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i WATCHED THE WALLS AROUND ME CRUMBLE, BUT iT'S NOT LiKE i WONT BUiLD THEM UP AGAiN. SO HERE'S YOUR LAST CHANCE FOR REDEMPTiON, SO TAKE iT WHiLE iT LASTS BECAUSE iT WiLL END. AND MY TEARS ARE TURNiNG iNTO TiME i'VE WASTED TRYiNG TO FiND A REASON FOR GOODBYE. i WONT BE THE ONE TO CHASE YOU, BUT AT THE SAME TiME YOU'RE THE HEART THAT i CALL HOME. i'M ALWAYS STUCK WiTH THESE EMOTiONS AND THE MORE i TRY TO FEEL, THE LESS i'M WHOLE. MY TEARS ARE TURNiNG iNTO TiME i'VE WASTED TRYiNG TO FiND A REASON FOR GOODBYE. i CAN'T LiVE WiTHOUT YOU, CAN'T BREATHE WiTHOUT YOU, i DREAM ABOUT YOU. HONESTLY TELL ME THAT iT'S OVER BECAUSE iF THE WORLD iS SPiNNiNG AND i'M STiLL LiViNG, iT WONT BE RiGHT iF WE'RE NOT iN iT TOGETHER. TELL ME THAT iT'S OVER AND i'LL BE THE FiRST TO GO. DON'T LET ME BE THE LAST TO KNOW. TELL ME THAT iT'S OVER. HONESTLY, TELL ME THAT iT'S OVER. TELL ME THAT iT'S OVER NO MOMENT WiLL BE MORE TRUE THAN THE MOMENT i LOOK AT YOU. AND THAT iS ALL i'M PRAYiNG, THAT SOMEDAY YOU WILL UNDERSTAND. AND THAT iS ALL i'M PRAYiNG, THAT SOMEDAY i WiLL UNDERSTAND.

 

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lindseyethatsme

:: 2004 18 September :: 9.22am
:: Music: lynard skynard

okay wow its been a long time since i've updated ... i know.
i guess so much has happened i've been waiting for it all to just...come to a point where
things STOP happening.
and then i can talk about them.

and i guess that point is now.
first of all
nathan and i broke up on the second of september.
which no one besides us and a few people really dont know about still.
i guess we both decided not saying anything would cause less drama
less questions from people...
who most likely dont really care.
erica and patrick are still together which is awesome.
i was invited to go see LYNARD SKYNARD with erica and nathan and patrick about a month ago...
and i cant go because i have a game to go to that night that i HAVE to be at.
i was so upset.
but i guess it worked out for the best because at the time nathan and i weren't broken up.

its so weird how fast things change from the way they've been for so long.

school has sucked for the whole month of september...until this past week. too pointless to talk about but lets just say DRAMA. so stupid

hey i like you with the brown hair. :)
and the eyes:)
haha- hey it had to be in here SOMEWHERE


freebird has been the song of the month i guess (erica)
and cant always get what you want was probably the song of hte month for august.
that was a less dramatic month all in all -

now i guess everything is coming around from what it was, to what it became, to everyone just accepting it for what it is. if that makes any sense.

and things are just...kind of floating right now
i think everyones waiting to see what happens next.
i know i am.




baby its been sweet love
though this feeling i cant change
please dont take it so badly
cause lord knows im to blame

-Freebird >i'll always think of you erica



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lindseyethatsme

:: 2004 4 September :: 12.58pm
:: Music: the doors- people are strange

september 2nd..and other days too
i truly dont know where to start
or how to say what i want to
or even what i had wanted to say at all

i just know that the hardest thing right now
is realizing just how fast something can change




im not sure of alot right now
but i do know that seasons change
and my life is definitely watching it happen

and feeling the effects of it all







erica- thanks so much for friday night.
you're the best friend i never thought i'd have. -so wonderful- ...thank you

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lindseyethatsme

:: 2004 28 August :: 3.11pm

this was for erica
its kind of like this.

when you're in a room filled with people that all just blur by and that one person walks in the room taht makes you turn your head -
thats life.
its ordinary for awhile.
and then a season changes...
and you'll always know
because you'll feel it.
its that beautiful person walking into the room
stealing the attention from everyone else
and taking you're breath away.




leben ist sehr shon

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