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drowning-in-you

:: 2003 19 October :: 11.25am
:: Mood: slightly depressed

*sigh*
i want to be able to talk to him...but i can't do shit bout it...

my fault...ni modo eh?...

royal load of cranberries


drowning-in-you

:: 2003 19 October :: 9.44am
:: Mood: blank

well now...
in this weekend i've had my ups & downs...

i've been mad
& depressed
& extremely happy
& disapointed
& scared
& i think every other fucking emotion on this planet

*ugh*

i figured that maybe i'll never be happy...huh...

"you don't know how you betrayed me"
great lyrics from Evanescence...i'm sticking to those this week...ppl seem to have been there for me when sometimes it seems like they aren't or they're on another side or something to that affect...whatever...

*sigh* i can't think right now cut i'm lost...

royal load of cranberries


drowning-in-you

:: 2003 15 October :: 11.19pm
:: Mood: scared

NNOOOOOOO!!!!
danny's mom just called me on my cell right now looking for him...i hope he's alright...

*whimpers*

shit if anything happens...:'(...

can't talk too nervous...

DANNY WHERE ARE YOU?

royal load of cranberries


drowning-in-you

:: 2003 15 October :: 11.09pm
:: Mood: lonely

damnit
well he knows...

"say you're here & IT'S ALL OVER NOW!"

well i can't think right now...i'm too sad...*sigh*...

there will always be memories...but you don't have to believe me...sometimes it seemed you never really did...

i'll keep telling myself it's my loss... :(

royal load of cranberries


drowning-in-you

:: 2003 15 October :: 12.00pm
:: Mood: amused
:: Music: evanescence - anywhere

:D *whoohoo* :D
i love you joey...& you have my heart forever...he's the one who's made me the happiest person ever!!!

royal load of cranberries


drowning-in-you

:: 2003 14 October :: 10.08pm
:: Mood: happy & tired

*sigh*...
i haven't taken off the choker joey gave me lastnight...i don't want to...i want to keep it on me forever...& i hope that's how we'll be...

be my choker joey!!!

i love you w/ all my heart...forever!

royal load of cranberries


drowning-in-you

:: 2003 14 October :: 12.00pm
:: Mood: too happy for words...
:: Music: evanescence - october

i love joey...
& that's all i wanted to say...he's made me happy & i hope that'll be true forever :D

royal load of cranberries


drowning-in-you

:: 2003 13 October :: 4.30pm
:: Mood: HAPPY HAPPY JOY JOY

IT'S MY 17TH BIRTHDAY!!!
wow today was cool...tiring but cool...i dyed my hair last night a better shade of red (kinda)...& i'm in a good mood...i can't wait to see joey tonight...i'm kinda bumed that denisse won't be here tonight...she's got a speech meeting so yeah...but hopefully everything will be alright...i wonder what else joey got me...hmmm...lol...so yeah...THANK YOU DANNY SO MUCH OMG...he burned me the origin cd from evanescence...the one you can find cheapest @ $155 on ebay!!...& he burned me a mixed cd too...THANX YOU MEAN SOMETHING TO ME HONESTLY...NEVER LEAVE ME & KEEP YOUR PROMISES PLEASE...

i'm 17...& i like it already! ;)

4 extra bushels | royal load of cranberries


drowning-in-you

:: 2003 11 October :: 9.02pm
:: Mood: drained

screw it...
i'm tired right now...

i haven't talked to joey all day...

i can't go out...

i'm hungry...

stupid picture won't be perfect enough for me...

*sigh* don't stress becky...2 more days...& it'll be ok...

i love you joey...wherever the fuck you are...lol

1 extra bushel | royal load of cranberries


drowning-in-you

:: 2003 11 October :: 7.26pm
:: Mood: tired

hey i kinda like this...
~*Random*~
College you currently/plan to attend:Christian Heritage College
Favorite band:Evanescence
Cheech or Chong?:hmm...
Metallica - yes or no?:hell yeah
It's Lars, isn't it?:him too
Random palindrome:huh?
Who's Chino Marino?:what?
What does CCR stand for?:excuse me?
Virgin?:sorry
Favorite Author:dunno
Dave Matthews Band- yes or no?:nah
Will I hold you again?:maybe...
eBay - like or dislike?:like to look, dislike to buy
What does CPR stand for?:um...i dont' remember
Hank Williams, Sr. or Hank Williams, Jr.?:damn i would pick both
Favorite color(s):red, black, pink
Favorite CD:Fallen - Evanescence
Clear or white glue?:clear
Favorite food:chicken & soup
Herbivore, Carnivore or Omnivore?:some-ivore
Republican or Democrat?:whatever
What do you want to do for a living?:sing
Do you like our current president?:umm...it's not like i have a choice
Turn-on(s):one word...bondage
When do you want to get married?:now
Do you love them?:hell yeah
Why?:because they care for me & have never hurt me
Do you smoke?:i did but am currently quitting
Turn-off(s):annoying ppl who i can't trust

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royal load of cranberries


drowning-in-you

:: 2003 11 October :: 7.05pm
:: Mood: frustrated

damn picture...
i'm trying to put a pic that i redid of joey up & it's not working very well...i've been doing it wrong all this time & now that i can fix it my family is gonna make fun of me if they see it...oh well...i'm gonna keep trying my damndest...cuz i'm in love...

& love is motivation for me...esp. from joey!

royal load of cranberries

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