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i WATCHED THE WALLS AROUND ME CRUMBLE, BUT iT'S NOT LiKE i WONT BUiLD THEM UP AGAiN. SO HERE'S YOUR LAST CHANCE FOR REDEMPTiON, SO TAKE iT WHiLE iT LASTS BECAUSE iT WiLL END. AND MY TEARS ARE TURNiNG iNTO TiME i'VE WASTED TRYiNG TO FiND A REASON FOR GOODBYE. i WONT BE THE ONE TO CHASE YOU, BUT AT THE SAME TiME YOU'RE THE HEART THAT i CALL HOME. i'M ALWAYS STUCK WiTH THESE EMOTiONS AND THE MORE i TRY TO FEEL, THE LESS i'M WHOLE. MY TEARS ARE TURNiNG iNTO TiME i'VE WASTED TRYiNG TO FiND A REASON FOR GOODBYE. i CAN'T LiVE WiTHOUT YOU, CAN'T BREATHE WiTHOUT YOU, i DREAM ABOUT YOU. HONESTLY TELL ME THAT iT'S OVER BECAUSE iF THE WORLD iS SPiNNiNG AND i'M STiLL LiViNG, iT WONT BE RiGHT iF WE'RE NOT iN iT TOGETHER. TELL ME THAT iT'S OVER AND i'LL BE THE FiRST TO GO. DON'T LET ME BE THE LAST TO KNOW. TELL ME THAT iT'S OVER. HONESTLY, TELL ME THAT iT'S OVER. TELL ME THAT iT'S OVER NO MOMENT WiLL BE MORE TRUE THAN THE MOMENT i LOOK AT YOU. AND THAT iS ALL i'M PRAYiNG, THAT SOMEDAY YOU WILL UNDERSTAND. AND THAT iS ALL i'M PRAYiNG, THAT SOMEDAY i WiLL UNDERSTAND.

 

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lindseyethatsme

:: 2004 16 August :: 6.01pm

i was sitting in the tiny room that i always do for my piano lesson today and a boy walked by the room a few times. the last time i saw him walk by he had a guitar in his hands and he looked straight at me. my mind was on the lesson of course so i didnt have time to wonder what he was doing there. he sat down on the floor, stared at me, and started strumming his guitar.

he tuned it.
played a few notes.
and then silence.

i couldnt focus on my piano lesson
my teacher was getting frustrated.
and then-
music.

that boy sat right in front of my door
staring at me
adn started playing time of your life.




whoever thinks life isn't beautiful
has so much to learn.

1 piano players | play me a melody on the piano

lindseyethatsme

:: 2004 16 August :: 3.14pm
:: Music: rolling stones

i've realized theres nothing in this life of mine that makes me feel the way you do.

do you know how wonderful that is?

its amazing how much i can screw up and still somehow manage to hold on to the main thing i truly loved all along. im not sure why or how i do it...i just know its the only thing that always lets me know in the end what i truly wanted- the thing i held onto the longest.




....when everything you'll get is everything that you wanted princess...
(well which would you prefer?)...


-you can't always get what you want
but if you try sometimes
you just might find-
you get what you need-

- the rolling stones







word of the day: regret.

dont let it happen to you

3 piano players | play me a melody on the piano

lindseyethatsme

:: 2004 14 August :: 4.19pm
:: Mood: hurricane ish whatever mood that is
:: Music: yellowcard- ha

new poem writing thing
and it was all coming apart
(the center cannot hold)



so look at us now
im so proud
of the way i've let you
let me down
(so this is how it is?)
if this is love
then it's been overrated
and i must've missed something
along the way
what happened to that feeling-
i'm feeling now
that i should throw up
(did that turn you on?)
i'm betting not.
so this is what it's like?
sweet talking for months
kisses in the dark
whispers down low
hoping to spark
a little conversation
and then this?
(this is good enough
for you isn't it?)
i'm so tired of trying
you're chances are up
and the lying
to myself
-well it's become
another habit to break
i must say
i thought you were different
the worst thing
is that it's not all your fault
not really
but i'm let down
and you're happy
(atleast that makes one of us)
this is soon to be expired
it's dead
and i'm tired
of only pleasing you
in certain ways
look at us now
aren't you so proud?
as i'm falling.
i'm falling apart.

3 piano players | play me a melody on the piano

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