. failed chem, failed art hist tests.

i um.... had practice 2day... it wuz frustrating. i couldnt get anyone to teach me the dance. hopefully hema n i will go over it. i get to go up into a half, down n back up 2 a full then down n back up 2 an awesome. its tight. the dance is cute. with brittany shersty's wonderful editting lol. um... jv got green uniforms n r wearing them to skool.... =) everyone wuz like bri i hate u n i wuz just like DAMN wut did i do now? n ppl r like u look so damn cute n fit in ur uniforms unlike everyone else. i wuz like... uh thanks. but anyways....

i talked to jonah, it wuz nice. i love talking to him, its like everything else that i hafta worry about goes away n its just me n him talking n everything non stop.... i love it. feels great to get away from reality, believe me.

anyways time 4 bed ttyl i love u all.... don't 4get it.

so wutcha gonna do now?
this is the deal.

i went to skool. my mom picked me up around 11:30am. i went to the kidney specialist.... the results.... eh... still unknown.

i got an ultrasound done. he finds nothing EXTREMELY abnormal but he did notice a thing or two. He is sending me to the hospital EARLY on friday morning to get an IVP. (its sorta like a dye that is injected into ur body to get an outline of ur kidneys so he can see if anything is blocking them.) i will be in the hospital from aroun 6:30am-11am. then i head straight to the kidney specialist n he will take another ultrasound. then that should determine the situation.

as for the pain i felt on friday... he said it wuz a possible kidney stone that i had... which had blocked some tracks in my body, disabling me to pee. the pressure built up and from there, i got the back pains. n i have enormous amounts of blood in my pee which isnt normal, so he knows something is wrong.

however, wutever is going on... its getting annoying... the doctor wuz totally cool tho, he is actually called a urologist. someone who studies pee. purty interesting. o u wanna hear sumfin?

the day b4 i go to the hospital... which would b thursday because i go to the hospital on friday, i am not allowed to eat anything. i may only have water, and i have to drink a 10oz. bottle of Magnesium Citrate, which i wuz told tastes nasty. n i cant have food until after the IVP, i probably won't have food until like 1pm on friday. how nice are they, eh? lol

o btw... we went like right next to the St. Mary's hospital... n that is like the ghetto of all ghettos and my mom n i ran to winn dixie to get some gum so we could get some cash back. i dont think those black people that ran the cashier ever even heard of a debit card.... they were like... omg ur using that machine? my mom wuz so pissed cuz they were so dumb, they couldnt read or anything. n this white lady in front of us, looked like she wuz from boca, n she just ran outta there.... eh... scary.

but i must go now, i have this test that i have to study for in art history. at least i dont have any other homework because otherwise i would flip out.

ur there by my side every way
i know u will not forsake me
i'd give u my life
i would not think twice
ur love is all i need believe me
i may not say it quite as much as i should
when i say i luv u darling that means 4 good
so open up ur heart n let me in
n i will love u
til 4ever
until death do us part we'll b 2gether
so take my hand
n hold on tight
n we'll get there
this i swear

<3 bri n jonah <3

4 shizzle?
went to skool. came home at 9am.

went to the doctor. he said to see a kidney specialist, which i shall do 2morrow sometime.

went to the mall, i think i found my homecoming dress.

came home. slept, with a major headache n major pains.

woke up, talked to jonah, carlos, n whoever else.

that wuz about my day.

i think i know how i wanna do my hair... i wanna do it like how britney spears did it in the stronger video.... 4 homecoming... any opinions? ttyl i gotz 2 bounce.

<3.<3.<3.<3.<3.<3.<3.<3.<3