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drowning-in-you

:: 2004 17 January :: 7.21pm
:: Mood: sleepy
:: Music: No Doubt - It's my life

damnit
brad turned out to be a coo guy...kinda sux though, not that he's coo, but yeah...i think some ppl may know where this one is going...anyways, in other news, i figured out that i need to tell danny straight up somethings bout us, but it's all bout timing right? right...as for my little problem earlier, i dunno what i have to do to get joey's family to trust me...the worst thought i had bout that today was maybe making them think they're right & leave, but i couldn't...it's selfish & stupid...the only way i'd really leave like that is if they actually asked me to...& maybe even then i dunno...*sigh*...
i think i'm gonna start my period soon cuz i'm not feeling to great anymore...ni modo eh?...well i'ma get going...waiting impatiently to see if brad will get online or call tonight...lol...talk later...

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drowning-in-you

:: 2004 17 January :: 5.04pm
:: Mood: crazy
:: Music: some stuff on my media player

bored yet again, but yeah

You Will Be an Unconventional Bride!


You're probably the type of girl who never considered getting married - until you met *him*

You're not a big fan of white dresses, church weddings, or cheesy DJ's

That's okay - you'll do it your way... whether that means a Vegas wedding or guys as bridesmen

While you may not toss the bouquet (or have anyone to toss it to), it will still be the most romantic day of your life!




What Kind of Bride Will You Be? Take This Quiz :-)




Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.

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drowning-in-you

:: 2004 17 January :: 1.06pm
:: Mood: pissed off

leave it the fuck alone...
Suggestive
You're the suggestive grin,mostly used while
flirting and accompanied by the come-hither
look.You're either an attention hog or way too
insecure to not be in the spotlight at all
times.No one can quite tell.Calm down and learn
to be regular,ya perv.


What Kind of Smile are You?
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How Depressed are You?
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black
Your soul is bound to the Black Rose: The
Wicked.

"I am the wicked specemin of sin with no
profound logic to believe in. Hold me tight,
but don't hold me close, I go where I
desire."


The Black Rose is associated with manipulation,
control, and virtuosity. It is governed by the
goddess Psyche and its sign is The Tapestry, or
Crafted Love.

As a Black Rose, you may have a slight wicked
streak running through you. But whether you
are naughty or nice is up for debate. You know
how to get what you want and can work people
for what they're worth. You have great people
skills, but can sometimes be a bit of a control
freak.


What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To?
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fertility
What Is Your Funny Sexual Artifact?

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i'm tired of having ppl making me & joey feel like shit all the time...i don't care anymore who's trying to protect who...this has gone on too long now...give me pictures or proof of somesort that one is cheating on the other...find real motives for us to leave the other...YOU ALL SUCK BECAUSE YOU CAN'T BE HAPPY FOR US!...fking shit man, everyone just back the fuck off if you think you can give me some shit that i'm a bad gf for "cheating" on joey (which for the record is still not true) & that he's a bad bf for loving someone who supposedly isn't faithful...fuck you all, we don't need you...


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drowning-in-you

:: 2004 17 January :: 12.11pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: The Bangles - Hazy Shade of Winter

Slut!
You social butterfly, you.


What kind of popular highschooler are you?
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heh heh...yeah fking right...

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drowning-in-you

:: 2004 17 January :: 11.55am
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: Patty Loveless - blame it on you're cheatin heart

well a friend is gonna come over & set up my webcam if he ends up getting it...wow, that reminds me...lastnights convo, let's just call him 'brad'...well anyways, he's coo & it's kinda funny that i thought of him this week...lol...

i'm not sure if i'm gonna see joey today, but more than likely so...well i've got nothing much to say other than i'm bored...lol...talk later...

oh yeah ppl please comment no matter how dumb you think it is...lol thanx...

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drowning-in-you

:: 2004 17 January :: 2.44am
:: Mood: bouncy

& the convo just ended...
wow, it's been so long...i really had a crush on this person i was talking to & well i'm just happy right now...i miss hanging out w/ him last year...we were coo...so yeah hopefully we talk tomorrow...maybe even hang out, but i dunno...

*wow*...ok i'm over it...no i'm not...lol...talk later...

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drowning-in-you

:: 2004 17 January :: 1.26am
:: Mood: amused

interesting convo still going on...
well i'm talking to a friend whom i haven't really had a good convo in a very long time...this is really cool & shit...they've got me thinking bout things...nothing bad i guess...but yeah...he's coo...we're coo...

coo coo...talk later...

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drowning-in-you

:: 2004 17 January :: 1.35am
:: Mood: curious

interesting convo going on...
Shirley Manson
You're Shirley Manson, you saucy girl.


What sexy girl are you
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drowning-in-you

:: 2004 16 January :: 4.44pm
:: Mood: content
:: Music: fefe dobson - take me away

~* ALL ABOUT YOU*~
whats your full name?:Rebecca Andrea Alaniz
what do your friends call you?:Becky
your parents when they're pissed at you?:Rebecca w/ a mexican accent ->Reveca
what name do you enjoy being called?:Becky
how old are you?:17
whens your b-day?:Oct. 13, 1986
where were you born?:El Centro, CA
when were you born?:4:20 pm
color of eyes?:brown
color of hair?:dark-brown
height?:5ft even
weight?:usually round 120
sixe of jeans you wear?:7
size of shirt you wear?:smalls or mediums
size of shoes you wear?:6 - 6 1/2...4 in converse
size of underwear/boxers?:5
(for girls only) size of bra you wear?:heehee...34 or 36 B
~~Favorites~~
fav color?:red, black, pink
fav clothing garment?:my striped stockings
fav possession?:my stuffed animal...gizmo
fav person?:joey
fav thing to do?:go out
fav animal?:...
fav food?:chicken, soup, pizza, pasta
fav movie?:either walk to remember or how to deal
fav book?:bye bye, miss american pie
fav place to go?:anywhere but here really
~!~about the opposite sex~!~
do looks matter?:no not completely
what color hair?:dark i guess
what color of eyes?:any, but i have a weakness for green eyes
hands or lips?:hmm...lips
skinny or fat?:shouldn't matter...but in the past they've been skinny
describe a nice body:::one i can love w/out judging
~*~HAVE YOU?!~*~
ever been kissed?:yes
ever made out?:yes
ever had a relationship, if so how many?:yes, bout 10
ever had sex?:yes
ever do anything sexually?:yes
ever do anything sexually with the same sex?:...yes
ever gotten drunk?:yes
ever gotten high?:nope
ever smoked?:yes
ever stolen?:yes
ever gotten caught for something naughty you did?:yes
ever cheated on a test/quiz?:yes
ever cheated on a person?:yes
ever physically hurt someone?:yes
ever emotinally hurt someone?:yes
ever lost a friend over a guy/girl that you liked?:yes
ever regreted something you did?:yes, all the time ;)
if so, what?:can we not talk bout that one?
ever gotten into a car accident?:nope
ever been in a life/death situation?:i think i have
ever been arrested?:nope
***WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME...***
you, failed a test/quiz?:bout 2 wks ago
you, got dumped?:bout 10 months ago
you, got asked out?:bout 9 months ago
you, got into a fight? (physcial/virbal):hmm...when was the last time i talked to danny?...lol...um...sometime today maybe, but not w/ him
you, masterbated?:the other night
you, had sex?:can't remember honestly...it's been a while...it wasn't yesterday i know that much
you, kissed someone?:bout an hour ago
you, hugged someone?:bout an hour ago
you cried?:this past sunday when i saw big fish
you smiled?:a few mins ago i'm sure
you laughed?:maybe a few more mins than the previous
you cried over happiness?:this past sunday when i saw big fish
you danced naked?:dont' recall that one before
you recieved an IM?:bout a min ago
you heard the words "i love you?":bout an hour ago
you watched a classic kids tv program?:lastnight
you went to a concert?:2 years ago
you drove a car?:2 days ago
you flew in a plane?:2 or 3 years ago
you skipped?:haha that was today i 'memeber
you told someone " i love you"?:bout an hour ago
you argued with your parents?:not in a long time...i think in october
^*^ RANDOMNESS^*^:
have you ever dyed your hair?:yes
ever watched an animal eat another animal?:nope..well on tv yeah
ever been to a boxing game?:nope
ever disturbed a quiet place with random screaming/yelling?:yes
ever saw the movie Finding Nemo?:yes way too many times :D
ever had imaginary friends?:yes, still do lol
ever believed in fantasy creatures? (ex: dragons, fairys.):yes
ever look yourself in the mirror and see someone else?:yeah i think i have
ever see a ghost?:i swear i did
ever "enter" the other world then come back? (seeing the light..ect.):nope
ever had a survey before?:yes
did you like this survey?:yes

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drowning-in-you

:: 2004 15 January :: 9.54pm
:: Mood: horny

kinda neat huh?
Your Sexual Profile (you sexual deviant you...) by sparkledee
Name
Your Secret Kink ThingYou swing both ways. Often.
Your Sexual StrengthHow hot you look in lingerie.
Your Sexual WeaknessYou are afraid of lesbians.
Your Likely STDGenital Herpes
How Many Partners in Crime?1
Created with quill18's MemeGen!

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drowning-in-you

:: 2004 15 January :: 8.29pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: fefe dobson - take me away

...o...k...
Three things that scare me:
1:death
2:losing the one i love
3:failure
Three people who make me laugh:
1:joey
2:denisse
3:my dad
Three Things I love:
1:joey
2:food
3:music- Evanescence to be exact, but everything else is coo too
Three Things I hate:
1:assumptions
2:guacamole
3:my life
Three things I don't understand:
1:my life
2:danny
3:why the sky is blue
Three things on my desk:
1:cd player
2:picture of me & joey @ prom
3:phone
Three things I'm doing right now:
1:listening to music
2:typing
3:singing along to the music
Three things I want to do before I die:
1:get married
2:go to college
3:be a professional musician or singer
Three things I can do:
1:drive
2:play "the toughest instrument"...the french horn
3:write songs
Three ways to describe my personality:
1:goofy
2:kinda bubbly at times
3:real & down-to-earth
Three things I can't do:
1:swim
2:get 1st chair in the trumpet section
3:get married tonight :(

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