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2004 18 February :: 8.09pm
:: Mood: full
:: Music: Evanescence - Last Breath
a boring wednesday nonetheless...
well it was an ok day today...not much that i can remember to talk bout...i hung out w/ joey after school so that was coo...he looked very cute today...i felt ignored today, but i got over it...i'm thinking of going outside to play my guitar, but it's windy & i'm tired...lol...i finally fixed the msn problem...customer service is really good w/ them...they actually answer the phone :D ...so yeah that was neato...i'm having nothing to look forward to for tomorrow...but sat. i found out will be such a busy day...i have to clean up my room cuz i'm getting irritable...i hate when that happens...plus i need to get some sleep for the next couple days so i feel better...talk later...
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2004 17 February :: 9.17am
:: Mood: uneasy & scared a bit
:: Music: denisse & jpo talking...again
& the excitment has left the building
well i just witnessed my first fight...hard to believe huh?...& i'm a senior...well yeah it was kyle against luis...it was kinda stupid...but scary...i got an uneasy feeling afterwards...so yeah...that's one exciting thing going on at hhs...*oi*...
class is almost over & i still haven't finished my damn ntbk...*FAQ*...talk later...
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2004 17 February :: 8.52am
:: Mood: i'm here :)
:: Music: listening to denisse & jpo..."yeah...whateva"
a day at school...*ugh*
well i'm in the mac lab right now...trying to work on my fafsa form, but it doesn't really matter cuz i don't have my pin or my password...i think i'm gonna have to start all over again...fking jpo is pissing me off right now...i think i'll rape him :) ...jk, he's not "my type" ;) ...too much dark chocolate...anywho...
this morning was coo...i did nothing...*yay*...
i made joey an anniversary card lastnight...it's kickass...my printer works now so i made a lot of things...yeah i was bored...
tonight we have the radio show...that's coo...if my computer decides to cooperate, i'll make a new cd :) ...& i was all, "yeah....that's coo"...lol...
i'm gonna have to get going cuz i need to finish my notebook for garewal...*oi*...talk later...
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2004 17 February :: 1.59am
:: Mood: exhausted
:: Music: watching "white oleander"
tomorrow is our 9 month anniversary...in this time a baby was born...that's what joey would say
Take the 100 Acre Personality Quiz!
yeah after i read denisse's journal i decided to take these quizes...nothing really exciting today...it's my dad's 37th birthday today...so that was ok...i went over to joey's to see him since he got back from palomar...he had fun...i told him that if we thought that it was bad because we didn't see eachother for a whole weekend, it's gonna be hell when i have to go to college... :( ...well, it's coo now...we have eachother now...& that's what matters...
i'm watching white oleander...fking wierd ass movie...*oi*...i rented smokers too...not a very good one, i didn't get past the first 5 mins...so denisse, if you're reading this, you didn't miss out...lol...well yeah...that's my movie fling thing for the night...
it's getting late & i'm gonna get some sleep so i can work on school work in the morning...talk later...
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2004 16 February :: 4.39pm
:: Mood: worried
:: Music: Evanescence - Forgive Me
so...
where is joey?...
what do i do for my dad's birthday?...
why am i so tired right now?...
WHY WON'T MESSENGER WORK?!?!
ok...yeah talk later...
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2004 15 February :: 7.09pm
:: Mood: depressed
:: Music: The Darkness - I Believe In A Thing Called Love
what i've learned today...
well today was an interesting day & i realized something & i know this is gonna sound stupid or silly or just out of nowhere but...
i really miss joey & i'm for some reason hurting inside...i hope i never hurt him & i know that it would eat me alive if i did...& i couldn't stop thinking bout him today...which makes me realize...
i love him so much...enough to be one step closer to being his wife :'( (happy tears ppl)...
well i have nothing else to say...talk later...
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2004 14 February :: 11.51pm
:: Mood: good
Valentine's Day w/out my fiance...
well joey had to go to his retreat today, so before he left we went to hang out @ finley @ the swings...it was kinda romantic...brought back memories of when we were kids...*sigh*...
as the day went on i tried to take a nap...watch v-day cartoons & movies...& then took a shower & got ready to go out w/ my friends...i took out denisse, mark, & jaime...it's been a while since i had hung out w/ him, so it was extremely coo...
we went to go try to embarass danny @ work by having mark give him a rose that was originally from me...lol you should've seen the confused look on that guy's face man...lmfao...then i went in there to get my v-day present...a pink teddy bear...thank you danny...then we went to applebees & it was funny there...too much to write bout though...then we went to see barber shop 2...fking funny movie i recomend ;) ...then we went to gina's to give her a rose, but unfortunetly she wasn't there...so as we left denisse & mark to get bubble tea (they didn't succeed by the way) jaime & i talked...it's good to talk to him again, him & lu are the kinda ppl that make you think & have to love...
well it's only been like 10 hours & i missed joey ever since i walked back home to my house after i walked him to the church... :( ...that sux...my first v-day when i'm engaged & i couldn't spend it properly...oh well...hopefully it won't be our last :) ...
well it's getting late...i hope everyone had a good valentines day...love you all...I LOVE YOU JOEY!!!...talk later...
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2004 13 February :: 10.56pm
:: Mood: sleepy
an early v-day w/ my fiance...
well tonight was pretty special for me...it was our v-day night out...even though it's not v-day...well it's cuz tomorrow joey will be at some church retreat camp shit thingy ma bobber...& he'll be gone for a few days :( ...so yeah we celebrated v-day today...i think i'll be able to see him for a bit tomorrow before he leaves, but we'll see...
we tried to look for "underworld" today @ every store on vhs...damn i should just get a damn dvd huh?...lol...so yeah no luck...whatever...
well today was coo...but yeah...lol...
i'm out of it right now & kinda spooked out bout this one car that followed us tonight...*oi*...talk later...
p.s. HAPPY FRIDAY THE 13TH!!! ;)
kickass :D
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2004 13 February :: 4.40am
:: Mood: tired
:: Music: the tv
i guess the early bird does get the worm...damn!
for some reason i couldn't get sleep this morning...i woke up round 3...so that's coo...i guess...
i think i woke up out of pure excitement of today...the school celebrating v-day today...getting a sugar coma...having a pep assembly...umm...yeah...
dude, i wasn't one of norah jones' fans, but her new song "sunrise" is coo...her video is on like 24/7 i swear...lol...& denisse is jealous of that i'm sure...
speak of the devil, she made dinner last night... ;) good job!...it was kickass...
joey kinda started something w/ me lastnight on the phone...& even knowing that he was mad @ something else & i tried to disregard it...it still sticks in my mind...*oi*...he better be happy today...lol...
i think ppl liked my eyes yesterday...i kinda freaked out ppl & my dad kinda doesn't like 'em...but that's too bad huh?...lol...
damn it's boring right now...*ugh*...well i'm shaving my legs today...g'bye hair :(...*sigh*...lol...it's for the better i guess...
well i'm gonna try to get like 30 mins of sleep...talk later...
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2004 12 February :: 7.16am
:: Mood: crazy
:: Music: Wierd Al Yankovich - Bohemian Polka
that song is fking funny man!
well i got my colored contacts...they kinda coo, turquoise, but i'm having a problem seeing now...lol oh well...they look kick ass!...
i have to get going for school...nothing exciting happened yesterday...so yeah...talk later...
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2004 10 February :: 9.50pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: watching the real world
i'm tired dangit
well today was ok i guess...nothing bad @ school that i remember...i just kinda felt *eh* & lost...i blanked out a lot in classes so i think it was my contacts & i was losing focus maybe...i dunno...
work went ok today...i went & bought joey's v-day present & in the process i broke his car...lol...just the key chingy...but it's crap anyways so yeah...*whew*...i love you baby!...
so i'm here @ home watching the real world...yeah i kinda wish i was on there just to be myself round ppl i'm not used to...but yeah...
it's getting late & yeah...talk later...
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