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i WATCHED THE WALLS AROUND ME CRUMBLE, BUT iT'S NOT LiKE i WONT BUiLD THEM UP AGAiN. SO HERE'S YOUR LAST CHANCE FOR REDEMPTiON, SO TAKE iT WHiLE iT LASTS BECAUSE iT WiLL END. AND MY TEARS ARE TURNiNG iNTO TiME i'VE WASTED TRYiNG TO FiND A REASON FOR GOODBYE. i WONT BE THE ONE TO CHASE YOU, BUT AT THE SAME TiME YOU'RE THE HEART THAT i CALL HOME. i'M ALWAYS STUCK WiTH THESE EMOTiONS AND THE MORE i TRY TO FEEL, THE LESS i'M WHOLE. MY TEARS ARE TURNiNG iNTO TiME i'VE WASTED TRYiNG TO FiND A REASON FOR GOODBYE. i CAN'T LiVE WiTHOUT YOU, CAN'T BREATHE WiTHOUT YOU, i DREAM ABOUT YOU. HONESTLY TELL ME THAT iT'S OVER BECAUSE iF THE WORLD iS SPiNNiNG AND i'M STiLL LiViNG, iT WONT BE RiGHT iF WE'RE NOT iN iT TOGETHER. TELL ME THAT iT'S OVER AND i'LL BE THE FiRST TO GO. DON'T LET ME BE THE LAST TO KNOW. TELL ME THAT iT'S OVER. HONESTLY, TELL ME THAT iT'S OVER. TELL ME THAT iT'S OVER NO MOMENT WiLL BE MORE TRUE THAN THE MOMENT i LOOK AT YOU. AND THAT iS ALL i'M PRAYiNG, THAT SOMEDAY YOU WILL UNDERSTAND. AND THAT iS ALL i'M PRAYiNG, THAT SOMEDAY i WiLL UNDERSTAND.

 

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lindseyethatsme

:: 2004 9 August :: 1.50pm
:: Mood: content i guess
:: Music: saves the day

starting over. kind of. but not really.
so for the beginning of the school year coming. im going to keep this journal...but kind of start it over. i know. it makes no sense. but you'll see. i just figure with new things starting to happen. it calls for a kind of new beginning. because god knows

there's going to be so much drama.

there always is.



im preparing now...
summers been the best ever.
no drama at all.

play me a melody on the piano

lindseyethatsme

:: 2004 9 August :: 10.43am
:: Music: rolling stones

im not exactly sure when i became so anyalytical
it used to seem like such a bad thing.
its kind of worked out for the best.

being simpleminded wouldn't have helped me at all when it comes to some of the people i know.


im going to treat _ the way i always have. maybe one day the game will stop.

the truth is when it comes to you
im just sick of this

you're bullshit, that is
( for lack of a nicer word )


people get so insecure and afraid
i've tried
but im not so sure i understand it


this sounds unhappy and unlike me
but its me and im not unhappy

i wouldnt let someone as low as what im talking about get me that way

but i do get angry

and i've got to tell about it...without somehow telling it all


im not ever giving their name
because unlike other people
i care about them
and i dont want people to know
that they treat me like this


im going now
this time for lack of thoughts







advice for life: leave a beautiful memory

quote of the day:
don't let go of the best thing in your life just because you're a little unsure of who you are

1 piano players | play me a melody on the piano

lindseyethatsme

:: 2004 8 August :: 5.17pm

it amazes me what some will do for something as little as -

i know what you're thinking and i dont really care. so share it but im not willing to change my mind for you're unwanted opinion.

i love people who tell the truth.
i hate the way its so easy to lie.


this is random i know...but sometimes you've gotta get it out wihtout really spilling it all.

i hate this i really do. however my life has been so much worse. so im not complaining.


do you know how it feels when you -
i wish you did.
but you're lame and i would never treat you that way and stoop to that level.
but i still wish you knew.


i love the people in my life who know my mistakes and love me anyways. thats so wonderful.

i hate it when someone gives up on you.


advice for life- dont ever be with someone who confines you.

word of the day- myrmidon

look it up



play me a melody on the piano

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