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drowning-in-you

:: 2004 28 February :: 11.37am
:: Mood: kinda lost, but here if that makes any sense
:: Music: 103.5 kiss fm

bored as usual
You are soooo LOVABLE!
Waaah! You're so LOVABLE! Everybody likes you,
because you're a great person to have around
and it's always happy about everything ^^.
congrats! and...can I hug you?? plz! ^///^


Yet another personality test ^-^ (nice anime pics!) NEW outcome!!
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You are not over him...
You are...definitely not over him.


Are you over your ex? Your answer with anime pics!
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well...whatever, i know how i feel & i don't need a test to tell me that right?...right...
water2
Sad... You use the darkness to hide yourself from
the world. Something has really hurted you,
which made you turn dark. Darkness makes you
feel save and that is why you stay there.


Please rate ^^


What kind of dark person are you?
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royal load of cranberries


drowning-in-you

:: 2004 28 February :: 11.00am
:: Mood: tired, sleepy, cold, & in love...
:: Music: Clay Walker - This Woman & This Man

you are beautiful in my arms...
well i haven't been around for a while, mainly cuz i was in the process of finishing my fafsa shit...which is done *yay*...so yeah...i ended up being such a romantic geek (or tried to at least)...i made joey a wannabe version of denisse's & mine "puttin' on the ritz cassarole"....so yeah...& then i took him to the park in ec to eat it...it would've been great, had it not been so cold, the food been better, & had we not worried so much bout that stupid dude who escaped the prision lastnight...*oi*...that's another story...

http://www.ivpressonline.com/articles/2004/02/27/news/news05.txt

this is the story from the valley press bout the inmate who escaped...it was scary cuz i was there, but it was like round 7 or a bit before then...but it's creepy how you think nothing in the world can go wrong, & then life hits & shit like this happens...*tsk tsk*...*oi*...so yeah we were there...which was why we were kinda paranoid tonight...

well i've got track in the morning...that sux...but the fair is here...so that'll be coo i guess...talk later...

royal load of cranberries


drowning-in-you

:: 2004 23 February :: 6.21pm
:: Mood: drained
:: Music: Ricky Martin - Y Todo Quedo En Nada

everything hurts...damn track...
so i came back from track in so much pain...i think i'm gonna improve, i just hope i have a good head on my shoulders bout it this year...i'm afraid of turning out to be a quiter like my sophomore year...*crosses fingers*...so yeah...

school was ok...kinda got in a fight w/ joey, which surprised me cuz i didn't even talk to him & he was already upset w/ me...i kinda wish we both went to a different school together so we wouldn't have to deal w/ the stuff we fight bout anymore, cuz it gets really old w/ eachother & frustrating when we go over & over & over it all the time...so yeah...but we're good now...& i'm planning on taking him out...i know that sounds funny, but he takes me out, so i should take him out...lol...*thinking*->(so where am i taking him anyways?...lol)<-*thinking*...

if anyone has a suggestion, comment please...or in my case...cry for me :) ...(if you don't get it, don't worry bout it)...talk later...

1 extra bushel | royal load of cranberries


drowning-in-you

:: 2004 22 February :: 9.54pm
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: Linkin' Park - Somewhere I Belong

so yeah...
high teletubbie
You are the Teletubbie who gets high.


What Messed Up Teletubbie Are You?
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i'm bored...so yeah...i'm talking to danny right now bout track...i'm trying to make him understand that i'm not googoogaga over the fact that he joined...so yeah...

well i've been working on stuff for scholarships & i'm pooped...talk later...

2 extra bushels | royal load of cranberries


drowning-in-you

:: 2004 22 February :: 7.35pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: Tracy Lawrence - That's How A Cowgirl Says Goodbye

it may take all these road ahead just to leave it all behind...
that's a cute lyric in the song...check out my xanga for the lyrics: www.xanga.com, then look for viking_punk

so anywho, i went out today...it was coo...i love the rain...it's grand isn't it?...

i went w/ danny to big 5 to look for track stuff, then to calex just to go...we had a hard time figuring out what to eat, so that was funny...lol...we were gonna walk in the rain like we did last time, but i was in pain from yesterday's practice, & my back has been hurting...i did however still go out...

i went & visited joey today...it was grand...i like to spend time w/ him a lot lately...i bet it gets on ppl's nerves though...lol...ni modo eh?...anywho, i came back carefully cuz it was really raining hard & i've never driven in rain...i had my crash-course today...i got tips from danny, my dad, joey, & his mommy...thanx everyone :) ...so i got home safely...

i had been working on my fafsa & i think i'm close to being done...so yeah...

well i'll write later i think if i have energy & something to say...talk later...

royal load of cranberries


drowning-in-you

:: 2004 21 February :: 11.35pm
:: Mood: kinda lightheaded...lol...
:: Music: the raindrops on the roof

kick ass weekend...& i want more!
well the weekend has been coo...here's what went on...

friday:...we double dated w/ cass & fabs...we went to the china buffet in calexico & then went to the hot springs...that sucked ass ladies & gentlemen...it was so less than i expected...it kinda pist me off cuz (& i don't mean this in a bad way, but it was how i was feeling) i didn't even want to go out w/ them in the first place...so to go out there i kinda got my hopes up thinking it'd be some kick ass hang out, which it so was not...bunch of old hippie ppl out in the hot tub & shit...*oi*...fabi & cass kept trying to pressure us into going, & that was the other thing that had pist me off some...
not many ppl understand that i do not like water very much...i'm lucky i can take showers & drink it...i had a bad experience when i was a child & to be honest i do not want to have to learn, cuz that's just me...i think i'm fine w/out it...anyways so joey & i stayed in the car while fabs & cass did whatever in the tub w/ old ppl...*eww*...anyways, we hung out...drank some beer too (bud light sux ass man, & don't mix it w/ chinese food :S )...we used the straps from my jacket to tie joey up...*heh heh*...yeah anywho...that freaked out cass & fabi...lol...so we left them there for luke to pick their asses up & left home...i went home sick but it's all good...

sat:...i had a long day today...i had track, tristan's birthday party, & the concert...

track went ok...i got a ride from danny & we picked up lu...i ran at least a mile w/out stoping so that was coo...it was just kinda boring...i hope i stick w/ it this year & not make any excuses as to why i can't be there...*sigh*...yeah...

after track danny & i went to get breakfast @ taco shop...it was coo...i still have some downstairs now that i think bout it...lol...

i came home & took a shower & left to tristan's party...it was ok...we calmed down marisela cuz she was smoking & thought her mom caught her or something, so i told her to breathe & not get stressed bout it...she's fucking stupid...i'm gonna say shit to her @ school when we get back :) ...(i'm evil, i know)...so we hung out...kinda problems w/ danny, but as joey would say, what's new?...anywho...i dunno why but i seriously did feel uncomfortable @ his party...ni modo...joey & i had mixed kaluah w/ milk & drank some...it was coo...i wanted to make a shirly temple w/ alcohol, but we didn't have enough time :( ...

from there i went home to get my "hardware" as joey would say & change my contacts...we picked up lina @ left to their house to hang for a few...then went to the concert...it was @ a house, which was kinda different for me...we hung out there & it was supposed to start @ 5, we got there round 6:15, & they didin't start til like almost 7...lol...everyone & their grandma who was punk was there i guess...it was a lot of ppl...it was coo...beer & reds & cloves & weed everywhere...lol...so yeah joey & i drank some...no smokes... :( ...lol...but it's all good...there were some good bands...i had a feeling that joey & them wouldn't like it cuz it was punk, but i know joey had a good time...though everyone else just kinda seemed to have backed off from it, but whatever...i had joey there & that was all that mattered...we saw pancho & lloyd there...& jeremy w/ a friend whom i cannot name...lol...dude, that person was so funny...since he's not used to being around smoke & beer & stuff, he pretty much got really high off the fumes that were so new to him...it was so fucking grand...YOU ROCK DUDE!...so anyways that was coo...i had to piss really badly tonight & i finally got myself to go outdoors...*yay*...it was grand...it's been raining & it's so cool...i want to go walking but i'm tired as hell...lol...we went & bought fabreez before we came home so we didn't smell like beer & cigarettes...lol it worked i'll tell you that much...so yeah i came back home & joey called bout 20 mins ago to let me know he got home too...

well it's kinda late...& i'm kinda lightheaded...& it's cold...so i'm gonna get some rest...g'night world...talk later...

royal load of cranberries


drowning-in-you

:: 2004 20 February :: 4.20pm
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: Evanescence - Whisper

leave me alone, please?!
well i have the filming crew over...*oi*...i just wanted to be alone today, but whatever...i'll get over it...anyways today was ok i guess...i started my period last night & i've been in so much pain it sucked so much...i'm having danny help me w/ my fafsa right now, so i better get going on that...talk later...b4 i have to go out... :S

royal load of cranberries


drowning-in-you

:: 2004 20 February :: 7.21am
:: Mood: cold
:: Music: watching the fairly odd parents

a new experience tonight...


create your own visited states map
or check out these Google Hacks.

yeah i'm a whus when it comes to traveling...well i got some sleep lastnight...i'm gonna prepare myself all day for tonight's outting...double date w/ fabs & casshole...*sigh*...they're cute...but something bout it irks me...

i dunno...talk later...

royal load of cranberries


drowning-in-you

:: 2004 19 February :: 9.26pm
:: Mood: disappointed
:: Music: joey's voice on the phone, still

i just realized something...*fuck*...
i hate to say it, but he's just the same as the other... :(

life officially has gone back to sucking the big one...talk later...

royal load of cranberries


drowning-in-you

:: 2004 19 February :: 9.21pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: joey's voice on the phone

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Get to know the REAL you by crash_and_burn
Your Name
You Are A:Teeny-Bopper
Your Favorite Band/SongBritney Spears - Slave 4 U
You Like To Read:Religious literature
You Firmly Believe In:Love at first sight
Everyone Thinks You Are:A respectable person
You Were Conceived:In a record shop
You Will Marry:Fidel Castro
Created with quill18's MemeGen 2.0!


well yeah i went to the basketball game tonight...it was the girls game...yeah we lost but it was a good game nonetheless...i'm kinda upset w/ joey right now cuz of a comment made, & i'm trying to get over it right now...i'm actually drinking water...lol...so yeah maybe i need to get to sleep or play guitar or do something to get my mind off of things, cuz i'm gonna be frustrated easily w/ my period this week...*oi*...well yeah...talk later...

royal load of cranberries


drowning-in-you

:: 2004 19 February :: 7.18am
:: Mood: anxious
:: Music: Hillary Duff - Come Clean

let the rain fall down & wake my dreams let it wash away my sanity...
well it's a morning...i still have to get ready...got some sleep finally...so hopefully all goes good today...hopefully joey gets to take me to school today cuz my dad said i need to get a ride off someone...*yay*...so yeah that's coo...well i need to call him & take a shower...talk later...

royal load of cranberries

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