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2003 4 December :: 2.00pm
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: kids in class...mac's class to be exact
just doing nothing as usual
Artist: Christina Aguilera Lyrics
Song: The Voice Within Lyrics
Young girl, don't cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall
Young girl, it's all right
Your tears will dry, you'll soon be free to fly
When you're safe inside your room you tend to dream
Of a place where nothing's harder than it seems
No one ever wants or bothers to explain
Of the heartache life can bring and what it means
When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
If you will learn to begin
To trust the voice within
Young girl, don't hide
You'll never change if you just run away
Young girl, just hold tight
And soon you're gonna see your brighter day
Now in a world where innocence is quickly claimed
It's so hard to stand your ground when you're so afraid
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold
When you're lost outside look inside to your soul
When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
If you will learn to begin
To trust the voice within
Yeah...
Life is a journey
It can take you anywhere you choose to go
As long as you're learning
You'll find all you'll ever need to know
(Be strong)
You'll break it
(Hold On)
You'll make it
Just don't forsake it because
No one can stop you
You know that I'm talking to you
When there's no one else
Look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend
Just trust the voice within
Then you'll find the strength
That will guide your way
If you will learn to begin
To trust the voice within
Young girl don't cry
I'll be right here when your world starts to fall
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2003 20 November :: 7.33pm
:: Mood: SICK & PISSY
wtf is up w/ you asshole!???
well my bf hasn't been acting himself lately...& i'm starting to see things fall apart...i just wish he understood what he makes me feel now...i'll be honest, i could've had more fun @ homecoming & the quincenera, but just little comments joey made didn't really help...& i can't help but dwell on it...whatever...i'm gonna play my bass right now w/ the guys...i hope this band works out...LIKE HELL MAN!!!
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2003 14 November :: 1.27pm
:: Mood: bored now
:: Music: still bob marley
this is kinda funny:
You're in the Freak box.
What box do you get put in?
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2003 14 November :: 12.51pm
:: Mood: sick but somewhat good
:: Music: something again from bob marley...i'm in mac's so she loves that music in class
well hello there again!
well hi everyone, i just felt like getting on & updating for those of you who don't see me much...i'm in mac's again & this is just a whatever post...homecoming is tonight...i was excited bout it, but now i'm kinda *eh* with it...i'm starting to get sick & i feel like i don't have the "perfect dress"...which really shouldn't matter to me, but whatever...i'm still debating bout weather or not i'm going...i probably will, but i'd rather just get some chinise food w/ joey & watch a movie @ his house...whatever...tomorrow is lina's quincenera...i'm a bit excited for that...tomorrow i'm supposed to be moving too...so yeah...wish me luck w/ that...i came to the conclusion just right now that if i try to be so helpful & nice to danny & i get nothing in return, then i guess us being friends just wasn't meant to be in the first place...i've gotten so impatient w/ him & i wish he would get past the fact that we didn't work things out in the end...i think he's got his chick hating me...that's fine i don't want her friendship as much as i would want danny's...but ni m odo eh?...damn...anyways...i'm gonna surf the net a bit & stuff right now while i still have the chance...hope everyone has a goodnight tonight...as for me...i hope i'm feeling better & have fun w/ whatever i end up doing...LET'S GO VIKES!...LET'S PUT THOSE IMPERIAL TIGERS TO SLEEP!...
oh by the way: I LOVE YOU SO MUCH JOEY...YOU'VE GOT A LOT IN YOU TO PUT UP W/ ME THIS WEEK...*kiss*
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2003 7 November :: 2.05pm
:: Mood: calm
:: Music: something from Bob Marley
hello again everyone
well it's been a while, i'm not planning on being online ne more...i've moved out of my house to live w/ my dad...we'll be moving again into an apt later next week...i'm living w/ him & his gf...it's good for me...i've found myself to be less stressed out...i'm in class right now & this'll be the only one i write in for a while...i've found that i get in trouble for writing things at all...well, i wonder how ppl would be w/out writing things...you realize that books, songs, movies, plays wouldn't be written?...damn ppl...my step mom didn't like the fact that i wrote things down...some of those were my feelings twords her...yet whenever i would get mad @ my dad she yelled at me to write him a letter bout how i felt then...the irony i tell you...well i better get going right now...
I LOVE YOU JOEY W/ ALL MY HEART...YOU'RE THE BEST THING IN MY LIFE & YOU KNOW IT...HAPPY EARLY 17TH BDAY BABY!!!
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2003 26 October :: 10.45pm
:: Mood: awake
:: Music: juanes - la paga
here's something to ponder on...
isn't it silly that a couple is married...yet they don't live together?...lol...don't ask where that came from...
i talked to my dad today...he doesn't sound very well...*sigh*...this week i was thinking bout how it was when i was little...i thought of the dumbest things...like when he used to cruise round town a bit to listen to the radio before he'd drop me off for school...how we'd put ice cubes in our soups to cool it down...how he used to sing to me when i was really small...*sigh*...
i was thinking...i don't want to go to school now...& to be honest i've been feeling like this...& it's not because of joey...but because i don't feel like i'm ready yet...i want to stay here for one more year, get a job, figure out things with me...& then go off...but i don't think my parents will want me to do that...i don't think they'd even want me to go to IVC...shit...i'm lost...
I LOVE YOU JOEY W/ EVERYTHING IN ME...YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING & I THANK YOU FOR BEING THE BEST THING IN MY LIFE!!!
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2003 26 October :: 8.00pm
:: Mood: bored
:: Music: trying to download "la paga" by juanes
talking to hector has made me happy today...
Guys Like That You're Sensitive/h2>
And not in that "cry at a drop of a hat" sort of way
You just get most guys - even if you're not trying to
Guys find it is easy to confide in you and tell you their secrets
No wonder you tend to get close quickly in relationships!
What Do Guys Like About You? Take This Quiz :-)
Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.
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2003 26 October :: 9.00am
:: Mood: aggravated
:: Music: thinking of metallica's "unforgiven II"
time change is kinda good :)
well i'm tired as usual & i'm still kinda sick...i wish that joey was w/ me 24/7...that may sound obsessive, but think bout it...*think think think*...ok you can stop now...lol...
i'm constantly thinking of ways to make up w/ danny, but then i realize it's no use...i heard he really is going out w/ griselda...*sigh*...yeah i'll admit it i'm fking jealous, but you've got to understand that i got the better end of the deal...& that's what i'm telling myself over & over & over & over...i guess one of my friends went up to her & told her to be careful kinda on my account & she just said something rude like, "oh i've heard those stories & i know what i'm getting myself into..."...biotch shut your face!...freshman don't know shit...whatever...i have reason to believe that she hates me & the feelings are definetly mutual...
at least i know i'll have someone for the rest of my life!
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2003 25 October :: 6.00pm
:: Mood: blank
:: Music: evanescence - where will you go?
...
My Immortal
*What Song by Evanescence are You?*
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2003 25 October :: 5.38pm
kick ass movie man!
CARRIE. This film is about a telekenectic girl who
is bullied at school and dominated by her
religous psychopathic mother at home, but when
she becomes the Queen of her Prom Ball her
dreams come true. Sadly a group of nasty
teenagers play a joke and pour a bucket of
pig's blood on her so Carrie, who has finally
had enough, locks everyone in the school gym
and burns it. Not a film for people who scream
at blood and female body parts.
Which horror film should you see? (with great pics)
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2003 25 October :: 10.03am
:: Mood: sick & pist
raining on my fucking parade...
ok i understand that ppl aren't very happy w/ the way i go about things lately...i've not only heard, but read things now that make me feel like i am stupid & should get out of everything i'm in...well i've just bout had it now...i'm in over my head w/ everything right now...i'm only sorry to ppl for the fact that they have no happiness for themselves...maybe i have changed...but i like the way i am now...
once again if you don't like it, tough shit...
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