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2004 7 April :: 12.48pm
:: Mood: *eh* i guess...
:: Music: it's quiet for once...in the lab that is...
in mac's class again & again...
well nothing much has happened...i guess i've been in a better mood than most days...tomorrow is a track meet so that's kinda coo...i've just been kinda frustrated w/ the fact that angelica had been over...i'm not so sure what to expect for today...
i'm gonna be filming w/ tristan today during 6th...*yay* i get outta massey's...if at least for a few mins...but rather the whole period i hope...anywho...so i have that then i'll probably have enough time to go to track since it's a short day...
talk later...
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2004 7 April :: 7.41am
:: Mood: pist
:: Music: Avril Lavigne - Don't Tell Me
it's not fair...my dad needs to grow up!
angelica is still here & you know what?...i'm not liking it anymore...she shouldn't come back like nothing happened at all...i don't like her anyways...& i wish my dad would grow up...
talk later...
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2004 6 April :: 9.49pm
:: Mood: too many to describe...
:: Music: something on vh1...
in short...
angelica is back & i dunno for how long, but i'm hoping it's not a long stay...
i'm at the true point now where i believe that danny & i need to decrease the time we talk...i realize that if it didn't work then, what makes me think it'd ever work on any level?...but then again, i dunno...we just need to be away...
i really want to leave anywhere now...but not to college, i kinda want to be out on my own now...*oi*...i guess just to run away from my problems like i always do...
i have other thoughts but i'm too tired & hungry to say...talk later...
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2004 6 April :: 5.58am
Suicide! (and you know it, so... dont u have
something to do?)
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2004 5 April :: 10.18pm
:: Mood: relieved
:: Music: No Doubt - Oi To The World
*yay* i had a better night w/ joey!
well tonight was one of my better nights...*yay*...i think i'll be in better moods...i hope...
we (denisse, kile, lina, joey, & i) hung out on kamm to hang out in the back of my trucky trucky...we did the hokey-pokey in the middle of the road...joey peed 3 times in less than an hour...denisse & lina peed next to joey's car...kile peed right when we got there...me, i'm a little shy w/ my piss...lol...
it was fun...so i will probably go to sleep a bit happier now...talk later...
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2004 5 April :: 2.04pm
:: Mood: frustrated to the max...so valley girl like...
I WANT TO BE HEARD DAMNIT!
i've realized now that speaking means nothing anymore...why do i think?...because everytime i want to say something i always get cut off...
i'm going to be silent & still...lol that reminds me of "she's all that"..."be silent, be still..."...anywho...
no point in writing this...talk later...
I WANT TO BE HEARD DAMNIT!
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2004 4 April :: 12.36pm
:: Mood: happy & greatfull
:: Music: UB40 - Red Red Wine
a beautiful sunday morning
i had somewhat of a good morning today...lastnight, well, i need to lighten up & realize that spending time w/ someone is always the better end product than what was planned...i'm sorry i was kinda frustrated joey...
this morning i woke up & took my shower as usual...i actually put on my contacts & went to church...ON TIME...well i left to get there on time...i had to go to my step-mom's house to give her something from the insurance that i had in my truck...we spent like 30 mins talking bout my dad & what's going on w/ him...stuff i didn't know & sometimes i wish i didn't know...*ugh*...angelica was over, so that should explain something...anywho...my mom told me that she missed having me around & that made me feel better today...to know ppl care bout me when i feel like i've let them down...*sigh*...so i went to church & i had old memories of when i was little & singing the church songs...& when i sang a song w/ my peers & did signlanguage to the song...we were thinking of doing it for the bachalorate for the seniors...so yeah i almost cried cuz we never realize how much we liked being kids until we are close to adulthood...i miss my childhood...
i got to see rachel (my step-sister) today...she came over to see the apt & me...it was a change...i've wondered lately if she'd hated me & it almost made me cry to see her @ my door & for her to talk to me like i was back living w/ my step-family...it was a definet change...
well i'm gonna look for stuff for rosa's wedding...oh yeah it's pretty much official now...ROSA IS GETTING MARRIED!!!...talk later...
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2004 3 April :: 12.55pm
:: Music: Hoobastank - The Reason
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2004 3 April :: 12.42pm
:: Mood: blah blah blah
:: Music: No Doubt - Oi To The World
annoyance is deafening
the rain ruined my plans for lastnight...no drive-ins... :( ...
so yeah i guess yesterday was good...i'm getting annoyed with the way i am lately...*oi*...
danny & i got into another fight (once again)...a lot lately ppl have been going into the past with the way "danny & i were"...*ugh*...it was kinda ok to think about...but everytime we have a fight, it's unbarable to think about...i hate the way we are now...
If God came down on Christmas day, i'd know exactly what He'd say, He'd say, "Oi to the punks, & Oi to the skins, but Oi to the world & everybody wins
talk later...
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2004 2 April :: 2.02pm
:: Mood: sleepy & cold
:: Music: noisy ppl in the comp lab
in mac's class again...
i was telling joey earlier that i felt useless today...not like i'm not wanted, just not needed to do anything today...
i have 6 classes, & so far only attended 5...of those 5 classes i think i've only been productive in 1 class...& maybe not even then...i felt like it was worthless to even come to school today...oh well...
it's raining like a mother right now & i hope it stops cuz i wanted to go to the drive-ins with joey tonight in my truck...since i've got room now...*ugh*...oh well...we'll see what happens...i'm hoping i don't have practice either... ;) ...*yay* maybe the rain is good then, no?...ok...
i'm kinda getting bored again & i'm gonna have to start getting ready to leave the class...hopefully i'll talk later...
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2004 2 April :: 7.15am
:: Mood: kinda excited but tired
:: Music: the tv...
i'm actually gonna try to take the time to write something useful in here...
well i haven't been keeping up very much here anymore...i've been too tired to type...*what?!*...yeah i know, it's new to me too...
yesterday we had a track meet in imperial...it was a bad day for everyone, but then again, i'm conceited when it comes to pain...& it was BAD...i did really bad on my jumps & for the first time (i think it's ever really) on my long jump & triple i landed with my hands behind me...(if for some reason you don't understand what the big deal is with that comment & i'll explain)...then it got all windy & it's sometimes hard for runners to race in the wind...*oi*...joey came for my last race then left to go see me in town...i was really disapointed when he wasn't there for my 400 race...but he had things to do...i get disapointed pretty easily now...anywho...the good part of the night after bad races & jumps & annoying ppl & ppl taking my damn blanket when i was getting sick...
i took down elise...*& THE CROWD GOES OOOOHH, OOH OOH OOOOHH...*...it was kinda coo & i wish i threw in some punches...she played an april fool's day joke on me saying i was gonna have to run a relay race (which i despise & the coach knows it) & that i was taking her spot cuz she hurt herself...i was so mad & i almost threw down my cd player to get ready since it was up like right then...then she says...APRIL FOOL'S!...the problem here...
i wasn't laughing :)
so i ran after her & tackled her down to the ground, kinda like i did to lina if anyone remembers that one...i held myself from hitting her only because i want to stay on the team...lucky bitch...
anyways...nothing else happened...hung out w/ joey afterwards...talked on the phone w/ danny a bit...went to sleep...
it rained & i hope it doesn't tonight cuz i wanted to go to the drive-ins w/ my new truckytrucky... :D ...gtg get ready for school now...talk later...
*thinking*-i should've hit her...lol...
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