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2006 12 January :: 3.05 pm
So Mom made an appointment for me to get a pelvic exam so I can get rid of these cramps. Since they're so bad that I can't go to school or work.
Which means, if all goes well, I'll be on the pill.
Which does not mean Nick and I will be having sex.
1 You are my satellite |
Always the first star that I find |
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2006 4 January :: 2.03 pm
This would be a cute first dance song. My daddy loves the pug-nosed dream part.
A country dance was being held in a garden
I felt a bump and heard an "Oh, beg your pardon"
Suddenly I saw
Polkadots and moonbeams
All around a pug-nosed dream
The music started and was I the perplexed one
I held my breath and said "May I have the next one"
In my frightened arms
Polkadots and moonbeams
Sparkled on a pug-nosed dream
There were questions in the eyes of other dancers
As we floated over the floor
There were questions but my heart knew all the answers
And perhaps a few things more
Now in a cottage built of lilacs and laughter
I know the meaning of the words ever after
And I'll always see
Polkadots and moonbeams
When I kiss the pug-nosed dream
Always the first star that I find |
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2006 1 January :: 10.12 pm
So, I'm reading this book that Nick is letting me borrow.
I really want this chick and this dude to hook up. Really badly. Because it'd be cute.
Anyway. The girl is all "we can't be together because if we bzoink I could kill you."
And the guy says, "I don't care! We love each other!"
And she's all "Yeah...but the killing thing."
Well, you know what, Miss Kahlan? YOU DON'T HAVE TO HAVE SEX FOR FUCK'S SAKE! MOST RELATIONSHIPS FUNCTION PERFECTLY WITHOUT SEX.
I think that's something that Henry VIII really should have known. I know, it was all about the man-heir but geez, he didn't even end up getting one that didn't die.
Remember kids, it's about the love, not the lovin'.
Always the first star that I find |
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2005 30 December :: 11.26 am
"Nothing so needs reforming as other people's habits."
Always the first star that I find |
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2005 29 December :: 1.44 pm
I miss Amanda.
And Derick.
And, surprisingly, hanging out with Ben. It's funny to remember that I used to go over to his house and just watch him play video games.
Maybe I'll have to start doing that again. For as much of an ass as he is, he's a pretty good friend.
Always the first star that I find |
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2005 27 December :: 7.33 pm
"Marriage is society's recognition of a deep spiritual and psychological process that occurs between two people. Most couples skip the process and just get married."
"With or without religion, you would have good people doing good things and evil people doing evil things. But for good people to do evil things, that takes religion."
"I didn't go to religion to make me happy. I always knew a bottle of Port would do that. If you want a religion to make you feel really comfortable, I certainly don't recommend Christianity."
Always the first star that I find |
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2005 19 December :: 10.48 pm
What do normal people talk about?
What will we talk about when we're married?
Will it always be WoW and Halo and video games?
Because if it is, I want none of it.
1 You are my satellite |
Always the first star that I find |
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2005 13 December :: 12.19 pm
Stupid boobs.
Ouch.
1 You are my satellite |
Always the first star that I find |
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2005 12 December :: 10.58 pm
Nick and I are babysitting Paul's six kids on Saturday for three hours.
We'll see how it goes.
3 You are my satellite |
Always the first star that I find |
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2005 12 December :: 6.18 am
I think I'm happy when I can't think of anywhere else I'd rather be.
Except asleep in bed.
Always the first star that I find |
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2005 11 December :: 9.04 pm
:: Music: What Comes at the End by Cloud Cult
I could wish for more but none of it will ever happen.
Will we wake up
In the body of a buffalo
Running through the fields with our old friends
Will we sleep
With our favorite ghosts
I'm just wondering what comes at the end
I hope I meet you again
You'll be a hummingbird
And I'll be a bumble bee
We will fall in love in our new skin
We will talk all night about our philosophies
As we lay wondering what comes at the end
I hope I meet you again
Always the first star that I find |
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2005 11 December :: 8.34 pm
I take back everything bad I ever said about Ben and Taryn.
I'm just glad he's happy for once in his miserable life.
Smile laugh.
Always the first star that I find |
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2005 11 December :: 8.17 pm
People make me queasy.
Always the first star that I find |
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2005 29 November :: 12.59 pm
:: Music: Understand by Joss Stone
This is the song that reminded me of you, Nick. Thank goodess WYCE puts their playlists on their website or I would have never found it.
I hope you'll understand
That I can't always come when you call
Understand, everybody has their faults
Please understand not to worry who I'm with or what I do
Cause I understand that I'm in love with you
Do you understand
I'm in love with you
I keep our song on repeat
On my ipod, even when I sleep
And in my dream I'm holding you
Alone on an island just us two
I hope you'll understand
That I can't always come when you call
Understand, everybody has their faults
Please understand not to worry who I'm with or what I do
Cause I understand that I'm in love with you
Do you understand
I'm in love with you
The last guy had me so wrong
He kept complaining
I was away too long
Don't treat me that way cause in your head
You've got to trust me I won't be led
I hope you'll understand
That I can't always come when you call
Understand, everybody has their faults
Please understand not to worry who I'm with or what I do
Cause I understand that I'm in love with you
Do you understand
I'm in love with you
I hope your mind ain't working overtime
I hope your memories are full of good times with me
Don't trip if right now I can't answer the phone
Cause you know that soon I'll be coming home
I hope you'll understand
That I can't always come when you call
Understand, everybody has their faults
Please understand not to worry who I'm with or what I do
Cause I understand that I'm in love with you
Do you understand
I'm in love with you
Do you understand
Cause I understand
Do you understand that I'm in love with you, boy
I'm so in love with you
So in love with you
Cause I understand
Do you
Do you understand that I'm in love with you
Do you understand
I'm in love with you
Always the first star that I find |
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