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i WATCHED THE WALLS AROUND ME CRUMBLE, BUT iT'S NOT LiKE i WONT BUiLD THEM UP AGAiN. SO HERE'S YOUR LAST CHANCE FOR REDEMPTiON, SO TAKE iT WHiLE iT LASTS BECAUSE iT WiLL END. AND MY TEARS ARE TURNiNG iNTO TiME i'VE WASTED TRYiNG TO FiND A REASON FOR GOODBYE. i WONT BE THE ONE TO CHASE YOU, BUT AT THE SAME TiME YOU'RE THE HEART THAT i CALL HOME. i'M ALWAYS STUCK WiTH THESE EMOTiONS AND THE MORE i TRY TO FEEL, THE LESS i'M WHOLE. MY TEARS ARE TURNiNG iNTO TiME i'VE WASTED TRYiNG TO FiND A REASON FOR GOODBYE. i CAN'T LiVE WiTHOUT YOU, CAN'T BREATHE WiTHOUT YOU, i DREAM ABOUT YOU. HONESTLY TELL ME THAT iT'S OVER BECAUSE iF THE WORLD iS SPiNNiNG AND i'M STiLL LiViNG, iT WONT BE RiGHT iF WE'RE NOT iN iT TOGETHER. TELL ME THAT iT'S OVER AND i'LL BE THE FiRST TO GO. DON'T LET ME BE THE LAST TO KNOW. TELL ME THAT iT'S OVER. HONESTLY, TELL ME THAT iT'S OVER. TELL ME THAT iT'S OVER NO MOMENT WiLL BE MORE TRUE THAN THE MOMENT i LOOK AT YOU. AND THAT iS ALL i'M PRAYiNG, THAT SOMEDAY YOU WILL UNDERSTAND. AND THAT iS ALL i'M PRAYiNG, THAT SOMEDAY i WiLL UNDERSTAND.

 

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lindseyethatsme

:: 2004 17 July :: 7.01pm
:: Mood: bored out of my mind tired mad pouting not really
:: Music: vindicated...im not liking this very much

lotsa stuff and stuff like that
havent updated in awhile..i guess it might be because of my wonderful perfect life that stays so busy and everything. i don't know. everybody just like loves me.

ha

very funny.

actually it's only been a few days since i've updated and i've actually done a lot of nothing because i just got back from belize adn i mean who comes back from Belize CENTRAL AMERICA where toilets don't even flush toilet paper with juicy details and drama to tell about. so there goes that.

i saw spiderman 2. i told nathan it was kind of cheesy and comic bookish. but we came to the conclusion that it was probably because it's like a comic book or something. hmm

im so bored.

chelsea freaking rocks my world.
^
i just figured i'd put that in here...cause she's awesome. hahaha
LOVE that girl.


tyler don't worry you're going to get your own journal dedicated to you and your guitar skills and curly hair and all out craziness. just not now. :)

let's see. events of the day i could tell you about. cleaned the house. folded a buttload of clothes. went to pizza hut- HIGHLIGHT OF THE DAY. came home, got told i couldn't go to taht rockin party in Leland. ..hahaha..not laughing cause i couldn't go- just at the thought of a party in leland. but still- i was mad. i wanted to go. and now i'm sitting at my computer thinking about ordering a pizza.

recent thoughts.
that vindicated song kind of bothers me. i mean he says he's selfish and wrong, and then he's right and he swears he's right, he swears he knew it all along..c'mon now dashboard guy. you're slipping. you gotta know if you're wrong or right before you sing about it and confuse the girl you're singing to. geeez


okay my mind has quit rambling for now. and i mean i know you're sad that i'm ending all this ultimately awesome thoughts of mine adn juicy drama i'm letting you in on. i know. i know. it's okay though. i'll be back tomorrow. i think.










PEACE. kind of easy.

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lindseyethatsme

:: 2004 14 July :: 3.27pm
:: Mood: really really happy
:: Music: seether- broken

happy face ...like a lot
ahhhhhhhh belize for 13 days....SO glad to be home. so glad. went to chili's and got junk food like mad. pigged out. good stuff like that. got home finally after being hugged by everyone at the airport each about three times. talk about too much love. got to talk to nathan and erica and chelsea and tyler. that was good too. haven't talked to any of them the whole time pretty much. missed them SO much. belize was hot. and other than i can't really think of anything to say about it. hahaha- just kidding. it was an experience i'll never forget. beautiful country.....ahem even though we didn't get to really SEE the beautiful part. except for the day we went to the waterfalls. i'm goign there again for my honeymoon. i've declared it. or tahiti. but then again why am i thinking about getting married now? i must have a problem. like hopeless romantic disease or soemthing. and that's ultimately sad. sooo uh- OH YEAH. got the book in the mail that was published with my poetry in it!!!! ahhhh so happy about that. it came today in the mail. that's so freakin cool. and i have a bad habit of saying freakin way too much and there's really no point in saying it. whatever. im thinking too much. and rambling WAY too much. oh and sorry about that long survey in the entry before this...i'm not a big survey person but uh i have friends like chelsea connor who sit me down and make me do it. sigh. oh well. i missed that girl. hahaha



PEACE OUT.






good to be home.

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lindseyethatsme

:: 2004 27 June :: 9.16pm
:: Mood: cheerful
:: Music: music at chelsea's..WHO KNOWS?!?

just dont put a subject
YoUr LifE___
[x] they call me: Lindsey
[x] also: Lindz, Cupcake-haha, Ms. Edwards (chelsea), ms.icing (also chelsea)
[x] sex: female
[x] my first breath of air: 4.6.89..geez did you have to make that question so hard?
[x] status: taken..completely
[x] occupation: as for working, im not really sure what that is...i dont do very much..(excpet for that one street corner that i took a liking to back in the good ole days of chelsea..the story of how we met..what?)
[x] nationality: american??
[x] best homegirls: CHELSEA CONNOR, erica gallagher
_______reWinD_______
[x] most memorable memory: when nathan told me i was beautiful
[x] worst?: afternon before formal
[x] first word uttered: how am i supposed to know?
[x] first bestfriend ever!?: Deni Torgeson (i know shes canadian)
_______fAst fOrward_______
[x] college planning to go to: NYU
[x] future resident of: no clue
[x] wedding: traditional or beach
[x] children: 2 at most
[x] looking forward to: getting engaged..chelsea will cave in sometime soon..HAHA
[x] NOT looking forward to: senior project
_______pLAy_______
[x] feeling: currently content..that will change in two minutes
[x] Listening: Toxic- byBirtney Spears- c'mon now..im at chelseas house..
[x] Talking to: Chelsea Connor and her little brother sean
[x] doing: sitting on a futon
[x] craving: a chocolate extreme from dairy queen
[x] thinking of: when nathan left chelsea's tonihght with his brother
[x] hating: my chaotic life as of now
_______LOve?_______
[x] love is: i've tried answering that question a thousand times
[x] first love: been with alot of guys..first love however..nathan bedsole
[x] current love: nathan bedsole
[x] love or lust?: love
[x] best love song: i dont listen to love songs
[x] is it possible to be in love w/ more than one person at the same time?: the heart is decieving but i believe if its true love, theres not room for another
[x] when love hurts, you: ususally i find myself analyzing everything about it...give up, eat some ice cream
[x] true or false--all you need is love: false
[x] is there such thing as love at first sight?: yes
_______MaLE
(x) turn ons: longer shaggy hair, perfect teeth
[x] turn offs: big headed cant be himelf around certain people
[x] what kinda hair style?: i thought we already went through this
[x] where do you go to meet new people?: school?
[x] are you the type of person to holler and ask for numbers?: when i ask for numbers i ususally talk reasonably within distance
________pIcky pIcky_______
[x] dog or cat: dog
[x] short or long hair: lonng
[x] innie or outtie: innie
[x] sunshine or rain: rain
[x] moon or sun: sun
[x] basketball or football: football
[x] righty or lefty: righty
[x] hugs or kisses: kisses
[x] 1 best friend or 10 acquaintances: 1 best friend
[x] bf/gf or best friend: best friend
[x] tv or radio: radio
[x] starbucks or jamba juice: JAMBA juice??
[x] mcdonalds or burger king: mcdonalds
[x] summer or winter: summer
[x] written letters or e-mails: written leters
[x] playstation or nintendo: nintendo..ohh yeeeah
[x] disney or nickelodeon: disney
[x] car or motorcycle: car
[x] house party or club: house party
[x] sing or dance: sing
[x] freak or slow dance: slow
[x] yahoo messenger or aim: aim
[x] google or ask jeeves?: why does it matter?
_______MiSceLLaneOus_______
[x] can you swim?: yup
[x] whats your most embarrassing moment?: don't have one
[x] whats under your bed?: my guitar case[x] what are you scared of?: being hurt as much as ive hurt other people (still regretting that)
[x] what is your greatest accomplishment?: most definitly meeting chelsea, lol
[x] what kinda roof is over your head?: well..we dont have a rooof
[x] do you like tomatoes?: yes..not by themselves
[x] how many TVs in the house?: 4
[x] how many phones?: 8 including the cells
[x] how many residents?: 4 plus a dog
[x] how many DVDs do you have?: very few
[x] last dentist visit: tomorrow at four o clock
[x] last doctor visit: i dont keep records
[x] last phone call: an hour ago


(( ... ::: W o R D a S S o C i a T i o N ::: ... ))
(type what pops in your head when you see the word)
Ice : cold
Rod : metal
Red : rose
Blue : ocean
Black : goths
Cold : winter
Hot : boiking water
Cute : spparkly frilly things
Soft : pillow
Annoying : misery
Perfect : gahhhhhhhh
Light: hahahaha
Dark : whooo
Heavy : rubs face
Love : nathan
Short : me
Tall: tree
Coffee: eyuck
Beanz : noo
Milk : cookies
Pencil : lead
Cookies : milk
Peace : in da world
Funny : chelsea
(( ... ::: S T R i C T L y Y e S / N o ::: ... ))
Are you happy? : yes
Are you mad? : no
Do you want this survey to end? : yes
Are you having fun? : no
Are you addicted to the computer? : no
Are you addicted to the opposite sex? : no
Are you addicted to your xanga? : no
Have you ever seen The O.C. ? : yes
DoEs ThIs AnNoY yOu? : yes
Am I annoying you? : yes
Do you still watch cartoons? : yes
Do you think that Lisa Simpson will grow up to be a bum? : yes
How about President? : what do you mean?
Will you be president?: no
Do you Hate Bush? : no
Do you simply adore clowns? : no
Cen u speeel? : yes
Are you embarrassed to be with your parents? : no
Are you feeling depressed? : no
What's the time? : dont know
Did you answer what time it was? : no
Then you didn't follow directions because I said STRICTLY yes/no, or did you follow the directions? : no
Do you feel bad now? : no
Well you shouldnt!! Know why? : no
Because it's over!! Thank you!!


...Favorite...
color: grassy green and of course pink
cartoon or character: jimmy neutron- ahha he looks like athan
band or singer: alot
type music: weird instrumental sometimes singing slow sometimes fast stuff
hobby: photography
sport: tennis (haha nathan fuzzy green balls?)
store: goodwill - good stuff for cheap
game: DREAM PHONE with chelsea- oh yeah!
...The Best...
Restaurant you've ever been to: undecided
movie you've ever seen: zoolander
grade you've ever got: 100?
present you've ever got: a glass stone form germany
present you could ever get (future): wedding ring
kisser:nathan most definitely
sports team: i dont really know
place you've ever been: a little village on the top of a mountain in asheville
Christmas: this past christmas
way to eat an oreo: bite it?
...The Worst...
Restaurant you've ever been to: CHINA BUFFET KING nasty stuff right there
movie you've ever seen: UHF- haha
grade you've ever got: 74
present you've ever got: a presents a present
present you could ever get (future): uhhh nail clippers..nah thats a pretty good present -haha chels-
kisser: he shall remain unnamed- bless his heart
friend: dont have one
sports team: dont know
place you've ever been: trapped in the car with my mothers rambling
Christmas: donever had one
way to eat an oreo: good grief i dont not know
...Have You Ever...
bungee jumped?: no
skydived?: no
been kissed?: yes
been in love?: yes
failed a class?: no
been out of the country?: not yet
told someone you loved them and meant it?: yes
told someone you loved them and didn't mean it?: yes...
forgot someone's birthday?: yes
broken a bone?: no
kissed a dog?: no
pulled an all nighter?:yes
hated someone?: not really
...Which one do u prefer?...
dark hair/ light hair?: dark
running/ walking?: walking
half empty/ half full?: half full..duh
chocolate/ vanilla?: chohcolate
dogs/ cats?: dogs!
coke/ pepsi?:pepsi c'mon now
cake/ ice cream?: ice cream
...Who is...
yo mama?: Melissa
yo daddy?: Michael
your g/f or b/f?: nathan henry
...Boyfriend/ Girlfriend questions...
do u have one?: yes
how long have you been together?: almost 8 months
what do u like most about him/her?: that he doesnt always tell me what i wanna hear....constantly keeps me waiting
are you in love with them or just love them?: im pretty sure im in love
or not love them?: what?
could u see yourself marrying him/ her?:yes
what are you getting them for Christmas?:how many months away is that?
how long do u think you'll be together?: alot longer than this
Why do people drive in parkways but park in driveways: whats the point of that question?



ITS OVER.

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