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2004 21 January :: 3.29pm
:: Mood: curious
:: Music: Corey Taylor - Bother
another damn day...
i'm so bored right now...my period was killing me today...the fucking drummers pist me off, but i didn't get to hit them like i would've...lol...school was alrighty i guess...mac's final was alrighty i guess too...i could've done better, but whatever...i'm worried bout all my other finals, but whatever too...lol...i'm in an "alrighty, i guess, whatever" mood eh?...anyways, i saw my step mom & i got kinda bummed out cuz i didn't feel like she wanted to see me, like i was there to just sign a paper (i had to sign something for insurance or something)...so yeah...i started to cry a little & bitched bout it, & i didn't realize my step bro was behind me...it's not that i hate them, i hate myself for leaving the way i did...& i have this feeling they hate me...maybe i'm better off i dunno, but i just hate how that whole situation makes me feel...& if reuben were to read this, i'd want him to know that i dont' hate them & that i didn't mean to be bitching, cuz i was just bummed out big time...*sigh*...anyways, i'm still thinking of ways to sell my damn tickets...chavez is more interested in this, which is a great motivator for me, but i only have a week left to sell like an avg of 2,000 tickets...if anyone wants to buy them, comment please...anyways, i'ma go & study...lol yeah right...talk later...
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2004 21 January :: 7.27am
you are a..MODERN vampire. you are pretty much in
the middle of good and evil. you dont mind
humans, but you like going along with your
insticts as well. you show your opposite sides
at very different times. you can be kind and
merciful, but suddenly harsh and cold. you
sometimes make a game of it. are you kidding?
are you serious? one wrong step and who knows!
you love tranquill water, going with the flow.
you are pretty nutral
what kind of vampire are you?(hellsing pics)
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2004 21 January :: 7.15am
:: Mood: moody
:: Music: something on mtv
so another morning...
*ugh* i started my period today...joey predicted last night that i would, so he gets a gold star!...lol...*...see there it was...not so gold, but what can you do really?...anyways, he was really cute last night...when he was dropping me off i fell asleep...he parked & tried to wake me up softly by kinda shaking my hand & putting his face near mine...& the sweetest thing he told me..."hey, we're home."...like we're actually living together & him saying "we're home" was just the greatest feeling...then i woke up...literally...& he's not living with me...he walked me to my door & we went our seperate ways for the night...but it was so cute...*sigh*...oh well...i've got finals this week starting today...thank god we don't have a final for band...but i have to take mac's final for a midsummer night's dream...so yeah i think i'll do ok on it...well talk later...
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2004 20 January :: 4.03pm
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: Alison Krauss & James Taylor - How's the world treating you?
this just seems to be such a great song i guess...
i'm feeling like crap...i felt like ppl were ignoring me today for the sole purpose of popularity or something...& ppl were just using me for odd things...i guess maybe it's just that i'm feeling sick...i dunno...i don't feel like going to the radio station today...*ugh* i just don't know...talk later...
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2004 19 January :: 10.03am
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: Alison Krauss & James Taylor - How's the world treating you?
hmm...i dunno...i don't think it's correct....
You Should Consider Taking a Break!
So maybe this guy isn't break up material...
But you've had enough of him, for now.
Tell him you want a break - or keep it to yourself.
Either way, spend some time away from this guy -
And see if absence makes *your* heart grow fonder.
Should You Break Up With Him? Take This Quiz :-)
Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.
but tests are tests, they mean nothing...or do they?...talk later...
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2004 19 January :: 9.35am
:: Mood: gloomy
:: Music: Alison Krauss & James Taylor - How's the world treating you?
boring boring boring...
yeah i'm kinda bored...i'ma dye my hair black today...hopefully i get to see the ppl i want to see...i know brad won't be one of them...i think, well you know what? i don't know what to think anymore...but i do know that there are some ppl that need to realize something...IF I PUT A NAME IN CODE THAT MEANS I'M NOT GONNA TELL YOU WHO THE FUCK IT IS K?...
ok...talk later...
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2004 19 January :: 9.09am
:: Mood: horny
:: Music: Alison Krauss & James Taylor - How's the world treating you?
oh lordy!
nice ;)
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2004 18 January :: 10.49pm
:: Mood: confused
...so yeah...
well i'm talking to "brad" right now & it seems like he doesn't want to talk to me...i really hope we didn't screw up the relationship we had before this...:(...in other news, i'm gonna dye my hair black tomorrow & if anyone gives me shit bout it, i'ma fucking knock their teeth in...yeah i'm kinda bitter right now...well talk later....
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2004 18 January :: 5.28pm
:: Mood: sick
:: Music: Nelly - #1
so...
well joey did come over today...it helped since i had kinda a bad morning...god i just felt like shit earlier...well i'm kinda feeling better, i have a stuffy nose right now...hopefully my dad takes me out cuz i want to dye my hair tonight...i need to do something different again...lol...well talk later...
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2004 18 January :: 12.32pm
:: Mood: hopeful
i owe my life to
October 28, 2005...just a date to you...but to me, it means everything...
never forget me...remember me though it will hurt for both of us...remember not only the good, but the great, & let the bad linger into an open road that will wind away from us...never forget me...
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2004 18 January :: 8.48am
:: Mood: thinking
:: Music: mad tv
i woke up...damn
well i didn't get to talk to brad last night...or even joey...actually not even danny, & there some ppl may be thinking somethings wrong...well whatever...i think i'm getting sick, so i'm debating whether or not i should go to church...i really don't feel like seeing a bunch of ppl there...it would require me to get up off my lazy ass...*oi*...my dad wants to hang out today, but i don't really want to do that either...i have a feeling i may see joey, but i dunno...& to be honest, i'm not sure if i really want to...oh well...i'm tired & bored out of my mind...i could go...but i'm too tired to even drive...but i bet most of you are thinking, "but i bet you're not tired of getting online right?"....lol yeah i guess you could say...anyways...well i'm gonna figure out somethings & i'll talk later...
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