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:: 2003 14 August :: 9.36 pm
:: Mood: good
:: Music: I think i'm in love w/ u - Jessica Simpson

the second day of skool wuz better.

periods:
1: chem: swanson did this kewl thing n made a milk bottle fly across the room, but of course it didnt scare me cuz i already knew about it.

2: ap stats: dr. baum is alright. very many juniors that arent in IB in that class. but there are us '06 ballers like Anand, Ashley T, n Logan in there.

4: ap gov: mr. epstein is weird. i think sumfin is wrong w/ his eyes. n me, ally, danielle, n hema are in that class... its awsum.

lunch: found Lara... from our JV cheerleading team, she wuz a freshman so we let her sit with us cuz she didnt know anyone

6: ap art history: holy shit that class is awsum. everyone is in there: carlos, sunil, danielle, christina, ari, hema, adam, joey, sam, n kailannie. baller! our class wuz amused by the fact that i wuz short. it wuz an interesting fact that carlos gave me to put one that paper sheet thingy.

n-e-ways... time 2 get to the english homework n wutever else we hafta do... luv ya peace

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:: 2003 13 August :: 5.20 pm
:: Mood: lonely
:: Music: The Tide is High - Atomic Kittens

MY FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL
PERIODS
1: chem: its alright, me, hema, amanda, n danielle r there... other than that its boring.

3: spanish 2: dude, soooo many freshmen, me n ashley cline were talking about the one lil hott freshman lol. mrs. french is psycho

5: english 2: very small n boring class. the sub is kewl tho. she seems like one of those very inspirational teachers that i have always wanted. she graduated from IB... 12 years ago n has live in france for awhile. o n we hadda write a lil something, n one of the questions we hadda answer wuz "who would u like to see" n i wrote... neil, travis, n ashley... n my eyes began to water when i hadda read it aloud =/

7: weight training: in the class there are a total of 6 girls. me, ally, carly, n 3 other girls that i have yet to learn their names. but ally n i got in trouble already for not having a hall pass. n i saw ashleigh r. in another class so i went over n talked to her for a lil bit.

lunch: it wuz a very lonely feeling for me... lil me... i didnt know anyone n the sense of ashley pasion not being around disappointed me. nor wuz i able to walk up to sherman n cover his eyes n play with his lil' fro. n nor wuz i able to skip to 3rd lunch just to see neil. man wuz those thoughts sad. but more on the bright note, hema wuz freaking out over a cockaroach that wuz climbing up a pole. lol funny girl.

i have a good feeling that i am probably going to get a lot closer to christina, ashley cline, ally, n hema this year. if i do this will probably be one of the best years.

now, i have to go n look forward to doing my english homework.... ttyl xoxo peace.

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:: 2003 11 August :: 1.38 pm
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: Frontin' - Pharrell n Jay-z

Dmx504boyz: lyk u were juss another shorty i put the naughty on
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imagine 3 of ur closest friends.... gone on the same day... they just leave like that. my o my, am i going to need tissues on that day.

x: :x
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:: 2003 10 August :: 10.42 pm
:: Mood: dude, my stomach hurts
:: Music: Punk Rock 101 - Bowling For Soup

Survey
-x-*About Me*-x-

Age~ 15
Residence~ Lake Worth
Birth place~ Chicago, IL
D.O.B~ 3.1.88
School~ ATL
Grade~ 10th
Last 4 digits of ur #~ 4492 or 8872
GPA (this should be good)~ 3.0 i think
Braces~ not for long...
Glasses/contacts~ nope

How Tall are ya~ 4'11"
Shoe size~ 6 or 6 1/2
Hair color~ dirrty blonde
Eye color~ green

-x-*Status*-x-

Dating~ nope
Crushin~ yeah... +sighs+
Drive~ CAUTION CLEAR ROADS when briana is on them.
Permit~ had it 4 like 5 months
employed~ makin' no money
LiL Rich Kid~ spoiled, not rich
Spoiled~ yes

-x-*Are You*-x-

Loud~ can b
Quiet~ can b
Shy~ no
Real Open~ guess so
Open minded or Closed~ yeah
Biatchy~ not really
Sweet~ lol idk
Funny~ can b
Serious~ i can't b serious
Mature/immature~ 1/2 n 1/2
Smart~ no
Dumbass~ yes i know some

-x-*Favez*-x-

Color~ pink black white
Number~ 3, 6, 9 damn she fine
Place to be~ L.O.S.
Person to talk to~ jonah n giggles make me ferget all my worries n we just bullshit
Song~ Baby Don't Cry - Tupac, Cupid - 112, Miss P - Cherish, Get Low - LiL Jon, Honey And The Moon - Joseph Arthur, The One - Mariah Carey, Through The Rain - Mariah Carey
Band/artist~ Mariah Carey, Christina Aguilera, n Eminem
Movie~ 2 Fast 2 Furious, The Fast And The Furious, S.W.A.T., American Wedding, Monsters Inc.
Actor~ Paul Walker, Colin Farrell, Tyrese Sean William Scott, Ashton Kutcher
Actress~ Tara Reid, Sandra Bullock, Beyonce Knowles
Store~ American Eagle, Hollister
Computer Comp~ who carez besides mike? lol groton
Car~ Cadillac CTS 2004
Season~ spring
Day/Night~ day

-x-*About you*-x-

When are you most friendly (night/day)~ either or
Who do you chill with~ LoS n ATL peeps
Where do you wanna live when you grow up~ i wanna b a cali girl, a jersey girl, a chicago girl, or a florida girl
What do you wanna do~ dance, act, sing.
Do you wanna have kids~ yeah
If yes kids do u have ideas for names~ Girl: Kristen, Alyssa, Jade. Boyz: Blake, Dylan.

-x-*Opposite Sex*-x-

>Short/long hair~ short, hopefully like colin's or paul's lol
Eye Color~ green, or brown
Hair color~ blonde or brown
Height~ taller than me which shouldn't b hard
Describe the ideal 1st date~ something spontaneous
Describe the ideal bf/gf~ cuddly, good personality, kinky (lmao wow wutta word jonah), likes 2 have funnnn
What was the biggest mistake ever made in a relationship~ assult

Whos the last person u were with~ been so long, don't know
How long~ psh nobody wuvs me
Still with them~ obviously not

-x-*Other*-x-

Do you belive in god~ yes
Heaven~ yes
Hell~ yes
Do u believe in love~ ugh the word. its wuv, or luv lol jonah! um... i do but to a point
Do you Believe in trust~ yes
Who sent this to you~ groton
Say something about them here~ danielle's phone is a boy n mine is a girl
How well do you know them~ VERY well
Do you wish you knew them better~ if i did, we'd b butt buddies er something... i prefer not to be THAT close lol
How do you know them (school,sports,etc)~ old skool middle, n da hood
How long have you known them~ like 5 years er somethin
Do you know where they live~ down the street
Do you know their phone number~ yeah
are they your age~ i'm older! but she's the same #
are you totally tired of this~ nah
Who are you sending this to~ no1 cuz this is in my journal

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:: 2003 9 August :: 10.49 pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Miss P - Cherish

i think if i go ahead n think about him, maybe i will c him...

even if i told u who i wuz talking about, u still wouldn't know him so it doesn't matter, lol

i saw s.w.a.t. 2day with: Danielle, Giggles, Gio, Brittany, Robert, Jb, n Frank. it wuz an awsum movie. um... baller?!

....so u c skool starts soon, who's doin' the history homework? i dont wanna n i dont think i am because i am lazy. but.... i eat chiken.

alrighty, i must go eat my scrumious chocolate chip cupcake.

x: :x
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:: 2003 8 August :: 11.15 pm
:: Mood: relaxed
:: Music: +hick up, hick up, hick up+

man, i had fun 2day

shopped 4 skool supplies WITH MY DAD 4 the 1st time WOW... never agai, never again. went 2 ATL n got my locker... biatch! the dude signed me up 4 ROTC... as if i dont have a busy skedule with cheering n IB... damn... um... balla! lol danielle n i had fun 2nite we messed around with 2 stoned kids lol funny shit, me n danielle ran in the sprinklers, danced while playing with the hose, ran around the neighborhood, n wuz part of the reason we almost had the cops called on us cuz of the pool incident.
Danielle: "Go down on me."
lmao that wuz soooooooo wrong lol but it wuznt meant the way it came out guys we promise. lol wow but yeah pimps... i'm out fo da nite. fo shizzle my nizzle doggie fizzlez PEACE!

**Leave u w/ sum of Pasion's freestylin' lol**

Stitchless1221: you have to pay to hear my verbal flo....i am a pro..thats fo sho...now get low...the lawn i have to mow

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:: 2003 8 August :: 10.36 am

GUESS WUT I HEARD
Ashley P. told me Greta called her, saying that Sameen said that he talked to Ms. Kelly n she said that since we don't have Ms. Carlin that the assignment is pointless, so she is going to talk to the new teacher and we might turn the work in for extra credit... but... 4 now... idk if i should do the work or not. ttyl peace byes

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:: 2003 7 August :: 11.48 pm
:: Mood: geeky
:: Music: money, hoes, carz n clothes, thats how all my partnaz roll

skool in 6 dayz =/
iB SUMMER HOMEWORK CHECKLiST

|x| READ SNOW FALLiNG ON CEDARS
|x| WATCH THE EMPEROR'S CLUB
|x| WRiTE THE EMPEROR'S CLUB PAPER
|_| READ JANE EYRE
|_| READ HARDBALL
|_| WRiTE THE HARDBALL PAPER

i'm makin' sum sorta progress don't 'cha think?

any1 think there r gonna b lockers by saturday? cuz that's when i hafta go cuz my parents r workin' but wif all these AP classes i'mma need one badly.

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:: 2003 6 August :: 11.35 pm
:: Mood: energetic
:: Music: WATCHiN BOY MEETS WORLD

as i wipe my last tear
cry my last cry
n throw all ur stuff out the door
i'm sayin' my last goodbye

it's no game
2 give ur heart away
if it breaks
it dies in waste
but i should be okay
cuz ur so yesterday

--Last Goodbye by bri

that's right people, that's my wonderful songwriting skillz up there... lol the ones i don't have!

um... i heard brian (giggles's bro) tell his drunk story one million times 2day! neil wuz supposed 2 come over n didn't. brittany n danielle g r moving... not kewl, i'm sooo scared, since they're my best friends idk wut i'mma dew. they're leaving at the end of this month cuz their house wuz sold =( many tears r coming up soon =/ but for now, i'mma go ttyl xoxo peace luv n chiken grease

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**gotta go get sum chips n salsa lol

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:: 2003 6 August :: 12.00 am
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: say the word - christi carlson romano

who's in da house, who's in da house?

did sum skool shoppin 2day! woop! n + i went 2 the dentist n got my teeth cleaned YUMMY.... not, hunger kills after u can't have food 4 a half hour n u wanna eat!

went swimmin' in birney's pool! missed trent n joey about 2 dish it out in the middle of BLUE CYPRESS... damn, i wanted 2 b there. birney's bro threw up all over some1's car n left his cell w/ trent.... big mistake.

saw travis 2day, not the 1 from ATL (i miss him) but it wuz kewl.

so jiggas i'm outta herre 4 da nite, luv ya!

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:: 2003 5 August :: 12.00 am
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: The Realest Killaz - 50 Cent n Tupac

LilsHorTcAke2315: hear all the rain n thunder?
MoFo1788: yeap
MoFo1788: u scared?
LilsHorTcAke2315: yep it feels like it is about to break my window
MoFo1788: aww
LilsHorTcAke2315: i'm trying to light candles but i cant find a lighter er any matches
MoFo1788: is ur power out?
MoFo1788: wait no
MoFo1788: nm lol
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ok so yeah its thundering n lightning n dreadfully raining... n my power didn't go out... but the light in neil's brain has, lol luv ya buddi!
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LilsHorTcAke2315: i think i just got hurt worse than a guy has ever gotten hit in his balls geeze
MoFo1788: lol
MoFo1788: what hapend?
LilsHorTcAke2315: my bro pushed me n right behnd me wuz a cabinet with a sharp edge in it kinda..... scratched the side of my leg and made a "very sensitive area" hurt
MoFo1788: lol
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this would b neil again laughing at the dreadful pain i wuz in.
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Dmx504boyz: if i was a girl id be the biggest lesbian!!!!! lol
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so now he wants to be a lesbian?! he is supposed to be a "man" lol
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LilsHorTcAke2315: lol me n britney spears r sisters
Dmx504boyz: can u introduce me 2 her
Dmx504boyz: o that was cold lol haha
LilsHorTcAke2315: lol
LilsHorTcAke2315: soooooooo wronggggg
Dmx504boyz: muah lol
LilsHorTcAke2315: lol yep u dont luv me!
Dmx504boyz: u juss wonna hear me say i luv u lol
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i hear u say i luv ya all the time, it wouldn't hurt 2 say it once more after u so coldly put me down lol MUAH I LUV U!

so yeah, i am sittin herre b0red, thinkin' about doin' my summer hw... like reading JANE EYRE or watching EMPEROR'S CLUB... n e 1 done that yet? ttyl peace out homie g dawg

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:: 2003 3 August :: 11.38 pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: GET LOW - LiL JON N THE EASTSiDE BOYZ

AMERiCAN WEDDiNG SOUNDTRACK
***These are sum awsum songs... whether or not u've seen the movie, AMERiCAN WEDDiNG, which i suggest u do, but download these songs.

1: TiMES LiKE THESE - FOO FiGHTERS
2: THE ANTHEM - GOOD CHARLOTTE
3: FORGET EVERYTHiNG - NEW FOUND GLORY
4: THE HELL SONG - SUM41
5: SWiNG SWiNG - ALL AMERiCAN REJECTS
6: i DON'T GiVE A DAMN - AVRiL LAViGNE
7: LAiD - MATT NATHANSON
8: THE ART OF LOSiNG - AMERiCAN Hi-Fi
9: FEVER FOR THE FLAVA - HOT ACTiON COP
10: GiVE UP THE GRUDGE - GOB
11: BOUNCiN' OFF THE WALLS - SUGARCULT
12: COME BACK AROUND - FEEDER
13: ANY OTHER GiRL - NU
14: BELOVED - THE WORKiNG TiTLE
15: CALLiNG YOU - BLUE OCTOBER
16: HONEY AND THE MOON - JOSEPH ARTHUR
17: iNTO THE MYSTiC - THE WALLFLOWERS

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:: 2003 3 August :: 11.10 pm
:: Mood: flirty
:: Music: Honey And The Moon - Joseph Arthur

---Do We HaVe A NeW CoupLe?---
Dmx504boyz: Hot sexy Punkie, mi punkie
Gal se nota que me quieres, me quieres
No importa que tu man dice
No quiere ser, una de esta dias
Sabes que te tengo que tener

---- download that song, it's by Sean Paul, called Punky... the spanish version is better

**part of the convo Jonah n i had last night

Dmx504boyz: u need a man
LilsHorTcAke2315: o i kno
Dmx504boyz: neil and jb r single lol
LilsHorTcAke2315: i thought jonah wuz too
Dmx504boyz: well he is but he has a crush on this girl named bri
LilsHorTcAke2315: thats kool cuz i heard bri hadda crush on him
Dmx504boyz: no fuckin way!
Dmx504boyz: we gotta hook em up cus shes all he talks bout now
LilsHorTcAke2315: yeah her friends tell me that she talks about him too
Dmx504boyz: damn i heard they have alot in common too cus sumtimes he thinks shes stalking him lol
LilsHorTcAke2315: lol r u serious??? i couldnt imagine bri doin that... i think jonah might stalk her tho, just to c her get in the shower
Dmx504boyz: yah he mite have lol
Dmx504boyz: he said she turned him into a man after that day lol
LilsHorTcAke2315: lmao gosh ur a dirrty boi... but bri told me she likes that
Dmx504boyz: well he said he doesnt mind bein a naughtyotter lol
Dmx504boyz: that was good lol muah
LilsHorTcAke2315: lol i like talkin like that
Dmx504boyz: o so u can juss let loose without bein bri lol
LilsHorTcAke2315: lol exactly
Dmx504boyz: keep goin "bri's friend" lol
LilsHorTcAke2315: the way that sounds i feel like a scitzo
Dmx504boyz: come on tell me more "friend" lol
LilsHorTcAke2315: lol hm....
LilsHorTcAke2315: well... i know that she wants u cuz she tells me about all her dreams with u in them... n they arent exactly G rated but yeah
Dmx504boyz: lol me? im not jonah im his "friend" lol
Dmx504boyz: and how many dreams have there been?!
LilsHorTcAke2315: lol o well she has dreams with her n jonah in them.... n there have been a few i should say, i think its been like 6 now
Dmx504boyz: lol good god .....i mean thats good that her and him dream of eachother but ummmm.......he told me he wud much rather be with her than dream about it .....thats juss wut i heard u no
LilsHorTcAke2315: yeah she's told me that too.... but she gets mad cuz there is nothin she can do about that
Dmx504boyz: yah well he always says ....always says! that he wants to meet u and maybe if him.....and her saw eachother alot then maybe he wud u no......go for it but idk again thats wut i HEARD! so idk lol
LilsHorTcAke2315: lol u hear a lotta things.... r those like rumors er something?? i heard that she hopes that him n her can meet n then hang out more cuz she wants 2 b with him..... but THAT wuz a rumor lol
Dmx504boyz: o....did she by any chance or did u hear that she was maybe.......sourt of...the least bit interseted in giving him a chance as a .....yah.... lol but of course if they saw eachother alot lol
LilsHorTcAke2315: lol she mentioned something like she'd be more than willing to give him a chance if they saw more of each other
Dmx504boyz: hehehehehe ...dont worry he wont find any of this out ....that lucky fuckin dog
Dmx504boyz: ok i took it too far
Dmx504boyz: o look jonah juss walked in lemme put him on lol
LilsHorTcAke2315: i'll go get bri 2
Dmx504boyz: woman!
LilsHorTcAke2315: man!
LilsHorTcAke2315: wuts up?
Dmx504boyz: nuttin ...my friends actin all wierd idk y
LilsHorTcAke2315: yeah i know my friend is like gigglin.... i'm just like..... wtf is wrong with her
Dmx504boyz: i no i think i juss heard him giggle too wut a fuckin fagit! lol


~*think we have a matching couple guys? u take the vote!*~

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:: 2003 2 August :: 4.44 pm
:: Mood: disappointed
:: Music: The Anthem - Good Charlotte

Wuzn't The Best Nite

SumFin serious happened 2 me last nite...

SumFin happened btwn me n my dad @ the dinner table. he thought i wuz slamming cabinets n i didn't think i wuz so he said, "do it again, go ahead." n i wuz like wutever and mumbled under my breath, "maybe later." n b4 i knew it, the fork dropped. he didn't throw the fork @ me this time cuz he had dropped it. so he grabbed the remote control 2 the t.v. n threw it @ me, hitting me in the head. i stood still, finished eating my dinner, n calmly walked 2 my room. after like 2 seconds, my dad walked into my room, grabbed my computer outta the wall n took it, along with my cell phone. i screamed @ him, telling him how much of a bad father he is n how he sets a horrible example 2 his children n how he drinks n smokes n takes all his anger out ONLY on me... n he called me a bitch, n told me i wuz absolutely right n walked off out of my room. i didn't know what 2 say or do, so i just stared 2 cry. But then i decided 2 suck it up n run outta the house. my mom just kinda sat there at the dinner table still as i walked out. i got 2 talk 2 brittany tho n we chilled. i called my house around 9:30 that nite hoping that my mom would pick ^ the phone so i could tell her that i wuz going 2 the movies n she answered n told me it wuz safe to come home cuz my father wuz sleeping and i could pick up some money. so i did. n when i got in with brittany my dad woke up. he didn't say one word tho. i think it wuz cuz brittany wuz there. but we saw AMERiCAN WEDDiNG, which wuz soooooo FUNNY! we stopped at McDonald's n brittany dropped me off at home. i came in the house n it wuz midnight n my dad started yelling cuz i wuzn't in by curfew. but then when i told him that my mom said it wuz ok... he shut up. but then i snuck on the computer n talked to Jonah, Ashley P, n Trent. They made me feel sooo much better. Jonah made me laugh like one million times, n so did Ashley! i felt sooo much better. but now i hafta go, cuz my dad is about to come home and if he finds me on this computer... o boi am i dead.

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:: 2003 1 August :: 3.03 pm
:: Mood: playful
:: Music: Crazy - Dream ft. Loon

this is wut dreams r made of
LiLshortCAKE2315: If U WaNt NeThInG sAiD aSk A mAn If U WaNt NetHin dOnE aSk A wOmAn
Dmx504boyz: lol nice
Dmx504boyz: bri will u do me lol
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man, i needa a boi lol ttyl xoxo

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