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:: 2005 25 August :: 8.15 pm

When Nick's upset, angry or not telling me something, I get really upset and depressed.

Always the first star that I find


:: 2005 18 August :: 10.04 am

I'm nervous about driving to school. I've never driven by myself before. Well, except for driver's ed but parking lots aren't the real world.


I think I'm okay with school though. I mean, everyone is going to be nervous. Everyone's in the same boat.

I just wish I could get sleep.

Always the first star that I find


:: 2005 17 August :: 6.26 pm

I couldn't sleep last night because I was scared. I ended up crying and praying and calling Nick at 2:30 in the morning.

Not a good idea.

I need to figure myself out.

Always the first star that I find


:: 2005 17 August :: 6.22 pm

you should never go back. if something didnt work in your past, dont go back to it. it ended for a reason.




I know I would've said the exact same thing but, really, that's a stupid theory. If you failed a class because you were sick and missed most of it but you really loved the class, go back. Yeah, it ended for a reason: you were sick!

And, seriously, most relationships end on stupid reasons anyway. Stupid fights or disagreements. As long as it didn't end on a total clash, you can go back and it might be good to do so.

Just don't let that consume you. You have to know when to move on and when to keep trying.

You've got to learn when to let go.

Always the first star that I find


:: 2005 15 August :: 2.03 pm

Well fuck.

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:: 2005 12 August :: 1.42 am

Buddy just said Ben was the only one of my not girl friends who wasn't sarcastic. And that he's the nicest.

I snorted and said, "Ben? I've got to write that down."

1 You are my satellite | Always the first star that I find


:: 2005 10 August :: 9.12 pm

Hello
New background/layout.

A Very Long Engagement is the theme, if you couldn't tell. I know you couldn't.

Again, press F11 to see everything, even if you can't read French. Here it is if you still can't see it all. I had to sacrifice quality to get it to upload on greatestjournal.

Translation from top to bottom (excluding the numbers, that's what those one words are): If I reach the bend before the car, Manech will come back alive. If, by the time I count to seven, the train hasn't entered the tunnel, or the ticket inspector hasn't come, Manech is dead.

The quotes are the points in the movie where Mathilde uses these tricks to keep hope and herself going strong. I do them myself sometimes. Plus those are the points in the movie where I bawled my eyes out for over three minutes.

I love you.

P.S. The three M's that you can sort of see are a secret. One of the movie's mysteries.

1 You are my satellite | Always the first star that I find


:: 2005 9 August :: 6.12 pm

I'm sorry.

It doesn't ever stop hurting either.

Just the other day, I cried myself to sleep thinking about my aunt.

Because I don't remember what her voice sounds like. I don't remember what any of their voices sound like anymore.

I hate that.

Always the first star that I find


:: 2005 8 August :: 7.10 pm

"...war dehumanizes but people re-humanize."

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:: 2005 8 August :: 6.06 pm

Kaite, here's a blog from a chick in Zambia.

1 You are my satellite | Always the first star that I find


:: 2005 5 August :: 5.02 pm

I hate how much engagement rings cost. That's why I want something small and simple. I don't want my man to spend all his money on a hunk of metal when we could spend it on a house and preparing for our 47 children.

1 You are my satellite | Always the first star that I find


:: 2005 5 August :: 4.50 pm

I am a dork.

But I think this is cute. They have tips for the guy to find out the ring size without asking right out.

So cute.

And they have proposal tips! That is so cute.

1 You are my satellite | Always the first star that I find


:: 2005 5 August :: 2.43 pm

Hey, Katie!

On Fable and woman-getting (from an FAQ):

"Your mate has fallen in love with you. Congrats, Tiger! Now, before you choose Excel Saga's lavish 'Put it In' selection on the menu (sorry if that confused anyone who hasn't seen Excel Saga), you need to get married."

1 You are my satellite | Always the first star that I find


:: 2005 4 August :: 2.59 pm

'How I long to linger
On your sweetheart's finger.'

'I'll be nice and fresh
Wrapped around her flesh.'

'You cannot win her.
You cannot choose her.
You are just a hopeless LOSER!'

'There's no doubt
And there's no maybe,
The three of us are having a baby.
YIPPY!'

'You'll be the luckiest girl in the land,
Cuz we've got a magical wedding planned.'

'I will never fidget,
Jammed upon her digit!'

'I will always chuckle
on your sweethearts knuckle'




(I sort of want a singing ring.)

1 You are my satellite | Always the first star that I find


:: 2005 4 August :: 2.21 pm

Ben is on my shit list right now.

:)

And of course, when I see him, I'll pretend he isn't.

1 You are my satellite | Always the first star that I find

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