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2004 31 March :: 7.18pm
:: Mood: bouncy
:: Music: Noelia - Tu
so another long day...
well nothing new happened...joey & i got into a slight fight...& i think we need to have a talk soon cuz it seems we've been getting very frustrated with things lately...i'm thinking bout seeing him tonight...i hope i can...i need to get this out of the way or i'll feel sick when i go to sleep tonight...
i have a track meet tomorrow...*eh*...in imperial vs. them & palo verde...well...i'm not gonna do very well...but whatever...
i'm still in the process of trying to clean my room so i can go out tonight & keep my truck :)...talk later...
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2004 31 March :: 7.50am
:: Music: Shakira - Inevitable
why do i listen to things i don't understand?
well i ended up going to the station lastnight, so that was ok...a bit better than last week, but still kinda *eh*...i think i need to run the boards a few times cuz i missed it so from lastnight's show... :( ...
so yeah that's bout it...talk later...
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2004 30 March :: 7.32am
:: Mood: kinda sleepy but excited
breaking news:
well just wanted to say
I HAVE A TRUCK!!!...
ok talk later...
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2004 28 March :: 8.57am
:: Mood: tired & in pain
:: Music: watching "it could happen to you"
i'm in so much pain right now...
so the track meet was coo...i enjoyed the hanging out time more than the meet itself...
we went to wings&things in el cajon & some lady thought that me & danny were bf & gf...it was wierd to hear...after such a long time at least...we both laughed though so that was coo...no hard feelings...
my back hurts today...& i'm hungry & tired...*oi*...so yeah i'll talk later...
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2004 26 March :: 6.51pm
:: Mood: i'm starting to cry
:: Music: Brand New - The Quiet Things That No One Ever Knows
so i'm off to the dance..&...
i'm so alone again...
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2004 26 March :: 2.06pm
:: Mood: tired & not confident in the day
:: Music: ppl in mac's class talking
so today, eh?
so i'm in mac's class right now...with like 5 mins left so i'ma try to make this one quick...
ewwwie...that sounded so wrong...
:D but so right ;)
anywho, i'm going to the dance tonight...my "dates" will be danny & denisse...we're even gonna match, all 3 of us!...isn't that fking exciting?!...
yeah i didn't think so...lol...but it's something to do on a friday night...
i don't think i have anything planned for the weekend...i have no clue if i'm going to the track meet tomorrow because of the lack of transportational needs from the district...bastards...
other than that i think i'm coo...denisse call me & let me know if you're feeling better...a few ppl were worried bout ya...including me...
that should be it for now...i'll be out & about today so if anyone really needs me call me on my cell...talk later...
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2004 25 March :: 11.00pm
:: Mood: tired, but goofy as hell...read on
:: Music: stuff on jamesness.com
in short...
we're not so sure yet bout being possibly kicked off our show yet...
don't know if i'm going to escondido for track cuz of the lack of room...
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joey isn't going to the dance cuz he's gotta go to sd tomorrow...*sigh*...
i did a MAJOR curb check @ jack-in-the-box...lol...
i still don't want to go to college...
someone dear is gonna tie the knot in early july...not sure if i should say who yet...but it's coo, i'm happy...
watching storyboards from the crow, is really really increadably funny...when there is no sound... :D ...
& my dad thinks brandon lee is hot...so do i of course...damn the competition...lol...
well i think that's all...denisse, if i forgot anything please comment...love ya'll...talk later...
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2004 25 March :: 7.32am
:: Mood: :S
:: Music: Hoobastank - The Reason
& so i have to say before i go that i just want you to know...
damn that is such a neat song...anywho...
track was ok...i'm really trying hard to keep myself to stay in...i'm running with a bunch of hypocrites & what kinda sucks is when i thought i would be surounded by friends, i only have danny to talk to... :( ...& my senior year too...damn...
i flipped out cuz ppl made me mad...i'm never gonna be so sure who's talking shit bout me...*sigh*...i cried on the way home...so did danny...but this is my journal & i'm gonna be selfish & care bout me today...
just stuff i cried bout...mostly college...*sigh*...i'm not ready...
well i better get going...talk later...
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2004 24 March :: 6.48am
:: Mood: too many to describe...
:: Music: Hoobastank - The Reason
crappy night...& what was up with that truck last night joey?
well track was ok yesterday...i got really lightheaded cuz i guess i'm not breathing right or something...*oi*...
danny bailed on us lastmin. ...which sorry danny, i expected it to happen...so anyone round town who is 18, please call, we will need you...
actually it scares me, i'm not so sure we're having a show in a month...we had to train some beeyatches...whatever...i don't know & don't care for them...but i just kinda felt out of place yesterday & very uncomfortable...damn you carlos...lol...they say they're gonna work on tuesdays from 6-8...wait...I WORK ON TUESDAYS FROM 6-8!!!...WTF?!...*oi*...
we went to big lots to get headphones & we saw allie...damn i can't remember her last name anymore...it was different to have seen her...hmm...see...i'm still in the valley but i miss out on old friends...which is exactly why i don't want to go off to college...*ugh*...
"i have to say before i go...that i just want you to know...i found a reason for me...to change who i used to be...a reason to start over new...& the reason is you..."
i've got a track meet today...wish me luck...talk later...
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2004 23 March :: 2.51pm
:: Mood: tired & a bit worried
:: Music: Evanescence - (random songs right now)
*YAY* i ditched 6th!... :D
so yeah like the subject says...
band sucked ass, but the french horn dude was HOTT!!!...his name was matthew :D ...too bad i didn't ask for a #!...so anywho...
lina danny & michelle are over right now listening to some tunes...come to think of it, i've never really ever used that expression..."tunes"...whatever...so yeah we're here haging out in my room...thats' coo...better than having to listen to fucking massey...whatever...
i'm kinda having a bad feeling bout tonight...the radio show...*oi*...i just hope i don't put ppl in bad situations...this is a bad situation already though...lol...
"it never was & never will be you don't know how you betrayed me, & somehow you've got everybody fooled..."
yeah i'm listening to that again today...
"i know the truth now, i know who you are, & i don't love you anymore..."
those are the harshest words amy lee has sang so far...
but for my life, it's the truth ain't it?!...talk later...
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2004 23 March :: 7.24am
:: Music: Laura Pausini - Volvere Junto A Ti
i need to keep up in this thing...
well things are going ok at school...just still kinda freaking out bout college...but i have no choice at this point, so i'm trying really hard to get over it...
i'm going to brawley during school with the band so we can watch the marine band..."the president's own"...ok mr. macon, calm the fk down...lol...so that'll keep me somewhat entertained all day...
well nothing has really happened...i'm gonna have to get ready for school...talk later...
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