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i WATCHED THE WALLS AROUND ME CRUMBLE, BUT iT'S NOT LiKE i WONT BUiLD THEM UP AGAiN. SO HERE'S YOUR LAST CHANCE FOR REDEMPTiON, SO TAKE iT WHiLE iT LASTS BECAUSE iT WiLL END. AND MY TEARS ARE TURNiNG iNTO TiME i'VE WASTED TRYiNG TO FiND A REASON FOR GOODBYE. i WONT BE THE ONE TO CHASE YOU, BUT AT THE SAME TiME YOU'RE THE HEART THAT i CALL HOME. i'M ALWAYS STUCK WiTH THESE EMOTiONS AND THE MORE i TRY TO FEEL, THE LESS i'M WHOLE. MY TEARS ARE TURNiNG iNTO TiME i'VE WASTED TRYiNG TO FiND A REASON FOR GOODBYE. i CAN'T LiVE WiTHOUT YOU, CAN'T BREATHE WiTHOUT YOU, i DREAM ABOUT YOU. HONESTLY TELL ME THAT iT'S OVER BECAUSE iF THE WORLD iS SPiNNiNG AND i'M STiLL LiViNG, iT WONT BE RiGHT iF WE'RE NOT iN iT TOGETHER. TELL ME THAT iT'S OVER AND i'LL BE THE FiRST TO GO. DON'T LET ME BE THE LAST TO KNOW. TELL ME THAT iT'S OVER. HONESTLY, TELL ME THAT iT'S OVER. TELL ME THAT iT'S OVER NO MOMENT WiLL BE MORE TRUE THAN THE MOMENT i LOOK AT YOU. AND THAT iS ALL i'M PRAYiNG, THAT SOMEDAY YOU WILL UNDERSTAND. AND THAT iS ALL i'M PRAYiNG, THAT SOMEDAY i WiLL UNDERSTAND.

 

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lindseyethatsme

:: 2004 26 June :: 11.52pm

Watch these stars drift tonight
Its amazing how they come and go
sometimes it looks so easy
and floating seems the answer
the clock is ticking
as you kiss me
but I’ve lost track of time
that look you give
and I know you’ll miss me
can a heart hurt
as much as mine
in this moment I feel light
and tomorrow empty
the whispers echo off the
hollowness inside of me
and I’ll need a song
any song to sing
myself to sleep
tonight

-Lindsey

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lindseyethatsme

:: 2004 26 June :: 9.08pm
:: Music: nothing. wow.

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okay so the past few days since that wednesday night have been really good; so that counts for something. hung out with the band tonight at friday's until about nine...it's the last time i'm going to see them besides for about 30 min on wednesday before i get my luggage checked and leave for belize. ahhhh....i'm getting nervous. excited too though. i'm not exactly sure what i'm feeling now i just know when i get there it is going to be sooo awesome to see what God has in store for everyone! i went to brent's party on friday night, which was a surprise, -and those are always fun- so that night was good too. and of course thursday night was fun because CHELSEA came over!!! ( and danced to spice girls?? what nathan?? ) -haha- LOVE that girl. so as i can see now i vented alot about one stupid night that really wasn't all that bad...and as proved, not everyday is a bad one. oh well. i do miss erica even though she's only been gone 2 days. she hasn't gotten to call very much because she's cheering all day. haha funny thought- erica. cheer. ( hope she doesn't see this... ) just saw nathan wednesday night at chili's but i do miss him....MAYBE HE'LL SEE WHITECHICKS WITH ME. (ahem ahem) but i don't know. because sometimes he's jsut not cool like that and even though his wonderful girlfriend went and saw DODGEBALL with him...he probably STILL won't see whitechicks with her. sigh.

haha

love you nathan
miss you erica ( if you can read this where you are??)
chelsea- um ..enough said.
JUST KIDDING :)


peace



of course love









and most definitely
~chicken grease~

- Lindsey

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lindseyethatsme

:: 2004 24 June :: 1.59pm
:: Mood: content

ahh the joy of reflection and second chances to speak... -lol-
okay so i was definitely doing some more reflecting on last night after venting in the journal below..and there were good things about last night

1. chelsea showed up and that made me really happy

2. nathan was there...and that's always a plus

3. i worked all day to make those plans for everyone to meet there at ten...and it all worked out

4. erica was on time despite her busy dance schedule

5. our band played at flipside right before we all left to go to the restaurant and all went really well, so that was fun


so there's my good things that happened last night list...sorry for venting so much guys

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