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2006 11 March :: 12.38 pm
This spring break was fantastic. Especially since Wednesday.
1 You are my satellite |
Always the first star that I find |
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2006 6 March :: 10.23 pm
My mommy told me to check periodically while I'm visiting Katie.
I just called her and we had a brief conversation about how Lil Dog's feeling and how my day went.
She told me to sleep tight like she always does when I say goodnight to her.
Then she said I love you.
That made me happy.
Always the first star that I find |
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2006 4 March :: 12.35 pm
It seems like everyone's driving past my house these days.
Always the first star that I find |
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2006 4 March :: 9.53 am
I couldn't sleep last night. I maybe got five hours of sleep. Icky.
1 You are my satellite |
Always the first star that I find |
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2006 2 March :: 10.49 pm
I am the top of lazy.
Always the first star that I find |
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2006 27 February :: 4.17 pm
A continuing education student passed away over the weekend.
He was 28.
Everyone in the office is really upset about it.
He was just in here Wednesday.
Always the first star that I find |
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2006 26 February :: 11.01 am
:: Mood: disappointed
In my head I took a stab at your religion. Only because I thought it would hurt. Upon reflection, I doubt that would even affect you at all. It doesn't seem to be of great importance to you anymore. Nothing does. You're becoming one of those whom you've always hated. Do you even realize it? I don't know who you are anymore and I doubt you do either. You're just a chameleon, changing yourself to fit the situation you're placed in.
I guess you didn't think it was a big deal and that's why you didn't tell me. Maybe it isn't to you, but it is to me. I'd rather hear it from your mouth, face to face, than upon passing and through another's conversation. I can see why you didn't discuss it with me, I couldn't hold up my end of the conversation. Yet, if you asked me why I cared, I don't know if I could really tell you. All of my points seem moot and I can see you turning each one down without a glance.
Can you believe what a year it's been? Are you still the same? Has your opinion changed? Because I don't know you anymore and I don't recognize this place. The picture frames have changed and so has your name. We don't talk much anymore, we keep running from these sentences.
...what I wouldn't give to see your face again.
Always the first star that I find |
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2006 22 February :: 7.14 am
Since I've been on the pill, I've been going to bed earlier and earlier. At one point, I went to bed at 9:30.
So I've forgotten what it's like to get six or seven hours of sleep.
It sucks. I can't believe I lived on this at one point.
1 You are my satellite |
Always the first star that I find |
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2006 20 February :: 9.59 pm
Everytime I hear about someone finding a wrecked airplane or body somewhere in the Mediterranean, I always hope it's Antoine de Saint-Exupéry.
They found his plane in 2000 and extracted it in 2003. I don't know if they ever found his body.
Oh, and then there's this. They use Euros now so...
1 You are my satellite |
Always the first star that I find |
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2006 19 February :: 8.21 pm
My parents were married in May of 1985.
I was born in January of 1987.
I think that's a good chunk of time before having a baby.
Hint. Hint.
Always the first star that I find |
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2006 18 February :: 9.58 pm
I was reading my back entries and in this one, for at least three minutes, I could not remember why we went to Cedar Point last year.
I'm forgetting things.
I never forget things. I remember everything.
I'm a little scared.
Maybe I'm just growing up?
1 You are my satellite |
Always the first star that I find |
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2006 18 February :: 9.29 pm
It makes me sad that Katie's roommate was all "ever since you almost died, I actually kind of like you now" and then she left.
(I think I've come to terms with the fact that Katie likes both Kalamazoo and her school friends better than here and me. I suppose it's partially my fault anyway, for having a boyfriend.)
I wish we weren't so poor, I kind of want to live on campus.
1 You are my satellite |
Always the first star that I find |
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2006 18 February :: 5.41 pm
It seems like, since I came back to school from winter break, that I've changed. Or people have changed.
I don't know. It just feels different.
1 You are my satellite |
Always the first star that I find |
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