:: 2004 2 June :: 9.47 pm
:: Mood: disappointed
:: Music: pieces 0f me // ashlee simps0n

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:: 2004 31 May :: 10.15 pm
:: Mood: amused

summer has been treating me g0od since the last update.

sunday i worked. it sucked tho.
then at 11pm i decided to sleep over danielle's house. s0o many laughs, & talks. g0od times.

today - (monday) - woke up at 12pm. went to the pool with danielle & ryan. left at 2pm. then i went home. showered. was a cam whore... took pictures cause i was bored. talked to jonah. then ryan came over. and then we waited for danielle. then danielle & i got ryan's car keys. unfortunately we couldn't keep them because he stole my house key. fuckerz. then we walked to mike's house... got his lazy ass up & went to the pool again. swam, hung out, had fun... being our retarded selves that we used to be like last summer. hopefully it will be fun.

anyways... now i am on the phone with jonah. holler if u wanna do something this week. <3

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:: 2004 29 May :: 10.07 pm
:: Mood: sad
:: Music: bills bills bills // destiny's child

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:: 2004 28 May :: 11.07 pm
:: Mood: contemplative

school is out. o-u-t. good bye atlantic. many memories. now tears. i will miss all of u very much.

y did the bus driver want a pic of me and danielle 2gether? *shrug*

y did the bus driver take amanda out to lunch? rape. *shrug*

s0o 2morrow... i'm going to the vet. no. not for MY shots.... not today anyways, j.k. but i have to put my cat to sleep. 17 years we've had her. i've only known her 4 16 years. but still... she has the same birthday as i do too. gosh. its sad. she's not a normal cat. she gives u hugs, she loves u.... she's wonderful. but she must go. *cries* my mom can't stand to see her in pain. but i just don't want to "kill" her. i'd rather wait until she dies in my arms. disgusting, but i love her. and then... i've got to make sure she will sleep in my bed tonight. i don't wanna lose her. i want another cat. just for comfort, but its not the same, s0o i don't. but... gosh its so hard. what a great way to start off summer.

on a brighter note. we had fun tonight. ashley c hit a mailbox. gave them $60 to fix it. lmao. duct tape for the mirror. zach's jokes. "AND ALL THE SUDDEN SHE WAS RIDING HIM" +kids look over+ coleslaw flying across the steak & shake lol. the beach & pictures, "what the hell were u guys on?"

danielle: "what's THE DAY AFTER 2MORROW?"
zach: "it has tornadoes and stuff"
briana: "o i thought it was sunday."

<3 - - - - - - - - <3
time well spent. i will miss u ashley. xoxo

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:: 2004 28 May :: 11.07 pm
:: Mood: awake

survey. before i actually write an entry.

[x] Part 1 -- The Basics [x]
What's your name? :::	Briana
Birthplace :::	Chicago
Age :::	16
Age you act :::	8
Current location :::	in front of my computer
Eye color :::	hazel
Hair color :::	dirty blonde
Right, lefty or ambidextrous? :::	righty
Zodiac sign? :::	pisces
Height? :::	5'
[x] Part 2 -- Describe... [x]
Your heritage/nationality :::	italian, & idk the rest.
Your hair :::	thin, straight, a lil' past my shoulders?
Your fears :::	death
Your perfect room :::	contains a bed, couch, and a door that will let u out to the beach
What you practically do in a day :::	sleep, eat, cheer, school.
[x] Part 3 -- What is/are... [x]
Words you overuse :::	yeah.
Phrases you overuse :::	no way.
Your first thought when you wake up :::	i don't plan on getting up.
Your greatest accomplishment :::	varsity cheer @ PVHS
Something you want to do :::	dance
[x] Part 4 -- This or that [x]
Pepsi or Coke :::	water
McDonald's or Burger Kings :::	subway
Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera :::	britney spears
Chocolate or vanilla :::	vanilla
Adidas or Nike :::	nike
Black or white :::	black & white.
Bills or Coins ((Think $$$)) :::	bills
Burgers or hot dogs :::	salads
Egypt or France :::	France. Egypt is in Africa (something i learned this year)
Rock or rap :::	both
[x] Part 5 -- Do you...[x]
Smoke :::	no
Cuss :::	yes =/
Sing well :::	sing ok.
Sing in the shower :::	definitely
Talk to yourself --a lot-- :::	not often
Believe in yourself :::	depends on what i am doing.
Like taking these longass surveys? :::	only when i'm bored.
Play an instrument :::	no
Want to go to college? :::	yes
Want to get married? :::	yes
Want to have children? :::	produced in a bedroom.
Think you're a health freak? :::	tend to be
Get along with your parents :::	for the most part
Get along with your siblings? :::	not often
Think you're popular :::	people know me, and i know them.
[x] Part 6 -- In the past month have you..[x]
Gone out of state :::	no
Drank alchohal :::	might have
Smoke :::	no
Get high :::	no
Done any drugs :::	no
Eaten an entire box of oreos :::	hell no
Been on stage :::	no
Gone skinny dipping :::	no
Been dumped :::	no. almost 8 months with Jonah <3
Dyed your hair :::	no
Stolen anything :::	no
[x] Part 7 -- Your friends! =D [x]
Craziest :::	danielle
Loudest :::	jb
Most shy :::	probably me.
Blondest :::	ally
Smartest :::	pretam
Kindest :::	ashley p & ashley c
Best personality :::	all of them
Most talented :::	christina
Best singer :::	haven't heard anyone sing
Most ghetto :::	jb
Drama Queen ((or King XP)) :::	brittany
Pain in the ass :::	no comment.
The one you just want to strangle to death ((Homer Simpson style)):::	not telling
Funniest :::	adam
Best person for advice :::	anyone who's been thru the situation i'm in.
Dependable :::	anyone
Trustworthy :::	anyone except logan lol j/k
Druggie :::	britt & jb
Most likely to end up in jail :::	britt or jb... maybe neil
Person you've known the longest :::	ashley escamilla
[x] Part 8 -- The Last... [x]
Last dream :::	can't remember, its been forever
Last nightmare :::	can't remember, its been forever
Car ride :::	ashley c, zach, me, danielle, camilo
Last time you cried :::	today. last day of school @ atlantic
Last movie seen :::	mean girls
Last movie rented :::	gothika
Last book read :::	an egg on 3 sticks
Last word said :::	visit.
Last curse word said :::	shit.
Last time you laugh :::	in the car... the guys looking at danielle. damn mexicans.
Last phone call :::	ashley c
Last CD played :::	mariah carey - charmbracelet
Last song you listened to :::	something on 94.9 in ashley c's car.
Last annoyance :::	the mexicans.
Last IM :::	chance.
Last weird encounter :::	hm...
Last person you hugged :::	idk, whoever it was that felt that i bugged them.
Last person you yelled at :::	camilo for not giving me his shirt to wipe my sandy feet off.
Last time you wore a skirt :::	tonight
Last time you've been evil :::	*shrugs*
Sarcastic? :::	*shrugs*
Last time you fought with your parents :::	hm... today. with my mom. i don't want my cat to be put to sleep.
Last time you wished upon a star :::	the night i was sitting outside with mike, & patti... shooting star
Played Truth or Dare :::	long time ago.
Spent quality time alone :::	usually do.
[x] Part 9 -- I swear this is the last one! -- Randomness [x]
Are you talking to someone on AIM :::	no i have an away message on to ignore someone.
Do you feel lonely :::	yes. especially after that couple on the beach.
Ever TP'd someone's house :::	no
How about egging someone's house :::	halloween.
Do you not like dislike not like me? :::	say... what???
Ain't Eminem and 50 Cent just fine? :::	just hot.
Yo Momma :::	yo daddy.
Ever been so hungry you felt like you could eat the person next to you? :::	no, i don't like meat.
What do you think of George Bush? :::	small penis.
Any secret fetishes? :::	i like handcuffs.
Do you like to wear chains? O_o :::	no.
How many languages do you speak? :::	2. me habla espanol pequena.
Damn.. are your fingers tired? Cause mine sure are! :::	no. typing helps ur nails grow faster.
Glad this is over? ((Say yes and I'll stalk you =P)) :::	it is?

Bored? ((Over 100 questions)) brought to you by BZOINK!

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:: 2004 26 May :: 4.19 pm

So it goes. - Kurt Vonnegut.
i think i've found my favorite author. need to go buy another one of his books other than Slaughter House Five.

we are all just picking our noses hoping that nobody is watching, or pooping in the bathroom stall hoping nobody will walk in and smell it. and we are all just looking for a way to find acceptance into this society that craves perfection and peace during "World War III". some of us high school students are looking to make it out alive from the rest of high school to succeed in the future, while others are just looking out the window & hope to make it out alive from their exams. but of course, why are we all looking to succeed? some are trying to overachieve others like the competition between two different species living in one niche. whatever happened to that phrase "we are all treated equally." this place would not consist of competition and attempts to bite your competitor's ear off, if we were all treated equally. but in the end... we all die, and our lives end, maybe not our souls or spirits, but the majority of us are put into a coffin and buried six feet underground. and even then, the size of our tombstones and the amount of money that your family pays (to let it sit there in an open cemetry where anyone can walk in and take a sledge hammer & smash it to tiny pieces) can determine the social status that you were once living for. "Equally".... that's a word that you just... don't put in an American dictionary. but as i was saying before, we all figure out what perspective we are going to look at life through. the one where you are going to drive somebody insane wondering about what lies ahead, or the one where you intend on complaining about what is going on at that very moment. either way you have a tendency of bothering somebody else. and in doing so, you begin to realize it and then you also realize that not everybody is going to like you and you are not going to get along with everyone else. then you are going to become afraid of being unliked, or you are just going to use profanity and announce to the world, "i really do not give a fuck of what you think of me." and that... is where it begins. where arguments take place, where war becomes a conflict and world peace is no longer going to exist. not saying that it ever has in the first place. writing this is just like giving you a historical background of jesus' death or hammurabi's statement, "an eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth." because in probably the next few weeks, or even days, you may have an argument with a friend or foe, and instead of arguing about it, you might just want to find the real cause of the problem and stop. because after all, you want world peace too, right? i don't think your family members, or neighbors, or just soldiers are too happy when they are standing against a target with their hands raised above their head and their feet digging in the sand of Iraq, awaiting their merciful death. and i, among others, won't be too pleased if you find that amusing. i did not envision so.
------ yours truly, Briana K. Evenson
Daughter of Mr. & Mrs. Thomas Evenson Sr.



ur hiding something cause it's burning thru ur eyes.
i try to get it out
but all i hear from u are lies
And I can tell you’re going through the motions
I figured you were acting out your part
Once again, we’re playing off emotion
Which one of us will burn until the end?

Catalyst, you insist to pull me down
You contradict the fact that you still want me around
And it’s all downhill from here
And it’s all downhill from here

Your good intentions slowly turn to bitterness
Reoccurring episodes with each and every kiss
-New Found Glory = ALL DOWNHiLL FROM HERE

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANAND!

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:: 2004 25 May :: 10.20 pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: watching Real World

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:: 2004 24 May :: 9.59 pm
:: Mood: bouncy

i wanted to make my mix for 2morrow's classes... but i realized briana doesn't have anymore blank CD's. o well.

s0o many more people read this than i thought. people that don't even know what woohu is. cool cool.

daddy is yelling for me 2 take cough medicine. i refuse. lol.

practice for ATLANTiC tomorrow... i have no ride. shit.

chem - talked. thought about jonah.

stats - i don't remember what i did. i know watched avi & anand play chess... and listened to avi's music... and talk to pretam, avi & anand, but i don't... o yeah i do. i looked at every single page in the yearbook. thought about jonah.

econ - slept & read my book. yes... i read. thought about jonah.

art hist - need to find something to do for my project. its due on friday. thought about jonah.

time to watch the inferno.


----> i love jonah. xoxo
think i thought about him lots today.
if u put a sprite on the top of ur monitor and leave it there for like 2 hours, it gets warm.

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:: 2004 23 May :: 12.39 am
:: Mood: blah

sleep til' 2pm. get a call from a friend. her car has been keyed. stupid american assholes with mutilated minds. s0o stupid. stayed in bed til' 5pm. britt called. went in the car with him. demanded him to take me home. sorry ur not getting me high or drunk, nor am i giving u sex. i'm a girl with a boyfriend and morals.

saw patti & jb. miss patti. xoxo. fought with my dad. headed to the clubhouse to see danielle, ashley & christina. <3 hung at danielle's house. then picked up camilo & went bowling. o how i loved. funny camilo. funny dancing. good times. next weekend? best for last? sounds perfect.

went back to danielle's house. was there til about 12 a.m. not bad. people making out in her lawn. +sigh+ where's my boyfriend and my high school year going? but i met some of her cool family members lol. <3

home. talking to jonah. don't want to work tomorrow. nor do i know WHEN i work. that's going to work against my advantage 2morrow morning. o well. off to getting ready for bed i go. xoxo. holler.

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:: 2004 22 May :: 12.52 am
:: Mood: grateful
:: Music: YOURS // Mariah Carey

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:: 2004 20 May :: 11.31 pm
:: Mood: frustrated
:: Music: Boy // Mariah Carey

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:: 2004 19 May :: 6.06 pm
:: Mood: chipper
:: Music: o0o0o0o

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:: 2004 18 May :: 11.17 pm
:: Mood: driven
:: Music: through the rain // mariah carey

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:: 2004 17 May :: 6.40 pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: Where A Dream Takes u// Mya../ Behind Blue Eyes// Limp Bizkit

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:: 2004 16 May :: 5.43 pm
:: Music: Watching// TRUE HOLLYWOOD STORY = MARiAH CAREY

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