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i WATCHED THE WALLS AROUND ME CRUMBLE, BUT iT'S NOT LiKE i WONT BUiLD THEM UP AGAiN. SO HERE'S YOUR LAST CHANCE FOR REDEMPTiON, SO TAKE iT WHiLE iT LASTS BECAUSE iT WiLL END. AND MY TEARS ARE TURNiNG iNTO TiME i'VE WASTED TRYiNG TO FiND A REASON FOR GOODBYE. i WONT BE THE ONE TO CHASE YOU, BUT AT THE SAME TiME YOU'RE THE HEART THAT i CALL HOME. i'M ALWAYS STUCK WiTH THESE EMOTiONS AND THE MORE i TRY TO FEEL, THE LESS i'M WHOLE. MY TEARS ARE TURNiNG iNTO TiME i'VE WASTED TRYiNG TO FiND A REASON FOR GOODBYE. i CAN'T LiVE WiTHOUT YOU, CAN'T BREATHE WiTHOUT YOU, i DREAM ABOUT YOU. HONESTLY TELL ME THAT iT'S OVER BECAUSE iF THE WORLD iS SPiNNiNG AND i'M STiLL LiViNG, iT WONT BE RiGHT iF WE'RE NOT iN iT TOGETHER. TELL ME THAT iT'S OVER AND i'LL BE THE FiRST TO GO. DON'T LET ME BE THE LAST TO KNOW. TELL ME THAT iT'S OVER. HONESTLY, TELL ME THAT iT'S OVER. TELL ME THAT iT'S OVER NO MOMENT WiLL BE MORE TRUE THAN THE MOMENT i LOOK AT YOU. AND THAT iS ALL i'M PRAYiNG, THAT SOMEDAY YOU WILL UNDERSTAND. AND THAT iS ALL i'M PRAYiNG, THAT SOMEDAY i WiLL UNDERSTAND.

 

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lindseyethatsme

:: 2004 5 August :: 1.14pm
:: Mood: pretty cool

so its official
man this is quality stuff.
quizzes for band geeks. whoa







What kind of band geek are you?

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lindseyethatsme

:: 2004 1 August :: 11.15pm

so im in fayetteville until wednesday around afternoon ish i guess. i got a compliment from a girl today on my last poem...i went to her journal and found she'd copied and pasted one of my biggest entries from a long time ago on her journal. thats flattering i guess? i dont know. i wish she would've atleast told people it wasnt her own thoughts and feelings..i mean hey, awesome she liked what i said and maybe even she relates completely- which is so cool- but i mean, to put something of someone elses on something of yours...and not tell anyone you didnt write it...i dont know. never mind.

parentals are in the bahamas for a week. rock on. i know they're having a blast.

chelsea is STILL in pennsylvania...SAD SAD SAD times. and then she goes to new york for another ETERNITY. so pretty much no chelsea for a long long long long time. and thats sad. chels- if you're reading this...COME BACK TO WILMINGTON.

ummm yeah thats pretty much it. just hangin out here in fayetteville with my favorite cousins erica and kramar- and kramar's girlfriend crystal who is like a cousin anyways.

yeah and now im rambling so i should go now. no new poetry lately....and now im kind of just ya know, a little scared to post stuff on here now cause there's people out htere who take it. and thats not cool. NO OFFENSE to the silentcriez girl..your compliment was awesome.


aloha

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lindseyethatsme

:: 2004 31 July :: 1.45pm

how can i
what did you say?
can you repeat it
im falling
i dont even know it
you're leaving
i'm not sure that
i want you to go
what is this
can i make it?
i dont even know
what i want
it's obvious im different
when im with you
and someone else
when im with him
can you tell?
who am i to expect
you to love me
the way you do
oh i want to leave
but im going backwords
to get to the beginning
this is depressing
im such a mess
how could i ever
do this to you
if i told you the truth
would you still love me?
im guessing
that my guess is all wrong
this is so wrong
so many emotions
that i can't express
and that hurts the worst
how could i
what did you say?
can you please refrain
and not repeat it
if this is how it is
i'd rather just fall

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